wish I couldn't relate especially now 💔

Oh no!

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



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Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

new midwest emo track w/ @salemavenue :)
produced by @nevrfall
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
[decks]
college has ruined me, my mind is cloudy
wake up each morning im drowsy
feel like nobody’s around me
i just wanted to be happy
living this life is so tiring
nothing in this town inspires me
im not alive just to die,
see through my eyes,
and maybe you’ll find that

i might just fly away for a while
im sober in the candlelight, but sleeping in denial
i’d do anything to see you smile
this dream is a nightmare, im always falling down

this dream is a nightmare, im always falling down

[salem avenue]
i’m always falling down
pick me up and lift me off the ground
i act like it’s all over now
but really i just fill my head with doubt
and where would i go anyways?
when i don’t wanna ever make a sound 
maybe i’ll just fade away
find myself another in this ghost town 

yeah it goes down
pick me up 
i don’t wanna feel alone now
it’s so cold out 
i feel blue now 
pick me up
i don't wanna feel alone now
like they do

[decks]
(living this life is so tiring)
(nothing in this town inspires me)
(im not alive just to die)
(see through my eyes and maybe you'll find that)

i might just fly away for a while
im sober in the candlelight, but sleeping in denial
i’d do anything to see you smile
this dream is a nightmare, im always falling down

this dream is a nightmare, im always falling down

sober in the candlelight (feat. salem avenue) [p. nevrfall]

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sober in the candlelight (feat. salem avenue) [nevrfall]

linden & nevrfall - wait for me in the next life (ft. heylog)

oh no! (ft. skele) (prod. jolst)

[+] sick of crying out for help
*produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:

sick of crying out for help 
you don't seem to hear me baby I cant make a sound
lying on the floor tell me do you see me now
look at what you caused this aint what its bout
yeah its deeper than that there's no feeling
cut thru to the bone now im bleeding
I just try to think of you when im feening
cuz I don't wanna fuck this up
I just need some of your love
is it really that hard?
someone to hit up when im lying in the dark
all alone, baby would you even pick up if I called

crying out for help

crying out for help (feat. skele)

made this back in jan 2020 produced by reaper

seejayxo - "coraline" (acoustic) *RARE 2020*

arrowhead

never going back (ft. brody)

prod @taurs and @jolst

I need to call her again and get my head straight,
scrape my face on pavement when she drag me cus im dead weight,
I can smoke a pound easy babe they call me sensei 
I dont post on gram, hate my face and thats on everything, everything 
x2

is this true love 
gonna throw up
if u repeat that phrase
those 3 words make me go numb 
need to get up
been laying here all month
and this weight it holds me down
but the weed help me get up 

and thats ur man, is it?
hes kinda handsome,
well compared to me ur a muhfuckin damsel
think I got 2 greedy follow bread like im Hansel 
I fuckin hate this place and ur friends I cant stand
i can’t stand em 
x2

I need to call her again and get my head straight,
scrape my face on pavement when she drag me cus im dead weight,
I can smoke a pound easy lil bitch they call me sensei 
I dont post on gram, hate my face and thats on everything, everything 
x2

dead weight (taurs x jolst)

𝘪'𝘥 𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘻𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘴

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Why’d I let this demon inside of my bed 
I need sage 
I need faith 
I need something bad
One more taste 
wanna hit her like a vape 
Hard to quit 
how much time til I cave in

Think it’s bout time I run away from your love now 
Hit the glass hards how I try to come down 
Hit the lights let it all burn out 

She wanna fuck around ye
I tell her how i feel but she doesn’t wanna listen 
It’s not are time right now so I guess I just keep it distant 
Don’t it feel like shit when you feel like you’re not good enough 

Missing all your tattoos 
You/re my sunshine 
Your eyes when they look at mine 
You can’t be trusted 

Why’d I let this demon inside of my bed 
I need sage 
I need faith 
I need something bad
One more taste 
wanna hit her like a vape 
Hard to quit 
how much time til I cave in

