The main guitar is a sample from "Raw Youth Collage" by Mura Masa
As always, Mix and Master is rough, just listen to it loud

I started taking Antidepressants recently and honestly it's messed with me in a lot of ways, I feel a lot less creative and everything feels sort of lifeless.
I started this track in January and could just never get it right, eventually I reached a point where I stopped caring. This was supposed to be a track for an EP but I know im never going to finish an EP so I'm just going to release it now.

Good Morning, You is about routine in a way, I've gotten so used to waking up, taking my pills, going back to bed, etc, etc
My sleep schedule completely changed and I'm constantly tired!

I am trying to work on new music, but it feels harder than it's ever been, I really struggle to feel any emotion at all which is normally a pretty good tell for me on whenever a song is worth finishing or not.

Until next time I guess


[LYRICS]

Sunrise on a familiar ceiling
There's something I can't change about it
So good morning, so good morning you
So good morning, so good morning

And I tell myself these things
To forget the "best of" the worst of times

And I'll bleed myself dry
Hang myself from the weather line
So good

So good morning, so good morning you
So good morning, so good morning
So good morning you, so good morning
So good

Good Morning, You

this track should be a part of collab w/ @inormusic but we ended up dump the project and yep will not finish it 

art by @lililjiliijili on twitter

shoujo last tour

Produced & Written by shadee
Mix & Mastered by Tezu

20221219

20042024_thats so crazy

steam

Call my bluff

Listen to 'Running Back to You' now!
https://open.spotify.com/track/6jU3o9Jv5QY5SgNy6dqhVD?si=43acabc5d924427f

@user-966704126
www.instagram.com/luminix_yt/

Running back to you
No
It's such a nonsense
But everytime I try to walk away 
Something pulled me back again
No
It's happening again 
Oh no
Why can't I stay away from you?
Back to you (the way how I'm addicted to you)
It's such a nonsense 
But no matter how hard I tried to pretend (no matter how far I go)
Something pulled me back again
No
I'm running back to you again
No
I'm running back to you again 
I keep coming back
Funny thing I've been running away
Try not to taking the fall
It's a funny thing I'm not dodging your calls again
No
It's happening again
Oh no
Why can't I stay away from you?
Back to you (the way how I'm addicted to you)
It's such a nonsense
But no matter how hard I tried to pretend (no matter how far I go)
Something pulled me back again
No
I'm running back to you again
No
I'm running back to you again
It's so hard to resist
No matter what you put me through (true)
It's such a nonsense
But I just keep coming back
No
I keep coming back
I-I-I-I-I-I keep coming back
No
I'm running back to you again
Back to you
It's such a nonsense
But no matter how hard I tried to pretend (no matter how far I go)
Something pulled me back again
No
I'm running back to you again
No
I'm running back to you again
I thought that I had moved on
But here I'm again
Back to where it get started
Round and round in the circles now
I got my google map but I'm still lost somehow
Caught in the tides of you
What am I supposed to do?
Yeah
Oh god
Why couldn't I say no?
Running back to you
No
Like what I always do
When everytime I try to runaway
There just something make me stay
No
It's happening again
Oh no 
Why couldn't I say no?
Nah (I'm losing anyway)
Running back again
Run-run running back again
Oh no (say no)
Even when it doesn't make any sense (no)
But here I'm again
Running back to you
No 
It's such a nonsense
But everytime I try to walk away
Something pulled me back again
No
It's happening again 
Oh no
Why can't I stay away from you?
Back to you (the way how I'm addicted to you)
It's such a nonsense
But no matter how hard I tried to pretend (no matter how far I go)
Something pulled me back again
No
It's happening again 
oh no
Why can't I stay away from you? 
Nah
Why can't I stay away from you?

