prod. me

😕

this is to you <3
@mental
@176s
art by oddy

[blxty]
i don't think that i've been alright
lately it's felt like i'm underwater
and when that ask say that i'm fine
really i am not okay
okay okay okay okay
forget how i feel
it doesn't even matter
it feels like lately i've been falling in these patterns
when i'm with you my brain is scattered 
feels like i'm moving backwards ugh
it's like i'll never meet your standards

i wanna figure you out
i wanna see why you frown
you know i wonder why it's you,
that my world spins around <3
there's something missing.. 
it's my heart,, and you have stole it
i'm falling into your arms
i swear it's all just a dream
pls pinch me
it's not real
it's so fake
i can't take this anymore
i swear that i'm just a bore
to you.

[mental]
i take a breath i cant feel
my lungs
im falling head over heels
for your love
i know that youre better than me
give it up
ill be whatever you want
this feels like more than a crush

ive never felt the way that i feel right now
ive never been so shy when somebodys around
ive never felt like i was bound by fate
but when i first saw ur face
it was already too late
for me

[blxty]
to me i'm screwed
i've seen the truth
see right thru you
i'd lie for you
i'd cry for you
i'd die for you
i swear i would lose it all for you
girl this is to you
da-da-da-da

[blxty & mental]
blxty: hey mental i have been horrible!!
mental: hey blxty why are you horrible?!
blxty: i put it all onto myself and it's WAY too hard!!
mental: i think you should rest a little more ):
blxty: i can't take this anymore X.X
mental: dont forget what you're fighting for
blxty: i can't.. i can't.. i just can't do it!!
mental: i think you can do it i believe in u<3
blxty: i think i can do it i believe in me (x4)
oddyssi:

to you ft. mental (sense)

https://soundcloud.com/scrufff made da amazing vocals 

enjoy :3

lyrics

i just asked if you loved me again
i just need some reassurance
ive been in my mind for a minute i know its hurtin
pls dont hold that shit to me ik im learning oh no
why do i still feel left out
its all in my head
id be better off dead
baby i know what you said
why do i still feel left out
its all in my head
id be better off dead
baby i know what you said
baby i know what you said to me
when you talk to me it just feels like some ecstacy
and when it gets to me i feel better than ever
and i never really minded when you stole my sweater at all
if we fall we wont fall together for long
baby please get it all together im wrong
no i cant get along
if that guy tries to talk to you again im gone

i walked back to you and your gone
im humble
you keep tryna do what i do your my double
i will not fumble
i keep backing up but i cant see behind me i dont even know when you stumble
just tell me
you keep calling out in your mind just help me
i know i got some problems put it on the shelf please
i know that
give me one more chance and you know i wont fold back

spotify ^_^

scruff - learning <3 (sai)

produced by ry @rywrrd
cover of wait for me by lei
@lei

wait for me

trustme/trustyou
@mental
@1yugenn
@maknae

[b]
like do u want me cus i think that i want you
is this what ur feeling girl is this what ur fond to
[m]
trust me like i trust u when i say i love you
ur who i hold onto if u got me then i got u
[b]
and when i hold on i feel better
you wear my sweater i write love letters
[m]
is this forever or not
i dont know
think about whats wrong
every night when i go home
[b]
and you tell me i should go
i never thought it'd be this way
standing in the snow
i never thought i'd see this day
[m]
remember when u told me that everything would be ok?
i never thought that u would lie to my face
[b]
Mihara Yasuhiro, my shoes got like 5 zeros
no girl im not ur hero i have to tell myself
[m]
i gotta tell my side
but its hopeless im stuck
always falling in love
pointless getting up 

[mio]
okay,, that should do it then ^_^
[azunya]
oh, great!

snow ft. mental (yugen, mental, 막내)

@1spoder
baby,
you've been tryna find a way to save me
but everytime that you look it drive me crazy
fucking with my mind on the daily
oh hate me
go oooh-woa
you keep me on my toes and baby
go oooh-woa
i don't get why you go and blame me

@jayya1k
it gets kinda lonely baby 
when i’m without your love 
and i keep fucking up 
but don’t pretend like you’re innocent 
you’re toxic i’m into it 
and i don’t like to stand out but i’m tired of fitting in
lie to me don’t tell the truth
say that i’m all you need and more 
i can promise you 
i won’t be anyone but yours 
so don’t you pick up when he calls
drive me crazy off the walls
but i want you 
i want you

hypocrite w/ spoder (prod. noden)

production by me

you're treating me like a criminal
i, needed rest i need some signal
i've, been running but im done for
gotta target on my back and a lot more
i've, been trying so damn hard
but i lost my cell (myself)
i can't play the part no more
feels like im stuck in a hearse
i can't feel my worth
i was feeling numb for so long

