this song hits a certain nostalgia i cant put a finger on, aint ever had a song hit me like this bro i fw yo shi heavy

whats the beat called? i love neverforever

sendflowrs

produced by: @prodneverforever

lyrics, mixing and mastering done by me 

and my eyes 
they burn white
where u been
all this time, i
i’m lonely
on white wine 
u won’t win
this time, i 
i won’t leave
and that’s fine 
and codeine leaks 
from my eyes, i
won’t breathe 
not this time, 
so get up
and don’t cry, boy
x2

burnwhite.

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

fffuck Y3aaah!!!

Produced by Branwen
featuring sewerperson
lyrics:
feeling myself expand my mind
I dont wanna talk mind filled with knifes
I dont wanna talk just to hurt u now 
I could never forgive myself if I hurt u
whatcha tell me yea u hate me so 
I dont really care I sold my soul
u could go ahead and bury me

feeling myself expand my mind
I dont wanna talk mind filled with knifes
I dont wanna talk just to hurt u now 
I could never forgive myself 
whatcha tell me yea u hate me so
whatcha telling me isn't making sense
whatcha telling me doesn't hurt me yea
whatcha telling me doesn't help me grow

could u help me yea I lost my way 
could u help me out yea im bleeding out 
im not giving into the pressure
u dont want me now in a second you'll haunt me
cross on my chest ur not gettin near me 
when im in a rage I just hope u dont fear me
she just wanna fight I dont wanna fight

Feeling myself I dont need ur pride
Overworking myself on a Thursday night
Sick of myself and my hopeful mind
Take a look at dry mouth and my blood shot eyes
Soggy old pelts
In the rain we survive
Oh im Cooking myself 
So u could Eat me alive
With the sos out
There’ll be no help now
Blood lines the camp ground
Of where we will die
Farwell 
She will never ever leave home now
Every time a tragedy comes around
She cant move or anything and shuts down
Brain cells
Wrapped around the fingers of the devil
When we heard the cry we should’ve come home
Now we lay in dirt graves all alone
We are all alone
Eating myself from inside my head
I been thinking just how I could tell my friends
No one cared then for the things I said
All it took in the end was the guilt of a death

feeling myself expand my mind
I dont wanna talk mind filled with knifes
I dont wanna talk just to hurt u now 
I could never forgive myself 
whatcha tell me yea u hate me so
whatcha telling me isn't making sense
whatcha telling me doesn't hurt me yea
whatcha telling me doesn't help me grow

could u help me yea I lost my way 
could u help me out yea im bleeding out 
im not giving into the pressure
u dont want me now in a second you'll haunt me
cross on my chest ur not gettin near me 
when im in a rage I just hope u dont fear me
she just wanna fight I dont wanna fight

feelin' myself (she dont) feat sewerperson [prod.branwen]

rest in peace to everybody i love you all 

i’ve finally had enough 
baby won’t you grab your coat
and go home 

if you’re not happy, stop
baby just take the jump
or you’ll never know 

“and oh he’s such a cunt”
well if that’s the case
then why’d you stay for? 

and she loves him so much
she gets on with his mom
yea they still talk 

and i promise i’m tryin my love can u see it
“i swear to god that ima make it this year”
but this music it comes and it goes like the feelin
of missing somebody you want but can’t see em
when i’m in the zone think i’m one of the meanest
4 years in this game, im still new, ima realist 
i been sippin for years 25 i’m still geekin
think it’s time to grow up, i wrap up the bleeding
i’m skating to work fuck your friends ima kill em
still feelin 18, pick these pills up n spin em 
i miss my friend collins he couldn’t stay here
so he took his own life, hug your friends when you see em 
shoutout to nickisgonenow, rest in peace 
shoutout to jd, pvscale, joe and sleep
we still here please try remember the key
i got family and friends yea what more do i need 

so stop right there
lay your head here 
on my chest 

and i’d jump 
i swear 
if you want it 
giveth you my best 

and i’m fucked
i pray
that god looks down with pity
on my head 

so just go
i’ll be okay :( 
just give me a year
before we talk again

i’ve finally had enough 
baby won’t you grab your coat
and go home 

if you’re not happy, stop
baby just take the jump
or you’ll never know 

“and oh he’s such a cunt”
well if that’s the case
then why’d you stay for? 

and she loves him so much
she gets on with his mom
yea they still talk

a song for the angels (branwen + nevrfall)

9tails - im sorry (prod. killedmyself)

9TAILS - im sorry (prod. killedmyself)

purple glow

Deep

tidal waves ft. 93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. killedmyself)

