s a d . b o y . s h i t : (

Good luck pal

🌼

fye beats

sendflowrs

sleeping

@prodjody

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

so i'm all alone 
always on my own 
i can't let you close
you might take my soul away
that's just how it goes
so i'm staying cold
i might lose control
and it could happen any day

looking in the mirror 
don't know who i fucking am 
acting like you care
but you don't really give a damn 
you can doubt me all you want 
but i got better plans
it's complicated 
baby i don't think you understand 

i got nothing left to lose
i got a lot to prove
got rick owens on my shoes 
but these ain't nothing new
stayed the same
with all the changes that i'm going through
lost my mind 
i'm going crazy
don't know what to do

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

no one can save me now
i don't need anyone around
take the whole world
and block it out 
i might disappear
without a sound

spotify

true love (prod. jody)

PRODUCED BY TAURS AND JOLST 

usendflowrs: 

will you call home, just call home my visions clouded
wanna tear off my face when i think about it
x2

your love fills my health bar, can’t live without it
i’m low hearts, you’re cold i would never doubt it 
a lost soul in that cold, and never found it 
your personality lies in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go 

nevermadeithome:

and i cant believe that i didnt see this 
she poisoned the apple when i eat it 
i cant read her books they make me speechless
one flick of her hair shes so reckless 

she'll eat your heart alive 
she gets her voodoo doll 
with a needle and she pokes me in the eye 
now ive gone fuckin blind 
i hope this is the last time 
that she conjures up a potion 
& im praying its the elixer of life x2

i kinda want you bad
but i know that youre no good for me 
youre just being sad so i fall for you
i kinda want you bad 
but i know that you’re no good for me 
and you’re just being sad so i fall for-

sendflowrs & nevermadeithome:

in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go
x2

winterfell w/ nevermadeithome (taurs x jolst)

you were terrible

w/ @youngburial
prod biscuitboi

i thought
it was different 
thinking back
i was good for a minute
you were terrible
i'm unbearable
can't forget but i guess
i gotta let you go

it's embarrasing 
i let you break me
you treated me terrible 
i was giving you everything 
i had left
but it's all that i've come to expect
i'm out of memories
you left me in debt

fats'e:
you left me in debt n now i'm
trying to pick myself back up
i know you're not one to talk shit 
so i'll try to bottle it up
i don't know where we went wrong 
n i don't know what to say 
i don't feel inspiration
so i'll just rot away

unbearable (w/ fats'e)

this time it won't fix

https://soundcloud.com/heylog
https://soundcloud.com/imcaves
https://soundcloud.com/irby314

you made me feel nauseous 
i keep getting sick
can't remember where it started 
can't forget all that you did to me
you tasted so bittersweet 
i still see you every time i sleep
i gave you every part of me 
i bet you couldn't tell
i fall in love with narcissists,
don't care about myself
i just go through sedatives
keep fucking up my health 
what's the point of heaven,
i already live in hell

it's not easier 
i'll lie and say it is 
i gave up on getting better 
it's just the way it is
i've been feeling numb ever since i was a kid 
i don't wanna die,
but i don't wanna try and live

i said that i loved you 
(save me)
i gave you the blood from my skin
i tried everything
admit it
it's hard but i did it
you left me too damaged 
this time it won't fix

[heylog]
i'm calling for you 
are you with someone else
the pics on my phone
are nowhere to be found 
would it surprise you 
if i took myself
i might just die here
when no ones around
but i made a choice 
that i regret 
stomp out the house
from what i said
and now it's too late to apologize
fumbled my words,
i guess this is goodbye 

i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
baby it's whatever
see you in the next life
i'm trying to forget her 
but god it feels impossible
now she's just a number 
floating in my phone
i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
i don't make any sense
and it makes me wanna cry 
but i look like im stupid
and she say that it's fine 
girl you're pretty funny 
tell another lie

it's not getting easier (w/ heylog) (prod. caves & irby)

