prod me

peep these jawns while yurr @ it .

junkie // yuracual

💔💔💔 "YEA YOU TRIED TO STAB ME IN THE BACK BUT THAT'S OKAY BECAUSE MY HEART IS BULLETPROOF!" 💔💔💔

@hollowshawdy [ https://instagram.com/hollowshawdy ]
@yuracual [ https://instagram.com/yuracual ]

(Original artwork by Magda Patyk.)

HOLLOWSHAWDY - BULLETPROOF. ((NOTHING LIKE YOU, PART 2!)) [PROD. YURACUAL]

@hollowshawdy [ https://instagram.com/hollowshawdy ]
@sxqf45op5c6f [ https://instagram.com/al3xt3ll0 ]
@yuracual [ https://instagram.com/yuracual ]
@tsukuri [ https://twitter.com/tsukuri ]

WINDOWS PHONE. ((WITNESSING HISTORY!)) - Single

WINDOWS PHONE. ((WITNESSING HISTORY!))

ALOOF A$TON x HOLLOWSHAWDY - WINDOWS PHONE. ((WITNESSING HISTORY!)) [PROD. YURACUAL x TSUKURI]

http://soundcloud.com/yuracual
http://soundcloud.com/d9minicc

        s/o cocteau twins

lyrics //
hands cant handle what the handyman demands
postmortem going manic distorting the laws of languages
posted in the game like a panzer landed on me
cannot stop or reprimand me so you halted just to chant what i say
i find it crazy how the tides change at random as i stand in place
wondering how ima get to 7k
wedding cake's an option but i havent had a hand yet
still missing that girl to unlock like she was standing in gray
too cancerous, telling em change the channel
cause they cant put the stamp on, banish me so i cant awake
you will never get to delight in my fucking vanishing
i landmined my planet just in case i try to plan escape
although that is tempting, blowing up is my objective
either definition works for me
swerving out the rental putting treasure on her nose
no seatbelt like im west
throwing bezels out the road in the moment like hobos hoping "please"
stepping in the void, when i breathe, fiends run
point 5 to a roidhead and make him see blood
live from the tenant's own house, sleepwalking
on 15 shots of sedatives like im offering a place to keep him lost in
fleeting out my cortex, portal towards my confidence, oh i missed you my longest friend
holding jars of oxygen conviscated from fallen men i caught
conversation and tolerance arent my strongest strengths

how to bring a blush to the snow
dont simmer cause im bound to make blood rushes flow as im spitting
hope thrives as i cut fuckers bones 
what im chilling would be crowned as the one to be told amongst children
souls lies in my mind when im home so,
visiting me comes with the price of beholding the victims
of my long lost rhymes of the cold 
keep this inside of your head since you know so vividly
how to bring a blush to the snow
dont simmer cause im bound to make blood rushes flow as im spitting
hope thrives as i cut fuckers bones 
what im chilling would be crowned as the one to be told amongst children
souls lies in my mind when im home so,
visiting me comes with the price of beholding the victims
of my long lost rhymes of the cold 
keep this inside of your head since you know so vividly

withbound ◇ prod. yuracual & fijianIP

1st song of the year

first part: me
second part: @yuracual

retelling w/ yuracual

https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Dextroamphetamine

lesions @searingthrume

all i ever seem to do is stress now
too much in my system, i cant calm down
all i ever seem to do is stress now
fuck all of this shi i tried to break out
shi not strong enough, shi not strong enough
all such a waste, why the fuck do i try?
they all rob me for time, bleed me for rust
i cant take it, i cant take it

wake up wake up, mornin hits im breakin shi
i gotta get the stakes up, ion think im fried enough
ion think i died enough, funny i aint dead enough
lowkey they not fuckin with me, gon erode my trust to rust
lesions on my body, got too many scars on me
so much stress yeh it make it hard to breathe
got amphet, caffeine im splittin at the seams
fuck the way shi been goin, need some ass nd some weed
gimme yasuyuki jeans, 14 addy on my sleeve
kmrii tassels on my jacket, wearin all black japanese
me nd twin pull up, watch as we be netrunnin the scene

miseryprism @dancinginrainfall

i said too much in my system
barely breathing yeah its not enough
iv 3-HO-PCE bitch im not gone enough
hella GHB bitch im enthralled wit ur lust
cyclohexanol tranquilize me beyond rescuing
takahara boots wit dat leather print studs
walk up in that bitch im causing hell to raise up
girl ur nails in my skin feel better than drugs
snort that coke up of ur bra
now we fucking shit up
methylmethaqualone n my head 
piercing thru my skin
this pain will never end
when i recollect
4-Methylaminorex
ill never rest
up the fye if no reverence
cyclohexanol tranquilize me beyond rescuing
surround my heart
bitch js let me in
mixing klonopin
cant feel a thing, cant feel a thing
codeine, bitch im falling thru the floor
hydroxetamine , give me wisdom i cant ignore
i just need more
its a damn chore
encompass my whole body not a metaphor
amphetamine, amphetamine
in my gahdamn fucking system bitch im feeling me
bitch im fed of u
im in a trance, bitch 
2 shots in his chest
i cant fucking rest
Walk out n a damn vest
im js stuck in time
erase the fucking past
dual wield acp pull dat flash out hit em gahdamn
too many faces gotta stand down
study darkness innis bitch

