Prod. Michael Harrison

I need you 
but you’re so far
I’m see through
this is my heart 

Oh my god, where are you right now 
I want you here to hear your sounds 
Why the fuck can’t you teleport 
I know it’s kinda funny but I wanna see you more 
And I hate it, I wish that you were closer 
And everyday I say this, you want me to come over 
And I hate to leave you waiting, but I’m scared of your mother 
I want to meet her soon, but for now I’ll just suffer

I need you 
but you’re so far
I’m see through 
this is my heart

why tf can’t you just teleport

Prod. ?

lyrics:
i let you play with my heart again
had it on the righthand sleeve of my cardigan
i let you play with my heart again
talking to the man in the mirror like hes my only friend

world is turning upside down
idek who the hell i am now
wish i could turn it all around
so much i wanna say but i cant make a sound (x2)

i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)

there must be something wrong with me
i dont know what it is but i cant breathe
need to run, im so damn anxious
cant help but feel so nauseous (x3)

i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)

i dont know whats going on with me
i think theres something wrong with my health
anxiety been creeping again slowly
and honestly im not doing so well

i could kill myself here tonight
its probably easier than living my life
when i tell everyone im doing fine
i know its a lie, im too tired to cry


i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)



nauseous

Through the Night (prod. s0ftskelet0ns & irby)

Lyrics:

four wheel drive and I’m headed out 
Out of town I won’t look back
cup of beer to hand i ain’t worried now
take the country side road dirt track

Yeah
The autumn leaves are crisping under
So under the weather
think it’s bout time I escape me now 
I was done last September 

Wish I left the old me in the past
I was 17
drank too much, I did too much bag
I was 17 
Now I’m 27 don’t got nothing left
Spent all my savings for the sesh 
I was 17
When I crumbled dreams 

Drinming to much yeah its fucking so crazy 
I need an escape yeah i need you to save me
My body is weaker the light looking blesker
The future is coming and i got no saviour 
Oh
Drive out a new town and start new beginnings
Im immune to success yeah i never be winning 
Its toxic and violent this world that we live in
Avoiding the snakes is so hard as a victim

leaving is an option i swear ima take it
Been chained for too long and my aim is to break it
Im not so content as i remeber i use to be
Boy its so hard when the comments impaling me

17s the age that i started the pattern 
I drank and i smoke ywah i dimmed out the lanturn
So now is my path just gone be forever dark
Lets just hope within years i can find a new start

#ambient #rap #singer #songwriter

Seventeen

This Side of Blue (prod. s0ftskelet0ns)

Always Welcome (prod. s0ftskelet0ns)

Disneyland Youtube Music Video:

https://youtu.be/yeoSoinOkM0?si=A18ymdnOpuydzy1o

Lyrics:

life hasn’t been easy, and I’ve been so caught up with lies
counting all these ceiling cracks, at 3am each night
thinking of the things I said, wishing I could make it right
but every time I open up, I end up in a fight

I keep these words beneath my tongue
bleeding silence when I’m young
my voice is trembling like these strings
played out of tune in everything

and I’m sorry I don’t talk much anymore
my room’s a mess, my mind’s a war
I’ve been holding on to empty air
And you’re not here,  it’s so unfair

every sunrise feels the same
grey horizons, pouring rain
I’m so tired of feeling numb
tell me where did I go so wrong?

days blend into empty weeks, I can’t keep up with time
my friends all say I’m distant now, I tell them that I’m fine
but every street I walk alone still echoes with your name
I guess I lost myself the day you went and walked away

I keep these words beneath my tongue
bleeding silence when I’m young
my voice is trembling like these strings
played out of tune in everything

#rock #metal #music

Beneath my tongue (MV in description)

GiveAFrank (Prod. Nono g)

prod. Seri Hill

lyrics:
I can't let it go again
Hiding cuts underneath my cardigan
I don't know why I try and pretend
They keep upping my medicine

I can't do anything right
Try, but been questioning why
Cry, I'm not good at goodbyes
Minds playing tricks on me right? Right?

I really need this to end
God i really need this to end
I can't live another day inside this prison cell
God i hate myself
God i hate myself

I keep falling back
And now you're pulling in
Gotta face my past
I still feel everything 

I can't do anything right
Try, but been questioning why
Cry, I'm not good at goodbyes
Minds playing tricks on me right? Right?

(Minds playing tricks on me
God I really wish they would leave)

I can't do anything right
Try, but been questioning why
Cry, I'm not good at goodbyes
Minds playing tricks on me right? Right?


tricks on me

prod. Matthew May

lyrics:
verse 1:
see your face in
crowded places
cant escape its
killing me
(killing me)

and i,
dont really want to fight
if its easier for you,
just push me aside
ill lie in my bed and think all night
if i still even cross your mind

hook:
but how could i ever let you go?
when youre the best person ive ever known
nobody could ever compare to you
i hate my biggest fear has come true

verse 2:
did i mean, anything?
said you'd stay but that's a lie
did i read into things?
said it would be different this time

and after everything im not mad
if anything, im angry at myself
im happy we happened, and got the chance
so this isnt goodbye its farewell

hook:
but how could i ever let you go?
when youre the best person ive ever known
nobody could ever compare to you
i hate my biggest fear has come true

farewell

her pretty won't last

discord: scorpio4488

side project w/devin's world: @frozen-grotto

haze collective

tricks on me

scorpio

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