I can feel myself fallin for you already :///

that nike preview was dope can't wait till you drop it

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COMMUNITY, Vol. 1

worse than usual

seejayxo - worse than usual (ft. kais & lullabyboy)

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



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Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

So what if I leave you 
Still stuck in my head cause I need you
I hated the sequel I wonder if I didn’t call would I see you
So whyd she go and lie to me
I keep my head down I’m running from what’s inside of me 
And I can love you but honestly my anxiety 
I’m cutting wrists to avoid that there’s nothing of me

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

And I can give you everything you ask of me 
It’s not blasphemy 
You don’t have to leave
I’m a tragedy
It’s always one after the other, never after me

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

And I can give you everything you ask of me 
It’s not blasphemy 
You don’t have to leave
I’m a tragedy
It’s always one after the other, never after me

So, go
Leave me in the bottom of a hole
Staring down a barrel with my soul at stake
I wanna fade away
I wanna die today
I tried yesterday

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

So, Go (prod. jolst)

Lyrics:
im so sorry that i dont know what to say
and you know i do my best to try and be there every day
im fucking piece of shit and thats all that ill really say
cause im too proud to admit that i will never be okay

i never thought itd come to this i always thought we'd be just fine
i never thought youd think of leaving cause you said youre always mine
but i dont blame you im a fuck up and i have no fucking spine
im not a man im just a boy i know youre sick of how i whine

i always thought id be okay to be right there for someone else
but im too fucked in the brain to show you how i really felt
i know it hurt when i was absent and made you feel by yourself
i try my hardest but i know it aint enough to even help

cause i fuck up every day
and i dont know what to say
only when i feel too much, but then it goes away
and i really hate the way
that im probably all the same
even worse than all people that you ran from anyway

fuck
what do i do
im pushing everyone away but i could never say i thought itd be you

we're fucked
all because of me
i wanna be just what you need but i got issues in my head you cant see

"so why dont you tell me?"
never learned how to speak
im trying to believe
we'll be okay after this mess

Sorry

sorry

i'll be ok this time (prod. splashgvng)

lyrics:
i know i can’t stay fucked forever 
sometimes i feel like my friends never want me to get better 
i been making bops but whatever 
fucked around and made a few racks off a sweater 
money coming in and i spend it like i’m rich, but now i’m broke as shit at least i’ll make it back quick now 
100 miles on the dash i think we’re going to fast now 
whip it like a race when i get up out this town now 
told me i’m the worst and that you wish u did it sooner 
your the one who left but now i’m the fucking loser 
and you ran off and found somebody to replace me
i hope it’s easier to sleep now that you said you fucking hate me 

yeah you hate me
but you wanna date me
stay a little while
and baby you could save me
spinning words around my head it's getting hazy
you could never love me fuck it i'm too crazy
fuck it up again when i see you around
kinda getting nervous when you try to bring me down
kissing in the back of your whip
we're going 80 now
driving to the end of the world
we're never slowing down
woahhhhh ohh oh
we on a comedown
looking at the stars while you're looking for your coat now	
drunken off your love so i'm looking for a kiss now
replicate your dreams and live through me
open up your mind to find the key
woah oh ohh
and i know that i can't stay young forever
but i'm waiting outside in this shitty weather
hoping that you can love me tonight

i know i can’t stay fucked forever 
sometimes i feel like my friends never want me to get better 
i been making bops but whatever 
fucked around and made a few racks off a sweater 
money coming in and i spend it like i’m rich, but now i’m broke as shit at least i’ll make it back quick now 
100 miles on the dash i think we’re going to fast now 
whip it like a race when i get up out this town now 
told me i’m the worst and that you wish u did it sooner 
your the one who left but now i’m the fucking loser 
and you ran off and found somebody to replace me
i hope it’s easier to sleep now that you said you fucking hate me

i can't live like this forever w/ lil skele (prod. irby)

[+] the hardest part about all of this, is saying goodbye to
the person i planned on spending the rest of my life with.

