written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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u care too much (for validation)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

Through the breeze past the trees can you hear me
calling calling for a remedy
you should know better, know  better stay away
everything I love turns to stone knowing im in this alone

heartbreak yeah you take just a part of me
in your pocket keep me close as you fall asleep
cut me down cut me down like im nothing
please just stay away this will never be something

so what do you know what do you see what do you feel
are your emotions just for me yeah are they real
blame my mental state for reasons why im not enough
blame the chemicals for why you ignore me a lot

learn to not let anyone in, I know its toxic, no
it hurts everyone I call a friend
but its the only way I know I won’t be let down again
so we just repeat the cycle of me just building up my walls until they come crumbling down

piling the up drugs to numb myself
you don’t like competition so you leave me on the shelf
until your ex-boyfriend hits you up asking where you’re at
yeah I don’t get it why I was used, I don’t understand why you think it’s ok

just to abuse someone who had best intentions
I didn’t get it but I tried to be there whenever you mentioned that
you were going through hell I wish that you could just tell
me what was really on your mind when you said I was empty

Cast Aside Time

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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Lyrics:

it hurts so much but we'll get there
and i'll
i'll go with you
we can older 
i'll finally get to hold you 
appreciate the beauty 
up there
x2

the one's your lead by
in youth
they're only saying the things you want to hear

so why are you trusting them your fears?
they'll only say what you want to hear
x4

it hurts so much but we'll get there
and i'll
i'll go with you
we can get older 
i'll finally get to hold you 
appreciate the beauty 
up there
x2

so why are you trusting them your fears?
they'll only say what you want to hear
x4

it hurts so much but we'll get there
and i'll
i'll go with you
we can get older 
i'll finally get to hold you 
appreciate the beauty 
up there
x2

we'll get there (away from headless crowds)

oceanheart4k

Stream On Spotify

Don't Be Scared

respawn w/ rivilin + ripthepetals (kukyo icey)

BEEN ON

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin
check my homie 
https://soundcloud.com/skylar_allen

looking down im not used to this
yeah under my feet into the black abyss
cus   ill stare at it as it stares through me
yeah its   under my skin yeah it yearns to be free 

cus i became the problem i never meant to be
cus i linger in the forest weighed down by the leaves
cus my mental capacity is over the limit 
if i stay anymore you know im gonna relapse

cus you always stare at me like a freak
no i never understood social interactions
i try to be numb for just one damn secound
so i hide in the daylight always under a disguise

driving around our old neighborhood
memories come back and the tears start to swell
yeah back then i still remember you
if i could come back yeah i would

most days im know not coping
im a piece of shit you know it to be true
you spend to much time just hoping
that if you pray maybe he will come back to you

if i could tell me lost friend something
i hope your listening, i really just miss you
i spend all my time loathing
the fact i let you go i cant accept its true

-- SKYLARALLEN

Tell me it’s all a game 
Cause you don’t feel the same 
Wont let you seal my fate
I been lost but I’m finally on the right page 
Wrong time I been caught up in the wrong place
won’t lie I was always tryna find ways
To get by all alone it’s a damn shame 
Never listen when they tryna get to my brain

Living in a battle perpetuating regret
I been thinking bout escaping instead of making amends
Everybody saying something but they just wanna pretend 
Looking round I cannot tell who’s an enemy or a friend 
Take it all away 
Til I know what’s meant for me 
I won’t go til I know it’s meant to be
Looking in the mirror wonder what is left of me 
Take a breath like I know it’s destiny 

Look around 
Fall back 
Feel the world in my hand like that
Take a breath 
Wont last
Monsters in my head I’m trapped

Water;Liar Ft. skylarallen

https://soundcloud.com/netuhbeats
@prodby_instinct

Lyrics

You ain’t gun visit me
Bitch you aint know this misery on god
Shit you be giving me
Chances like I got a problem and you got sum flaws

Twitching right to the beat (yaw)
Glitches in front of me (aww)
Is this how he OD’d (fuck)
Missing my brothers b (aww)

I ain’t got no one to save me
Some of my homies be poppin on daily
What the fuck am I to do when I hate me
Lonely and strung from the bottle that made me

Shady where I’m walking heat ain’t my safety
Give me some rainy, days and some eighties
Now sloth me popping like old times its great b
Shaky and broken now we on tha same beat

Baby don’t rape me
I aint wanna fuck but you made me
Piece of da trauma
Bitch you aint rlly know sloth yuh

This aint no fiction
My life be so fucked up, addiction
Wish I was kiddin
But im actively tryna fix it

You got your fingers under my skin
You love to wear my flesh as a coat while
You just wanna pop my teeth like bubble wrap
It’s not like you wanna know me

Bricks wrap around my ankles, your words are my noose
Yeah, cuz im used to being lonely
It’s getting harder to fight off suicidal thoughts
When all you ever do is remind me that

Im not worth your time, not worth your time
Wanna kick me on the ground, ripping out my eyes

Fuck

And I just watched this
(Wont you thread my bones together)
Happen to me on tha bed
Shit I got fucked yeah
(Drag me out for all the wolves to see)
But I ain’t nut at the end

Bitch I got problems
Falling to asleep cuz I’m bothered
(Cus im not worth anything to you anymore)
Sippin tha bottle
Dick won’t come up when I wanna

I ain’t got no one to save me
Some of my homies be poppin on daily
What the fuck am I to do when I hate me
Lonely and strung from the bottle that made me

Shady where I’m walking heat ain’t my safety
Give me some rainy, days and some eighties
Now sloth me popping like old times its great b
Shaky and broken now we on tha same beat

I ain’t got no one to save me
Some of my homies be poppin on daily
What the fuck am I to do when I hate me
Lonely and strung from the bottle that made me

Shady where I’m walking heat ain’t my safety
Give me some rainy, days and some eighties
Now sloth me popping like old times its great b
Shaky and broken now we on tha same beat

You ain’t gun visit me
Bitch you aint know this misery on god
Shit you be giving me
Chances like I got a problem and you got sum flaws

Twitching right to the beat 
Glitches in front of me
Is this how he OD’d 
Missing my brothers b

The Sin of Sloth

Trauma

⸸ spotify / apple ⸸

Trauma w/ Rivilin (NetuH & Instinct)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ @drunkgirl <3

the ones (who think they've figured it out)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals

yeah, is this just the price of existence
It’s nothing chemical I think it’s the distance
two wrongs make a right in the system 
and were both fucked in the head, what's the difference?


yeah I don’t feel the love or affection
sleep is better cus then my life is fiction
you always got time for him, 
so I sit in this dark room, steady wishing

yeah, I’ve been breaking bones to make it work
peel the fingernails you’re watching the skin burn
tell me what’s wrong? 
you’re always on ig live steady crying

yeah, maybe I was the asshole all along
watch the comments say that I was all wrong
I wish i wasn’t always alone, 
im always fucking alone, please pick up the phone

EXISTENCE; LOSING INTEREST FT. RIPTHEPETALS

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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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