February Javier 116

wake up, same shi.
produced by @inveja w/ extra frm me

also no lyrics cuz fuck yu im not transcribin this bullshit

wht is it worth?「+inveja」

am i evn makin sense now?? :/
prod w/ @dancinginrainfall nd @kutliss

lesions @searingthrume

posted up in hell, im fallin down em rings
devil may cry, devil may sing
i been losin top my head, im goin hellsing
screamin til my whole head ring
feel like dante, half yall i cant fckn claim
barin fangs up out ya face, naw we'll never be the same
aint shit gon work out.. i know what yu on, get out.
all i ever do is sit arnd nd bleed out, lesions all over my skin
all i ever knew is rage, all i know now..
am i even makin sense now??
fuck allat shi, rather sleep on my floor
green bills, blue pills
want it all, need it more
my chems so fucked, what i adore

miseryprism @dancinginrainfall

???

down em rings「+miseryprism nd kutliss」

gotta crawl my way out somehow :/
prod @dancinginrainfall w/ extra frm me

whole brain fucked up, drowned in woes
lurkin on my proxy, feelin like a ghost
ill wield my heretics, gon crawl out of these rags
research chems up in my bag i got that ??? das a straftat
tryna crawl my way out, they dont get what im tryn do.
im tryna crawl my way out, get it? they dont get it..
they not fuckin wit heretical law... they said fuck the proxy.
feel like vincent, none these folk gon stop til they done got me
tryn kill me off like bitch, who yu think yu are? das rich
talkin like yu fuckin own me? ill leave yu in a ditch
they been talkin so much shi 
now they tryna follow in my footsteps like they above me im so done
got so much rust buildup on my mental
gonna give me tetanus if yu aint careful
been bleedin from my head for way2 long
its leakin on my hands, yea its leakin on my hands

bouta start breakin errything in my vision i hate it all, yea i hate it all
took a couple addys, hope it stop the breakdown
still losin control, gotta fight now
autotune fuckin up like why now??
all my chemical compounds, they breakin down
i'm fallin2 pieces :///

heretical law「+miseryprism」##hexen4ever

@searingthrume
@dancinginrainfall

og version of https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/somnolence

dont know shi bout nun, i dont know my place
i cant keep my sane, bouta start breakin shi
brain chem shift, feel the scales tip
now all i do is bitch, feel my tendons rip
all i wanna do is bleed out on the floor now
all i ever hear is noise nd sound, im bouta put holes innat ground
all i wanna do is scream without control now
its over now, yea its over now
gonna rip myself to shreds
im my own loose end
got me bleedin out, got me bleedin out
screamin "rip me out, frm here jus rip me out"
its all bloody now, its all tainted now
errything in bits nd pieces, shattered down
whole world spinnin round, for eternity
goin round in silly circles til the end of me

lesions - bits nd pieces「+miseryprism」

𝓛esions - wound reception[demo] prod miseryprism

early mornin thought spillage
prod @dancinginrainfall

i don't rlly feel real at all
keep blamin myself
dont rlly know how to ask for help in this
most my life i been by myself
nd they all gon talk, whats it matter tho?
never rlly knew me, yu cant see down my road
agonize GABA-rho so i cant feel nun
all i need is the plaza, all the drugs nd yur love
nd i know its not yur job to pull me out the mud
yu still offer yur hand, why wont yu let me offer mine?
both feel fucked so im jus tryna give it time
if yu ever lose yur way, jus know yu can come down mines
ill be here til yu decide otherwise
jus know that i hear what yur sayin
nd i hear all yur pain
i can hear it thru the sines

𝓛esions - all these thoughts prod miseryprism

2 much carbon bionic goddamn whip
bitch i doubt i will i feel again
got 2 geeked up bitch ill never feel again
every week is the goddamn same
not even finna trip
in that shit like cateleya
nightingale my face 
shoutout my bro veja
u a  corporate not no major
this bitch im in love with damn anesthesia
so enamored with the rain
bring me to fantasia
never gave a shit
walk up in this bitch geek tf up
got this k on me, im talking 3 Oxo PCE
bring me to goddamn fantasia

flying in this bitch going mach speeds into the unknown
rolling hard as fuck bitch im fully off my dome
eat this this .76 we dont see eye 2 eye
no no u cant follow where my go
i cant understand what u saying
i cant even see u
i just wanna see u
hollowpoint bullets make his ass see through
fly innat bitch in that fucking rain
dipyanone in my goddamn system
too much drugs i need 
too much in my lungs
never coming down no no

fantasia | galliano | dipyanone  ( miseryprism )

[not finishing]
mel by @chewy
++drums by me

so much on my head i been fckn up
jus wan mitigate tryn crush it up
ion rlly wanna be like this nooo
been so gonee :/
ever since i turned 20 i ain't like losin my shit
lesions been up leftn loosie righty tighty down the bin i'm gettn sick of it
bitch i'm gettn sick of me.
my fault if i'm actin spazzy feelin like a fiend i'm gettn no sleep
fuck do i do?
how i pull myself out?
wanna make it right.
jus cuz i'm 1:1 don't mean that i can't fuck up
how many times i gotta tell y'all i'm rusted up?
yea i'm so mental
yea i'm in a hell hole
nah i ain't special
feel like a hellhorse
always angry nd sentimentalll
trust me yu can be my tapentadol
nd i can be yur's too i don't want us2 fall

𝓛esions - CYBERMANCY「+heroine」

rappers killer v2

_not_okay | Prod Sapjer

[🝎] covered in lesions
architect @avexacortexa
++ @inverseinterpolate

1:1 — like no other

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