Let’s just get this over with 
Can’t stop letting you in 
Is it obvious, I can’t stop this
I feel it constantly weighing down on me 
Feel like the subject of this classic poetry
Where I’m the man 
You’re the girl to kill me slow and painfully 

Deep down 
I hope you’re better now 
But part of me still hopes you drown 

Think it’s bout time I run away from your love now 
Hit the glass hards how I try to come down 
Hit the lights let it all burn out 

Deep down 
hope you’re better now 
But part of me still hopes you drown

Sage

(chorus)

you said you needed time away from
but i don’t wanna leave your side 
abandoned and hopeless
is all that i am 
when i don’t have you in my life
you can use me up however you see fit
just know that the damage you’ve cause was permanent 
you poisoned my soul
i’ve never felt so bitter and broken and alone

(verse)

and now my brains in conflict with itself
and you don’t know that you’re putting me through this hell
and every little thing you did was for yourself
but that’s okay 
i wouldn’t have it any other way
anything to just get you to stay
because don’t know if i can live life without you
and if i could i would but i don’t think i know how to

(bridge)

i don’t know how to live
i feel rigor Mortis setting in
in my cold dead lifeless limbs
 
(chorus)

you said you needed time away from
but i don’t wanna leave your side 
abandoned and hopeless
is all that i am 
when i don’t have you in my life
you can use me up however you see fit
just know that the damage you’ve cause was permanent 
you poisoned my soul
i’ve never felt so bitter and broken and alone

i’ve never felt so bitter, broken, and alone (discent x R3DQX)

produced by branwen

parking lot break down by hero

lights r on but no1s home by sewerperson 
- rerecorded and mixed by me

completely non profit 

lyrics:

good luck lmfao

parking lot breakdown x lights r on but no1s home ft. hero (branwen)

swallowed by the misery ft. seejayxo + steadysuffer

LYRICS:

(jstnprks: hook)(x2)
up next we been living in the fast lane
shawty sent the addy yeah we pull up rocking ghostmane
blowing big gas in the whip, smoke propane
i've been coming up with the boys, this a new wave
yeah i made mistakes but i put it all behind me
lately i've been blowing up and you've been right beside me yuh
tell that goofy pull up on me he a no show
360 no scope, i'm moving slow mo

(wstdyth: verse)
i got fendi on my waist and she want it
running fast in my lane like i'm sonic
backseat blazed on the chronic
yeah i move slow smoking on the comet
look into my eyes when you're fading
baby yeah i know that you hate it
tell you i'm sorry but i can't change it
baby i'm a burnout face it
yeah i roll up like 5 and i face it
drive fast through the night they all think i'm racing
i'm so gone in my spaceship
why you hating dark like a raven
baby i'm tainted why can't you take it
i look at you i erase it
i take the night i embrace it

(jstnprks: hook)(x2)
up next we been living in the fast lane
shawty sent the addy yeah we pull up rocking ghostmane
blowing big gas in the whip, smoke propane
i've been coming up with the boys, this a new wave
yeah i made mistakes but i put it all behind me
lately i've been blowing up and you've been right beside me yuh
tell that goofy pull up on me he a no show
360 no scope, i'm moving slow mo

comets (ft. wstdyth) (prod. odece)

produced by: malith 
everything else by: me 
this may be the most mid song of 2020

lyrics:

and fuck everything that I wrote down,
all these dark clouds, cant go back to you now
and I feel a lil sad so I ball out
and this hole I'm in's too deep yeah, I cant crawl out
x2

and you make me feel so alive
maybe one day ill get to call you mine
x2

(and I guess its just my turn,
like everybody else had one,
I guess ill never learn,
ill never learn to hold my tongue, 
im not what you deserve,
I won't put myself first,
ive gotta kick you to the curb,
then my heart it gets sewed back on

and fuck everything that I wrote down,
all these dark clouds, cant go back to you now
and I feel a lil sad so I ball out
and this hole I'm in's too deep yeah, I cant crawl out
x2

morning coffee (malith)

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i'm a burnout

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