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I remember making this off the xanx back in 2019, this goes out to peep

Its Me ,Lil Peep - Live Cover [Prod. Diverse]2019

https://www.soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/shikixo

amv:
https://youtu.be/6PVfJgVxxXc

lyrics:
i guess i'll see you for a night
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, you’ll have to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i’m so used to tryna finish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

trying my best
you'll be better off alone
cause im a mess and i just stare at my phone
you can find another one
he’ll treat you better than i ever could  ohh
kissing in the shower, i'm missing you after
you should see my head love
i'm such a disaster
ohhh you'll stay for awhile
it cuts me deep everytime that you smile

i've
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, you’ll have to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i’m so used to tryna finish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

i'll regret it when you're gone
getting tired of writing the same songs
i can't help but worry that you'd leave
there's no way that anybody could want me
almost breaking apart
too many nights in the dark
i love the way they hurt me
it's kinda turning me on
one day in the park
i want to kiss in the car
i want to hear that you love me before breaking my heart

i guess i'll see you for a night
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, i'm learning on how to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i'm so used to trying to vanish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

almost breaking apart
too many nights in the dark
i love the way they hurt me
it's kinda turning me on
one day in the park
i want to kiss in the car
i want to hear that you love me before breaking my heart

i'll regret it, when you're gone

skele - it's my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

@qawikamri
both of my friends doesn't have soundcloud
buzzhead
mylo ping

Lyrics:-
QAWI KAMRI
i can't change my ways
demons in my brain 
im trapped in my own cage
always end up in pain

ice cold got the temperature dropping
my heart has a space but no feeling
i feel like my friends are slowly leaving
ive been searching for a meaning

my mum said get off the bed
i can't move a muscle i feel like im dead
well i got some shit inside my head
slowly fading i feel like im on some meds

useless, i feel useless all the time now
holding all my tears back, and you know now
fighting, ive been fighting for years now
no one even cares so i dont even try now

sorry, sorry for the love i can't give
sorry for the times i've wasted
sorry for all my mistakes
im sorry for everything

BUZZHEAD
I can turn down my voice
So just follow your fantasy
But I wouldn’t be me
If I keep on holding it

Let me show that i care
Show me that you fight fair
Stuck in my own nightmare
I need you but you’re not there

I dont wanna fight all night
I dont wanna cry all night
You say you’re alright, alright
Bitch i be alright, alright

MYLO PING
nauseate
nauseate
so much shit inside my head
in my wake
ive been tryna elevate 
prototype
ive been up tryna be great
no mistake
ah ah

i dont wanna miss her but  i can hear her calling
sorry for the way i am but i have never bothered
petty shit not caring sorry i misscalled and 
like my wraps around my racket whack it like its nothing

pull it back pull the strap on my ashaway
flick my wrist as i place it you can go away
in my back as a space for my short escape
nauseous i feel nauseous i dont wanna change

stuck in my own nightmare (feat. buzzhead, mylo ping)

<3
prod me

lyrics:

I try to pick the pieces up like I used to be able to.
I needa stop givin a fuck and honestly u do too
bc its pointless
this never ending fucking conflict its like poison to us
its killin us both and I cant fuckin wait to change
and face it on my own 
but u gon stay the same?
okay.. i guess I'm back alone

when my world turn grey 
I look for some answers 
and all that they say is 
come home

babe are u serious 
we cant hold a convo thats serious…
so distant 

what if I wake up and everyone hates well maybe they already do
cant help but tread past feelings I detached I feel a ghost sometimes 

“do u wanna talk about it?”
they treat me like bitch so I kinda highly doubt it.
I hope that all my brothers and girl dont flake cus im rly kinda fucked up and I cant find my place in this 

ghosttown 
I wish woulda knew what I know now
goin down
the spiral that im used to I know now

u told me u want me to stay away 
well maybe I will u 
cut my lips

cut my lips

spotify

cut my lips.

