sendflowrs

my own

New single "Homesick (feat. not home.)”
shoutout not home. for featuring on this track! check out his amazing music

(Lyrics)
The hardest part wasn’t falling in love with you
It was falling out of it 
The hardest part isn’t that I’m missing you 
It’s that I’m feeling homesick 

Feels like I’m missing part of me lately 
Even if you kinda drove me crazy 
I could turn around and you’d be there
Felt like you would always care 
Now I turn around to nothing 
Am I holding onto something?
Or was everything empty words
Let it sink in Let it hurt 

(not home.)
Damn, I really thought you gave a fuck about me
Soaking in the darkness that surround me
I’ve been getting higher then a pine tree
Car race, side streets going 90, (90)
Curly hair in my eyes
I don’t care if you’re alive
Quit wasting my time
Can’t stand but I think I’ll be fine 

The hardest part wasn’t falling in love with you
It was falling out of it 
The hardest part isn’t that I’m missing you 
It’s that I’m feeling homesick 

Why am I feeling homesick
It’s not like I didn’t learn my lesson
Everyday I’ve been broken 
I can’t stop this hurting 
I wonder where you’re at
If you’re coming back 
In my chest It feels like a heart attack 
And I wonder,  I wonder 
If I’ll ever, feel okay 

The hardest part wasn’t falling in love with you
It was falling out of it 
The hardest part isn’t that I’m missing you 
It’s that I’m feeling homesick 

mixed by yago beats
prod by Nate2Timez

Stream on Spotify!

Homesick (feat. not home.) [Prod. Nate2Timez]

https://soundcloud.com/kt3lly
https://soundcloud.com/1mosh
https://soundcloud.com/kurtains

Lmao

Live to die w/ kt3lly (p. MO$H + kurtains)

PRODUCED BY TAURS AND JOLST 

usendflowrs: 

will you call home, just call home my visions clouded
wanna tear off my face when i think about it
x2

your love fills my health bar, can’t live without it
i’m low hearts, you’re cold i would never doubt it 
a lost soul in that cold, and never found it 
your personality lies in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go 

nevermadeithome:

and i cant believe that i didnt see this 
she poisoned the apple when i eat it 
i cant read her books they make me speechless
one flick of her hair shes so reckless 

she'll eat your heart alive 
she gets her voodoo doll 
with a needle and she pokes me in the eye 
now ive gone fuckin blind 
i hope this is the last time 
that she conjures up a potion 
& im praying its the elixer of life x2

i kinda want you bad
but i know that youre no good for me 
youre just being sad so i fall for you
i kinda want you bad 
but i know that you’re no good for me 
and you’re just being sad so i fall for-

sendflowrs & nevermadeithome:

in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go
x2

winterfell w/ nevermadeithome (taurs x jolst)

'jazz' 2 +@whyhaze

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/exhausting-feat-whyhaze

was sick when i made dis bruh, most underrated beat tbh

s/o villagers @rywrrd @1spoder @oroahh n goblin @spaadexd 4 adlibs in trumpet solo

v:
restrained emotion 
but i slowly let it out -_+_+ deep shit bro
my life is a travesty 
they just wanna keep me down ///sadd
get someone to murder me          &#'#'not suicidal dw£++£
cant bear to do it myself
i'm longing for ur touch
longing for the thought of us (redhorse pro producer tag omg)
let my mind bleed all over these walls
crying in the cubicle for way too damn long
the evil grows n it's so pervasive ))Big Words Bro((
can’t justify it this time maybe i'm rly goin crazy

c:
a-a-all these bitches
all these hoes (Yuh)
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
b-but damn does it sound better than a life in this hell
all these bitches
all these hoes
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
but DAMN does it sound better than a life in this hell

waiiiiiiiiiiiii hayyyyyyyyyze (s/o 00)

@whyhaze verse:
all these bitches all these hoes (songwriting moment)
hit my phone, but i don't respond 
cuz i still think you're the one
tell me if i'm right or i'm wrong
if i'm mistaken 
then who am i talking abt in these songs????
c'mon baby just grab my hand (NOT MY ASS SHUSH)
let's escape together to another land (YESsirr)
the only one in my mind is you, and you deserve that
baby, you make me feel cool
you lift all my curses! FAX

c:
all these bitches
all these hoes (holy moly
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
b-but damn does it sound better than a life in this hell
all these bitches
all these hoes
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
but DAMN does it sound better than a life in this hell!!!

trumpet solo init (w adlibs)

