Deep october playlist🤍

deep october 🖤🥀

Deep

mixed by suni vega :)

(eric)
Joystick, I hate when you play w/ me
we're feeling evil baby I hope that you pray4me
Lead me astray, psychopathic tendencies 
You cure the sickness in my brain yeah ur my remedy


(me)
Ur without a flaw in ur
Skin
Tight
Jeans
You did nothing wrong
Baby it’s
Timing
It’s never ur fault
Narcissist-
ic (narcissistic..)
Throwin fits
I leave
gets intense high key

But for once feel like nothing really mattered
And the sun
Makes ur halo mimic saturn’s

Let me find it out
But both of us hate those discussions 
Perfect timing now 
Think for once we’ll keep in touch 
And bring the silence out 
I think a month 
Was plenty enough to spend inside ur house

I can’t make a promise 
But I promised you the long run 
Tell me bby do you think you’ll be there when it’s all done?

Ice
cold
Light blue sweater and
I don’t
Mind the weather
Your eyes closed
Mine get redder
When I show
My displeasure


I don’t mind, I don’t mind, I don’t mind
Ur just high
You won’t die you’ll be fine
I don’t care to show that side but u can try
And I swear I still think ur one of a kind

I don’t mind, I don’t mind, I don’t mind
Ur just high
You won’t die you’ll be fine
make me suffer make it up or make it mine
i'm a lover it's a wonder I survive

u can try

u can try w/ ericdoa (prod. 4am)

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
Is there missin pieces in ur memory?
And if it isn’t me, that makes us enemies 

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
In between it
Is the missing pieces 
Of your memories
 I can’t forget a thing 
Wishful thinking’
Hope I live to see it 
In a Mitsubishi 
Skrrtin Venice beaches 

Let my life get back in motion
Said she’d stay as long as I’m open
Said “stay golden”
Numb the pain, give me disclosure
Novacane; I know the odor 
I know fames not gonna hold her 
Entertained before October
Should of known
should of known
I should of known her

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
Is there missin pieces in ur memory?
And if it isn’t me, it makes us enemies 

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Protect ur peace
Be like a second Jesus 
But don’t let me think
Nothing could get between us 
Chesapeake 
For like the second weekend 
Left on read for weeks
At least the sex was decent 

Hold it in my brain 
A familiar odor On her shoulder novacane
Both of us got sober 
We got closer so it’s strange 
So when we get older we’ll be noticing the changes 
Hope that ur ok 
When I know that it won’t change shit
Ulcer on my brain 
And it’s close to where the vein sits 

Heart 
And mindless 
You could start
With trying
This apartment 
Lighting 
In the darkness I been 
Stuck

Mitsu Bishi

Mitsu Bishi (prod. thislandis & taurs)

eyesore (prod. seren1ty x zane)

Symptom Era Pre-release (:

Prod. Suni Vega

Afraid To Die Ft. Deep October

time is not 4 me

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1VFYM4lgRX0gKkvtSf7BGu?si=9a6f63c666934208
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apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/sight-luv-feat-deep-october/1598957460?i=1598957461
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youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMGz-V3tUps
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deep october soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/fatherfuneral
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imsoproudofyou soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/imsoproudofyou

sight luv ft. deep october (prod. imsoproudofyou)

You don’t tell me anything no more it’s fine 
I was there for you please don’t make me remind you 
I forget to then think more on my reply 
I been thinking bout where you been all this time
Ever since then it’s been easier to find you 
I’m not used to this but maybe I can try 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to enter?
We can dive in to it 
We can think on it first 
You don’t like my new bitch 
Looks just like ur sister 
I can lie to you and
Tell you I don’t miss her 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to answer
Swear the slightest movements 
Seem to lead to cancer 
I try to remove it,
Mitsubishi Lancer
Ur straight from a movie 
Frances "baby", (dirty) dancer 

You dont tell me anything no more it’s fine 
When did I become somebody you could lie to? 
Did you read up May for Taurus/Gemini ?
I been thinking bout where u been all this time 
Ur excuse is only “did you think I liked to?”
No way for you to get bored if you just lie 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to enter?
We can dive in to it 
We can think on it first 
You don’t like my new bitch 
Looks just like ur sister 
I can lie to you and
Tell you I don’t miss her 