i just wanted to write a love song 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161
master: https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah

heavenly,
i hope you don't mind
formality apology,
i guess it never hurt you to lie
when you took that from me 
i felt nothing 
shaking aside
butchered up the rosary,
i prayed i could die
but you wanted to 
i said i'd be good for you 
shut my mouth for you 
and prayed it'd be over soon

i just wanted to write a love song 
story book ending 
block it all out 
i'm so good at pretending
they said it takes time
but i'm still stuck with the memory

it's probably my fault 
i must've asked for it 
payed for my sins
spilled out blood to the hyms
but i swear i felt heaven when i'm laying with him

i'm fooling myself 
it was never that fun 
it's easy to romanticize 
i fell for that once,
or twice
i'm losing the count of goodbyes
hoping one day i'd be enough in your eyes

where's the love in this 
hate the bruises on my lips
search for betterment 
and comfort in impermanence
you took it out of me 
i gave it all up
cause it's better to feel nothing
than to hurt when it's done

comfort in impermanence (prod. pekarot)

i hope you think of me 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/trplgmni
master: https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

striaght through the bottle 
blacked out
it's nice to not remember
straight through tomorrow 
tapped out 
i think i'll feel it forever
i know i'll do it again 
escape till it ends
i wanna leave it all behind 
i wanna make you proud 
safe and sound 
pray i'll be alright

i just can't take anymore 
i've said that before
there's nothing left of me 
i watched you walk out the door 
va mon amour 
i hope you think of me
(i hope you think of me forever)

i can't do this sober 
(i'm leaking blood all over)
i can't do it at all
come on,
pull me closer
(i'm leaking blood all over)

hear me out 
i'm breaking down 
lost control and i need you now
this is what i've been waiting for,
prove to me that i loved you more
i'm so used to all the bandages 
but i know you couldn't manage it i,
hope you find heaven in him

there's nothing left of me

there's nothing left of me (prod. triple gemini)

i wanna write your favorite song

w/ https://soundcloud.com/vito2300
prod: https://soundcloud.com/jolst

this shit keeps breaking my heart
i can't sleep at all
i wanna write your favorite song
i wanna hear you talk 
just fuck it all 
just cut me off
and i'd do anything 
come close,
don't let me breathe
i need you next to me
hands cold till you make me freeze

vito: 
cuts deep but i'm not afraid of it
your touch for a long time was my form of payment
but i couldn't find the words
after all you're not shit
now i been feeling sick to my stomach,
you left me nauseous
don't call me back 
you'll be better off
need someone to tell me i'm good enough
carry that shit and believe it
look at the way i've been treated 
it's black white like old cartoons 
it's not fair that i lost you
and it's not fair that i'm still here 
and you've got somebody beside you

i wanna give it all up 
i've been thinking heavy
if it hurts it's not love
i don't understand 
cause i'm so used to leaking my blood
hate the way it is
but i can't ever get enough of you
i got myself into a mess
don't think you want me too
didn't mean a thing 
you were here in my room
c'mon cut me through 
rip through a vein or two 
want you to make a move

cut me off (w/ vito) (prod. jolst)

juvenescence : the state or period of being young.

all instruments, vocals and overall production by Zach Farache (verzache)

Thank you all so much :')

buy / stream

juvenescence

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

download

end game...

end it tragic in a 6 speed ft. king christian (prod. martensite)

lyrics:
I put too much stress on myself
I never been the type of man
To put my hand out for help
I bottle all of it inside
Like I don't know nothing else
I smoke a pack of cigarettes
Like it was good for my health
Everybody's so typical
Money flip  like reciprocals
When you get to the pinnacle
And you're still feeling cynical
I can feel myself fading
And my demons are waiting
For the day
The exchanging of my soul for the taking

