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BURGOS - PANCAKES

ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

Please save me sometime
It's feels like I've been waiting
Here my whole life
Back to facing the pain within
The tears on your face
Do they hurt the same

The longer we say goodbye
I'll lose all my patience
Caught in your stride
I told you, I've been here before
If you're leaving me vacant
Finish me off

Yet I'm so far down the Deep End
I'm seeing her
Will you help me here
I'm breaking, I'm back in hell

It's pinning me down like before
The last time I stand on my own
Reaching the gates, Dying young
The sooner I am to blame
This shit's all the same

While you're softly changing
And I'm slowly caving in
Waiting for something new
I found it here in you
You take me back
When I look in your eyes
You're my violet, beauty shines within
Now I'm bleeding out
I can't hide it, I still love you

Yet I'm so far down the Deep End
I'm seeing her
Will you help me here
I'm breaking, I'm back in hell

It's pinning me down like before
The last time I stand on my own
Reaching the gates, Dying young
The sooner I am to blame
This shit's all the same

Deep End

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Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
Mix/Master w/ Juan (JP)
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Lyrics :

you were free form
but goin in loops
well i was born to meet u
i'd always loose my mind for u
x2

oh girl i think you've turned me into a murderer
never hated til i heard the stories of your trauma
the stories of your endless trauma 

oh
lately i've been thinking bout killin that abuser for you
the only way to let u bloom
become so irrational
but u cared for nothing at all and would say....

it was a regular time..
she said "things would never go her way"
you were gaining comfort in strangers
you said
"throw another wreckage my way"

she said 
it was a regular time...
she said things would never go her way
you were gaining comfort in strangers
you said 
"throw another wreckage my way"

she said
it was a regular time
she said things would never go her way
oh 
she was gaining comfort in strangers
you said
"play another record and say"

say it was a regular time
she said things would never go her way
oh
you were gaining comfort in strangers
you said 
"throw another wreckage my way"

say it was a regular time..
she said "things would never go her way"
oh

you were gaining comfort in strangers
you said
"throw another wreckage my way"
my way my way my way

well i feel like an animal
ima rip the skin off bone
watch my prey moan
well fuck it these urges are gross
well fuck it i'll purge this parasite and its host oh
creating my feelings of 
revenge - that crazyness we all fall to
i remember u so...
as beauty refined
beyond every single 
creating of my mind

it was a regular time..
(well i feel like an animal...)
she said "things would never go her way"
(ima rip the skin off bone)
you were gaining comfort in strangers
(and watch my prey moan)
you said
"throw another wreckage my way"
x 2

say it was a regular time
she said "things would never go her way"
oh

you were gaining comfort in strangers
you said 
throw another wreckage my way

she said
"it was a regular time"
she said things would never go her way
she was gaining comfort in strangers
told me
"play another record and say"

say "it was a regular time.."
she said "things would never go her way"
you were gaining comfort in strangers
she said
"throw another wreckage my way"
throw another wreckage
throw another wreckage my way
throw another wreckage
ahhh

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cover art: https://soundcloud.com/dogpeni

Lyrics

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect
Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

I’m forever lost I don’t know my way (Lately)
Just Sippin white in the alley ways

Fade away, decay my days (I'm hazy)
I been working hard with no damn pay

Life is rough but its okay (I'm shaky)
I seen the dark I got better days 

Lose the weight (Save me)
I gotta leave you babe
You been killing me
And it ain’t okay

I ain’t even know no more (no more)
Trapped in a room no doors (no doors)
Bleeding on the cold stone floors (stone floors)
Living while I think what for (what for)

Love seeing my face cry
Say pretty boy you best stay high
You like seeing my tears slide 
I’ll kill us both, and I aint mind 

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect

Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

Never know, if I’m going die today
Fade away, pray I’m gunna make change
Escape my fate, baby why you pouring drinks
You love me cuz I love to drink
Baby turn you into me

Devil

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Devil (5head)  [Music Video ↓]

only feet apart (prod. kiraw)

Lyric AMV: youtu.be/y3Cx3QtPL0k

Rivilin https://soundcloud.com/rivilin
Nicolas Sales https://soundcloud.com/nicolassales

