Feat: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova

Prod: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxaOkiKd0n_Ufvbq6gEnSow

hey i miss you w/hazenova (prod. AKAMII)

ill try drop my remaining dust collectors over the next few weeks
thnk u to @heyzbee for carrying
lyrics

mæsk
getting tired of this shit, always awake and a mess
all of these problems i think need be adressed
bae if u do it just speak wit ur chest out
ion wan an us if its just us depressed



darkness and me by myself all i fear
well i fear for the rest 
picking up the pieces
but they’re all dripping red
restin in peace is ok if im restn wit u
inside of this death bed

i called her but no answer
only talking to myself 
i question pain but there’s no answer
i just help my fucking self

u can hide u can run but
bae your turn will come 
we all suffocate

double chorus

(main)
oh ur eyes are fully wet
and u won’t wanna forget till u die no
yeh my heart been fading slow
but its alright
now its dark
and i been taking everything to make me high
u just wanna stare, and watch me die in this bleak filled night

(backup)
u won’t take my hand, this not meant to be
leaves still fall from our favourite tree
i might lose but at least ill be free
memories so trapped in this bleak filled night

zbee
welcome to the funeral
everything is better when you don’t know what going on
start to think about life 
right before it flash by 
everything it hurts now right before I die

yeah everything hurts oh my
and look what i’ve done with my life
yeah i know i’m supposed to be at peace
but right now life is the only thing I seek

burn
everything it burns
i see myself in these mirrors
but i’m not the person the i used to be
I'm horrible

fighting back spirits that i’m not supposed to be with
i’m down here but it kinda look like venus 
every time talk now it’s seen as treason 
what i’m i supposed to do when i don’t have a reason 

yeah stuck in the deep end
despite all the fire lowkey it be kinda freezing
everybody hates me just because i’m human 
what i am supposed to do when i don’t have an option

yeah minerals they surround me
yeah in the hell fire county
yeah what am i supposed to do when i’m stuck here 
and everything wants to harm me

rest ft zbee (branwen)

i’ve been going insane
worrying about you everyday
and i’m not sure if i can continue 
the struggle in my brain has become an issue
and how do i know that you’re telling the truth this time
the-the-the consequences of your untold lies
will lead me to my direct demise 
will you still feel for me when i die?
cause i won’t be the one that you forget 
yeah you’ll regret
leaving me alone 
broken down on the ground
alone and forgotten 
dead and rotting 

(AUTUMN)

dead and rotting, my blood is clotting i'll
lay in a bed with a similar scent 
to the ones that are pinching my tongue
weight on my lungs
fat in my veins
begging the sun, to go away
what does he want? keep me awake 

i gotta answer questions time's creating
cold cause i'm dissociating fast

(2x)
the smoke and ash is all i need
life is fast, so leave me be

untold lies w/ autumndropsdead (itamii)

a lil hyper pop ep for you guys ;p

Lyrics:
FRVR:
Falling far into a darker place
No girl I don’t want space 
Your touch is in my brain
It’s going

Need that dopamine
That serotonin
You dont gotta act so cold girl
I'm already frozen

150LATED:
Girl you got me numb 
Addicted to your love 
Stomping out my heart 
Like a game of double dutch 
It’s a rush 
I’d break you down 
And snort you 
And it wouldn’t be enough 
Your laughter is my dopamine 
This the strongest form of lust 

Pull up in all black wraith 
Girl I love to call your name 
We can party every day 
Watch the world just fade away 
Tattoo on each others names 
Make it thunder 
Make it rain
I’m the ember to your 
Flame

FRVR:
Falling far into a darker place
No girl I don’t want space 
Your touch is in my brain
It’s going

Need that dopamine
That serotonin
You dont gotta act so cold girl
I'm already frozen

Frozen

Frozen ft. 150lated (prod. Aki)

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvCFsyrL90g
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7jUTeinjCuSIbVA7siYc5y?si=038fb991e48e445a

