produced by: dercept



when i wake up, she goin to sleep
fuck all of this distance, yeah it’s poison on the leaves, i pray
every night that tomorrow you won’t leave
tomorrow u won’t leave yea yea 

lil baby just stay here with me 
you never fuckin listen, there’s no point in saying please 
i say
fool me once, you can’t put the blame on me 
fool me once you can’t put the shame on me 

cus i’m a placeholder,
it’s gettin harder to just stay sober,
paranoia breathes on my neck,
can feel the hate growing 

they told her,
she should leave me,
think she listening,
ignoring all my texts
i can feel that girl she’s distancing 
x2

but i’ll blow up, and call it quits!
one day you’ll be callin, i’ll tell you to get a grip
oh shit,
shoulda held my hand,
not cared about the wrist,
all this fuckin jewellery 
but u still don’t give a shit 
i quit
i’m sleeping on a couch,
it’s feelin like the ritz,
 i was fuckin homeless and they didn’t give a shit, she did
i’m alone with all this shit, i’m gonna switch
see me on the news, one more bad day then i’ll flip, like this 

(don’t tell me i’ll be fine
i’m so sick of hoping youre right 
i guess i’ll be fine)

listening to candour every night 
every night (shout out neck deep) 

i’ll 
move out of this apartment
sleepin outside, watch me fall into the darkness,
harness
around my chest it’s crushing on my heart, shit 
& i’m used to this pain, he getting photos of her topless
i wanna stay home, guess im introverted
all these sleepless nights yea they got my brain hurting
i wish i was the one you were concerned with 
rib cage empty, took my heart guess i deserved it 

deserved it.

—-

shoutout to wubz for inspiring this song. 💕

placeholder (dercept)

prod @jolst + @pekarot_161
mastered by: @jolst

right here
won’t you hold me right here 
cus everybody switched up
i had to fight fair 
i been
stressed out
think i need a cold beer 
said fuck that 
i’ll smoke a blunt
and pull out my hair 
x2

cus i been spending my money and livin up
and i been textin her she just don’t give a fuck
at least i got my friends right here to jus show me love
if i was alone right now i’d probably kick the buck 

i just want my baby to come and kiss me a little bit 
i know i get too greedy and i wanna take it off
if you ever need a friend just hit me for the thrill of it 
she give me a little but i rlly want it all >:•)

baby im a loner :(
straight to the fucking face 
smoke a blunt n then i phone her 
im beggin beggin baby please 
why won’t u just come over (im kinda bored)
im not tryna be dramatic
but im gonna fucking throw up !!!!!!!!

not tryna be dramatic but i'm guess that im a loner ): 

(alan watts speech)
(ak47 reload)
(lightsaber sheath)

revenant (jolst x pekarot)

prod @whtlen 


tell me what is my sin 
I must have done 
something bad for this 

one look at her grin
makes it worth it 
with one soft sweet kiss

i let it all in
my feelings
have never not been hurt

never me; always him
i’m silver
never to be first 

cus the pinks are “too pink”
the blues are “too blue” for you 
for you

she asked “what do you think?”
so many things to say to you 
to you 

n now that we are here 
what do you want to do?
to do?

and if i asked you to dance, 
me or him who would you choose? 
you choose?

so i’ll stay here,
and listen to the same 3 songs
till i cry
oh my god i wanna throw up !!! 

ur not an angel, you’re a demon in disguise
princess 
take my heart leave me to sew up 

so i’ll stay here and listen to the same playlist
that you made
all those fuckin years ago, ugh ): 

n i don’t miss you
i just really miss
what i thought that you were
i think it’s time for me to grow up

cus the pinks are “too pink”
the blues are “too blue” for you 
for you

she asked “what do you think?”
so many things to say to you 
to you 

n now that we are here 
what do you want to do?
to do?

and if i asked you to dance 
me or him who would you choose? 
you choose?

(so i’ll stay here,
 and listen to the same 3 songs til’ i cry, oh my god i’m gonna throw up!!)

contrast+ (whtlen)

lyrics

I hope u been well
i hope u eat well
I think I got myself addicted 
to that tree smell
I know u mean well
But I don't need help
I find myself inside this drink
I feel my heart swell 

I'm back on my shit back on the drink
Turn up these cups while I'm lighting up blunts
And I'm all in my job all with the gang
No need to rob either way we get paid
It's something do, blow smoke till I'm blue
And if I've got this time then I'll spend it with u
It's all the time now
i spend it with all the lights out

back on my own i been ready to go
life in the gutter’ll make u miss home
i know i need u
but honey i’ll never admit to
memory shorter whenever i smoke
this isnt healthy oh baby i know
i cant ever leave u
but you’ll probably tell me i need to

but i dont wanna wanna
i been tryin rly hard
n i dont wanna wanna
its gettin harder every day
n i dont wanna wanna
yea u can ask if im ok
i hope im gna b
thats what i wanna b

