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All My Life

still have lots to share but yea

where u are is the place that im at
ur brain is tangled in
all the thoughts you have
you dont show
you bring them to sleep
like little little child

guess ure better off alone
in ur little tiny zone

i wish i could tell you
but i just cant understand myself
what i can do is
make ur day
how was ur day
hope ur okay
wish i could stay

(verse2)
by the time when i think im feeling fine
id like to think that this would last 100 nights
i dont show
i bring them to sleep
like a little little child
guess im better off alone 
in my little tiny zone

i wish i could tell you
but i just cant understand myself
what i can do is
make ur day
how was ur day
hope ur okay
wish i could stay

i cant be close to you
cause im so closed to me
guess i dont know 
anything
anymore , so

im slipping away
but i cant help it
the words that you say 
its barely helping
im leaving today
i cant choose
so what am i
what am i
why why why

someday i imagine you holding someone else
ur such a good fit i can never tell myself

sadi

little tiny zone

hellooo (lyrics below)

its been so long 
your hairs gone long
we never talk cos it seems so wrong
still sing the songs
we sang along to
and no-one knew
they dont need to

we never talk
cos it seems so wrong
we act as if 
we dont get along
think its better for now
but i feel so numb
how about you?
how are u?

why cant i just tell my day to you
just like we always do
and youll tell ur day and we’ll be okay
but now it sounds so rude

guess we’ll never be the same

u act like u felt nothing?
but i swear we felt something
what was that for?

was it true, i have no clue
u could tell it just between us two
i want to talk this through
we need to talk this through 

why cant i just tell my day to you
just cos i want to
we’re better off just thinking we both changed
dont u think that too?

guess we’ll never be the same
and ill always feel this way

and ill always feel this way
but im hoping im okay
ill be okay , ill be okay

numb

fav cover so farr +++  soren/beabadoobee instrumentals by urs truly

Soren -Beabadoobee (COVER)

anjay sadi

https://soundcloud.com/shadeeqap

go ahead lose a friend /remix\ ft. shadeeqap

up air 2 dis joker 🤡

eggy : https://soundcloud.com/v3n0m-xd
boodles : https://soundcloud.com/noodlesbutwithb

@boodles - pink lucina (eggboi edit)

prod. saucemachine_ on instagram

https://youtu.be/tu_Fm3Lnaf8

babe i know that if you're down to go and grab some food
i'll go tag along and maybe get a snack or two
make us happy with a soda and a number 2
then i'll realize that i love you more than i can do

babe i know that if you're down to go and grab some food
you know that i'll be right there in t-minus 2
pick you up right at your house and sing to catchy tunes
then i'll realize that i love you more than i can do

we've been friends for so long now
i never thought that you'd be my crush
i hope you feel the same if i tell you now
i'm pretty sure you love me cuz i get the vibe

just tell me if you're up i'll go 
faster than a rocket
treat you like my queen cuz
you deserve more than a hot bitch
i like the way you smile and when your eyes glare at my pupil
when you dress with lower effort
i think it looks  cuter

give your honest feelings babe
i don't really care
the world goes in slow motion when
you're playing with my hair

you can be my bonnie and i will be your clyde
if you're feeling lonely you i'll hold you till you're fine

i love you now
so why don't you try?

ilynswdyt?

wont let my brain rewind today
making me think she feels the same
cos it plays as if you like me but you dont
and its so perfectly shot i hope you know,

at night my brains stuck on replay
fooling myself she wants to stay
cos its so perfectly shot i hope you know,
that im sorry that i like you although u dont

we’re wide awake but we’re playing different scenes
and i just wish that we could just hit repeat
but you just hate that we cant just press delete
but its so perfectly shot i hope you know,
that im sorry that i like you although you dont

omg i think that i like you
but you cant wait till i move to someone new
but i just keep falling again and again 
and again and again and again and again and again and again and again

we’re wide awake but we’re playing different scenes
and i just wish that we could just hit repeat
but you just hate that we cant just press delete
but its so perfectly shot i hope you know
that im sorry that i like you although you dont

wont let my brain rewind today 
wishing that day will come again 

:  )


artcover drawn with Procreate

—although u dont—

ORIGINAL SONG :
https://soundcloud.com/miruiii/1111a-1

mirui - 11:11 (boodles cover)

performed by shadeeqap n eggboi
produced by tendō 天道 guit by shadee

happy bday afamana :))

(shadeeqap)
hey afamana i hope that ure doing fine at home
today u dont worry 
need to thank you cos
u kept me so sane for being real with me 
king of lofi ur 19
happy birthday afamana we got ur back bro youll see

(eggboi)
we aint know each other
for that long
but just u kno
u r da goat
so please
come and join our
calls next time
cause i rly wana talk to u

happy bday
afamana 
ur the coolest guy
that i've ever met
6 foot
big guy
big bro
sick cat
no one dares 
2 fuck wit u
king of lofi 
das so treu

(shadeeqap)
wish u all the best im happy that ur part of us
we’re letting u know that u mean so much to three of us 
and i hope that we can meet soon 
19 can be tough but know u got the three of us 

hey afamana i hope that ure doing fine at home
(we wish u all the best bigguy)
(today u dont worry) 
cos u know u got the three of us
king of lofi ur 19
happy birthday wishing youll enjoy ur day

*bzzzt connection interrupted*

(tendo)
ngomong alfamart dimana

(tendo's sister)
alfamart dimana
afamana (in reverb)

*bzzzt connection interrupted again*

HAPPY BDAY AFAMANA!!!

prod. by Lee

kinda tired being all alone
i wake up in the morning, nothing on my phone
last night, i think that i was dreaming
when i see you in that dress, oh god, u look amazing 

i mean it, i will never lie to you
i thought that we had something baby
tell me how bout you?

cause if you do, just see me
tonight at the rendezvouz
and maybe we can talk about something
that is new

sometimes i think about the things that we could do
then place we could go to
there's only me and you

sometimes i think about the things i'd do for you
i wish you want me too
so just let me love you

i got caught in a landslide
ima crawl my way to you
we got caught in a landslide

tell me why do i feel right
tell me do you feel it too
tell me why do i feel right

tryna get to you
but i don't think that i can do it
my insecurities, they tell me
boy you gotta quit it

man look at yourself
look in the mirror
are you that type of guy
that shawty wanna do, huh?

and i don't fuckin know
why the fuck i wrote this verse
i got like a couple minutes
before this shit gets worse
so maybe if you want
we can meet tonight
i'll meet you at the usual
i'll order what you like

sometimes i think about the things that we could do
then place we could go to
there's only me and you

sometimes i think about the things i'd do for you
i wish you want me too
so just let me love you

48 (demo)

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