thanks sm to   @pekarot_161

im sick of waiting come destrooy me now
laying in my bed wishing u were round
filling my name w poison all around
takn aim real quick cos ur gna shoot me down
jus to feel the hurt again made me look like a clown
thought i was fine without you but i feel it now
all these memories now, hidden beneath the ground
really loved ur house, oh where the fuk r u now

im sick of waiting come destrooy me now
laying in my bed wishing u were round
filling my name w poison all around
takn aim real quick ur gna shoot me down
jus to feel the hurt again made me look like a clown
bring myself to the pavement and theres blood on the ground

im sick of hurting cocme destrooy me now
laying in my bed wishing u were fukn round
but she was out to hurt me jus tryna crop me out
i find comfort in this hell aint got nothing left to sell
needa have a word with him its myself
everything that i do it go well
u know what do to break me down
still think of u cos im a clown
but she was out to hurt me jus tryna crop me out
i find comfort in this hell aint got nothing left to sell

thanks i guess it just gets worse

went for something different.
made this with the intention to expand my creativity as an artist
and the hopes to understand myself more as a person.
hope you enjoy :')
prod. @branwenmusic & @rvrhiv 🖤
cover art done by @akanenosketch

~~lyrics~~
(i got these daggers in my spine)
(they come right at me from the skies)
(just tell me why, why)

knowing that you’re safe
could you save me from this bad dream
know it’s kinda late
girl i’m sorry that i’m asking
glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat  
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within
until i meet an end
do you understand?

go into a rage 
when i see you in my sight
everyone the same 
and i always wonder why
tell me what it takes
just for you to stay mine

swear i’m fucking sick
everyone’s a prick 
running fucking swift
don’t ever stop, won’t ever quit
eh i was a mistake
in this world; why do i stay?
no, seriously.
THIS SHIT SUCKS!!!

hush…

glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat 
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within

i’m rotting from within!
i should probably go
there's blood under the snow 
infinity below
i hear the echoes of bellows

aren’t you just happy for me
i wanna be someone else
stuck inside a catacomb
it’s like my own personal hell 
just give me the signal 
and i’ll try to book it outta here
it’s not that i’m terrified
this is just how i look my dear 

i got these daggers in my spine
they started raining from the sky
i didn’t make it home in time
within your arms is where i lie

i rot, everything’s stupid 
i want you, but i’m useless
time’s not real, we are lucid 
i’m just, gonna lose it all


glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat 
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within
until i meet an end 
do you understand?…

infinity below [prod. branwen x rvrhiv]

prod @dercept
mixed and mastered by me 
on spotify 15th feb

lyrics: 

i said baby it’s your birthday 
do u wanna come thru?
i can drive u anywhere
and we can drop the sun roof
things are better in the summer 
only got a month to
i don’t even fuckin care about 
the holes i jump through

and you know i’m really sorry that your old friends grew,
think you need to fix up,
so fuck your new friends too 
got your pick of all the litter 
so like who u gon choose?
not me
it’s him
what the fuck did i do

and i know it’s your birthday 
and you’ll cry if you want to
i’m just telling you, that you’re dead wrong
because you’re gonna say something
and i know that it’s not you
so just get in the car and go home 
x2

(get in the car, get in the car, get in the car and go home x2)

i said baby it’s your birthday 
do u wanna come thru?
i can drive u anywhere
and we can drop the sun roof
things are better in the summer 
only got a month to
i don’t even fuckin care about 
the holes i jump through

and you know i’m really sorry that your old friends grew,
think you need to fix up,
so fuck your new friends too 
got your pick of all the litter 
so like who u gon choose?
not me
it’s him
what the fuck did i do

sunroof (dercept)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6CbxhNDiS43RkM728SpInl?si=e92a5e39fcfc4020
prod. @dercept + gateway & danielsara
cover art done by kittikyu <3

this ain't a ballad; fucking unbalanced
give me a challenge, i'm in the smog
tossed like a salad; thought i had talent, guess i was wrong 
putting the p in pain, everything ain't what i want 
you put that shit away, it's new a day, in a NEW DAWN

leeches! clogging every vein from the start
secrets!! i wanted to keep in my heart 
bleeding! blood is looking blacker than some tar 
don't communicate, because your brain's already charred

no chance, i ain't ever doing any shit like that again
i don't have an ego, but she fucking with my head
racking up the people that'll probably want me dead
said i'm fucking lethal, tell me what did you expect?

two-faced; show faith
walkin' round the town in my mind with a mace
i'm a fucking loser, so i never show my face 
wish i never knew her; couldn't believe what i'd say
so i rest admist the panic, going manic, tryna change
if ur talkin' shit then can-it, all your bullshit; it can wait
i got way too damn satanic, pull me closer to the flames
you should quit this life and hand it over, imma take your place

(i'm looking through the fog)
(i've been confused for so long)
(the things that i've undergone)
(are proof that i don't belong)

leeches! clogging every vein from the start
secrets!! i wanted to keep in my heart 
bleeding! blood is looking blacker than some tar 
don't communicate, because your brain's already charred

no chance, i ain't ever doing any shit like that again
i don't have an ego but she fucking with my head
racking up the people that'll probably want me dead
said i'm fucking lethal, tell me what did you expect?

leeches! [prod. dercept x gateway x danielsara]

prod me

our time has passed ik i need you here alone
your face looks nice from the pictures i see on my phone
you don't think twice when i tell you i've grown all alone
was i the one that you wanted before it begun

her name is poison and i am addicted
she cast flames on my heart, ik that shes different
i know  that im lame still living, this is what i predicted
no direction or aim, tunnel vision getting twisted
shes poisonous shes poisonous shes ignorant shes ignorant
shes poisonous shes poisonous shes ignorant shes ignorant
destroy me leave me out, you annoy me your a cow
got some grass to feed, hear me out
you on the fully feed, on the ground?