Nothing Like Me

Nothing Like Me w/ 9tails

produced by the one & only: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @decksmusic & @nevermadeithome

lyrics:

sendflowrs:

it’s been a year since we left and we’re still not fuckin talkin,
left my home at 16, it feels like i’m still runnin 
why am i so upset?
i broke my nose now i’m covered in red,
and will you promise, stay right by my side?
it’s cold out there my love, pls just stay with me tonight 
just put your phone away yeah, i don’t wanna fight
(cus i know that i can’t trust u,
i know that i can’t trust u)

look what you did yeah, look at the mess that you made,
boy i’m good everywhere, each city i’m the thane 
fire up my bow yea the skies are turning grey,
fire up my flow yea best pray for it to rain

(cus i’ve been walking,
on my own,
never delete your number 
out my phone
she loves that fucking powder in her nose,
loves that fuckin powder, loves that fuckin powder, yeah)

decks:

it never even mattered to me
i said it was a problem but i lied thru my teeth
you’re the only one that i wanna see
dont wanna cause a scene, i don’t wanna intervene but

look at the way that u treat me
and deceive me
now im leaving
i don’t wanna be a problem
but you beat me
now im fleeting
and i tweet about it every day but now i need to “let it go”
i wish you could save me but i know you’re not my antidote
and yeah i know that im obsessed with you
or maybe i just like the idea
and i know that i need to get it through
my fuckin skull and get up out of here



nevermadeithome:

Well can you get the fuck out of my brain now 
im fuckin pissed off with you constantly being there 
And everytime that im walking around town 
I swear i see your face on everybodys head 
All your friends, they are fucking dead to me
They all knew, that you cheated 
I hope that your next boyfriend 
Goes out never made it home again 
I think ive just finally got over you 
Get outta my mind girl 
Stop hitting my line girl 
Even though your fine girl 
I dont wanna see you again 
Laying in my bed at night 
I cant see your eyes for the first time 
For the first time in my life 
My life 
My life 
Im upset 
In my life

upset :( w/ decks & nevermadeithome

produced by: malith
vocals, mixing and crying by: @sendflowrs
visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQ2TJ3aX_Rc

lyrics:

so shut up, shut up,
yeah bitch i just said it,
cus i’m a fuck up, 
but i don’t care anymore,
thinking of you,  
i’m scrolling on reddit, 
cus you’re not on my level, 
why the fuck you sending for?
x2

hit me on my cell,
it’s all you there’s no one else,
you’re the one i call yeah when i need help,
you’re the one i call yeah when i’m in hell
n you can kill me i won’t tell,
you hate me more than you hate yourself
i been sleepin all day, i’m not well,
but im pushin thru, all by myself 

yeah, and i’ve had enough 
of writing all these songs about you,
because you’re dead and gone,
to me you’re just a girl with some tattoos

but when it’s said and done;
i still can’t help myself when i’m around you,
and i won’t hold my tongue,
cus everyday i wake up in a bad mood

so shut up, shut up,
yeah bitch i just said it,
i’m a fuck up, 
but i don’t care anymore,
thinking of you,  
i’m scrolling on reddit, 
cus you’re not on my level, 
why the fuck you sending for,
x2

covenant

produced by: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:

// flowrs // 

it’s so degrading 
the way you say that
you know what you want,
and you don’t want to love me

you’re so persuading,
i fuckin hate it
when you say those things
that you know 
fucking cut me 

our love is fading
and you’re evading
all these cloudy thoughts 
cus you’re so fucking lucky

just fucking say it
can’t catch a wave
so i’ll just stay afloat
cus you’re swimming above me 

fuck you,
fuck him 
fuck everything,
every thought,
don’t wanna ever think you’re fine,
i know i’m not 
tell me does he 
love you
the same way that you
loved me
i hope you fucking die 
i swear to god
i’ll kill you with my own two hands
you went too far 

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day 

// skele // 

it’s so frustrating 
how you push me away 
then you’re pulling me back by the end of the day 
it’s so annoying 
how u say that u need me 
then act like u hate me 
i’m tired of waiting 

so why u got act all mad for 
tell me that ur needing more 
why u gotta slam the car door 
n now ur taking off my shirt on your floor 
but i’m here 
and you’re there 
and you tell me that it’ll be okay
i don’t care

// flowrs //

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day

tumour w/ skele

produced by: malith 
everything else by: me 
this may be the most mid song of 2020

lyrics:

and fuck everything that I wrote down,
all these dark clouds, cant go back to you now
and I feel a lil sad so I ball out
and this hole I'm in's too deep yeah, I cant crawl out
x2

and you make me feel so alive
maybe one day ill get to call you mine
x2

(and I guess its just my turn,
like everybody else had one,
I guess ill never learn,
ill never learn to hold my tongue, 
im not what you deserve,
I won't put myself first,
ive gotta kick you to the curb,
then my heart it gets sewed back on

and fuck everything that I wrote down,
all these dark clouds, cant go back to you now
and I feel a lil sad so I ball out
and this hole I'm in's too deep yeah, I cant crawl out
x2

burnwhite.

sendflowrs

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