home of eidola + kai

my nerves are but a stepping stone .
produced by @1812922

ion got time4 how yu move
i don't got time4 how yu move, jus go.
nd the way that i been livin.. it been gettn old.
turnt up like shi, i'ma turn up, throw a fit.
bump it up, turn it up til i can't hear a thing
i don't wanna hear shit, i don't wanna feel shit
i don't feel a thing, i don't feel a thing
i don't feel a thing, i don't feel a thing

way too much fuckn stress
don't know how2 handle that
'member where i put the meds?
my head is such a mess
somethin yu cannot comprehend
nothing on server, contraband
network lurker, my fucking plan?
to suffocate, digi sand-
gon kill me, my head
gon thrill me, my head
gon thrill me, my head
gon kill me, my head-

Passion For Dejection [Prod. Blank Body] ##AvexaCortexa

𒄬unforgivable flaws𒄬

Avexa Cortexa [ Wisdom Research Evolution ] 1:1

netrunner @dancinginrainfall

i cant even feel
need your body i cant fucking lie
too much i cant heal
in that bitch im walking hella nice
netrun in that bitch 
i cant feel a damn thing anymore
got no reason to be living on this earth i dont adore
my blood gone pour
hold on to me that boy getting switched
always fully clipped
cant name one emotion i felt since a kid
goddamn
goddamn
i cant follow bitch i cant
sedate me, till i cant breath
no one even cares
bitch i cannot stand
bitch im fucking worthless
everyday is torment
feel like im stuck in orbit
556 in my mouth take my organs
got no purpose
gahdamn

all your messages bitch im ignoring
trapped in my head, i just feel so dormant

bitch i cannot feel
yeah yeah
no no
fully carbon on me
bitch walk in like own that bitch, yeah
korshunova on that runway bitch i walk in
put that stick up make that boy body hiccup
told that bitch suck that dick up
tell me you need more i cant get enough
i cant even feel shit but
all of these drugs n i still feel so bland 

i cant cope with this pain that i bare
i swear, feel like my brain is fucking broken
i cannot see no end
feel like dying in the end
isolation, solitude, im entangled up with sin
it never ends, it never ends
bitch i need more drugs getting fucked up in the head
bitch i pop too much till i cannot feel a thing
my body filled with MXPCP
lying on the floor i cannot feel a thing

lesions @searingthrume

stress buildin up, i can't feel nun
rust covered temple, 'roded water run
issa flood up in ya sector, yu can't return2 sender
yo bitch want me2 bend her, i'm good off rendered failure
ion play that bullshit, i'll really get yu severed up
grind yu down fo kicks 2dust
netrunnin innis jawn, type yo shit in, clickn run
makin money off the proxy, avx gon have yu done

so much pressure, inhibition, this my agony
cut a bitch off if she lie bout she been feelin me
pure anguish up in the plaza, das the fuckn team
fuck yu mean? talkin down on us, we stickin yu wit beams
chemmies in my upper seams, only this high in yo dreams
stupid lil kiddies innat bubble, they wan be like prism, be like me
fuck a scene, woadie not no menace, rob his fuckin green
skin his body blank luh ho, gon make him bleed

netrunner lesions - pure anguish | inhibition [ miseryprism ]

fw this beat 💴  ‧₊˚ ✩tg toraloc

[old demo frm a rlly bad time]
produced by @saveme

i don't know how to take that statement
i don't wann become too comfortable, complacent
same old bullshit, no other choice but face it.

lookin in the mirror, i can't make that out
trauma in my spirit, uppin millis, curb the doubt
all alone fo 20 years, i been up in a cloud
nearly drowned me in the water, screamin way too loud
scratches on my body, i've been bleedin out
why tell me how to feel now, are yu real now?
so sick of barkin real loud, bring the place down
need a wayy outtt, need my way outtt

sick of feelin rage as if my skully need too yell
i miss days when i ain't feel like my nerves down in hell
why do yu want away from me? i dwell on this.
i hate a fit, but this rediculous shit wont cease for nothing
worked too hard, now my skin is blooded
emotion overdrawn like we fuckin on nd off
think i'm way too fuckn gone, neurologically i'm rotting away

ComplacencyChainZz prod save me

FLUX CREEP

@ihatejugo + slight from me

way i walk in that bitch, look like korshunova
pierce my body baby, make my mf wrists hurt
oripavine bring me fucking closure
10sei0otto on skin bitch im
vaping pyrovalerone till my mf lungs hurt
put that boy on a t shirt
methylmethaqualone in my head
ever since a kid, i could not feel a goddamn thing
put that boy on a t shirt
keltec on my shoulder
got a drum on that bitch
put em under
dmnpc got me feeling higher than this earth
methylmethaqualone in my head
too anemic my damn ribs hurt
762 ripping thru his fucking torso
so much dipyanone in my blood 
i just cant get enough
snort so much roxy make nose hurt
10sei0otto lambskin on my skin
i got real expensive leather
bitch im high off that cychlorphine
oding on that shitbruh
dual wield carbon on me
mephedrone got my heart racing
556 on his ass, his heart racing
dive in that pussy, make that bitch hurt
for that bitches desire i cannt miss bruh
wake up dead, feel like a scarecrow
sniff that coke off ur skin baby
so much dipyanone, im losing consciousness 
going psychotic in this bitch
speaking with a lisp
acetoxymethylketobemidone for my pain
shit just make me stronger
coked up i cant feel my face
gluthimide in my blood
girl i cant live without you

netrunner - oripavine | cychlorphine [ prod jugowickd ]

ty @dancinginrainfall for the mel

https://soundcloud.com/lilnofriends00/amaad-back2back-p-nofriends

back2back

[🝎] covered in lesions
architect @avexacortexa
++ @inverseinterpolate

1:1 — like no other

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