our time has passed ik i need you here alone
your face looks nice from the pictures i see on my phone
you hide everything you do i'm inside of everything i knew
wipe tears behind pine, get back beside my life
i love you how fuck me then tell me to be fine

her name is poison and i am addicted
she cast flames on my heart, ik that shes different
i know  that im lame still living, this is what i predicted
no direction or aim, tunnel vision getting twisted

video for disappear https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3UVq5v6jLk4

produced by @sinxi
lyrics

i am still her eyes lay heavy
ill keep you till you say I'm not ready
I was always ready, i was always ready
how is this real, your aim so steady
still buried where you left me
in frame is where ill never be
she claimed that she missed me
i don't really think that she missed me
she claims i sing you should hear me
i don't really think that you miss me

disappear

everything to me ft. days to waste

there's no love in those eyes of yours

prod: acey & @vito2300
master: @vito2300 & https://soundcloud.com/diskrypt

can we talk for a second 
i can't breathe when i'm next to you
stop for a second 
reassess what's gotten into you
tell me why i'm looking at a monster
a monster
i feel like a lamb sent to the slaughter 
the slaughter 

i suppose it's unavoidable
you were sent to kill me off 
so make it horrible
want you to cut around my neck 
like i'm deplorable
and i'll sit pretty for you 
rotting under soil 
oh i just give it up right 
i'm so easy don't lie
there's no love in those eyes of yours
oh i'm just wasting my life 
and it's just about time 
i'm just waiting to die
for sure

don't wanna tell you that i like it 
all the blood's got me excited
and if you wanna put me down 
i wouldn't mind it
you can treat me like a dog 
i love the violence
you can tell me what to say 
and i'll recite it 

if i'm the puppet 
you're the hand 
so pull the strings up
do you what you want 
i'll understand 
you're such a demon
(x2)

if i'm the puppet
you're the hand 
so pull the strings up 
do what you want 
i'll understand
you're such a demon
it's so hard for me to talk 
i can't speak up
if i don't see you at the end 
i love you so much

puppet

puppet (prod. acey & vito)

fill my lungs with nicotine and hate
alot of water running down my face
runaway to a hiding place
and seek some words from someone with your name

i could give a word or two about you
i know thats just never right to do
but every word im speaking out is true
i dont give a lot its more than you

i can take it but you dont give anything
i wish that youd lie to me, come lie to me again
i want you to hide with me, come lay with me again
i want you to fight with, come fight with me again
i want you to break it but weve broken everything
i dont wanna face it but its hard for me to leave
i dont wanna listen, so i wont hear anything
holding onto something i dont care if you dont

maybe this is all that ive got in life
writing songs about it pacing all the time
fighting with myself im pulling hair from the root
maybe itd be if i wouldnt intrude
on life
its yours not mine
i had my time
and blew it right
it goes
its everything around and i swear that it goes
i dont wanna ruin it by doing the most

hiding place

(prod. nightiger)

tell me where you at tho
you told me so direct, so
i can't really take no more
it's really time to let go

ari-ari-gato
waifu on my iphone
shawty so damn gorgeous that she gon' be my wife soon

the way that i be going
i'ma need a fucking wish
to keep up with my squish
pop out a couple kids
you been on my mind, baby
you gotta pay some rent
now i've been on some bullshit
so you won't let me in

i just really want you, shawty
you know what it is
you'll never work for shit
no, not a little bit
to spin you like a trophy, baby
i'll call that shit a win
you were hiding all this time, girl
where the hell you been

where you at, where you at,
yeah, she by the front door
i know that, i know that,
that you feeling unsure
plz attack, plz attack,
just kill all of my flaws
i'm on track, i'm on track,
to be needing some gause

d-a-t-a, never meant anything
having privacy is not in the mainstream
connect all my life, give me headspins
consume all my mind, i know everything

the way that i be going
i'ma need a fucking wish
to keep up with my squish
pop out a couple kids
you been on my mind, baby
you gotta pay some rent
now i've been on some bullshit
so you won't let me in

i just really want you, shawty
you know what it is
you'll never work for shit
no, not a little bit
to spin you like a trophy, baby
i'll call that shit a win
you were hiding all this time, girl
where the hell you been

where you at, where you at,
yeah, she by the front door
i know that, i know that,
that you feeling unsure
plz attack, plz attack,
just kill all of my flaws
i'm on track, i'm on track,
to be needing some gause

wish [prod. nightiger]

lyrics:
(heylog)
oh hi its nice to meet you
have i seen u before
if i did i wouldnt know it
pretty girls are in the fortress
i said its nice to meet you
i didnt know i was see through
can you talk to me like i am someone
it feels like im invisible

(yuno)
oh god i'm late to school 
oh god i'm super late
oh god my mom would kill me
oh god class girls a cutie
oh hi it's nice to meet you

(heylog)
she was saying that its nice to meet me
i know ive seen u before
did u know that i existed
run away down to the sandy shore
hi mom its nice to see you
are we gonna shop anytime soon
ur askin like a million questions
i know its nothing new

(yuno)
she said it's nice to meet you
just got off of the subway
can you tell me your name
am i dreaming of you
i don't think so cuz i can see you
you asked if i could show you around
so hi, it's nice to meet you
and now i think i'm bleeding

(heylog)
oh hi its nice to meet you
have i seen u before
if i did i wouldnt know it
pretty girls are in the fortress
i said its nice to meet you
i didnt know i was see through
can you talk to me like i am someone
it feels like im invisible

sunroof (dercept)

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