Don't stay because you have to
I'm not perfect
Yeah, you know I got a past too
But I wouldn't put it passed you
To follow the line, follow the line
My whole life I've been a fuck up
Never got it right
I always learned by tough luck
But I guess they call it tough love
Follow the line, follow the line

It's like I'm just waiting to die
Four in the morning
Out the door and back on the grind
I chain smoke on the drive
Slowly losing my mind
Anxiety ridden
I'm missing the point of being alive
My paycheck gone
By the time that its mine
And if my girl ask
Ima say "Baby, I'm fine"
Follow the lines
And don't be surprised 
When you find me in that casket
With no light in my eyes

Don't stay because you have to
I'm not perfect
Yeah, you know I got a past too
But I wouldn't put it passed you
To follow the line, follow the line
My whole life I've been a fuck up
Never got it right
I always learned by tough luck
But I guess they call it tough love
Follow the line, follow the line

chain smoke

she said tell me what you’re feeling,
I don’t wanna tell her that I feel like shit,
she said tell me what you thinking,
I don’t wanna think if I think like this,

She said tell me that you need me, 
I don’t know how to reply, fuck this

she got up and now she’s leaving, 
and everyday still fucking think of that kiss 

I said tell me you love me baby, tell me you hate me, please help me find my way back home

She said tell me you’ll fuck me baby, you just frustrate me, id rather just be on my own

way back home

prada shoes w/ emo fruits & john solo (prod.2k6)

<3 eyes
beat by: @caps.ctrl (insta)
artwork by: @megantiax (insta)

lyrics:
i got heart eyes, 
she got cold lies,
she gonna bury me,
drunk at the cherry tree, already told guys
that she wanna die yeah, only in the night time,
told me she'll kill me only when the times right 
x2

but i dont wanna die yet, 
no, i dont wanna die yet,
ive been smokin all morning, i aint feelin high yet
spend 60 pound, pour a 4 in my sprite, but i dont wanna fly yet
too many people in this club, cant see where the line ends

cant see where the line ends,
dont agree with my mindset, 
i might chase this whiskey with a side of bleach, but i dont wanna die yet
just tryna feel some fuckin pain, and i dont wanna cry yet
stab me in the heart for the 15th time then run off hiding

thats you, my boo, why did you do this to me?
i've been screaming in my room, "why'd you do this to me?"
and then you told me that you loved me, that was news to me
but you were lying anyway, straight through your teeth

now im done, heart eyes, and you left me cold
no fun, your eyes, the stories they have told
about me crying in the freezing cold, 
the weekend passes, man im getting old
x2

heart eyes

lights out w/ throb

prod by Ryini Beats. 

this jealousy is gonna kill me.
I've learned to bite my tongue when im feeling upset.

Feels like I’m driving with my eyes closed, 
I can’t see,
And I’m upset, but it’s not down to me.
And that song you like’s been in my head since March 13’.
Just sweep me away girl, I’m down on my knees. 

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me. 
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my eyes are green with envy,
I can’t see,
She says she “loves me”, but why won’t she just leave?
And my love you don’t know, got me down on my knees,
My heart is blue girl, one touch makes me freeze

And my love, you don’t know the way you make me feel.
X2.

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me.
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my darling,
I’m tied down to you, now I can’t move,
Please tell me baby, what are you gonna do?
I can’t take a heartbreak, I’ll cry on my own,
I said the jealousy kills me, let me die on my own

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me,
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

thisjealousyisgonnakillme

Stream

We Could Have It All

out now via sumoclic: fanlink.to/Akurei_SEROTONIN

Connect: 
https://soundcloud.com/akureitunes 
https://www.facebook.com/akureitunes 
https://twitter.com/akureitunes 
https://www.instagram.com/_akurei   

Credits: 
Production and Mixing by Akurei & Golden Vessel 
Mixing by Golden Vessel 
Mastering by Matthew Agoglia 
Artwork by Akurei
Press Photos by Maxwell Byrne

