Again Ft. Deep October

u got me fucked up ( feat. wxnnerlxnd x Unhxly)

Uh uh uh uh uh
Uh uh uh uh uh

There’s a tightness in my chest
Girl you got me off these meds
I can’t sleep
I lay in bed 
but I’m still geeked
Never thought I’d see the end
But who am I to just pretend 
That things are fine 
When in my mind I picture suicide
I need you by my side

You got me up all night
Missing all the times we’d fight
Break up
and make up
Break up
And make up

Sick of burning out 
That girl gave me doubts
this life let me drown
she just smiled, showing fangs in her mouth 

There’s a poison in my head
Carried wounds until I’ve bled 
Pushed against the walls, they close in
How do I live
When everything is spinning 
Where do I begin

I don’t know where all of the time goes
I don’t know where all of the time goes
I just need to find the right hoe

Staring 6 stories out the window
Triple 6 devil said to let go

Staring 6 stories out the window
baby we can let go
Just to wake up

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BREAKUP & MAKEUP (prod. grayskies)

I guess this is it for a while.

To be continued...

Artwork by annalyceart

Produced, mixed and mastered by HeyLee Manzeron

Lyrics:

I met up with the mystery girl
I told her I’d take her place
Her use has run out in this world
She told me straight to my face
These metaphors are cliche
Like a lingering foul taste
Or a cavity on your tooth
Falling onto your pillowcase

I could tell you everything that’s ever been on my mind
But I don’t wanna bore you to death
I’m holding on to the secrets I kept
And I could tell you every sight that’s ever passed through these eyes
But I don’t wanna waste my breath
I’m holding on to the secrets I kept

Following my path is something you will regret
I’d like to say I’m saving face while I’m cutting my skin with a rusty gillette
It’s only for you, only you will ever get to slice this deep in me
It’s only for you baby, and I’m sorry.

I could 	show you every leaf that’s been strangled by this vine
But I would never choke you to death
To tell the truth you’re all I have left
And maybe I should open up, but I’m comfortable inside
But I don’t wanna scare you away
I’m not prepared to lose you today

Following my path is something you will regret
I’d like to say I’m saving face, but a passing glance is all you will get
It’s only for you, only you will ever get to slice this deep in me
It’s only for you baby, and I’m sorry.

Maybe you’re the falling star that I’ve been searching for my entire life
Possibly the deepest scar, I know you’ll cut my throat like an umbilical knife
Yes, you’re my fallen star, we could just let go and vanish into the night
Possibly the deepest scar, but I will let you in, you make everything right
Maybe you’re the falling star that I’ve been searching for my entire life
Possibly the deepest scar, I know you’ll cut my throat like an umbilical knife
Yes, you’re my fallen star, we could just let go and vanish into the night
Possibly the deepest scar, but I will let you in, you make everything right

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It's Only For You

Anothergirl Cover

Cali-for-ni-a (Prod.The Sound Clown & rip.3.7)

prod by me, mixed and mastered by @ghosthandsmusic

lyrics:
Fuck me up
Tied in rope
Have you done enough
I ain't got no wiggle room
I won't be here sitting soon
Take your shape
A form used to manipulate
Fancy to a little suit
I'm the only one who's lit your fuse

When will you learn
Learn for the better
Learn for the better
People aren't your puppets
When will you learn
Learn for the better
Learn for the better
Why they shouldn't trust ya

Your bullshit
Everybody else in here knows it
Can't cry your feelings
In a choke bitch
How does it feel
To play the victim card
It's crazy
No chance to pull a 180
Nobody's fallin for your fakies
Too hard to juke us
Your curtains called

Feel bad
Ya you've ruined your hand
And I don't give a damn
You'll get a dose of you servings
Why use people
Like a pile of toys
That you throw and destroy
As if they got no emotions
Well have fun with karma
Whose a bitch
Your on their checklist
Watch out
Behind your back
You know what's comin
Know what's comin

When will you learn
Learn for the better
Learn for the better
People aren't your puppets
When will you learn
Learn for the better
Learn for the better
Why they shouldn't trust ya

Your bullshit
Everybody else in here knows it
Can't cry your feelings
In a choke bitch
How does it feel
To play the victim card
It's crazy
No chance to pull a 180
Nobody's fallin for your fakies
Too hard to juke us
Your curtains called

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bullshit

Where’s The Plug?

R3V!

so much (prod. 1searchlight, prod.control, sleepyyfr, lashout)

i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

i been staring at the clock
but this anxiety don't stop
empty bottles cap em off
waiting for the blood to drop
i been tryna find my place
but i been feelin stagnant with a sad face
i want a rush something to make me smile
everybody switch up
flicker like a fire

stars in my eyes while i'm laying on the ground
2020 but my visions going out
there's no money on the table it's all in the screen
just like all the hearts that i wish i could feel
i put too much time into my dreams
so when they don't work out i go to sleep where i still feel em

i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

vibin alone in the lowlight
blood wine and it make me feel tired
could you teach me a better way
could you show me
how you'd hold me again
again

i think i lost my touch
i think i'm giving up yeah i'm always giving up
i swear i dream too late into the day
i can't wake, i can't wait
cause i been movin
swear to god when i saw her cmfrt. for the slaughter
there was blood on my neck let it drip
yeah i got this feeling i won't make it

i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

give me some time away
i gotta figure out why i'm not healing
i think if i could just hear you say
it takes time you can feel what you're feeling

Again Ft. Deep October

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