sadzzz.mannns banger #9

https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/jolst

COMMUNITY, Vol. 1

skele - burden

Biteki AMV: https://youtu.be/aMOX-qUEWMw
prod. farber
this 1 been in the works for a while 🖤
i hope some of you find relation & or clarity.
ft. @user-411557229

[autumn]
so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

cause i’ve always really wanted space
now i just wanna see your face
(see your face)

girl i want this bad
i told you that
i’m not just sad
my world’s been plaid

hello?
praying you’d pick up the phone 
how’d it go?
being on your god damn own

so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

[not home.]
they wanna be me
she gonna leave me
for somebody new
off of the shrooms
cold in my room 
lost in the ceiling
look at the moon

[autumn & not home.] 
(2x)
look at my face when you’re talking
(when you’re talking)
i get bored so i smoke now i’m coughing
(bitch i’m coughing)
all the friends at the house 
now i’m yawning
(what the fuck bitch)
they be chasing all the
shit up in my pockets

obsessed w/ not home. [prod. farber]

Lyrics:
ion wanna listen
ion wanna listen
girl turn that shit off while we chillin
la la la, u cant make me listen

hyperpop jus remind me of her
so i jus never listen, guess thats what i deserve
man id rather get poisoned and kicked to the curb
till my teeth falling out guess i just never learn

deftones jus reminds me of us
when that shit start up playing i get stabbed in the gut
so i tell em to skip it, say im trippin, "whats up?"
"man the homie cant hang cause he way too fucked up"

flashbacks on your bedroom floor
was like a second home, i dont come thru anymore
i guess thats just how life goes, im running low for sure
i should really just stop bitching yeah but life is such a chore

all i really do is bitch and moan and then i cry
then gotta keep pretend that im tough when im outside
cause you cant be let em know when they see pain up in your eyes
cause then you weak and you a target and you wont put up a fight

like, "fuck it all, he dont care about his life
so, take it all" i wont argue with a knife
and, then i fall, and they leave me out of spite
now im picking up the pieces of my already broken life

and i think you know its something i cannot keep shoving down
living with a mask it got me lookin like a fucking clown
ima just be honest, aint have much but i got nothing now
gripping on this bottle just to keep myself from shutting down

hyperpop jus remind me of her
so i jus never listen, guess thats what i deserve
man id rather get poisoned and kicked to the curb
till my teeth falling out guess i just never learn

deftones jus reminds me of us
when that shit start up playing i get stabbed in the gut
so i tell em to skip it, say im trippin, "whats up?"
"man the homie cant hang cause he way too fucked up"

ion wanna listen
ion wanna listen
girl turn that shit off while we chillin
la la la, u cant make me listen

deftones jus reminds me of us
when that shit start up playing i get stabbed in the gut
so i tell em to skip it, say im trippin, "whats up?"
"man the homie cant hang cause he way too fucked up"

Hyperpop Jus Remind Me Of Her

Hyperpop Jus Remind Me Of Her (prod MNDLS1600 & Bended)

prod. nevrfall and branwen  
@nevrfall 
@branwenmusic

i take this small one and bend 
its like this battle dont got a end
i can get so in my head but still fuck what they say 
i dont know you and you not my friend
i know that i said i wouldnt get fucked up today
but look at me here i am 
i always end up just going the opposite way
if they try to tell me that i cant 
ill do that shit just to spite you and laugh
fuck out my face bout that i give a damn
i dont know you i dont trust you thats facts 
that shit is just how it is 
i would change it if i could but i cant
i let the world try to make me abandon myself
just to be something for them 
just to be something for somebody else

i push away
everything because i need help
bleed out
on the tile i left a big puddle
i love something
and it gets me into big trouble 
do u need enough 
all these tests i hope i bleed enough 
i left that old part of me where 2016 was 
reasons 
i dont need to ever speak of
leave me 
in a big clump
ima big cluts 
bleeding 
from these thick cuts
i can get rid of 

when i stretch
and this conflict eats me to my bone
cant this toxic world leave me alone 
its ingrown 
if its wrong 
let me reap what i sow

dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died 
and it goes like 
dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died

dont go, closing your eyes

why you pacing round? just come sit down, you make me nervous
swear its getting hard to trust you, i aint doing it on purpose
if i ever masked my feelings i would do you a disservice
dont look at me like that cause all my pain is gonna surface

if you ever turn you back on me, get ready for the knife
you already made your move, but i did too im down to fight
know you thought you were ahead by like a mile, but not quite
i made a list inside my head of all your wrongs just out of spite

im a jerk
guess im a jerk

ow that shit hurt, i wont say it did
ill probably shut down, go jump in a ditch
ill probably crashout on a bottle of gin
while i choke on the pills from your own cabinet

i know thats a sin but i just cannot win
its pain in my heart, and everything look dim
just want it to stop, before shit get too grim
when i see myself, who is he? dont know him

im a jerk
guess im a jerk

BPD Pt 3 (JERK)

i love you more and more 2 (prod. vuksai)

Changing Lanes(1)

13. WON'T BE NEEDING THOSE (Ft Logan)

A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar

Hands Down

[+] the hardest part about all of this, is saying goodbye to
the person i planned on spending the rest of my life with.