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/4fv8YRo7BYXrjDWAf5QSAy?si=ca7163aff2b04300

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

prod. joe tedesco

lyrics:
it's unbearable
just got back from the bar an i'm f*cking miserable
cold and sober in the dark

my mind keeps racing
i grieve in stages
and i can't change how
ur sleeping fine in someone else's bed
head on someone else's chest
i can't bear to know the rest
so let me rest
in pieces

i'm just tryna rest in peace so well
i don't rly need ur f*ckin help
so just stop callin me
i'm just tryna kick it in hell

sayin that u love me idk if u mean that
keep lookin at the photos i should prolly delete that
you never really loved me i dunno why you said that
must've been easy broke my heart over snapchat
it's almost funny how u act so fine
post a couple pictures of his bed online

my mind keep racing
i break in stages
you don't even care of the timing
take a couple shots as i scroll thru ur ig

my mind keeps racing
i grieve in stages
and i can't change how
ur sleeping fine in someone else's bed
head on someone else's chest
i can't bear to know the rest
so let me rest

my mind keeps racing
i grieve in stages
and i can't change how
ur sleeping fine in someone else's bed
head on someone else's chest
i can't bear to know the rest
so let me rest

onlyfriend - let me rest (ft. skele) [prod. joe tedesco]

PRODUCED BY TAURS AND JOLST 

usendflowrs: 

will you call home, just call home my visions clouded
wanna tear off my face when i think about it
x2

your love fills my health bar, can’t live without it
i’m low hearts, you’re cold i would never doubt it 
a lost soul in that cold, and never found it 
your personality lies in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go 

nevermadeithome:

and i cant believe that i didnt see this 
she poisoned the apple when i eat it 
i cant read her books they make me speechless
one flick of her hair shes so reckless 

she'll eat your heart alive 
she gets her voodoo doll 
with a needle and she pokes me in the eye 
now ive gone fuckin blind 
i hope this is the last time 
that she conjures up a potion 
& im praying its the elixer of life x2

i kinda want you bad
but i know that youre no good for me 
youre just being sad so i fall for you
i kinda want you bad 
but i know that you’re no good for me 
and you’re just being sad so i fall for-

sendflowrs & nevermadeithome:

in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go
x2

winterfell w/ nevermadeithome (taurs x jolst)

amv:
https://youtu.be/r_Cm_qTul5Y

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/rouri404
https://soundcloud.com/imgeist

producer:
https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

lyrics:
// rouri404
biting nails 2 bone ur throwing stones in this glass house
hate crowds, dont think we can get out
guilt trippin u know that ive been down
if i was nothing would u still be around
feels like im the type of person that nobody wanna be around
screaming loud i know that u hear me
dead by dawn I loved u dearly

head rollin off chopped down by a guillotine
how this turn 2 hell when i saw u as a deity
bring me back 2 life
know i might not see another night
switchblade chelsea grin carving out ur eyes
we all die one day why r u surprised
bleed me out till my veins run dry
swing and i miss know I be tricked again
im just scared of the end

// geist
just scared of the end 
switchblades red dripping blood of all my friends 
blacked out in the benz 
dead by dawn swear i won’t be tricked aha

i said what i said, yeah i know i won’t miss you 
blood stained sheets made a bullet solve my issues 
took a breath, saw your eyes turn a new hue 
cut so deep, ripped my heart apart it’s tissues 
 
and i know i won’t miss you 
i’ve been seeing ghosts saw your smile in the rear-view 
what the fuck have i turned into 
6 feet deep in the dirt how it fell through
 
feels like im the type of person that nobody wanna be around
screaming loud i know that u hear me
dead by dawn I loved u dearly

dead by dawn

SPOTIFY

rouri404 x i'm geist - dead by dawn [prod. michaelwarren]

produced by jpjp
vocals + lyrics by heylog & i'm geist

lyrics:
your caught around my throat
i don't think you wanna know what i know
you remember we were close
now i don't call you a bro anymore
watch out i might contain hostility
you say u know but you don't know me
i guess i'm used to it
people that i know always abusing it

