project

my first ever live show! 

(some are missing because some are unrealeased and the released ones are not on soundcloud) (sorry i will do better at putting my music in one place) 
LOVE YOU ALL

PAYU& MUSIC NIGHT 5/26

kalma

jhoanhsukd prod. afamana killed this 
@afamana @afamana @afamana @afamana @afamana @afamana

i jus wanna be with u dont gotta think about the love that breaks

Be with u (p. afamana) !

The Panasdalam Bank - Cita-Citaku (2003)

https://www.tiktok.com/@dzzrmat/video/7049251026498505986?is_copy_url=1&is_from_webapp=v1

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DTc1w32Vbeo

circle the drain -soccer mommy

https://on.soundcloud.com/mYhVmjhkbFU3giaIX8 check out new post

nights like this - kid laroi (slowed and extended to perfection)

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BETTER VER: https://soundcloud.com/afamana/go-ahead-lose-a-friend-remix

I’ve been thinking about you lately 
And the thoughts just drive me crazy
Cause you’ve been talking about me daily
Like we never really met

They all act like they don’t know me
And the thought just drives me crazy
Well I guess they just don’t deserve me
As I say it all over again

Go ahead lose a friend for your girlfriend 
Everyone around me all just acts the same
Go ahead lose a friend for your boyfriend
Just don’t show up and think that I could be your bridesmaid

Go ahead lose a friend for your girlfriend
Everyone around me all just acts the same
Just don’t show up when you’ve broke up and you’re lonely
You’ll probably miss me and say shit things like you’re sorry

I thought we were kinda pretty
And the thoughts just drive me crazy
But I don’t care about you lately
They said I should act more friendly 
(so)
Maybe ill dive right in the pool of telling myself
I’m not the fool
Maybe ill dive right in the pool of

Try living in a new city
Again and again and again

Go ahead lose a friend for your girlfriend 
Everyone around me all just acts the same
Go ahead lose a friend for your boyfriend
Just don’t show up and think that I could be your bridesmaid

Go ahead lose a friend for your girlfriend
Everyone around me all just acts the same
Just don’t show up when you’ve broke up and you’re lonely
You’ll probably miss me and say shit things like you’re sorry


Bet if I told them I cried
They would know that you lied
So go put up a smile
And live a good lie

Bet if I told them I cried
They would know that you lied

Grow up grow up
This songs for you
This songs for her too
Maybe I’m not the best
But at least I’m not a mess for you

sadi

go ahead lose a friend

Horizons

Rising

Sunny Side Up

hellooo (lyrics below)

its been so long 
your hairs gone long
we never talk cos it seems so wrong
still sing the songs
we sang along to
and no-one knew
they dont need to

we never talk
cos it seems so wrong
we act as if 
we dont get along
think its better for now
but i feel so numb
how about you?
how are u?

why cant i just tell my day to you
just like we always do
and youll tell ur day and we’ll be okay
but now it sounds so rude

guess we’ll never be the same

u act like u felt nothing?
but i swear we felt something
what was that for?

was it true, i have no clue
u could tell it just between us two
i want to talk this through
we need to talk this through 

why cant i just tell my day to you
just cos i want to
we’re better off just thinking we both changed
dont u think that too?

guess we’ll never be the same
and ill always feel this way

and ill always feel this way
but im hoping im okay
ill be okay , ill be okay

numb

anjay sadi

https://soundcloud.com/shadeeqap

go ahead lose a friend /remix\ ft. shadeeqap

half-assed remix w shitty 808s

shadee : https://soundcloud.com/shadeeqap

shadeeqap - numb (eggboi remix)

https://soundcloud.com/shadeeqap
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[Lyrics]
i think its cool that we care about eachother silently
its getting dark but its so hard for me to fall asleep
cos in my mind ur still the guy i know u used to be
失敗したけど謝った方がいい

drink coke 毎日
カルピスを飲んでしまって
smoke cigs 毎日
talk about me cos i wont be there

u think ur so damn cool and think u have a clue 
but you
smoke cigs 毎日
talk about me cos i wont be there 
cos i wont be there

in my mind ur still the guy i know u used to be
i dont mind if we dont meet till we get our degree :(
i know love is the answer
but i dont think that counts for you 

drink coke 毎日
カルピスを飲んでしまって
smoke cigs 毎日
talk about me cos i wont be there

u think ur so damn cool and think u have a clue 
but you
smoke cigs 毎日
talk about me cos i wont be there 
cos i wont be there 


# artcover.lyrics,instruments by shadeeqap

drink coke 毎日 -shadeeqap&afamana

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Childish Games

Spotify

♬♫♪◖Childish Games- Etude no.2 in D# minor◗♪♫♬

wont let my brain rewind today
making me think she feels the same
cos it plays as if you like me but you dont
and its so perfectly shot i hope you know,

at night my brains stuck on replay
fooling myself she wants to stay
cos its so perfectly shot i hope you know,
that im sorry that i like you although u dont

we’re wide awake but we’re playing different scenes
and i just wish that we could just hit repeat
but you just hate that we cant just press delete
but its so perfectly shot i hope you know,
that im sorry that i like you although you dont

omg i think that i like you
but you cant wait till i move to someone new
but i just keep falling again and again 
and again and again and again and again and again and again and again

we’re wide awake but we’re playing different scenes
and i just wish that we could just hit repeat
but you just hate that we cant just press delete
but its so perfectly shot i hope you know
that im sorry that i like you although you dont

wont let my brain rewind today 
wishing that day will come again 

:  )


artcover drawn with Procreate

—although u dont—

hi its 5 bye 
EDIT: THE ENDING IS SO BAD BYE

i move a lot but thats just how ive gone through all my life
please dont remind me that i havent found myself this time                      
just give that kid a little time
i promise she will be just fine 
please dont remind me that i havent found myself this time

life is just a test you know
once u get it through youll know
life is full of miracles
relax do great be proud of the things you do
she just hopes she’ll fit in for awhile
not for long
cos nothing seems to last for her
this time she’ll just let go

:  )

home14

me
GUITAR SOLO PERFORMED BY @fluidscent @fluidscent @fluidscent : D

didnt make the most out this month 
only went to see autumn trees once 
prolly should go out but my minds way to noisy n it hurts alot     
feelin useless 

HOOK
(they told me im responsible)
and i miss having fun but theres no use
ill always fuck it up at the end i got no clue
maybe they were right when they said i missed the old u 
this aint about love all im tryna do is stay true 

drifted out of town where i was jus getting used to
people calling up saying things i was accused to 
im way too nice gotta hold me but i need u 
this aint about love all im tryna do is stay true

HOOK

(i dont wanna wrap my mind her everyday
this aint about love all im tryna do is stay true
i wanna write it like i mean it 
i dont wanna wrap my mind her everyday)





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silver glob

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