the art of arranging flowers ^_^

https://soundcloud.com/scrufff https://soundcloud.com/mental https://soundcloud.com/reefuh

yay

scruff + mental + reef - ikebana 🌺(sai)

//lyrics

In a rock-pile
I wont play my cards
In the dirt now
Infinitely harmed
Watch my eyelids
When they say im wildin
Check my stats now im drippin in dior
Stuck up in the background
I wont play my cards
Why do I get stockpiled
On my shoulders
Didn't waste time then
Its you I was guidin'
I just dont wanna
Get older
In a year now
get my dreams out
Check my paypal
I dont need no help no more
No more
No, more
I just need someone I can hold onto
I could make a break for her, but I dont want to
I dont want it anymore
Anymore
Any, more

Its not hard to tell you're lyin'
In my walls
Angels fall
Cus im compulsive
Compulsive
Im gon' drown in this shit I know it
Im still healin'
When you're talking to me
I dont feel it
If im all that I need
Then im winnin'
I still catch myself
Wishin'
That I had, someone
In that mask you look so dumb
I needed a lullaby so I wrote one
I want you on my side while we're still young
Im with reef in the back and we lay some
down, down when im around, round
I dont think i ever found, found
Where you at now
I know its been a long while
Always come through at the wrong time
Right now, im stuck

In a rock-pile
I wont play my cards
In the dirt now
Infinitely harmed
Watch my eyelids
When they say im wildin
Check my stats now im drippin in dior
Stuck up in the background
I wont play my cards
Why do I get stockpiled
On my shoulders
Didn't waste time then
Its you I was guidin'
I just dont wanna
Get older
In a year now
get my dreams out
Check my paypal
I dont need no help no more
No more
No, more
I just need someone I can hold onto
I could make a break for her, but I dont want to
I dont want it anymore
Anymore
Any, more
Its not hard to tell you're lyin'
In my walls
Angels fall
Cus im compulsive
Compulsive
Im gon' drown in this shit I know it
Im still healin'
When you're talking to me
I dont feel it
If im all that I need
Then im winnin'
I still catch myself
Wishin'
That I had, someone

guidance [p. sai]

produced by @saiwai

as always thanks @rpsu for the luh character drawing

//Lyrics

oh oooh ooh.. oh
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
and I dont think I got enough, power
its getting hard to try anymore
after that, nah, i dont wanna lie no more
got my own sh*t, i dont need a ride no more
how you feeeel, behind close doors
stuck witchu when the time gon come
said I feel love, but I fear that someone
gon steal all of my pride when this sh*t done
ooohh
never know whats going on in my head
always some sh*t i cant forget now
you will never get, my 100% now
I ive been stopped
its been off
tryna change me like ive been wrong
tryna stay.. with those eyes im lost
whatchu say when your pride is goone
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
and I dont think I got enough, power
its getting hard to try anymore
after that, nah, i dont wanna lie no more
got my own sh*t, i dont need a ride no more
how you feeeel, behind close doors
stuck witchu when the time gon come
said I feel love, but I fear that someone
gon steal all of my pride when this sh*t done
(oooohhh) oh, oh ooh (ooohh)
oh, oh oohh (oohh oooh)
oh, ooh,, (oooh)
oh ooh, oooh
(oooohhh) oh, oh ooh (ooohh)
oh, oh oohh (oohh oooh)
oh, ooh,, (oooh)
oh ooh, oooh
oooooh (dont, go, away, from me)

Stuck with you

stuck with you [p. sai]

//lyrics

Please dont hate me, while im here
I feel it aching around my ear
All these changing faces, I cant be near
All these blatant changes that I cant be here for, for
When im anxious the sun dont shine
Im gon' make it the day she's mine
Ready or not
We barely talk
Is it something that you want
Up in my arms
You know
When im anxious the sun dont shine
Im gon' make it the day she's mine
Ready or not
We barely talk
Is it something that you want
Up in my arms

Its the way you talk to me
When you're tryna help
Its the way you talk to me
When im runnin' out of your love
Is changin' is changin' for you enough
I thought it'd be painless
Oh what a bluff
Lately its been harder, to stay away
Lately switchin' starters, to stay awake
It aint even fair that you're with me
Get to cryin' when im bouta leave

Please dont hate me, while im here
I feel it aching around my ear
All these changing faces, I cant be near
All these blatant changes that I cant be here for, for
When im anxious the sun dont shine
Im gon' make it the day she's mine
Ready or not
We barely talk
Is it something that you want
Up in my arms