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

so long, won’t accept my defeat
i know i’m running out of time
but i can’t even breathe

lost cause, threw me into the sea
it’s not what i wanted to be
they prayed i drowned in the deep

but i’m holding on
there’s so much left inside of my head that i’m fighting for
what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars
what went wrong?
i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

through my veins, through my skin

heylog & i'm geist - through the veins, through my skin (jpjp)

https://soundcloud.com/heylog

i run away out of fear and out of panic
i dissipate everybody who cause damage
i love it here
i think i can manage
i disappear into trees and into foliage
i walk a path, clear my head for my advantage
no one knows i'm here
no one knows i vanish

walking through mud, all the mire's climbing up my pants
water soaking through my jeans, why is it all swampy land
i'm so getting sick of this, take me to the flower field
i need to lay down and rest
sleeping would be ideal

love

vanish

heylog - vanish

late when its dead in this town im sleepwalking around
through the buildings and dead silent streets 
went to the lake and i walked in the water 
ill come out the other side eventually 
i dont think nothing means nothing to me 
i can find love in every little thing 
i see it when i see you next to me and
i see it in all types of people i meet 
like no
please dont go 
please dont stop this good feeling 
sometimes i cant do whats best 
and i just let people hurt me 
keep expecting things to change
when i keep doing the same things
sometimes i wanna just give up
but for reason i repeat  
 
oo nothing is worth nothing 
and just so you know forever 
ill be there if you want it 
youre just too good for me i dont feel like i deserve it 
but i just wanna be so good to you though regardless 

and the light passes your face
and the love glows on you 
oo nothings everlasting
but the time we shared was magic 
but the time we shard
but the time slipped past us 
its never long enough 
and i cant keep up
when u kiss me i freeze up 
you put me in a dreamstate 
you make me feel so cringey 
i do the stupidest things 
i just want someone to stay 

please dont go away :(

download

going fast . (prod. kanebailey)

skinny (sorrow bringer)

fuck i didnt produce this im finding the producer my bad lollll

6.
prod. awfuldrama

I’m anxious, so I’m sorry for saying sorry uh
You fake it like nobody, like nobody does
Set the pace then, when you climb on, when you ride on top
Make it painless, when you fuck me, when you fuck me up

Cause it’s the inevitable that you’ll leave
No one seems to stay with me
Pessimistic, I know
Just realistic that’s how it goes
Could you call me before I get the wrong idea
Cause I’m stressing with you not right here

I’m anxious, so I’m sorry for saying sorry uh
You fake it like nobody, like nobody does
Set the pace then, when you climb on, when you ride on top
Make it painless, when you fuck me, when you fuck me up

sorry for saying sorry

i love you more and more 2 (prod. vuksai)

3. 
prod. sinxi & oc

Everyday is starting to feel the same
I feel like I’m starting to lose my face
When you call, I’m there
When I call you’re not
My life’s in standstill
Like I’m stuck in a rut

And it all just repeats on loop
The same damn day
Said you’d call that wasn’t the truth
I hate the games you play 
And nothing is changing, my feelings grew faded
I’m not good with patience, so don’t keep my waiting
I’m out of creation, my thoughts running vacant
I’m sick of disgracing the people who made me

A state of decay
Leaves me rotting away
It’s hard to retain 
All that sense you’ll replace
What matters the most 
When I’ve been here with scorn
Your face can convey when your pushed to the wall

And it all just repeats on loop
The same damn day
Said you’d call that wasn’t the truth
I hate the games you play 
And nothing is changing my feelings grew faded
I’m not good with patience, so don’t keep my waiting
I’m out of creation, my thoughts running vacant
I’m sick of disgracing the people who made me

groundhog day w/ sinxi

i can’t help but blank stare
when in your crosshairs
cus “life ain’t fair”
and she didn’t want me there 
when we’re on facetime 
she’s rolls her hazel eyes
cus she don’t care 
she didn’t wanna be there 
in the first place 

don’t promise me - i know you’ll break it
on my knees im begging 
cus i want you there
but you’re somewhere else 
she said “boy that praying won’t save this
when you fall don’t blame the pavement”
okay well fuck you then 
cus i’m good right here 

did you hear that?
she said don’t blame the pavement 
when i fall like that’s hilarious !!!!!!!
baby tell me all your favourites
i’ll put em in a playlist and keep it there with us
you want crazy? i’ll show you crazy
i’ll pull up on your friends and i’ll fucking bury em
i’ll lock you in this plain white room and when we go out they can’t help but stare at us 

i can’t help but blank stare
when in your crosshairs
cus “life ain’t fair”
and she didn’t want me there 
when we’re on face time 
she’s rolls her hazel eyes
cus she don’t care 
she didn’t wanna be there 
in the first place 
x2

blame the pavement (mackk)

