https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/turn-u-on-nevrfall

lyrics:

I knew she would break my heart
I knew she would but I let it happen I'm hopeless in many ways
guess it probably wouldn't of worked out anyways
sick of holding back tears on the better days
all these people thru my window start to look the same
all this damage on my brain act like its novocaine
who am I when playing god I shoulda known my place
22 its the after party
breath slow baby girl
we still try to keep composure in this broken world
I watch rain roll off my roof on to the flooded grounds
I could always hold myself when I need calming down

tell me if I take too long
I just wanna turn you on
turn you on

tell me if I take too long
I just wanna turn you on
turn you on
rip thru the phone books she grip by my heart
plenty left me broken but the way you do it
turn me on
why's this summer so long

sewerperson - turn u on (nevrfall) [NORMAL VOICE]

breathtaking

may 23 2021
official file <3 found by me
lyrics: 

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are
She is a fallen angel
I think she lost her halo
Could u tell me ur name again
Ill keep it confidential
I could see the patterns in her lies I work it out
It won’t work the second time around
Guide me to good give me a pill to take
Deep in the rut she gifted me sudden faith
Feather toes I didn’t wanna go im sorry
I promise ill be back in the morning

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

Talk is cheap but ive no more funding
The waves crash I cant believe I aint seen it coming
Break my bones and ill repair them and ill come back
Id let it happen again if u would like that
Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down
This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

rubbing alcohol (splashgvng x ayoleybeats)

@sleepywater is a qt i love him
(sleepwater)
im an insomniac an i dont get no sleep
i wish u would call me back do u find the irony in me?
point ur stubbon finger its a shame that i still linger
a part of u im broken, i think that i might pull the trigger
empty shells im still broken, still searchin for what is woven
in the seams yh im still looking, feel like i was fucking chosen
to die this fucking way, in my grave no i awoken
im seeing stars today, ur the reason i keep going,
its a carnage i'm fucking like that, i would rather die in a car crash
why can't you try or even fight bacck, what we had i think it went bad
ur a tree and im a bee, ur a wolf and im its prey
need u back, just let me c :(
what u do and what u need
i dont think ill ever be
anything u ever need
begging on my fucking knees
ur all i ever need :(

(casperrr)
i just i wish i could be helpful
relieve ur stress when the days are painfull 
im so hollow i feel like a void 
am i getting paranoid?
replace me with any other boy
push me down onto the soil
be careful with the gun u shoot, cause u still get the kick from the recoil
even if you hurt me 
even if you brake me 
i will always be here 
to help you with what you need
so brake brake
brake me 
hate hate
hate me 
can you see the irony 
i want to   leave but im stuck in here
stop dont point ur stubbon finger everything goes wrong in the winter
i dont want to pull the trigger but i know that im a sinner
empty shells i know im broken, all the words that werent spoken
the pain won't fucking leave, i feel like i was fucking chosen

stubborn finger w/sleepwater

𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧<3

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
cant even snap back 2 this snapchat
got 80 ounce in this backpack
making lame shit on this old mac
while my friends out in their pontiac
how are you so contagious
holding back on my anguish
'cardi rocks when im anxious
blood n mud on these pages
she dont talk but her eyes flirt
louis v n that black skirt
pulling up in that chrysler
bloody shirt n my chest hurts

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊. 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

ep w/ bry soon also~ if you've read this far then thank you all sm for all of the support this past year, and just in general if you listen to any of my stuff. it genuinely means the whole world. ily all sm<3

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let_down w/ residential. (ushanka boy)

(prod sorrow bringer)
@sorrow_bringer

its a nightmare no its not a fairytale
im an alien 
im not american
and im not ur fucking experiment
for you to discard
when the times up and youre sick of listening
its embarassing
you dont care a bit
grab my face and i scratch claw and tear at it
till i rip it off
i never liked it much when i was wearing it 
i know that they staring
i dont care a bit
and i know that i love to my own detriment 
can we just talk about something else instead
and every time i think about u i just drop dead
and now im just standing there holding my head
i dont wanna miss out if im not there
i dont wanna leave the house when your haunt it
i dont wanna leave the house when u ----
its a nightmare no its not a fairytale
im an alien 
not american
and im not ur fucking experiment
for you to discard
when the times up and youre sick of listening
its embarassing
you dont care a bit
grab my face and i scratch claw and tear at it
till i rip it off
i never liked it much when i was wearing it

drop dead

produced by miercoles

the second single from my upcoming full length album “depart, for the stars” releasing on the 21st of june, 2024

lyrics; 


let’s try to separate 
one side is people 
and the other is plants and trees 
which one will die today? 
im in a free fall 
and need the grass to carry me 

have you eaten today? 
one slice of pizza
and a monster will not do 
had to leave so i delayed 
i missed my flight, it’s okay 
cus girl it’s me and you 

oooooooh
oooooooh

my hands are turning blue 
im in this lake it’s frozen
from the love that buried you 
so what am i to do?
i can either sit here cryin 
or just drop my attitude 

so i moved to the moon 
there’s nobody here
and i think that that is pretty cool
so i look across the room 
i see your curly hair
and i start to walk to you

moving to the moon

let me set the scene
its 2am this thick black veil is over everything 
theres nothing here except the wind and faint sounds of the creek
this light glows when i spark it 
i spend life fighting this darkness
i might come back a little scratched but life is never easy 
i found this me then watched myself split into seperate things
scattered all around the fields to go collect again
im almost all together now except some little cracks 
aint shit change im still out back 
ashing joints on back door steps
got some love but will it last 
i can only really guess 
my landlord is garbage 
fuck this house u can ash on the carpet
my brain skips and short circuts 
this life is one big circus  

by the highway we watch shadows pass
and the light bends round your silloette
imma smoke till i cant breath any air
sometimes i dont wanna be anywhere
but i wont leave just please do not turn off the show
this is my favorite episode
lets just close these curtains slow 
   
i just get so scared that youll go 
i cant help its how i cope 
i got habits i cant fix    
i just cant help but self destroy 
i had friends i could have helped  
so i let new ones in my life 
take advantage of me now
and it all looks so clear now
seeing it from this vantage point 

ill be out soon 
im in deep but im making big strides 
i took more than 2
like whats gonna happen this time 
by the highway we watch shadows pass
and the light bends round your silloette
imma smoke till i cant breath any air
sometimes i dont wanna be anywhere
but i wont leave just please do not turn off the show
this is my favorite episode
lets just close all these curtains slow 
stuck in a never ending game
im lost in the bits and code 
someones in my computer screen
and she calls to me i know

rip myself into a million different little pieces (prod. danbarry)

spaceman (nico north)

Home

main sample taken from this youtube video: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXU_Q_i3-So&t=819s

moving to the moon

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