Publicity:
http://www.mammalsounds.com

SUCKER

produced by: @malithmusic

lyrics:

and ill stand right by ur side, meet u at 9,
behind ur hair u hide, and thats a bad sign,
i wanna make it to July, hope we make it to July 

everytime she's around, yeah I fuckin flatline, 
pretty sure nobody should be that nice,
in my arms you cried, i promised you a better life

get out
im done
say goodbye to your mum
they all told me
you're the one
I guess everyone was wrong
ppl keep on dragging
my name in the mud
u cant catch me lacking,
I put that on my blood,
I FEEL THE scene is cracking,
and it don't feel too good, 
about the boys in black, yeah
you're fake not misunderstood 

and ill stand right by ur side, meet u at 9,
behind ur hair u hide, and thats a bad sign,
i wanna make it to July, i hope we make it to July 

everytime she's around, yeah I fuckin flatline, 
pretty sure nobody should be that nice,
in my arms you cried, i promised you a better life

meet at night
bedroom eyes
thats a sign
did u lie
I fell on
to the knife
arms u cry
better life

july (malith)

HAIRDYE :)

Stream: https://fanlink.to/Akurei_HAIRDYE 

Artist Connect: 
https://soundcloud.com/akureitunes 
https://www.facebook.com/akureitunes 
https://twitter.com/_akurei 
https://www.instagram.com/_akurei  

Credits: 
Production by Akurei 
Additional production by Golden Vessel 
Co-Mixing by Akurei & Golden Vessel 
Mastering by Matthew Agoglia 
Artwork by Connor Grant 
Press Photos by Maxwell Byrne

Publicity:
http://www.mammalsounds.com

CHARLOTTE

What Falling In Love Is For (Acoustic)

And I swear it's not fair
It's not right
How you tell me all these fucking lies
Every night
I've been feeling like i might die
I'm traumatized
Kiss me kiss me I go braindead
Every time
She told me I'm no good
But that's fine
Now I know I'm always in her mind
Getting to bands
I can't worry bout you
Every time you come around me it's always bad news

Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to
Every time you come around me it's always bad news
Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to

Braindead baby
Idk what's goin on
You don't know what I'd do
To get inside your arms
I'd go to lengths
That you've never fucking seen
Go to all those places
That you see inside your dreams
Stuck like a tattoo
Don't know what to do
Drowning like a typhoon
Imma die soon
Alone in my room
Wanna see you
Wanna feel you
Wanna kill you
Don't know what's goin on
Don't know what I'm doing wrong
Won't be here for long
Miss me when i'm gone

And I swear it's not fair
It's not right
How you tell me all these fucking lies
Every night
I've been feeling like i might die
I'm traumatized
Kiss me kiss me i go braindead
Every time
She told me i'm no good
But that's fine
Now i know i'm always in her mind
Getting to bands
I can't worry bout you
Every time you come around me it's always bad news

Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to

I be on my own got no one to turn to

braindead w/ loseher (prod. tennis player)

Song originally by Noah2000
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@sendflowrs
How can I think of her
She never smells like cigarettes
So I'll just think of all the ways she'd leave if she wanted to
If I was her then I would leave
There's really not much more to see
She'll be another memory
And I'll be a worry in my head

Now I don't know what to think
Cause I think you should of stayed
When I asked if you're alright
You had promised you're okay
I should've known you never cared
But love is complicated
When you look into my eyes you can see our love has faded