FACEDOWN

lyrics ⬇️

when you call me
i wont pick it up
you should know this
yea you shoukd know this
and im not sorry
you shoulda noticed
i was there for you yea i swear i was closest

look how the flow switch
i know that they gon love it
thought everything was picture perfect until
you had broke it
you broke it
now i can’t even focus
not inside of my room or when im at work but im hoping

wonder when ill get outta my head out my headspace
im locked inside my skin when i scream they dont hear me
so whats the reason i should be here clearly
i shouldn’t
i know its not alright but ima keep it keep it pushing
and i dont wanna lie but i been doing what I shouldn’t 

they dont wanna see me happy but im chillin here im grinnin
i dont wanna see you they think that im crappy im a villain
maybe that is true
but i refuse to see that vision 
i dont wanna lose my hope if i dont have to

i got bad news
you wont see me no more ima be way past you

should i (hostile)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
time will tell
pick the gun up and shoot in the head (in gta)
don't worry
you don't have to get by playing pretend
tried to be nice 
but i ended up losing friends
i disappeared and don't ever wanna talk again

driving on the freeway
the same one i saw that look on your face
you told my boy it's been hard to reach me
"talking to log isn't easy"
stop tryna get me to hangout
without you i've picked up the pace now
just go ahead
select all, delete it
i'm done and i'm leaving
been a while, i wonder if you'd recognize me
always thought what we had was strong as concrete
spoke too soon and i shoulda moved on way long ago
don't know you and i can't believe we used to be close
tempted to pick the gun up and shoot him in the head (in gta)
at the time all i wanted was for you to be dead
stupid bitch, you don't wanna live life playing pretend
don't be asking for guidance or for a hand to lend
swear it felt like yesterday
i don't recognize this place
it sucks that shit's permanent
and that scar won't go away
it don't matter where you are
at your house or in your car
i'm stuck there next to your hip
your fault you took it too far

shoot

Featuring " https://soundcloud.com/deadroseofficial "

@prettyboywoe - heartbreak bandit 💔 feat. jack de vil (prod. @bruferrbeatz)

she said tell me what you’re feeling,
I don’t wanna tell her that I feel like shit,
she said tell me what you thinking,
I don’t wanna think if I think like this,

She said tell me that you need me, 
I don’t know how to reply, fuck this

she got up and now she’s leaving, 
and everyday still fucking think of that kiss 

I said tell me you love me baby, tell me you hate me, please help me find my way back home

She said tell me you’ll fuck me baby, you just frustrate me, id rather just be on my own

way back home

<3 eyes
beat by: @caps.ctrl (insta)
artwork by: @megantiax (insta)

lyrics:
i got heart eyes, 
she got cold lies,
she gonna bury me,
drunk at the cherry tree, already told guys
that she wanna die yeah, only in the night time,
told me she'll kill me only when the times right 
x2

but i dont wanna die yet, 
no, i dont wanna die yet,
ive been smokin all morning, i aint feelin high yet
spend 60 pound, pour a 4 in my sprite, but i dont wanna fly yet
too many people in this club, cant see where the line ends

cant see where the line ends,
dont agree with my mindset, 
i might chase this whiskey with a side of bleach, but i dont wanna die yet
just tryna feel some fuckin pain, and i dont wanna cry yet
stab me in the heart for the 15th time then run off hiding

thats you, my boo, why did you do this to me?
i've been screaming in my room, "why'd you do this to me?"
and then you told me that you loved me, that was news to me
but you were lying anyway, straight through your teeth

now im done, heart eyes, and you left me cold
no fun, your eyes, the stories they have told
about me crying in the freezing cold, 
the weekend passes, man im getting old
x2

heart eyes

lights out w/ throb

(prod. shattered, bangss & ryan medina) 