lover lover
uve always had a knack for placing blame on
others 
others those eyes are shining and shes quite the up and comer
comer
why she always tryna fight its such a bother
bother
placing faith in others

i hope u eat well ft. decks (jolst)

you were not there 
you were not there 
late nights in high school
holding back hair 
every fucking weekend you call
and i always answer
ignore you i would not dare 

shit is not fair 
choking on air
i really don’t like you
but why stop there
if i had a choice me or you
you could stab me in the back
i’d bleed to death and still not care

i don’t wanna drink but i wanna feel drunk
i don’t wanna smoke i just wanna get high 
i don’t wanna live without your love
so i’m please begging you to end my life 

i’m a sunchaser 
i chase the light 
stay here lil baby 
stay right by my side 

i know i’m not perfect 
but why do we fight?
i don’t even shout back
i’m always too high 

i got a jar full of weed and an 8 of care plus 
gimme few hours girl no need to act up
i’ll be right there with u 
u and me it’s bad luck
gimme few hours girl no need to act up 

i got a jar full of weed and an 8 of care plus 
gimme few hours babe im tryna get tipsy 
stop hitting my phone
give a fuck if u miss me 
give a fuck if u miss me 

i don’t wanna call her 
think i’ll smoke another pack
i don’t wanna be sober 

you were not there 
you were not there !!!!
late nights in high school
holding back hair 
every fucking weekend you call
and i always answer
ignore you i would not dare ): 

shit is not fair 
choking on air
i really don’t like you
but why stop there
if i had a choice me or you
you could stab me in the back
i’d bleed to death and still not care

and if i close my eyes i can still smell the perfume ): 
memories flood back u treated me the worst you always fuckin call me like what do u want?
when i’m sippin on this cup i’m not tryna get drunk 
x2

you already called me a liar like 23 times
n u only feel good after 23 lines
i can’t lay shit up, no 23, i’m fine 
i jus spent a whole bag on 23 white wines

23 (jolst)

prod the homies @jolst & @vieraxo

track 1/3 from the ep "sunchaser"


she didn’t think that i would do it
i could see it on her face 
and i was feelin fuckin rough 
so i just poured the whole 8 
i don’t want any attention
just want you to go away 
n i can barely see my phone 
the fuck is happening to me
and i’m positively sure 
that’s it’s me that u hate
so i dip straight out the party
when u try to show face 
she didn’t think that i would do it 
called my bluff and ran away 
but i’ll have the last laugh
when i’m rollin in my grave 

put ur phone down 
n jus listen to me
ur talkin so damn much
like literally
she just takes my heart
rolls a spliff and then leaves
and i can’t even stand up
TR, glistening weed
i jus made 150 so i spend it on a lease 
only sip care plus, u can keep ur fake lean
n i been feelin wavy baby give a fuck about a fiend
and my line don’t stop calling
why are you still mad at me 
i hurt myself
n i bleed red
same difference baby u still want me dead 
yea yea 
keep that bookshelf
i’ll miss ur dad 
how something so evil 
can be bred 
yea
yea
wat u sayin? 
do u care?
i’m in love with you
so i stare 
yea yea 
at your necklace 
that i spent
my last pay check on 
before u left 
like fuuuck

she didn’t think that i would do it
i could see it on her face 
and i was feelin fuckin rough 
so i just poured the whole 8 
i don’t want any attention
just want you to go away 
n i can barely see my phone 
the fuck is happening to me
and i’m positively sure 
that’s it’s me that u hate
so i dip straight out the party
when u try to show face 
she didn’t think that i would do it 
called my bluff and ran away 
but i’ll have the last laugh
when i’m rollin in my grave

sunchaser (jolst x viera)

prod bark


thats a gucci watch on my wrist (cus i’m rich)
take ur soul if u try n touch me (stay away)
u can’t afford this lil bitch (can’t afford it)
n honestly i think that kinda funny (haha)
i straight b ballin no kizz (no kizzy!)
u broke boy u ain’t got no money (u broke)
i’ma take it all out like bins (u trash)
u trash boys 
u amount to nothing 
u a bitch x16 (oh my god!)

serious, bitch i be serious 
i be hangin out the passy joker i’m mysterious
shoot up ur whole block whole canvas i am clearin it
all that bangin all for fuckin nothin u delirious (crazy!)
i got 4 g’s it’s hilarious (i’m hilarious) 
i don’t wanna talk to u lil bitch n that’s period (full stop!)
turn it all up oh i know u hearing this 
u can’t make no music stick to trapping boy that’s period ! :/ 

u a bitch x16 (oh my god!)

thats a gucci watch on my wrist (cus i’m rich)
take ur soul if u try n touch me (stay away)
u can’t afford this lil bitch (can’t afford it)
n honestly i think that kinda funny (haha)
i straight b ballin no kizz (no kizzy!)
u broke boy u ain’t got no money (u broke)
i’ma take it all out like bins (u trash)
u trash boys 
u amount to nothing 
u a bitch

