ur flowers are dying w/ sideview drive [wisssery/jolst]

produced by: @remghost
mixed & mastered by me 

lyrics:

on this bed i feel lonely
please baby just call me
my phone forever is on loud
but i can’t help but feel like
you just do not want me 
eventually i know you will 
on this night will you miss me?
i stare up at the sky
and pray i’m forever filled
with love, validations so hard when the person
u want don’t want u around 
u want don’t want u around 
that u want don’t want u around 

hands pressed to my head
i fucked up again
i can’t believe i just never learn
but the human function 
of learning love is 
so hard to understand
so i’ll just wait my turn 
i’ll just wait my turn 
like the rest of these punks
i over appreciate
these very pills that fuck me up
she don’t know what love means
baby u should look it up
i feel my hands sweating
heart stops
when i’m talking to you 

on this bed i felt lonely
and she didn’t call me 
so my phone on silent now ): 
i just couldn’t shake the feeling
that she did not like me
for once, guess i’m right, right now
and the sky looks the same
as it did before u took my heart
and just stomped it out 
i’ll just stop fuckin trying
and give you a smile
if i ever see you around .. 

i just pray i see u around 
i really hope i see you around

see u around (remghost)

switch it up 
you always say same the shit
and it’s boring 

and i 
think it’s love 
or is it simply just this feelin i’m ignoring

pick me up
i’ve been down
on this floor
i’m probably better off here

and it’s enough 
a simple text from somebody 
i feel better off 

i see red, i see red 
i see cops here 
kicked out the party
i’m the only one that’s lost here
calling u again and again 
ur just toxic 
leave me on read
once again, sleep on concrete

and i’ve been down before
but this is just a whole another level and

i feel rough 
i’ll miss your dog
i guess i’ll see u on the stairway to heaven 

and i guess that’s how it goes (it goes)
when you’re 25 years old (years old) 
and i don’t mind sharing 
i feel dead it’s the weed n these drugs that i’m dependent on 
x2

switch it up 
you always say same the shit
and it’s boring 

and i 
think it’s love 
or is it simply just this feelin i’m ignoring

pick me up
i’ve been down
on this floor
i’m probably better off here

and it’s enough 
a simple text from somebody 
i feel better off

watching sam sulek wbu (branwen + nevrfall)

prod. clear purple x maybe
@clearpurple

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

know i come off codependent 
i just want love and let in
break this soul i’d let you dead it
said home is where ur headed
i feel like i’ve never met it
still slitting paths of velvet
picture frame with shattered lessons
got me second guessing everybody, patterns second
after life come death, well i dont think that i accept it
just a coward little bastard, fearing countless changes 
with how im climbing them you’d think my mind is fucking everest
and even if i kill myself im sorry honest
shizu never wanted problems, but my songs adore it
so this leaking heart can bleed throughout the art its forming
take a breath, to telling everyone ur living for it
have mercy on me

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

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Fallin' Down

i ruin everything i fucking touch

prod: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_16

yeah i better wake up quick
"get it going, gotta get an iced out wrist
aint nobody going fuckin hard like this
and i been down bad but now im on my shit"
and all my friends
wanna act like i switched
now everybody wanna take a pic 
god damn
see your face on the gram
got me really missing when i could hold your hand

it's a lot to see u when i wake up
it's been hard to tell u that i want us
i ruin everything i fucking touch
and you'll get sick of me wont take much

yeah you'll get tired of me 
you'll just stop missing my company
it gets so hard to breathe 
wrist cut straight to the artery
i wish didn't push u away 
but sometimes i really don't know what to say
i see your eyes when u ask me to stay 
i just don't know how much i can take
and it's a lot to tell u that i love u
i swear it's me, i wanna trust u