LuminiX - Running Back to You

-14/08/24
the end of us

vocal by geovanna
https://www.instagram.com/brigitta_geovanna/

sendu ft. geovanna

recognition

[LYRICS]

There's a feeling inside of my gut that I just can't explain
I'm suffocating underneath the pressure I have put in place
 
Because I loved him
And once I had him
He treated me just like the others had before
He ripped my heart wide open
Then he slammed the door
And good God, I loved him
That's why I just can't ignore
The way I feel
 
Right now
 
I throw the chips across the table, money wasted on charades
I took a flight and now she laughs at all my songs in isolation
 
Because I loved her
And once I had her
She treated me just like no other had before
Like I'm an irritant
Down to the skin and bone
And good God, I loved her
That's why I just can't ignore
The way I feel
 
Heartbreaker, don't come running back to me
Rely on your pride while you get high next week
Heartbreaker, don't come running back to me
You're now only useful for turning grief into streams
Heartbreaker, don't come running back to me
Rely on your pride while you get high next week
Heartbreaker, don't come running back to me
I skipped right past you selling out D.C.
 
You're nothing to me

Alaska Sargent - the way i feel (heartbreaker)

Lines of Flight continues their evocative journey with the fourth installment in its Double A-side series: Distant Warning // Project and Ritual. Expanding on themes of isolation, solastalgia, and environmental damage, these tracks explore the emotional terrain of disconnection and the search for meaning in a fractured world.
Through layered synths and post-punk rhythms, Lines of Flight harness the energy and precision of their expanded five-piece sound. Distant Warning and Project and Ritual articulate a haunting sense of solitude, balancing personal introspection with global uncertainty. The release invites listeners to confront the realities of environmental and existential fragility.
Available on all major streaming platforms from 5 December, this release reaffirms Lines of Flight’s commitment to creating music that resonates with the complexities of our time.

Distant Warning (Double A-side)

마필님 감사합니다

(Intro)
모두가 웃는 크리스마스에 혼자 조용히 떠나겠습니다
저는 이기적일 뿐이지만 그대들은 참 아름답습니다


난 어떤 사람이였어
못나고 좀 추했지
눈치만 보다가 손 한번 뻗지 못했어
소소한 행복이 내 전부였는데
한순간 실수로 잃어버릴 뻔 했어
어떡해 무서워 다들 잘만 하던데 
난 왜 여기서 멈칫해
사라져도 남아있겠죠
마법같은 삶이였어요

당신들은 어째서 이런 날
좋아해주나요
나 자꾸만 보고싶어져요
내년의 푸른 밤
그 밤엔 나도 웃고 있을까 

막이 내려갑니다
정말 감사합니다
하얀 폭죽이 펑펑
못 다한 말이 텅텅
정말 수고했어요
우리 모든 추억은
겨울 밤 화려한
불빛에 반짝반짝

잊지 못할거야
눈보라를 뚫고 먹었던 그 떡볶이는
잠깐 동경했던 일탈
미술학원 옥상에서 마셨었지 강아
미안 소홀했어 가족
어쩌면 외면한거지 날 위했던 과거
그때 한 약속이 기억이 안 나 
앨범 속 안고있는 갓난아기 
행복해보여 웃고있는 당신들이
매일 손을 잡고 다닌 학교 2분 거리 귀갓길
가르치는 대로 상을 많이 타왔던
난 꽤 평범해 엄마
내 운명을 처음 선택한 날
중3 학기말 처음 당신들을 설득한 날
지금 당신들을 만나게 된 이유
나의 인연 모두 행복하길 빌어

당신들은 어째서 이런 날
좋아해주나요
나 자꾸만 보고싶어져요
내년의 푸른 밤
그 밤엔 나도 웃고 있을까

막이 내려갑니다
정말 감사합니다
하얀 폭죽이 펑펑
못 다한 말이 텅텅
정말 수고했어요
우리 모든 추억은
겨울 밤 화려한
불빛에 반짝반짝



(Outro)
지금까지 내 이야기를 들어줘서 고마워
마지막이니까 사랑한다고 말하고싶어

크리스마스 난간 Demo

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