Ima timeline leaver 
Gotta brand new purpose 
Was a sideline cheater
Till I met my person 
Told her I won’t leave her 
As long as the earth spins
And she likes my t shirts 
So you won’t return them, no.

body language (prod. wifi)

prod. Suni Vega

(Semisad)
Lost in depth of time and cloudy weather
Makes this town feel less alive but I know better
And despite the fact I tried to keep my head up
You've got me paralyzed, my Sunsetter

Back then, it's like you asked for this
And my binge, like habits never end
In 5 fits, around like 3 A.M.
Then when the sun comes up
Know I'll be back again

I can feel the breeze from the midway
The leaves on the trees when wind sways
If they saw me believe, what would they think?
You leave me in my head when you speak things

(Deep October)
Tattoo dotted lines
Across on your wrists
You don't wanna die
But wonder what it is
Is it a suprise
That I never miss
Give time to decide
Give time to forget

And they lust over us till they can't do what you're able
Just your touch gives a rush, it halfway makes me feel stable
We've been fucking for months, both of us say to labels
I can trust, you can trust, just please don't do what I say to

You like to talk alot
I've got so much to say
You're into waterfalls
Things that can suffocate
I see no flaws at all
You keep them tucked away
You barely talk at all
It's hard to trust you say

Sunsetter Ft. Deep October

Again Ft. Deep October

ALL PLATFORMS

EXODUS (feat. Deep October)

ok, selena (prod. eadith x firemane)

@kaynives  @darkskyparadox 



PiHKAL
 June 17, 2017.
*LYRICS*

I lost a piece of myself
2012
I won't forget ya
Me see I never ned help 
Do this myself
Don't need assistance
Girl who depend on my wealth
Notchinmybelt
was fun but good riddance
Me and my baby do well
duet and duality
She's a pretty lil angel

I have no reason to cry
I got no reason to cry
I don't need u in my life
Ill have a wonderful time
Baby look me in my eyes
Pupils one helluva size
I can't attempt suicide
yet to have time of my life
I have no reason to cry 
I got no reason to cry aye

I found myself all alone
A year ago
I need a sunset
Ok, I get it, you know
life is a joke;
millennial fuckfest
I really thought I would blow
instead I do blow 
My only success
Suck it up, love me Im depressed
Up in her tummy das young $ex
idnc if you want me
want u to want me to undress

I have no reason to cry
Ill find a reason to cry
Tempt me and lead me to lie
I see a dream in her eyes 
Im gonna scheme on the prize 
U can just sleep in for life

Tell me, tell me, lie to me, lie to me
I get high of this irony
I decided that I should leave 
Not just you but society 
Do me one and just lie for me

You have no reason to cry
You'll find a reason to cry
Long.Live.MyDemons survive
Attached, I can't leave them behind
Even feel low when Im high
Oh what a wonderful life
I have no reason to cry
I have no reason to cry

Molly Melancholy  (prod. by KAY NIVE$ x DARKSKYPARADOX)

Never Enemies (Prod. Combination Lock & Paradoxx)

Art by me.


Up 2 nights on amphetamines
I draw lines to their heavenly
melodies
I felt fine but then fell asleep
questioning
everything
can deny who Im crediting for
taking me....
Things I didn't know
Thoughts we never thought of
Put darkness in my glow,
A chalk line made of stardust like
Softening the blow 
With salt all in my nostrils
8ball straight to my nose
put stones all on my tonsils like..
///
I AM THE COLDEST ONE
PHYSICALLY
MENTALLY
TOO MUCH TO SHOW U LOVE
I AM ALONE AGAIN
TOO CAUGHT UP AND ANGRY, TOO STUBBORN TO NOTICE IT
I CARE FOR NOTHING BUT
YOUR ENTERTAINMENT CAUSE FUCK MY UTOPIA
MY MAMA TOLD ME ONCE
JUST MAKE SURE YOURE OLD ENOUGH
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Trapped in a city as black is my room
My captor left plenty,
'aye master, thank u'
Awful to be a new casualty
Offered to be a new (tragedy) soon
up two nights on amphetamines 
I draw lines to their heavenly
melodies,
Their melodies are settling 


THIS INSTRUMENTAL PRODUCED AND CURRENTLY OWNED BY: @whatsworse

AND AGAIN THE MASTERING OF MY VOCALS DONE BY @darkskyparadox

FELL ASLEEP (prod. WORSE X DARKSKYPARADOX)

instagram- fatherfuneral
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IM ALWAYS NUMB
IM ALWAYS STUCK
LIKE HOW THE FUCK
U COME UNDONE?
A CONUNDRUM
NEED ADVICE
BITE MY TONGUE
WHILE IM YOUNG
IM AFRAID THE LONG RUN
WILL BE ROUGH
WE’LL BE TOUGH..