+++++

@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

++++

sendflowrs: I Am Human Garbage (noah2000 cover)

prod. @tennis-player-348430837

washing blood off of my face
watching days just waste away
i've been praying for a change 
stuck inside this hollow frame

a empty husk 
i'm nothing much 
decomposing in the dust 
nothing here is meant to last 
burning fast
it turns to ash

i don't belong 
i don't fit in 
don't know where 
i went wrong again
i'll wear my flaws up on my skin
cause nothing matters in the end x2

nothing really matters at all 
i'm still in a constant cycle 
moving in a downward spiral 
all this pain
but i still smile 

and act like i'm alright 
on the inside i still wanna die

you can't help me 
your wasting your time 

don't worry 
i'll be fine 

washing blood off of my face
watching days just waste away
i've been praying for a change 
stuck inside this hollow frame

a empty husk 
i'm nothing much 
decomposing in the dust 
nothing here is meant to last 
burning fast
it turns to ash

nothing here is meant to last (prod. tennis player)

produced by: malith
everything else by: me 

lyrics:

one touch, ill never be the same
moving way too fast yeah we need to pump the brakes
one love, thats all that it takes,
everytime we fight you always put me in my place 

poison, my little rattlesnake
I dont wanna risk but she's raisin all the stakes
she's gonna be the death of me yea
she's gonna be the death of me

now when u textin my phone I jus break it 
even when ur alone yea u won't face it 
I hit my friends up 2 gram blunt ill face it
shoutout my dogs on them roads they dont fake it
hoppin out the whip
baby das me! 
I be rocking all black w/ a white tee
yeah I dont give a fuck if you dont like me 
pussy u an old boy, u a spike lee

n I been feeling down for the last few days
and I kinda like this mask shit I can hide my face 
think my hearts about to cave in I cant take this weight
and the smoking kills me baby let me rest in peace

(sendflowrs, jmtly, decks & cherryrizla)
I been feeling down for the last few days
and I kinda like this mask shit I can hide my face 
think my hearts about to cave in I cant take this weight
and the smoking kills me baby let me rest in peace

one touch, ill never be the same
moving way too fast yeah we need to pump the brakes
one love, thats all that it takes,
everytime we fight you always put me in my place 

poison, my little rattlesnake
I dont wanna risk but she's raisin all the stakes
she's gonna be the death of me yea
she's gonna be the death of me

smokingkills (prod. malith)

and how sad must i be 
to fall for you
just lay me down lightly
not far from you
you don’t even like me
but i’ll call for you
i smile when you bite me
i’m so confused 
just pass me the knife please
i’ll cut you
you did this to spite me
you’re cruel

my soul lives while my body dies (wisssery)

my heart beats so fast when u text me,
when i’m on the road, need a pick me up
i don’t pop pills, that shit works against me,
i just smoke a couple blunts, that’ll lift me up
in my dreams yeah baby you’re still with me
in reality you never hit me up
i hate your eyes and the way that they effect me,
heart black, never breaks, she’s obsidian 

it’s the last time that i’m gonna say it,
laying in the rain face down in the pavement,
that’s our song and i love it when you play it
got me on my knees, eyes closed i be praying 

do you want me baby?
luv it when u say it!
push me to the side,
outside and it’s raining

i know u love it baby
u know that i hate it
got me on my knees, eyes closed i be praying

where’s your friends at?
where you headin?
she only wanna know me yea cus i’m trendsetting
scene all fulla echoes pussy boy ur not kevin
call me whitney winn .44 i put lead in 
x2 

my heart beats so fast when u text me,
when i’m on the road, need a pick me up
i don’t pop pills, that shit works against me,
i just smoke a couple blunts, that’ll lift me up
in my dreams yeah baby you’re still with me
in reality you never hit me up
i hate your eyes and the way that they effect me,
heart black, never breaks, she’s obsidian

trend/setting (jolst)

like me/love me

likeme/loveme w/ seejayxo (jolst)

push me to the side 
i’ll wait right here 
love it left me blind
i cannot see her 
how could i miss
she’s the only thing that keeps me here 
just leave me in the ditch 
cus ur the only thing i fear 

& one day baby gonna call u my wife
hit the breaks hard close our eyes we might die
cus i just wanted to be all yours 
head in the sound i’ll never feel enough
all i ever wanted to be was ur love 

i’ve never wanted to be anything more 
x3

thank you for everything.

honey (nevermadeithome)

sendflowrs