#STICK2TRAPPIN (BARK)

prod jolst & oscar4400xy

where u goin
where u been
i got juice i got beans
i got polo on my jacket 
it go crazy in the wind 
i go crazy 
i go crazy i go dumb
smoke out all my lungs 
babe i’m goin stupid
can u pls jus show me love 
x2

like baby show me love
4 or 5 percs
tucked right under my tongue 
i don’t wanna steal it 
so just gimme all ur love 
need a bitch with the fishnets 
she gon turn me on 

turn me on turn me off
4 a second 
i feel lost
i been blowin shit up
like im rico from just cause
big back breaker bitch 
NFL i’m really on 
and u ain’t 
lil bitch 
delete ur music n get gone 

turn me red 
turn me red 
for a second i’m so blue
big 44 pussy aim it straight at u 
in a black merc
what u wanna do
need a bitch with an attitude
she leave me bruised

#BRUISED (JOLST X OSCAR4400XY)

PROD KHVN

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IM LIKE JANGO HOW I PULL UP WITH THAT BLASTER
GET OUT MY FACE BITCH U AN ACTOR
FEEL LIKE A GRUNT HOW IM SPITTIN ALL THIS PLASMA
CUT A PUSSY UP I THINK HE NEED A PLASTER
I BE POURING UP IT MUST BE CARE PLUS
I DONT WANNA POUR U UP PLS JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP
U A PHONY BITCH
JUS GET UR BANDS UP
AND U ACT REAL RITCH BUT UR MONEY REAL STUCK 

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never:
i was down ye ye
by the lava ye ye
but i came back ye ye
even stronger ye ye
call me a sith ooo
call me a sith lord
call me a sith ooo
call me a sith lord
im in invicible when it comes to this bitch
i know u cant kill shit 
not even yourself
cause i know ur a pussy bitch 
sorry for being toxic 
thats not me 
im on shit 
im riding in the cockpit
of an x wing but it looks like a gunship 
ac130 bitch 
we flying high

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#PLASMA w/ NEVER (KHVN)

track 1 
produced by: @remghost & @riphomesick

and i’m lost in the fog
i think i need a way out
popped another 30 think i need a lie down
she’s a 
princess got my blood on her crown 
many men she changed
but it’s my turn now 
so i
text her 
say “baby come round, 
we can drive all night,
we can see the sundown” 
and ur 
a ghost girl
u jus need a white gown
and i’m a cliche, u so perfect, how? 

n ur talking to me
but what are u saying? 
it’s nothing to me 
and she jus be prayin 
i die in my sleep
she so she can likes and just be done with me 
no sympathy 
and she laughs when she weeps
shawty so crazy 
but pretty to me 
romance? oh god that’s so silly to me
i hope u choke on those souls that u keep
under lock and key

i don’t wanna be free
she pulls the strings 
she controls when i breathe 
she holds the knife 
she controls when i bleed 
lost in the fog 
and i’m never gon leave
never gon leave 

and i’m lost in the fog
i think i need a way out
popped another 30 think i need a lie down
she’s a 
princess got my blood on her crown 
many men she changed
but it’s my turn now 
so i
text her 
say “baby come round, 
we can drive all night,
we can see the sundown” 
and ur 
a ghost girl
u jus need a white gown
and i’m a cliche, u so perfect, how?

lost in the fog (homesick x remghost)

w/ @fleshgolem

first single off of the ep, 
happy bday fleshy

lyrics

[mæsk]
im worn, im worn
been wearing and my skin is all torn
but i feel alive, when in eye of a storm
i tip my hat off to those that can move on

she said lets go
well ur just going home
ima be drifting slow

she paddles out to sea to see i see her halo
i cant allow it, need to escape 
ill fuck u up, 
please just go back to where u came

depression i just battle it
im sinking on this battle ship 
steer till i cant battle shit
this is my own settlement
until im old, thats if im old

im holding on to rafts with no sign of a life boat
i know on this 1 i wont have time to grow

she sent a signal to me that i wasn’t alone
now urs to take 
all my flesh, yeah my skin and my bone

im outta time in this world im outta time 
and its just me by myself on this grind
and its time to let the pen down
write my final words coz im just out of time

[flesh]
so why is there still time to waste?
i'm still disoriented from the time the tidal wave came thru
cause i've been washed up, cleansed all the way thru
and i'll be damned if i'll be drowning cause of you
it's a process, that's what i tell myself 
inside my head its saw traps, i run with reason 
but i always tend to talk back, it's changing seasons
nearly autumn guess i'll fall apart in my room

i said let's go but i'm just going home
i wish that you'd come too, lay my fantasies out on the table
high seas, pulling me away
i went too far the tide is tryna steal my shame
i try to battle it, i swim but i'm just paddling
there's water in my lungs and i don't think i can handle it
i'll tip my boat, that i'll do
before i ever admit defeat to what i knew
before the life before me ever became true

#PLASMA w/ NEVER (KHVN)

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