@whyhaze returns in the outro

exhausting

stream the mf song

exhausting, +whyhaze

I was down bad I was scared of getting stuck 
Finally found my sound that boy mad he still suck

explode ft kenny orlando & kennedyxoxo (noahmadethiss) (ALL PLATFORMS)

sexnb

lyrics:
ya im outta luck
in the back seat i just wanna fuck
hit from the back ya i wanna feel love
wit the bros ya we up in the club
yeah we fuck it up
got her addicted she actin up
sit on my dick she dont wanna get off
all these bitches they never shut up

i think im lost
got me exhausted
look what it costed
she givin me top, yk she want it
all this sh for the bag, yk im on it

all these fake bitches praying on my down fall
they think im stupid but i kno ab they're private calls
bitches crawlin back like ur the one who built this wall
y y y y ya ur the one who built this wall

outta luck

@deethew

lyrics:
[nico]
u need to take a step back
on sum fake shit, ya u kno im not like that
keep ur eyes on the track
got her in the whip, n we fuckn in the back
yuh, i prefer to be alone
hard for me to trust anyone, im on my own
yuh, acting like u always kno
we can see right thru ur stunt, like r u dumb?

[deet]
I don’t wanna try no more
Giving up now, yuh I’m rolling on the floor
I don’t wanna try no more
Giving up now, yuh I’m rolling on the floor

Treat me like a bad guy
No u got it backwards
Try to get in my head
U ain’t got the password
All u do is call me ignorant
When I get my money fuck sharing it

I don’t wanna try no more
Giving up now, yuh I’m rolling on the floor
I don’t wanna try no more
Giving up now, yuh I’m rolling on the floor

Yuh it’s me and shawty In the 2 door
Yk that its moving to the dance floor
Driving so fast now we got 5 stars
Im so done think I might restart

stepback w/ deet

shoutout @funnycore @snip4rs

funnycore moment

lyrics
w!ldflwr:
I got knots all in my tummy
I don't think that this is funny
it all started going really bad when you said you don't love me
and I try and try again
but it seems like I just always fail
you're never gonna stop me
you should know that I will always prevail 
I'm so tired of you
and I've been stuck up in my mind
thinking why did I love you
where did it all go so wrong
and you're breaking my heart so I wrote you this song
don't waste all my time if you don't love me at all

snip4rs:
i've been calling you for hours
just answer my phone
i've been calling you for days
but it just goes to the tone
i've been crying over text
but baby i'm still strong
you can't tell me its okay
when I know that its just wrong (x2)

w!ldflwr:
i'm so sick of you calling up my phone
if you have another message
you can leave it at the tone
why don't you understand that I wanna be alone
all these words that you're telling me
they just shake me to my bones
I don't know!
I don't know if i'll ever be right again
don't you tell me that you love me
just to break me down again
said that you wanted me
then you said it was pretend
all this pain that you're causing me
yeah you cannot comprehend 
I see your eyes
I see your eyes

truth & lies w/snip4rs (funny x crusafix)

prod @sai 'v' 
art from tombdude 

i can't stop making a fool of myself
getting through all of this torture with the pain that i felt
and i have all of these consequences building my doubts 
making sure that i felt okay

hey, and i've been in a hurry
wanting to do everything in the story
making sure that i'm sorry
cutting me open just to feel like i'm sorry

and i can't (i can't) feel something
that i want to feel

what do you think that you're doing
do you think you're improving
what do you think you're proving
when you say that i'm nothing

what do you think that you're doing
saying you're something and never improving
cuz i don't know what i'm doing

you're feelin real sorry
is that the end of the story
conscience, fading so fast
make sure i die slow, make sure it lasts

i don't want to mess this up, no
i don't want to mess this up

i don't wanna feel
now what're u waiting for
the world is yours
break out your shell
and do something worth while

what's the rush? (sai)

crush

presave: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/sendflowrs/colourblind

(for the first time, in a long time, i started to feel things again, i started to feel happy..) 

and i swear to god i will be there for you 
whether or not it is cold outside
i can’t even front
heart stopped when i saw you
for a minute i was sure i had died 
now you don’t pick up anytime that i call you 
and i’m not used to swallowing my pride 
and you dropped your guard 
caught a hit that had floored you 
i’m out on the ropes but will turn the tide 

so i reject the light, 
sit up and cry 
i can finally see 
now ive opened my eyes
and that girl changed my life
but i guess it’s goodbye
and the day that you left
was the worst day of my life 
the worst day of my life 

and it never was the same, was it? 
oh was it?
i’m sick of calling your phone !!!!
when everytime i see you on it
youre on it 
you hide your screen and say no 
i’m fucking losing my shit girl 
honest
just stop it
at this rate i’ll never come home 
and she just screams in my face 
“i promise, i promise!”
she said she does but she don’t 

she said she loves me, she don’t :( 
i know she cheats tho
and i’m as sure of it 
as i’m sure in the spring the leaves grow
she left me 0 speech 
so i left that bitch at heathrow
now i’m at level 3 
put 20xp in free throw 
i’m fucked up
drunk love
real kiss 
fake hugs 
pour up
care plus
guess i should’ve learned
last time felt the witches burn, fuck
left me with a cold touch 
so i jus smoke n turn up 
get money in surplus