rustletting 🩸「+miseryprism」##internalcorrosion

@dancinginrainfall
@enemyism

tired of tryna push thru
head hurt, i cant get it thru [get to yu]
those words yu spoke so cursed 
i cant fckn take it
i miss ur skin so baddd
im so cracked nd i cant take it
my mind been so gone, i cant fake it

look at my face, dont know what to say.. 
i watched me break :/
dont even think for a fckn second we the same
shufflin in silence cuz im privy to ur games
wander round my fckn room wit apathy, i'll break like errythang
goddamn, im so brain damned
sick nd tired of like fckn errythang
goddamn, im so brain damned
nd i dont think theres a way outta this mess

brain damned </3「+miseryprism」[hosted by dj enzara 🤹]

nevrr gon fold.
prod me, @inveja nd @dancinginrainfall

wake up, hurt like hell
rlly struggln 2tryna feel well
it dont feel possible at all
falln down em rings, i cant see a thing
head hurts so bad, but we nevr gon fold
hurts so bad, tryn get up out this place
the world is so decrepit nd im pale in the face
woes been burnin, "what a wasteee"
this fall is gon be the death4 usss
feel like im in hell, theres no savin usss
nevr feel well, can i salvage usss???
fucked up frame of headspace, i cant kill meeee
dont even say yu do cuz yu could nevr feel meeeee

turnt²dust [hurt like hell]「+inveja nd miseryprism」

result of tha damage
prod @yuracual

been tryn crawl out since day1, said fukit all
tryn feel sumn but i cant, yea im fucked up
only thing i seem to be good at is damage
named myself lesions after all tha damage
king of self sabotage :/
nd they always gon move weird nd get gone
trust me when i say it, i dont wantchu gone
dont evn know if i care if this sounds off

worried bout typa distance, tha dopamine
cant tell who been real or fake, do yu evn feel me?
bout a dozen mssgs nd they left on seen
isolation neuropathy yea theres blood on my sink
blood leakin on my sink. .
"wht tha fuck is wrong wit yu?" what do yu think?
millis upon millis in my system, i been breakin on things
i hate that i notice errything, i hate i see tha distance

erry1 arnd me so distant, so distant(2x)

[need]all tha damage「+yuracual」

down2 self-dissonancy
prod @dancinginrainfall w/ extra frm me

@searingthrume
ima carve my own way out
dont evn try2 doubt me, it wont work, no.
sinkin in this room, i feel like im on death row
sick of feelin like this, yea, ima choke.
fuck tha world, hate it all, tryna find a moat
all in tha distance now, like what happened??
feel so detached from like errything its maddening
[french]femme belle, why do this to me??
yur jus what i need
dont tell me that yur wary of me now???
im tired of breaking down.. :/
yea i feel so worthless as im spillin my guts
i aint fuckin wit it, no. im not fuckin wit it.
its fuckin wit my motions, ruin nervous system
realization set in.. so done, so done...

@sinefelt
everything's breaking apart
u been all up on my buttons
like ur tryna whip a damn push 2start
u been playin w my heart
can't tell if u mean harm
either way u cld keep ur mouth shut
bitch shut the fuck up
don't play that card
can't tell what i shouldn't be taking
u know that shit 2 n use it
i shoulda known tho, that's my fault
u waved plenty flags ur putrid

i know i'm not the only one
discounted me, we're done
i just wanna sit down
roll up quick
n nvr go see the sun

damn
i think that i might b losing it
i wonder if u felt the same
if u did i couldn't imagine it
u wouldn't be playing these games

at least i don't think so
can't let me miss your ringtone
if i do it's game over
if i do then u won
bitch pls shut the fuck up
stop lying u don't worry bout me tons

always spills out「+sinefelt nd miseryprism」

.. so much4 that .
prod me nd @dancinginrainfall

i swear2 gawd
yea i cant keep goin on like this
before i met yu i aint feel a thing
carbon bond baby tell me if yu feel that
wasnt lyin when i said i think i need that
yu agonize my bonds, its that magic
turnin my head2 soup
seepin in my heart, chains gettn cut thru
feel yu get me the depth is insanity
2:2 swear her mind feel so close2 me
pull me out the fuckery, pull me outta errything
rlly hope yu feel the same wayyy
way we talk like erryday does sumn2 my brain
hope yu get what the fuk i been sayinnn
swear it b that magic k, yea that magic k

agonize my heart
agonize my bonds
agonize me
tell me whatchu want
nevr want yu gone
love what yu do to my chemistry
only one that i want
think yur jus what i need
see all these other folks?
they could never get me

agonize my bonds.. ♡♡「+miseryprism」##1:1

[🝎] covered in lesions #deathcycles
architect @avexacortexa⠀╮
⠀+ +@inverseinterpolate⠀╯

1:1 — like no other