ereraegea

funny guy (xmichaelwarren)

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

come pick me up i'll pay for gas
there's nowhere that i want to be
and you'll drive fast and i won't ask
to pick the music or the street
and we can talk about whatever and pretend that we won't tell
even pretending to ourselves

u think it's easy where it's darker 
and i like to feel my heart
speed up with my eyes shut
and feel we're doing something we should not
so for a time i spend my life just trying to find out when to stop
just trying to guess when we'll get caught

this place is suffocating
i'll still be here in five years
like i promise i won't through the wind in your ears
but nothing feels as urgent
and these nights are still important
and there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

every time i feel alive it will feel just like this
i'll get the things u did 
forget the boy i kissed
by the hangar and you'll both be strangers to me

tonight it matters how i'm not a person who u want to see
cause i like to talk about the hospital and go when i don't need it
just to show the world i feel it
i only ever did it once
and it was selfish it was dumb
but i can't bring myself to

hate me for wanting a break
i'll still be here in five years
where i made every mistake
sixteen trying to disappear
for one week and a half
you know it's all an act
cause there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

hangar

hangar (blackwinterwells)

this is a song about a boy getting drafted to war

postcard (noahmadethiss)

u see death arnd the corner bitch ive looked him in da eyes :P

count ur blessings<3 (noahmadethiss+jolst)

nails on a chalkboard (dercept+jolst)

prod @whtlen 


tell me what is my sin 
I must have done 
something bad for this 

one look at her grin
makes it worth it 
with one soft sweet kiss

i let it all in
my feelings
have never not been hurt

never me; always him
i’m silver
never to be first 

cus the pinks are “too pink”
the blues are “too blue” for you 
for you

she asked “what do you think?”
so many things to say to you 
to you 

n now that we are here 
what do you want to do?
to do?

and if i asked you to dance, 
me or him who would you choose? 
you choose?

so i’ll stay here,
and listen to the same 3 songs
till i cry
oh my god i wanna throw up !!! 

ur not an angel, you’re a demon in disguise
princess 
take my heart leave me to sew up 

so i’ll stay here and listen to the same playlist
that you made
all those fuckin years ago, ugh ): 

n i don’t miss you
i just really miss
what i thought that you were
i think it’s time for me to grow up

cus the pinks are “too pink”
the blues are “too blue” for you 
for you

she asked “what do you think?”
so many things to say to you 
to you 

n now that we are here 
what do you want to do?
to do?

and if i asked you to dance 
me or him who would you choose? 
you choose?

(so i’ll stay here,
 and listen to the same 3 songs til’ i cry, oh my god i’m gonna throw up!!)

contrast+ (whtlen)

bby im an earthquake, nobody can stop me :P

earthquake +blackwinterwells (noahmadethiss)

YOUTUBE LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vMS4VqtU_30

ecco2k - security! (cherri flip)

prod @mynameisvalentine x @underscores x @lunamatic (@thefthproject)

mixed by @p4rkr

art by kittirea on instagram!! <3 https://www.instagram.com/kittirea

<3

1:15 〔fromtheheart〕

hope u having a good day :D
prod me & @deltooo

[lyrics]
i ask myself if i'm a girl or a guy
im so confused inside my head and i do it all the time
i fucking hate you and ur friends plz get out of my mind
my locals wouldnt understand so i keep quiet all the time

hook:
am i girl? am i guy? i just dont know what sometimes
maybe neither, or maybe im gay, i just dont know what to say
am i straight? or am i bi? i really wonder sometimes
and im scared of what people think and i get sad all the time

i shouldve never trusted you in the first place
id never thought that u would lie straight to my face
i was stupid, i was wrong, i feel dumb, i need some space
my future's bright, im alright, looking forward i cant wait
and god i love my friends, even if they piss me off
and im tired of my fake friends, i guess ill just cut them off
and i get hurt way too fast, maybe its cause im way too soft
im getting attached, i cannot feel, i gotta get away at all cost

hook:
am i girl? am i guy? i just dont know what sometimes
maybe neither, or maybe im gay, i just dont know what to say
am i straight? or am i bi? i really wonder sometimes
and im scared of what people think and i get sad all the time

contrast+ (whtlen)

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