Sewerperson - How It Goes  Unreleased

@xona
vocals: xona & casperrr
mixing: xona & casperrr
writting: xona & casperrr

(casperrr)
emptying bottles let them fill my room
maybe i'll be laying on the floor with them soon
baby i'm feeling lost
and baby i'm feeling down
i've been gone i ran away from the crowd
and no1 even tried to phone me 
to check up on me 

(chorus)
why you gotta be like that(5x) (and i don't wanna cry no more , yeah yeah)
why you always leave when i'm sad 
why you always grin when i'm mad
if you don't love me than i don't care

(xona)
ahh~

know why I feel the way I do
you’re talking about me like you want me to lose
don’t lie like you always wanted to

and I listen but it’s nothing to you
spinning circles, falling dead
flowers scattered through my bed
I still wish you for the best
“I don’t know what you want from me”
well cause I know you didn’t care when i was on my knees

I don’t wanna fight
don’t let it end this way
I’ll love you of end of sight
I wanna be the change
I don’t wanna fight
don’t wanna end this way
ahh~ I just wanna say…

(casperrr)
don't wanna speak with you
don't wanna talk to you 
won't tell you about anything that i'm going thru
2 days no sleep am alr used to
lately i've been crying for rain 
to wash away
our memories 

Why it gotta be like that
why do i gotta forget
why can't u regret 
all the bad things that u said 

(chorus)
why you gotta be like that
why you always leave when i'm sad 
why you always grin when i'm mad
if you don't love me than i don't care

why w/xona (used beats)

track 3 
n i’ve never felt as low as this
when u told me that u hate me
i died a bit 
now the sun feels so cold on my skin 
and nothing tastes the same, again, you win

 
yea and i cry every night when i go to sleep
i don’t wanna fight anymore please just bury me 
you’re the one i like
despite what u said to me 
i’m high as a kite 
off this mud
keep on tellin me 
that i should get help 
but u never been a friend 
so please don’t sit and cry
fake tears on my bed 
u the one that tried to help me til the end
why the fuck i need a therapist when i got u instead?

*inhale*
*exhale*
it’s as easy as that
*inhale*
*exhale*

just breathe it’s as easy at that 
as easy as that 
so i just breathe when this bitch get me mad
grayfox the king i be here til i’m dead 
had a slow year think my shit about to fall off
but i’m still here with this blood on my hands
shoutout to tropic, as easy as that
shoutout to loveless, as easy as that 
run thru the street when i’m off of my meds
but i’ll still be right here while these boys follow trends
3 playlists 1 week i’m scheming again 
people can hate but ain’t bled what i bled 
i’ve seen the fall when ur stood on the edge cus i’ve seen my own mum in a hospital bed
i’m way too high so go argue with them
got my whole life in the palm of my hands
make a no hook and then go right to bed
and u can sendflowrs when im laid to rest

just breathe, it’s as easy as that (mackk)

produced by taurs

and it’s cold here
so grab your coat 
don’t say i love you
i know you don’t 
and it’s awkward
cus you’re too nice
and im obsessed 
with those blue eyes 

and i’m besotted 
with your new guy 
it made my heart crack
just like new ice 
how could you do this
i was a fool, i 
just never knew that
you were the cruel type.. 

and my head spins
when we are together 
you never show me love, 
despite that, you’re so special to me 
got ugly eyes, im not the guy you fell for
but i could try my best 
if you give me a chance and don’t leave 

callin, callin callin again
why the fuck are you still stalling?
those texts you left unread 
i can’t avoid the hole, i fall in
fall in to the abyss 
my chest caves in when you call me 
the one that you regret 
i’m so tired of ur shit

and it’s cold here
so bring your coat 
don’t say i love you
i know you don’t 
and it’s awkward
cus you’re too nice
and im obsessed 
with those blue eyes 

and i’m besotted 
with your new guy 
it made my heart crack
just like new ice 
how could you do this
i was a fool, i 
just never knew that
you were the cruel type.. 

you were the cruel type
i know you hate me you didn’t have to say it two times ): 
i can’t stay here anymore
my veins are blue, i
guess i’ll just lay here in the snow and watch the moon rise

ugly eyes (taurs)

Far Away
_________________________________________________________________
WEEPINGS
I run when I shouldn't
Would go back if I could
But I'm far away
Summer Nights Never end
Always felt like the mornings 
Seemed far away

Shook Awake out of my slumber
Let the darkness pull me under
Now I'm Breathless & cold

I could cry everynight
Find my own way to cope
(Oh I never asked for this, no)
Find my purpose in life
(Oh I never asked for this, no)
I'll be fine I hope
(Oh I never asked for this, no)

Oh I never asked for this, no
Oh I never asked for this, no
Oh I never asked for this, no
Oh I never asked for this, no

Eventually ... I'll be okay
Eventually ... I'll find my way

SKELE
More than a crush
I feel numb at last
Wander through the forest
I watch everything turn black and red with the blood I shed
Never coming back; Back here like this
I see you through glass; you make me sick
Stare at me so painful; I don't feel it when we crash

WEEPINGS
Oh I never asked for this, no
Oh I never asked for this, no
Oh I never asked for this, no
Oh I never asked for this, no
_____________________________________________________________