(and i know,
mmmmm, 
but she don’t,
mmmmm,
but she don’t) 


now you don’t pick up anytime that i call you 
and i’m not used to swallowing my pride 
and you dropped your guard 
caught a hit that had floored you 🥊
i’m out on the ropes but will turn the tide 

so i reject the light, 
sit up and cry 
i can finally see 
now ive opened my eyes
and that girl changed my life
but i guess it’s goodbye
and the day that you left
was the worst day of my life 
the worst day of my life 


(i guess i've been feeling... distant from you.)

colourblind (wisssery x noahmadethiss)

all dis hustle finna pay off if it wasn't for y'all I wouldn't be here.

tarot cards

Fruition w/ hamilton (jolst)

Luv U Btr

Voices In My Head

she said tell me what you’re feeling,
I don’t wanna tell her that I feel like shit,
she said tell me what you thinking,
I don’t wanna think if I think like this,

She said tell me that you need me, 
I don’t know how to reply, fuck this

she got up and now she’s leaving, 
and everyday still fucking think of that kiss 

I said tell me you love me baby, tell me you hate me, please help me find my way back home

She said tell me you’ll fuck me baby, you just frustrate me, id rather just be on my own

way back home

<3 eyes
beat by: @caps.ctrl (insta)
artwork by: @megantiax (insta)

lyrics:
i got heart eyes, 
she got cold lies,
she gonna bury me,
drunk at the cherry tree, already told guys
that she wanna die yeah, only in the night time,
told me she'll kill me only when the times right 
x2

but i dont wanna die yet, 
no, i dont wanna die yet,
ive been smokin all morning, i aint feelin high yet
spend 60 pound, pour a 4 in my sprite, but i dont wanna fly yet
too many people in this club, cant see where the line ends

cant see where the line ends,
dont agree with my mindset, 
i might chase this whiskey with a side of bleach, but i dont wanna die yet
just tryna feel some fuckin pain, and i dont wanna cry yet
stab me in the heart for the 15th time then run off hiding

thats you, my boo, why did you do this to me?
i've been screaming in my room, "why'd you do this to me?"
and then you told me that you loved me, that was news to me
but you were lying anyway, straight through your teeth

now im done, heart eyes, and you left me cold
no fun, your eyes, the stories they have told
about me crying in the freezing cold, 
the weekend passes, man im getting old
x2

heart eyes

lights out w/ throb

prod by Ryini Beats. 

this jealousy is gonna kill me.
I've learned to bite my tongue when im feeling upset.

Feels like I’m driving with my eyes closed, 
I can’t see,
And I’m upset, but it’s not down to me.
And that song you like’s been in my head since March 13’.
Just sweep me away girl, I’m down on my knees. 

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me. 
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my eyes are green with envy,
I can’t see,
She says she “loves me”, but why won’t she just leave?
And my love you don’t know, got me down on my knees,
My heart is blue girl, one touch makes me freeze

And my love, you don’t know the way you make me feel.
X2.

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me.
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my darling,
I’m tied down to you, now I can’t move,
Please tell me baby, what are you gonna do?
I can’t take a heartbreak, I’ll cry on my own,
I said the jealousy kills me, let me die on my own

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me,
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

thisjealousyisgonnakillme

(lyrics)
she said know your worth 
I think im worth a lot
lean got me feeling heavy like a cinder block
she don't like the foreign unless the roof drop 
whenever I act crazy she think that its hot 
I got bad habits 
really bad habits 
baby I got habits 
really bad habits
I got bad habits
really bad habits 
baby I got habits
really bad habits 
yeah
I can't complain because she don't care 
she said im too soft inside im like a build-a-bear
I turned off my location im sick of playing fair 
cuz baby 
I got bad habits 
really bad habits 
baby I got habits 
really bad habits
I got bad habits
really bad habits 
baby I got habits
really bad habits 
yeah

(kennedyxoxo)
she said know your worth but i’m worthless
she said i’m looking good but she perfect
ima give this girl the world she deserve it
cause all them days of being burned wasn’t working
she talking to me she tell me to stop it
and my low self esteem is fucking obnoxious 
a cup of the lean and a blunt of the chronic
my heart is in pieces so why do you want it 
i’m not coming home and i’m just being honest
cause i’m seeing ghosts and i feel like i’m haunted 
now i’m alone so you got what you wanted 
you say you love me we don’t have that in common

(hook)
I got bad habits 
really bad habits 
baby I got habits 
really bad habits
I got bad habits
really bad habits 
baby I got habits
really bad habits 
yeah

spotify <3

bad habits w/ kennedyxoxo (prod.yago)

Watch the "Barbie" Music Video: https://youtu.be/qNU-I7l395A
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