vocals by https://soundcloud.com/reefuh and https://soundcloud.com/scrufff yay

prod me obviously :D

milktea 초콜렛군 오렌지양

reef + scruff - sweet tea (sai)

shoutout the realistic perspective of having attachment issues to someone who dont even know you like that

//lyrics

Aye, aaye, RAAAH
Its crazy i aint know you for too long
Feels like i dont even know you when you're gone
You saw nothin'
In my eyes you were fully frontin'
Yeah, put him in the back, im kiddin'
Its like, scratch that im the villian, yeah
Trippin' when you say you're with him
Always, runnin from my feelings
Yeah, put him in the back, im kiddin'
Its like, scratch that im the villian, yeah
Trippin' when you say you're with him
Always, runnin from my feelings

Breaking me, in half
Why cant you, wait for me, in there
Thought you wouldnt say somethings not fair
Its funny i was tryna get you out my head
Its only a bad sign when i care
Hope you wouldn't flatline when im not there
Its the last time you fuckin forget
Lovin you's my past time dont fuckin forget
But she noticed
That i know it
Pride showin
Hate me after all that
All these pictures, under my bag
Guess we gotta restart, bring it all back, and i say

Its crazy i aint know you for too long
Feels like i dont even know you when you're gone
You saw nothin'
In my eyes you were fully frontin'
Yeah, put him in the back, im kiddin'
Its like, scratch that im the villian, yeah
Trippin' when you say you're with him
Always, runnin from my feelings

Just hold onto me
You dont even know what you've done to me
Im not comin' up from the water to breathe
I dont care if you even want me
Cus i might never let go, oh ooh
Got this under control, ooooh oh
Crying when i see your name
But you dont even know mine
I feel the pain, in my heart
Feel the shame when we grow apart
Like why you gotta let these lames up in your heart
No i havent stayed the same, its been so hard
And i dont know why, you refuse to

put him in the back, im kiddin'
Its like, scratch that im the villian, yeah
Trippin' when you say you're with him
Always, runnin from my feelings
Running from my feelings, oh
Running from my feelings, ooh

attachment issues [p. sai]

produced by irusu, sai, and chromecue

//LYRICS

im holdin onto you
and we know, (f*ck it) we, know
i wanna be near you ill take on any role
you wanna know the truth well let me take control
like what is there to do to make you see me more
we know, (f*ck it) we ee kno ow
i've been under stress, i been under drought
i feel under-dressed in these hand-me-downs
if we both know im depressed baby

show me how to live, show me how to love
show me how to give, show me how to trust
show me how the shit i always do is not enough
been up, just thinkin bout us
driving in the wrong lane (i know)
i tried to kiss you in the wrong stage (i loathe)
eyes prettier than all shades (yea im done)
i tried listening its all hate
we on the wrong page
x2

i never lost my time and patience, i cant take it
spend my time with you if we gonna die (young)
imma tell the truth, if you're gonna lie (dumb)
imma let it loose if you think that i 
run, what i gotta prove
you're the only one, what i gotta do oo
love's, something we can choose
you're the only one, there's nothing i can loo oose

We got something nobody know
When you play hard to get imma go
Baby i watch your every move
I’ll carry your heart to the moon
Uh, where do i start with you
The sun is down and i can’t move (can’t lose)
Its getting harder and harder to stay cool
Being with you
Show me how to try
Show me how and where our stories intertwine
When we die
We got what we paid for baby don’t cry
I know what you stayed for, I don’t mind
Ooooh, im not an option
Oooh, you’ve been up to something
Oooh no, all the assumptions the fussin the love that i trust you with, stop it

show me how to live, show me how to love
show me how to give, show me how to trust
show me how the shit i always do is not enough
been up, just thinkin bout us
driving in the wrong lane (i know)
i tried to kiss you in the wrong stage (i loathe)
eyes prettier than all shades (yea im done)
i tried listening its all hate
we on the wrong page

i never lost my time and patience, i cant take it
spend my time with you if we gonna die (young)
imma tell the truth, if you're gonna lie (dumb)
imma let it loose if you think that i 
run, what i gotta prove
you're the only one, what i gotta do oo
love's, something we can choose
you're the only one, there's nothing i can loo oose

how2live

how2live [p. adrien, sai, & chromecue]

//Lyrics

look at me n i say
all night i dont get no rest
i been tryna write what you put in my head
i want you in my bed
left side of me entangled with no rest
on the freeway pullin ova
whatchu say when im sleepin on the sofa
all the shit i done so far
it aint in vain, while we all grow up
you could watch me go both ways
everything we do, put it in the page
everything we do, gets rid of the haze
everything i do's just running from the cage they put me in
see your schedule, book me in
i think its settled, look at him
goin federal, once again
got my medals just cookin in my room
all these songs indicate my mood
you dont wanna talk what am i to do
am i wrong for acting clueless
been talking to myself
you're walking through my wealth
put my arms around that shell of yours
no harm in all these metaphors
now im up they dont notice me
its just my luck that your cold to me
now the time's up i wont fall asleep
your my love and you're all i see
uh, find something i dont do
your lies indicating my mood
this time, i dont know how to move on
once you look at me and i said
all night i dont get no rest
i been tryna write what you put in my head
i want you in my bed
left side of me entangled with no rest
on the freeway pullin ova
whatchu say when im sleepin on the sofa
all the shit i done so far
it aint in vain, while we all grow up
you could watch me go both ways
everything we do, put it in the page
everything we do, gets rid of the haze
everything i do's just running from the cage they put me in
see your schedule, book me in
i think its settled, look at him
goin federal, once again
you could watch me go both ways
everything we do, put it in the page
everything we do, gets rid of the haze
everything i do's just running from the cage they put me in
see your schedule, book me in
i think its settled, look at him
goin federal, once again

norest [p. sai]