MAMA ILL BE DAMNED TO KNOW
YOURE HIGH OFF THE ANTIDOTE
NOW FOLLOWED BY A PHANTOM AS
HIS HAND CREEPS UP YOUR PANTY HOSE
THIS IS WHY IM SCARED OF GHOSTS
GREW UP SAW YOU DANCING FOR
A MAN WHO LOOKS SATANIC SO
IM FRANTICALLY
PANICKING
INSANITY ALL IN MY FAMILY
NEVER TAUGHT ME TO PREAPARE FOR THINGS
THEY SAID ITS ALL JUST HEREDITY
I THINK ITS NONSENSE
THEY ALL JUST WANT ME 
TO GIVE MY LIFE AWAY
IM THINKING POSITIVE
NEGATIVE FORCES
DRAINING MY ENERGY
NEED TIME AWAY IN DIFFERENT PLACES
GET ME AWAY FROM HERE
YA 
REGULAR BASIS
EVERY DAY SHIT
ANOTHER HEMISPHERE
YA 
AND I CAN TYPICALLY 
JUST IGNORE IT
BUT I WANT ANYTHING FIOR ME AND MY SHORTY
SHE HAS EMPATHY FOR WHATS IMPORTANT
AND IVE BEEN LISTENING TO HER LIL GORGEOUS 
THOUGHTS AND SYMPATHY
I DONT DESERVE IT 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GbnrZ7Hd4x0

Instrumental created/produced/composed by @kaynives & @atbrehant

My vocals mastered by @darkskyparadox AGAIN

thanks to my girlfriend for the image <3

https://soundcloud.com/kaynives/rapideyemovement

SCARED OF GHOST [prod. KAY NIVE$ &  BREHANT x DARKSKYPARADOX]

instagram- fatherfuneral

Art by me
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Thank you for all of your love <3

GO HEAD BRING ME PRESSURE YUH
OH YEAH SO DEPRESSED BECAUSE
I JUST KEEP ON MESSING UP
HOPE U HEARD MY MESSAGE YUH
IM NOT FUCKING LETTING UP
I NEED ALL THE EXTRA LOVE
YES BECAUSE
FEEL LIKE I DONT GET ENOUGH
LET ME GET AHEAD FOR ONCE 
THAT WOULD BE MY PREFERENCE

IM OKAY
THEYRE NO NAMES
NUMB THE PAIN
NOVACAINE 

I THINK THAT IT'S JEALOUSY
THINK IM FINALLY PRESSURING
THEM TO COME AND GET ME
MY EXPRESSION'S DEAFENING
LOUD AS WHAT SHE SAID TO ME
I NEED YOU TO BLESS ME
FUCK ME, TOUCH ME SEXUALLY
IN LIFE I WANT THE BEST THINGS 
BUT IS TIME WORTH INVESTING
YEAH I GUESS UNLESS WE
YEAH I GUESS UNLESS WE DONT
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MIND THIS TIME OF DAY
I FIND MYSELF ALONE
PRODUCTS TO THE FACE
THE DOCTOR FOR MY SOUL YUH
MINDSET IS ERASED
BIRDWATCHING THE CROWS
TARGET FOR A GAZE
LOCKSMITH FOR THE DOJA
THE GRASS IN WHICH I LAY
IS RELATIVELY GROWN
AND PROPERLY MAINTAINED
FOR GOD AND ALL TO KNOW 
THAT IM FINE ON MY OWN

I KNOW ITS ANXIETY
AT LEAST WHEN IM IN PRIVATE THINGS 
ALWAYS FEEL SO EMPTY 
TRYNA DO IT QUIETLY
AND MY DEFIANCE SILENCING A VOID TRYNA INVENT THINGS YA
BUT I THINK ITS DONE PLENTY ENOUGH 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HObGHcM_OOQ

soundcloud.com/kaynives/heart

@kaynives   

@darkskyparadox