hide how you're doing 
its all alright
gotta blank smile staring at me staring at you
it was never even there
gotta break off
it was never even fair
gotta shake off
so no matter the situation
i guess i'll be stuck on waiting
so no matter the situation
i guess i'll be stuck on waiting

criminal

@1kaido @saiwai @rpsu

//Lyrics
(scruff)
but you wanna talk about feelings i dont know..
well you dont understand
please come again
often I want to live through it again I
could tell you were always against my
point of perspective cus im on the fence all the time
this shit gon make my heart wrench all the time
where did you get that intense paradigm
my abundance and happiness will come in time
your looking around but you will come and find 
me, I wont be looking back I
know im gon but im comin back
to see, if you're really doin that, your really provin that
this is who I wanna be
you want to exploit me
you say that shit like its the best for me at all
but you wanna talk about feelings i dont know..
well you dont understand
please come again
often I want to live through it again I
could tell you were always against my
point of perspective cus im on the fence all the time
this shit gon make my heart wrench all the time
where did you get that intense paradigm
my abundance and happiness will come in time
your looking around but you will come and find 
(kaido)
paradigm bling
what is the point of all the mind games
i dont wanna play
my feelings are fortified
cuz this shit is never the same did you fuel all of my pain
what if i gave up what if i never saved her 
what if i had my bank up
what if i loved u major
what if i gave up what i didnt save her
(scruff)
but you wanna talk about feelings i dont know..
well you dont understand
you're ungrateful (damn)
you should be more thankful (yea)
its not appealing to you
stay focused
I aint noticing this pain growin
never would I expect that
u got a mental illness and you flex that
and im jus tryna get my checks back and you wanna know why-y
well you dont understand
please come again
often I want to live through it again I
could tell you were always against my
point of perspective cus im on the fence all the time
this shit gon make my heart wrench all the time
where did you get that intense paradigm
my abundance and happiness will come in time
your looking around but you will come and find

parasigm

paradigm w/ kaido [p. irusu + sai]

the art of arranging flowers ^_^

https://soundcloud.com/scrufff https://soundcloud.com/mental https://soundcloud.com/reefuh

yay

scruff + mental + reef - ikebana 🌺(sai)

https://soundcloud.com/blxty https://soundcloud.com/ri4h https://soundcloud.com/maxrrss <3

prod me and https://soundcloud.com/11iriss :D

[blx]
would u want a piece of me
i can promise itll be okayy
i dont wanna see u leave
just promise ull stay w me
okayy
x2

[riah]
would u want it any other way
so damn tired of makin mistakes
u better step back n get in ur lane cuz
i dont really know if i feel no way
dont leave dont go away
cuz ill make sure im the one u chase
ik its hard but u gotta believe so stay w me 
okayy

[max]
yeah, you just got me fucked up
i just wanted you to stay, but now im locked up
whats gonna stop us
you know it's just us
i don't care about nobody else i wantcha
don't know why you tripping bae,
i could give a million reasons why I wanna stay
steady looking at the sky, I just wanna see your face
we could use another talk, I just wanna make, up

dont go now
i know you wanna 
not be found

just stay

[blx]
would u want a piece of me
i can promise itll be okayy
i dont wanna see u leave
just promise ull stay w me
okayy
x2

[riah]
would u want it any other way
so damn tired of makin mistakes
u better step back n get in ur lane cuz
i dont really know if i feel no way
dont leave dont go away
cuz ill make sure im the one u chase
ik its hard but u gotta believe so stay w me 
okayy

blxty + riah + max ruben - stay with me 🌷 (sai x miharu)

https://soundcloud.com/blxty :3

art by はえもり(https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/5032847)

[blxty]
i cant do it
girl u can be my weakness i dnt mind
i might lose it
but when im with u ill just keep in mind
that i can do it
u know ur my weakness but i dont mind
i could lose it
but i know that i wont because i~

[sai]
im in luv with u   ah
u get me so high im floating thru the roof
i dont rlly care bout shit except for u ya
u give me those looks i dont know what to do ^_^
to dooo uh

can we talkkkkkkk
i wish our eyes would lockkkk
like girl can we b in love
and she like yes boy omg
uh
70 on dashboard, i cnt stopppp
i jus wanna have the world, i just need ur loveee :3

[blxty]
u dont know how it feels
to lay here all alone
im tired but im up and im up and i just cant fall asleep
when ur with me
i feel incomplete
and nothing can ever tear me apart
the way u be mean
u know that it hurts me 
ya it tears me all aparttt

i cant do it
girl u can be my weakness i dnt mind
i might lose it
but when im with u ill just keep in mind
that i can do it
u know ur my weakness but i dont mind
i could lose it
but i know that i wont because i~

i dont mind 💗 +blxty (sai)

luv u twin soundcloud.com/scrufff

i could b there for u, idc what i do to myself