* featuring @sleyeofficial & @lilskeleskrrt * prod by @lilsp00ky *
(artwork created by @scottysplash)

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TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro: seejaxyo]
fall apart every second you're not by my side
i never thought the day would come i'd have to say goodbye
i hope you know i really loved you like you one of a kind
i hope you're happy even though you break me everytime

[hook: sleye]
baby when i choke now cover my face
empty out my lungs now 
wrap me in my sheets
when they put me in the ground 
will you stand on my grave
will you stand on my grave
yeah i love it when you hate

[verse: seejayxo]
told you right off the bat, i wasn't ready
you promised it was cool, said that we could take it steady
but i could feel myself falling for you already
said that we were soulmates that we don't need no wedding

and that was fine with me
cus i thought you were so cool
but you played my heart
and now im the fool
got me sitting here
and im just missing you
i know you say you care
i can't tell if it's true

thought you loved me but i know it's a lie
fuckin with me, got you all on my mind
you have him, stop wasting my time
i'm moving on, so say your goodbyes

cus i got all of this weight on my chest
no missed calls, snapchats, or texts
i know baby that this for the best
i know its me i'm the reason you feelin depressed

[verse 2: lil skele]
said she feel ok 
I don’t feel the same way
it’s been awhile now and I still feel the same weight 
eyes low bitch I can’t even think straight
and my heartbeat’s moving at a slow pace 
it’s all over anyway 
I keep on fucking up everything 
I left a call today im always feeling the same way 
ruin my life again
I’m sorry I thought we were more than friends 
leave me alone again 
tell me that you’ll love me untill the end 
baby when I choke now cover my face 
I don’t want you too see that I’ve been living this way 
I put my head in the clouds and hold my breath underwater 
told me that you love me but you can’t stay any longer 
I just wanna feel ok

goodbye ft. sleye + lil skele (prod. lil sp00k)

standing at your doormat pt.2 (ft. yung axstn) (prod. irby)

another sad love song (prod. 2001)

Serotonin Ceasefire (ft. hamilton)

Yesterday I left her cigarettes, I haven't seen her since.
And she's here on her way from Boston, I'm still just a wreck.
And I thought that I'd be happy, but I've just been sadder now,
cos I can't seem to please here, and I'm gonna let her down.

And we've come so far, It's too late to give up now.
We'll fight for what's ours, this is not what we wanted.

And I'm losing hope, this is not what I wanted. At all.

Losing Hope (prod. Irby)

Trechor Boy:
you remind me of LA
all my friends were there to stay
i flew back the next day 
shit wasn’t the same
i try so hard to hide my feelings and the pain
but every time i lose it and that shit escapes
i started making beats way way back in the day
nobody fucked with me but now they know my name
trechor boy 
destroy
all of the hate
ooo

Dead Broke:
There's no time for to you to play,
and girl, I'm fucked up by the way,
you want me every single day,
can't find the feeling in my brain,
and now I'm seeing outer space.
I shoulda seen it from afar,
100 miles from away.

Nothing rly matters in the end,
I don't wanna live, if it means that she'll be dead,
I had my first out of body experience, and I don't think I ever wanna trip again.

Trechor Boy:
i rode a rocket ship 
flew up on that shit
way way up 
beyond the stars
haven’t looked back since
i had my first out of body experience 
nothing has looked the same 
and that’s on periodt

Dead Broke:
Saying that I changed again, must be the acid,
I don't wanna die alone, if I don't have to,
drugs are my only friends.

Trechor Boy:
you remind me of LA
all my friends were there to stay
i flew back the next day 
shit wasn’t the same
i try so hard to hide my feelings and the pain
but every time i lose it and that shit escapes
i started making beats way way back in the day
nobody fucked with me but now they know my name
trechor boy 
destroy
all of the hate
ooo

Dead Broke:
There's no time for to you to play,
and girl, I'm fucked up by the way,
you want me every single day,
can't find the feeling in my brain,
and now I'm seeing outer space.
I shoulda seen it from afar,
100 miles from away.

Nothing rly matters in the end,
I don't wanna live, if it means that she'll be dead,
I had my first out of body experience, and I don't think I ever wanna trip again.

Outer body (w/ trechor boy)

s/o https://soundcloud.com/jolst for the fye beet

lyrics:
i won't ever find myself i swear,
i get so mad i can't do shit but stare,
i look in the mirror and get so insecure,
im not sure who i am anymore. x2

i get so pissed and i hate it, i know im not me jus say it.
my posture sucks and im breaking my back just to stand, but i won't say shit.
everybody use my energy like im a fuckin phone
they like "kais is fuckin stupid god i bet he'll never know" 
yeah i notice, its hard to know shit 
i don't really talk to them because im too damn focused.

too damn focused on dreams that i have you should know this,
if i ever give this up because some bullshit in my head i'll regret till i die, i'll regret it till im dead.
shit don't make sense
how am i supposed to get this off my chest?
i been tryin my best
they're not impressed
how am i supposed to feel when i can't rest?

i won't ever find myself i swear,
i get so mad i can't do shit but stare,
i look in the mirror and get so insecure,
im not sure who i am anymore.

insecure (prod. jolst)

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i'm a burnout

@burnoutarchive


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goodbye ft. sleye + lil skele (prod. lil sp00k)

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