You resemble the stars

Its too late to stay off
Take all, the weight off
Baby its too late to break off
Through all the shit you face for pay stubs
And you dont know what to say
Cus you dont know how to feel dont know how to love
And you don’t know if it’s real right in front of ya
All the shit im sayin’ gon fuck it up
I been thinkin bout you late, till the sun is up
But i want you for all ages, one call later, i could take it all back
Cus gunshots couldn’t phase us, its okay cus i could say we dont care
Its so hard, with you resemblin the stars
Im just defending my part
Thats the start, no head in my arms
Baby dont tread from my warmth

Its so hard, with you resemblin the stars
Im just defending my part
Thats the start, no head in my arms
Baby dont tread from my warmth
Head over heels for you lately
Obsessed with you but you’re crazy
Im fast as you, you said it
All signs point to you changin’
Upset with you, but you’re waiting
Wont fess with you, cus you hate it
Wont better you, let the roof cave in
We could talk but

Its too late to stay off
Take all, the weight off
Baby its too late to break off
Through all the shit you face for pay stubs
And you dont know what to say
Cus you dont know how to feel dont know how to love
And you don’t know if it’s real right in front of ya
All the shit im sayin’ gon fuck it up
I been thinkin bout you late, till the sun is up
But i want you for all ages, one call later, i could take it all back
Cus gunshots couldn’t phase us, its okay cus i could say we dont care
Its so hard, with you resemblin the stars
Im just defending my part
Thats the start, no head in my arms
Baby dont tread from my warmth

you resemble the stars [p. sai]

i know its hard i know it is
i played my part i lost my grip
until next year im off that shit
want something new im bored of this
and if u find the answer to my question
then let me know im tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me im a waste and everyone tells me the same
yea maybe theres a reason why they left me
my biggest enemy is someone i dont know
im fighting for u back dont think about me

now this is a story i dont wanna tell
its like the end of a movie i havent seen before
ive always lived for attention why cant u see that
im on my knees begging for more

war within

your love

produced by eeryskies
additional production by me
mixed, written, performed by me

yeah, all the bad thoughts tend to loop back
i won't stay here longer if it don't matter
i prefer a walk then to call a cab
who knew leaving home would be this sad?
suppose i had it coming, now i just laugh
yeah, it's all fine if you don't think of it
if you do then you'll drown like an idiot kid
don't make me feel dumb again
give it one more try to make things right
tell me one more lie to cover your ass alright
i'd rather just bat an eye

how'd you like your coffee done? i'd do it right for you
lacklustre attempt at the best
i pour the creamer in and suddenly had knots in my chest
told you with honesty and honestly, i'd rather be dead
i told my mom i'm fine, i gave my aunt a hug
i'll spend my night inside while everyone has fun
i'll flip my insides out
i'll make you proud of me
but everytime that i'm down
it seems like you want to leave

what do you want from me?
i'm pleading down on my knees
what do you want from me?
it's getting harder to breathe
what do you want from me?
we'd make it past it i thought
i'll put my heart in a lock
and i'll just plead to god you'll be here

a couple lines across my arms
suppose that time is just a concept and we all return to god
i'd like to say i'm so mature, i did my chores, i handled love, i broke my bones, might take my life it was traumatic, i tried it twice my mind is rapid
i thought i had it all
now i have no one to call my own

i'll flip my insides out
i'll make you proud of me
but everytime that i'm down
it seems like you want to leave

what do you want from me? / take me back, i love you
i'm pleading down on my knees / take me back, i'll give the space that you need
what do you want from me?
it's getting harder to breathe /  take me back, take me back, i love you
what do you want from me? /  take me back, i love you
we'd make it past it i thought /  take me back, i'll give the space that you need my darling
i'll put my heart in a lock
and i'll just plead to god you'll be here / take me back, take me back, i miss you

coffee

producer: @saiwai
background vocals: me & @riensu 
mixing: me & @yinons

lyrics:
u txt me first like how do i react
but i know that i do wanna make u laugh
i do
and i fell first but do u like me back 
cuz i wanna be the one who makes u feel like that
i do
u txt me first  like how do i react
but i know that i do wanna make u laugh
i do
and i fell first but do u like me back 
cuz i wanna be the one who makes u feel like that
i do

dont wanna scare ya ur my answer
i really like ya i want ya
i do
i got you right here feelings so clear
ill never leave dear i got u 
i do  
cmon lets talk about it
we can find our way around it 
i know ur not right here
but youll never have to doubt it
so hold me closer like your supposed to
i gotta have ya i need u 
i do

u txt me first like how do i react
but i know that i do wanna make u laugh
i do
and i fell first but do u like me back 
cuz i wanna be the one who makes u feel like that
i do
u txt me first  like how do i react
but i know that i do wanna make u laugh
i do
and i fell first but do u like me back 
cuz i wanna be the one who makes u feel like that
i do