Lyrics

Hate you
You made me
Into something crazy

Hazy
I’m shaking
Bitch, I fucking hate you

HATE YOU
YOU MADE ME
INTO SOMETHING CRAZY

HAZY
I’M SHAKING
BITCH, I FUCKING HATE YOU

Fuck all your lies I am done with the bullshit
Bitch you got no one so now you come crawling
Bitch I was good to you, why you been screwing dudes
Thought I found love but all I got were trust issues

Fuck

Hate you
You made me
Into something crazy

Hazy
I’m shaking
Bitch, I fucking hate you

HATE YOU
YOU MADE ME
INTO SOMETHING CRAZY

HAZY
I’M SHAKING
BITCH, I FUCKING HATE YOU

Watch the dust settle in,
Light the torch, watch me burn
Place your teeth on my neck
Pierce the skin I don’t learn

Its too much for me lately
I don’t feel that you really get me
I cant cope on the daily
Shaking in the hands yeah everything’s hazy

You just watch me crumble now i cant come back
Bones start to wither away, now i have nothing left

Deteriorate

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Deteriorate w/ Rivilin (Nicolas Sales)

defilement exists because we do not know how to use the mind

Multilinear track 3/24 - Fire/Mind (Prod. Razegod)

Lyrics:
Don’t hold on, you can’t save it
Let the Fire burn now or you’ll waste it
When the light goes out I’ll find somewhere dark
That’s where I’ll stay
Don’t hold on, you can’t save it
Let the Fire burn now or you’ll waste it (I won’t waste it)
When the light goes out I’ll find somewhere dark
That’s where I’ll stay

Don’t even get me to start
Two dead friends, it hit ‘em straight through the heart
Take it all back, reliving it like its art
Break a bitch down, can’t break that shit apart
I could never be what I’m not
Coals burn hot, can’t ever run out of pot
Make it all gas, no stepping down on the red
Pulling all this flesh straight outta my fleshy head

Like I had have fuckin' guessed for you
Like I had of fucking guessed it (I won't waste)
But I never really guessed, so
Take a puff, slow your brain down

You do not know how long this life is offered to you
Why wait to find eternal joy?
Do not place external goals before the practice of
Disciplining the Mind

Don’t hold on, you can’t save it
Let the Fire burn now or you’ll waste it
When the light goes out I’ll find somewhere dark
That’s where I’ll stay
Don’t hold on, you can’t save it
Let the Fire burn now or you’ll waste it (I won’t waste it)
When the light goes out I’ll find somewhere dark
That’s where I’ll stay

x

Fire/Mind (Prod. Razegod)

Lyrics:

Solved a couple problems from the memories
Find me near a bottle when I clear my mind
Sorry broken promises could never leave
You ain't gotta call me girl I'll be fine
Me and her is something that'll never be
And I know that she miss me cuz she in my dreams
Falling through the past losing focus off track why the fuck you always laugh when I'm hopeless

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find i change a lot with the seasons I align

Coupled by the spirits that be guiding me
I wonder if we talked if they would be proud
Times I wish they'd tell me all the awful things
Ain't really what they seem and she just acting out
Following my dreams since I was kid
Skipping out on class living on the edge
Life is going fast if you wanted
Sometimes you should look at where you at
Where you going

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align

Cutting the act of course struggling the facts you forced
Running from the passed absorbed wrapped up in this wrath ignored
I was on a lonely track falling tryna make it back
And Kat pulled me out the depths thank her when you smile and pass
Think I'm and awkward mess mofuckas are not impressed
Huddled over a bible maybe its time I search inside the quest
And I'm exhausted stuttering like Busta Rhymes on crack
On that Chris Brown track before he slapped Rihannas ass
Laying inside my room I feel philosophical
Time slipping right by us why try live in denial fool
People are kinda rude that's why I'm always quiet too
Around people I don't know they got something they tryna prove
I never got that though
Notice I ride passed slow
Driving on wide back roads
Smiling though I been broke
My friends they got bags though
Left me don't call back no
They probably forgot of me honestly it ain’t surprising me

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align


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