* featuring @sleyeofficial & @lilskeleskrrt * prod by @lilsp00ky *
(artwork created by @scottysplash)

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro: seejaxyo]
fall apart every second you're not by my side
i never thought the day would come i'd have to say goodbye
i hope you know i really loved you like you one of a kind
i hope you're happy even though you break me everytime

[hook: sleye]
baby when i choke now cover my face
empty out my lungs now 
wrap me in my sheets
when they put me in the ground 
will you stand on my grave
will you stand on my grave
yeah i love it when you hate

[verse: seejayxo]
told you right off the bat, i wasn't ready
you promised it was cool, said that we could take it steady
but i could feel myself falling for you already
said that we were soulmates that we don't need no wedding

and that was fine with me
cus i thought you were so cool
but you played my heart
and now im the fool
got me sitting here
and im just missing you
i know you say you care
i can't tell if it's true

thought you loved me but i know it's a lie
fuckin with me, got you all on my mind
you have him, stop wasting my time
i'm moving on, so say your goodbyes

cus i got all of this weight on my chest
no missed calls, snapchats, or texts
i know baby that this for the best
i know its me i'm the reason you feelin depressed

[verse 2: lil skele]
said she feel ok 
I don’t feel the same way
it’s been awhile now and I still feel the same weight 
eyes low bitch I can’t even think straight
and my heartbeat’s moving at a slow pace 
it’s all over anyway 
I keep on fucking up everything 
I left a call today im always feeling the same way 
ruin my life again
I’m sorry I thought we were more than friends 
leave me alone again 
tell me that you’ll love me untill the end 
baby when I choke now cover my face 
I don’t want you too see that I’ve been living this way 
I put my head in the clouds and hold my breath underwater 
told me that you love me but you can’t stay any longer 
I just wanna feel ok

goodbye ft. sleye + lil skele (prod. lil sp00k)

solo (prod. the tear god)

skele - thoughts (+ irby x dead spyro)

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals:

Artists / Producer:
@kingtheta

Lyrics:
Was I supposed to
Say something before I left
I feel so underdressed
Am I opposed to
Selling my self-doubt
What is this about
Are you close to
The people in your life
What does that feel like
Don’t gotta show you
The catacomb inside
You see it in real time

Am I tired of myself
Or am I just plain tired
There’s much left to be desired
(From this shell)
Am I lying to myself
One ordinary liar
Bend truth to stay inspired
(In this hell)

I’m on the sidetrack
Got lost along the way
Saw clovers and sun rays
I’m comin right back
Now it doesn’t feel the same
But I hope it does some day

Am I tired of myself
Or am I just plain tired
There’s much left to be desired
(From this shell)
Am I lying to myself
One ordinary liar
Bend truth to stay inspired
(In this hell)

Now I’m jumpin out the window in the night
I know it’s a dream and i’ll take flight
(I love playing, this is a sandbox)
(I hate fighting, this is a war)

King Theta - Ego Fatigue

produced by the one & only: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @decksmusic & @nevermadeithome

lyrics:

sendflowrs:

it’s been a year since we left and we’re still not fuckin talkin,
left my home at 16, it feels like i’m still runnin 
why am i so upset?
i broke my nose now i’m covered in red,
and will you promise, stay right by my side?
it’s cold out there my love, pls just stay with me tonight 
just put your phone away yeah, i don’t wanna fight
(cus i know that i can’t trust u,
i know that i can’t trust u)

look what you did yeah, look at the mess that you made,
boy i’m good everywhere, each city i’m the thane 
fire up my bow yea the skies are turning grey,
fire up my flow yea best pray for it to rain

(cus i’ve been walking,
on my own,
never delete your number 
out my phone
she loves that fucking powder in her nose,
loves that fuckin powder, loves that fuckin powder, yeah)

decks:

it never even mattered to me
i said it was a problem but i lied thru my teeth
you’re the only one that i wanna see
dont wanna cause a scene, i don’t wanna intervene but

look at the way that u treat me
and deceive me
now im leaving
i don’t wanna be a problem
but you beat me
now im fleeting
and i tweet about it every day but now i need to “let it go”
i wish you could save me but i know you’re not my antidote
and yeah i know that im obsessed with you
or maybe i just like the idea
and i know that i need to get it through
my fuckin skull and get up out of here



nevermadeithome:

Well can you get the fuck out of my brain now 
im fuckin pissed off with you constantly being there 
And everytime that im walking around town 
I swear i see your face on everybodys head 
All your friends, they are fucking dead to me
They all knew, that you cheated 
I hope that your next boyfriend 
Goes out never made it home again 
I think ive just finally got over you 
Get outta my mind girl 
Stop hitting my line girl 
Even though your fine girl 
I dont wanna see you again 
Laying in my bed at night 
I cant see your eyes for the first time 
For the first time in my life 
My life 
My life 
Im upset 
In my life

upset :( w/ decks & nevermadeithome

i'm a burnout

@burnoutarchive


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goodbye ft. sleye + lil skele (prod. lil sp00k)

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