March 2019

IN A REAL LIFE

Heres another great song. I hope it makes you as happy as it made me while I made it. I love everyone.

duckboy 2

500 Degreez

YOU DOING BAD THINGS ON VIDEO @MACKNED @WICCAPHASE

GIN & TONIC W/ WICCA PHASE SPRINGS ETERNAL PROD. BY WITCHCRFT

Have a great day everyone :( </3

Mixed and mastered by Azera

Life Is Green (Prod. Charlie Shuffler)

the largest portion of our tax money goes to military, how wacky.

(in this i attempt piano, don't judge)

lyrics:.
i make bombs for a living
i do not think of what they'll do
i provide for my family
'cause it's what i have to do

i make bombs for a living
i ship them off to someplace strange
they'll hover over some small family just like mine
-- but i cannot think that way.

i make bombs for a living

soundcloud.com/prodreaper


another night i would've wished that you were here 
i'm kinda high but still it never really stick
yeah i used to sit around just reminiscing
but now i'm tryna figure out a way to make a difference

turn around i see you standing in the sunlight
but i can't look cause everything around me so bright
sometimes 
i just wish i wouldn't be up all night 
and i don't ever really like it going outside

and if you love me why you treat me like you do
you always left me out the loop
and i got nothing left to lose

i ain't your trophy you can't put me in your room
with every heart that you collect 
you never really had me fooled
(i kinda knew)

i gotta pack up all my shit 
i'm on the move
i think i need another hit
don't feel a thing at all unless i'm taking two
still i can't forget it i be holding onto you
i got a pill to help me go and find some closure really soon

know you wouldn't answer 
if i ever tried to call
blow me off again
i know i'm not the one you want at all

you got me all tied down
now i'm strung up
i always felt that i was up against a lost love
i never said i wouldn't quit you should've saw
i wouldn't put up with your shit
don't you pretend you didn't know

i guess i'm not that right for you
i didn't ever really wanna have to fight for you
and i don't ever wanna lie to you
i think i left it where i should've least i tried to
(tried for you)

bury me with several little roses by the words
and write my eulogy in sentences that make me look the worst
i'll have dependency
addicted 'til i'm rotten with the worms
no i don't think i'll ever end it
got me caught up in a curse

If You Love Me (prod. reaper)

ft. @thatxweirdkid

no samples
prod. 1080p dreams

lyrics:

1080p dreams:

I've already had enough today
another freak loser outcast kid who never could fit in
I don't hate this town but it hates me
it feels like my bullies and teachers are conspiring against me now
I wish they'd just leave me be
and let me live
I'm not trying to be different 
I'm not trying to be anything
In this particular instance, I'm finding it hard to pay attention
sometimes I stare off into the distance, I don't know why
I'm getting hardly any mentions
sometimes being a nobody makes me want to die

that weird kid:

stupid
written on my head
it's for the birds that shit they said
that weird kid with no friends
no one cares for me at all 
no one cares for me at all
I know I gave you everything that you wanted
in my own mind
gave you everything that you wanted
like a land mine 
goodbye (boom)
got you there cause you don't know inside my head (boom)
got you there cause you don't know my head
common misconceptions drop me 
like lead
stay in bed
cause I don't know my head

1080p dreams:

still getting hardly any mentions
sometimes being a nobody makes me want to cry
I'm finding it hard to make connections
my social skills could use a little work yeah I won't lie
now I'm bored and restless in detention 
I'm thinking about her while I'm watching the paint dry
I've always had trouble with paying attention
sometimes I stare off into the distance, don't know why

sometimes I stare off into the distance ft. that weird kid

Lyrics:
yeah my day ones always know me and they say that im the best
yall support me at my lowest you know i can pass the test
shouts out Daniel and July and Nolan, Traviks all the rest
know ill make it to the top one day i wont take any less

got my fans and all my fam i wake up feeling very blessed
keep my friends all in my circle i wont let them get finessed
buy a rolly if i wanna and ill get it on request
just a kid from out in nowhere in the mountains who'da guessed

sip wit shawty and she naughty got a body and she not a thotty
tell somebody i aint sorry sippin coffee on me
pay for saki teriyaki anything its on me
i been jolly olly smokin holly like a hobby

shawty wanna ride cuz she say that she glad now
chillin in the smoke in the night its a mad house
coolin on the couch sip patrone bouta crash out
see the world i float while i move up the rank now

know you be rockin and rollin cuz you be feelin the flow
i got some money in pocket and i aint lettin it go
but first i buy some new o̶m̶i̶t̶t̶e̶d̶ yeah boy you already know
im piling stacks to the ceiling you know im ready to go

i know that yall been heard my name cuz who the fuck dont know me
and yall best come at me different cuz i am not your homie
and i aint tryna write a rap with randos i dont know G
so ima stick to myself and im gonna grow on my own G

yeah my day ones always know me and they say that im the best
yall support me at my lowest you know i can pass the test
shouts out Daniel and July and Nolan all them and the rest
know ill make it to the top one day i wont take any less

got my fans you all my fam i wake up feeling very blessed
keep my friends all in my circle i wont let them get finessed
buy a rolly if i wanna and ill get it on request
just a kid from out in nowhere in the mountains who'da guessed

foxe

before i go (prod. HXRXKILLER)
hopefully this song...(prod. HXRXKILLER)
you look stupid (ft. Jackie Platinum)

you look stupid (ft. Jackie Platinum)

guitar by @noahwalker

thank you everyone that's been showing love lately

Nightlight

i lost myself and wasn't seeing it through
the fever that grew, i dreamed it was you 
i stopped and fell into a sea of abuse
the fever that grew, i dreamed it was you
forgot the help that i’d known and lost myself without hope 

i lost myself and wasn't seeing it through
the fever that grew, i dreamed it was you
i stopped and fell into a sea of abuse
the fever that grew, i dreamed it was you
i want to stay but i know our days are numbered
i’ve lost all hope

i’m haunted by this mess and just want to know what's next
i long for what is left but i just need some rest  
i watched the light turn red but crossed despite their death
i’m constantly obsessed

i lost myself and wasn't seeing it through
the fever that grew, i dreamed it was you

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