Its the way you speak to me
When im bouta cry
Sit back, watch your feelings atomize
I guess stayin' up witchu a fuckin' waste of time
When you're barely trying, its the fact I have to tell you
Please dont hate me, while im here
I feel it aching around my ear
All these changing faces, I cant be near
All these blatant changes that I cant be here for, for
When im anxious the sun dont shine
Im gon' make it the day she's mine
Ready or not
We barely talk
Is it something that you want
Up in my arms
You know
When im anxious the sun dont shine
Im gon' make it the day she's mine
Ready or not
We barely talk
Is it something that you want
Up in my arms

paranoia [p. sai]

luv u twin soundcloud.com/scrufff

i could b there for u, idc what i do to myself

spotify

scruff - flower journal (sai)

got botted, rly appreciate the listen, will help fix the algo lmao

comeback szn
+goats @ri4h and @boyromusic

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6H7fbCwleCPnvMHrVGhvdE?si=oSASDw-FQJaqyZLe7XyJCw&utm_source=copy-link

ig: instagram.com/redhxrse

fav drums i made

words:

sampled grigori from dragons dogma, all-time fav game:
"the rantings of an upjumped zealot make for tedious listening; his ilk serves no role in what is to come..."

verse
stare into each others eyes
cant find no surprises 
always sad when it's summertime
u left me in the water
i can feel my body drowning
u say its all my fault
ur a flicking light switch 
change sides all the time so

crazy chorus
i see all ur pieces
now ur tryna break me too
u took all of my feelings
now ur asking me to free u
making no damn sense
shit is so far gone
changing all my numbers
dont u call my phone 
yeah broken into pieces
now i gotta save me too

riah killed dis verse:
i cant focus on u
new scar like a new tattoo
i swear love is so overdue
since i met u
dont wanna do this shit again
i cant pretend
so why did u gimme ur heart
i never knew u would love this hard
but the feelings are so far gone
why couldnt u be the

one

another red verse
yuh
take all the chances i can get
uve been bruising me and fooling me 
no longer feel ur pain
now im seeing u so differently
how did i see right through 
drowning in ur mind games 
telling me ill see u soon
never gonna be your fool
ur love was never true
just another tool to be used now

crazy chorus returns
i see all ur pieces
now ur tryna break me too
u took all of my feelings
now ur asking me to free u
making no damn sense 
shit is so far gone
changing all my numbers 
dont u call my phone 
yeah broken into pieces
now i gotta save me too

insane outro from boyro:
babe wont u tell me that u need me
im in florida sellin demons
six speed im goin easy
i been searchin for no reasons
wasnt enough 
u still in luv
dont call my bluff
dont hit me up
im swimmin in ur curse when u look my way
doubtin every word when u say my name

pieces

stream da mf song

pieces, +ri4h, boyro

//lyrics

Only if you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Girl you done it, now i been on the same road
Girl im runnin', my feelings on the table
If you want it, i'll do it if you say so
But what if, im not able

To give you what you want
Before the changes girl im just missin' what it was
Now im the same person i was just a month along
I'll go insane, tryna find out what happened to us
Or go insane, tryna find out what happened to touch
what happened to me
Like what happened to love
Ill be happy diseased
Im not faithful to, what you say in the least
But you stay cold and im supposed to know what that means
I know why
Its chemical, i wont lie
You act cynical, i dont mind
I know its pitiful but i like you

Only if you want it, i'll do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Girl you done it, now i been on the same road
Girl im runnin', my feelings on the table
If you want it, i'll do it if you say so
But what if, im not able

To give you what you want
Before the changes girl im just missin' what it was
Now im the same person i was just a month along
I'll go insane, tryna find out what happened to us
Or go insane, tryna find out what happened to trust
Now i'd be happy to run
Always fall into lust
But if you were the one, you would
Want it if only i knew you wanted, us
Since you want it, i'll do it if you wanted, us
I know why
Its chemical, i wont lie
You act cynical, i dont mind
I know its pitiful but i like you

if u want it [p. sai]

your love

prod. kidhoodiee + anh + vnoahh + me

lyrics soon

having fun + playing

im feeling it now

Produced By Jourdain Casper.



GENRE: Hip-Hop & Rap / West Coast R&B Twerk
BPM: 96–100



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