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

hope i die slow
in a car crash far from home
you can't stop what you've created
i am everything you hated
i know i'm not the best at everything
i'm trying really hard just to get you to finally see
you're pulling on my lungs and you're making it hard to breath
i'm going over 90 right into this fucking tree

everything stops when you say that it's over
i never wanted this
i just wanted some closure
you just wanted my clothes off
i just wanted your heart, 
but i fell too deep and now you want us apart

falling down on my bedroom floor
i dream of days where i don't have to feel anymore
im overwhelmed with emotions that i can't explain
i think im dying slowly every day i mask my pain

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

you can take the wheel i got my eyes closed
wonder what the fuck goes on when my eyes close
night-time see you when the blinds close
every other days like the same it doesnt change

fall out
fall out i can hear you call out
from a far like a fallen star
gone so far
off of it
so im stuntin hard
and you get lost in it

caution to the wind
and often i find
that all my friends are coffins
gone and lost again so toss it
all your effort is forgotten

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

driving with my eyes closed (ft. dylon bangss)

prod by Ryini Beats. 

this jealousy is gonna kill me.
I've learned to bite my tongue when im feeling upset.

Feels like I’m driving with my eyes closed, 
I can’t see,
And I’m upset, but it’s not down to me.
And that song you like’s been in my head since March 13’.
Just sweep me away girl, I’m down on my knees. 

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me. 
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my eyes are green with envy,
I can’t see,
She says she “loves me”, but why won’t she just leave?
And my love you don’t know, got me down on my knees,
My heart is blue girl, one touch makes me freeze

And my love, you don’t know the way you make me feel.
X2.

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me.
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my darling,
I’m tied down to you, now I can’t move,
Please tell me baby, what are you gonna do?
I can’t take a heartbreak, I’ll cry on my own,
I said the jealousy kills me, let me die on my own

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me,
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

thisjealousyisgonnakillme

Lyrics and Vocals by: 7WOUNDS
Produced by: IOF
Mixed and Masterd by: Chris Freeman (XLHC)
Cover Art by: llogan

LINKS!!!
(Lyrics after links)


IOF: 

Youtube:
https://youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ 

Instagram:
https://instagram.com/prodbyiof 

Twitter:
https://twitter.com/prodbyiof 

Traktrain:
https://traktrain.com/iofbitch 

Beatstars:
https://prodbyiof.beatstars.com/ 

Soundcloud (MAIN):
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/ft4hb 

Soundcloud (BEATS):
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/acuye 

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0k1O56LBSBVbS4De1vBNDf



EXTRA LARGE HOLIDAY CARD
(CHRIS FREEMAN): 

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2jfvYlfqx5eA71jqycOYUe 

Apple Music:
https://music.apple.com/us/artist/extra-large-holiday-card/1518660359 

Soundcloud:
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/w825P 

Twitter:
https://twitter.com/XLHC_ 

Instagram:
https://instagram.com/xlhc_ 

Bandcamp:
https://extralargeholidaycard.bandcamp.com/ 

Youtube:
https://youtube.com/channel/UCAB2Cdde1j-T0I7gYzRei8w


LLOGAN: 

Spotify: 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5M2q5W7zyrWRI3cmL4QTUy 

Apple Music:
https://music.apple.com/us/artist/llogan/1465207162 

Soundcloud:
@llogansux 

Instagram:
www.instagram.com/llogansux/ 

Twitter:
https://twitter.com/llogansux 

Bandcamp:
https://llogan.bandcamp.com/


ALSO LISTEN TO "HOT MULLIGAN"



Lyrics:

Not so fast
One more second is all I ask
Before you throw me away for good
How will I live
All I wanted was what you couldn't give
And I wouldn't ask even if you could 

Go away go away
No I just wanna talk to you but you won't hear me
I think I think
You wouldn't be acting like this if you knew how I see things
One more chance
Is all I ask from you
One more dance
Under the light of the moon