Produced & mixed by John Wehmeyer & Weepings
Written by Weepings & Skele
Mastered by Weepings
Eternal September | 2023

Far away w/ skele

scary games with the lights off

lyrics

walk me down
twist my heart around while im still holding on
cuz im still love-bound
nodding off been falling asleep with all my clothing on
lately ive been coping wrong
writing lonely songs
call me just to pass time
cuz i kno time gets long
just kno ill feel the same for u when all ur feelings lost
so if u can conserve me then put me in a box

life has a way of spitting u out in the dirt
now im crying with the germs n the worms
n im tweaking cuz i dont kno my own worth
im making music just to let u kno im hurt
the wise man lies
scares me so i close my eyes
n i see my whole life fly by
walking by
i kno its not the same for u
ive given up my whole brain for u
so i cant even think unless u want me to
i think i need a drink to get me in the mood
cuz i dont have no moods
can i see u
i kno that its poison i put myself thru
girl i kno u want the best for me
ill feel the best eventually

walk me down
twist my heart around while im still holding on
cuz im still love-bound
nodding off been falling asleep with all my clothing on
lately ive been coping wrong
writing lonely songs
call me just to pass time
cuz i kno time gets long
just kno ill feel the same for u when all ur feelings lost
so if u can conserve me then put me in a box

box (jacob vallen)

who reads the bottle

Cheese Cake

produced by: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @nevermadeithome

lyrics:

(sendflowrs)

and it’s 1,2 when i step round here,
yeah she looking out her window as i fade into the dead night,
and ur still cute when you cut your hair;
yeah she the type of girl that’ll leave you in the headlights,
u better back up when fly right through, 
doin 80 on the freeway you can catch me runnin red lights,
then she act up and she wanna call you,
pretend to fall asleep, leave me crying in my bed like

that’s yunny on the beat man i’m running with this shit
i know too many ppl in the scene that call it quits
when the plays drop a little, what the fuck did you expect?
you don’t care about the music you just care about the cents 

run red lights, on the weekend 
baby call me up every day she steady scheming 
tryna get my head right,
so i read em,
but i don’t reply,
i won’t cave, no disagreements 
anymore

and your accrilcs, got you fuckin grinning
i wish that i could have the same effect because i’m missing
the days where we would sit around and listen in the kitchen 
to the birds above, who the fuck am i kidding?

she said what’s your task force? 141 
hole in your chest but i’ve never held a gun
bring em all down on my own don’t run,
you don’t care about the music you just care about the funds 

like 141, we ain’t on it,
kill your best friend wrap him up in a carpet,
shoutout to the plug i been moving all this product
shoutout jcm i been stayin with my shotgun 

that spas 12 send you straight to hell
kill your whole squad then i turn it on myself
i got rot in my heart, bitch i’m not well,
but i got all these shots in the dot, don’t tell


(nmih)

ain’t gonna lie, i think i hate me
ain’t gonna lie, i think i’m struggling with myself lately,
so take me back to the sunny days that i miss,
i’ll never forget the feeling from our first kiss,
and you’re still cute when you cut your hair,
in your red dress,
you got my mind doing treflips,
141 gonna be in your playlist,
me and grayfox made cod rap famous

(sendflowrs)

and it’s 1,2 when i step round here,
yeah she looking out her window as i fade into the dead night,
and ur still cute when you cut your hair;
yeah she the type of girl that’ll leave you in the headlights,
u better back up when fly right through, 
doin 80 on the freeway you can catch me runnin red lights,
then she act up and she wanna call you,
pretend to fall asleep, leave me crying in my bed like

cut your hair w/ nevermadeithome (+ yunny goldz)

wish has been sleeping to this song on repeat and has now got handcuffs tattoo’d on him, resulting in this song being @ 800 plays before it even dropped, i love u wish

this is pretty much thisjealousyisgonnakillme part 2 
prod by tennis player (not andy murray)

lyrics:

hold me i can’t breathe,
put your hands around my throat,
i’m apologising for the things that i’ve done wrong,
got her makeup on my sleeve,
when she cries she don’t let go,
the pain in her eyes is enough to stain my soul

i’m forever ever gonna be chasing this dream,
people wanna talk but never say it to me, it won’t last
it won’t last, yeah 
and i’m thinking bout my friends when i’m tryna get to sleep,
4am thoughts, jealousy on repeat, 
i thought they said that time would stop this

but i guess, things come to those who wait
(and i’m a little impatient, handcuffs now i’m crying at the station)
and you left your smokes when you walked that day 
(fuck you bitch i’m gonna take em, stand up baby it’s a celebration)

everything that you said was a lie,
everything, everything was a lie
thing you said, thing you said yeah yeah yeah yeah
was just a lie

and i guess, i’ll just stay
your lack of empathy, it blows me away
that’s ps i love you, tell you everyday
those brown eyes always put me in my grave

and my mum always said i’ve got a heart of gold
i promise you baby i won’t ever let go,
and i’ll just flip this car on its side, 
when they find us my love, 
still got my hand on your thigh 

everything, that u told me was a lie
everything, that you told me was a lie
everything, everything yeah yeah yeah 
was just a lie

handcuffs

sendflowrs

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