Lyrics:
Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now

I can’t say a thing, you went somewhere else
In the end I guess I’m by myself
Can’t distract myself
Nothing really helps
Nothing said I felt nothing
When I wanted something
I knew I was bluffing 
So I stop to take a drink, and I start to think
Will everything disappear when I blink
If you ever wanna know about me
I’m too open, full of vulnerability 
Cut me open, I’ll give you anything you need
Leave me broken, that’s a possibility 

Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now
Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now

Die lately die lately 
I wanna die lately
Sometimes I wanna relapse but I know that it won’t save me
There’s a fake me, there’s a fake me
I don’t know what side you’ll see
Different sides of honesty
When I lie I swear I do it honestly
Honestly i just feel to many things
All these voices haunting me
Always fucking clawing me
Clawing me, clawing me

Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now
Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now

Spotify

NOTHING REALLY HELPS (prod. iamlonely)

lyrics

i’ve been too cold to let it out
she was supposed to let me rot
i had fallen sick to the new reaping age
bunker and mold pushing out oh a functioning face (not)

/

circling back, all the way to 
when i would just run thru 
the unknown before i’d even have thought 
to just head straight for the gate

/

i’ve not feel the need since i’ve been back
to tell the tales of a broken man
starve in his eyes, dark undertone
scars cover lies, ‘coz he’ll just never fold

/

ive read the pages from, back to front
i can tell u im not the one
ill reaffirm that idk who put me here
asking daily, i live for what

/

my words will decay but rustic
is the outlook ill give, non toxic
know its not how u wish or wanted
but this is the way its fallen

/

experience made not chosen
i was someone at one point
all of the things you’re hoping 
are all of the things i’ve seen at one point

/

i told u to let me rot
just leave me in this one spot
but just like everyone who’s crossed path
they don’t listen to me when i sound sad

/

hear me out 
this is a message for those around 
ive carried this weight for century now 
dragging modern day with a heavy frown

/

ive escaped thru the gates 
id love to take u one day
time is essential to be great 
we all have our own pace

untold tales of a broken man

untold tales of a broken man (empty roads)

yeah i stay high
while u talkin to much cap
yeah i stay high
im too much that u lack
cold like fahrenheit
w that vv on my chest
yeah i stay high 
guess i have that affect

i worked hard for this shit
came up from the gutter
i popped off in this bitch
had to cut off the clutter
yeah im building this bridge
couldnt get out of bed
no i have to deal with this
no i had to deal with it

i was looked down now i lucked up
they done fucked up
i aint dealing w people who dont know who they are on the surface
people so stuck up and they dont wanna know us
it dont matter who we are
we just need to focus

stay high

Lavender - by Vails, The Sound Clown, Cl6udy

Voiceover anime from Howl’s Moving Castle 

Master: The Sound Clown 

(Lyrics)
Would it hurt you to call me, I’m not doing to well
I find myself in the fields Of lavender for the smell
holding on to reminders, keep me losing my self 
Is it too much to ask, im stuck hiding in my shell 

why was i attracted to ur natural scent
Have to vent 
I always wondered what it subliminally meant 
Uh
Pass these roses, let me lay my bed 
I’m hurt inside, yeah this pains intense 
I see so many changes happening around me
Like faces fade, and I see u smiling 
Your trapped inside , my mind is foggy
I’m losing trust, that this hurt is really  residing

U gave me the seed of hope
So why am I afraid to plant it 
Now I’m struggling to cope
You leaving wasn’t how I planned it
I remeber scents u gave off 
now I’m questioning the reason
left me blind, without a map
I’m changing moods like I’m the seasons 

Would it hurt you to call me, I’m not doing to well
I find myself in the fields Of lavender for the smell
holding on to reminders, keep me losing my self 
Is it too much to ask, im stuck hiding in my shell

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Lavender

One Time (Prod. frequenzyx)

dream town

push me to the side 
i’ll wait right here 
love it left me blind
i cannot see her 
how could i miss
she’s the only thing that keeps me here 
just leave me in the ditch 
cus ur the only thing i fear 

& one day baby gonna call u my wife
hit the breaks hard close our eyes we might die
cus i just wanted to be all yours 
head in the sound i’ll never feel enough
all i ever wanted to be was ur love 

i’ve never wanted to be anything more 
x3

thank you for everything.

honey (nevermadeithome)

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