nevrr gon fold.
prod me, @inveja nd @dancinginrainfall

wake up, hurt like hell
rlly struggln 2tryna feel well
it dont feel possible at all
falln down em rings, i cant see a thing
head hurts so bad, but we nevr gon fold
hurts so bad, tryn get up out this place
the world is so decrepit nd im pale in the face
woes been burnin, "what a wasteee"
this fall is gon be the death4 usss
feel like im in hell, theres no savin usss
nevr feel well, can i salvage usss???
fucked up frame of headspace, i cant kill meeee
dont even say yu do cuz yu could nevr feel meeeee

turnt²dust [hurt like hell]「+inveja nd miseryprism」

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/233560402_Neramexane_A_moderate-affinity_NMDA_receptor_channel_blocker_New_prospects_and_indications

prod @yuracual w/ extra frm me

brain all damned, nd i swear2 gawd
tired of words cuz they make me feel off
all the neuropathy, guess how im gon rot
neramexane to my tinnitus, get it out
get it off, ears ringin, screechin metal wit da saw
breakin all they brains wit heretical law
do yu understand what im speakin? nahh ah ahhh
head over heels like ahh ah ahhh
skin me wit ya nails bih, leave a mark
rather see blood now, fill my heart
sick of coughin up phlegm in the dark
wakin up, screamin like a draugr thrall
luv how she see right thru the art
luv how she see thru me

draugr thrall | neramexane「+yuracual」

result of tha damage
prod @yuracual

been tryn crawl out since day1, said fukit all
tryn feel sumn but i cant, yea im fucked up
only thing i seem to be good at is damage
named myself lesions after all tha damage
king of self sabotage :/
nd they always gon move weird nd get gone
trust me when i say it, i dont wantchu gone
dont evn know if i care if this sounds off

worried bout typa distance, tha dopamine
cant tell who been real or fake, do yu evn feel me?
bout a dozen mssgs nd they left on seen
isolation neuropathy yea theres blood on my sink
blood leakin on my sink. .
"wht tha fuck is wrong wit yu?" what do yu think?
millis upon millis in my system, i been breakin on things
i hate that i notice errything, i hate i see tha distance

erry1 arnd me so distant, so distant(2x)

[need]all tha damage「+yuracual」

merged 2 unfinished tracks from a while ago

https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/ripperdoc/s-0mzvgThsW4H
https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/despondent/s-AlK21syb7CO

yeah
slit right through my fingers
ill end this bitch why linger
feel weaker, always thinner
i said someone said

i cant feel this earth
cant make it all on myself
youll tap out when im in
i cannot feel this shit
so much on my head
bitch im feeling dead

feel so tense bitch im tongue tied
i cannot talk to anyone about you

suicide, heresy
bitch i dont feel good anyday
misery wont cease till i lay
wish i had u 2 talk to n my head

talk once imma spaz
slide once imma spaz
intuitive to my head
intuitive to my head

netrunner - despondent | amygdala

netrunner - swollen | infamous [ desire ]

2023 @dancinginrainfall

when u talk sht ion seem 2 hear nun
bitch get on ur knees look at my roarguns

miseryprism - bulimia nervosa

lost it all w/ seltze

i strive for what i want .
prod by @yuracual s/o tito
:
sick of yellin at my fuckn wall.
open up my home screen, got like zero calls.
throw that glass slate in the ocean, sick of all this typa wrong.
fckn wit my braincells, killin em all off one by one.
know they all say this shit but im tryn die fore 21.
all the bullshit be crankin up, im not havin fun.
nevrr gon fuckn fall cuz thats jus watchu want.
situational awareness silly bitch, i aint dumb.
nevrr gon fuckn fall cuz thats not what i want.
nd i strive for what i want, nd i don't need yur net chips.
shawty prolly think im weird cuz she done seen my head spill.
ion fuck wit lesions either, its aight i know the deal.

if yu tryn test me then fuck out the way.
man i really aint the one, fuck arnd nd break ya face.
leave yu like a puddle on da floor, what a waste.
if they playin typa bullshit at the party, shoot the place.


testN²much「+yuracual」

im the best

got wicked x DeLo - 8. stake [prod. tur1smo] | Official Audio |

[prod. swkillmee]

рваные крылья, мои мозги простыли
может исчезнуть завтра и оказаться пылью
твоего сердце шрамы, я защищу поп фильтром
пускай мои слова уже лишены смысла

рваные крылья, мои мозги простыли
может исчезнуть завтра и оказаться пылью
твоего сердце шрамы, я защищу поп фильтром
пускай мои слова уже лишены смысла
увядает моё сердце и шелестят ресницы
я лечу всё выше выше, только чтоб разбиться
старый склеп-твои слова они вампиры, кровопийцы 
хотят много крови, рвать чужие мысли

в моей голове проклятья, я не в своём уме
будто сахавал все таблетки, файзер, триган-д
психопатия и дым
мания на никотин 
я маньяк, мальвина ты одна из моих жертв
как мы можем умереть? не уложить в сознание
я уже спускался в ад и собрал все скрижали
теням до нас не добраться, ведь мы убегаем
мы крылатые твари, у нас


рваные крылья[prod. swkillmee]

[🝎] covered in lesions #deathcycles
architect @avexacortexa⠀╮
⠀+ +@inverseinterpolate⠀╯

1:1 — like no other