Inspired by that friend I sent my previous demo.
I actually did interpolate those songs in my tags, although not well.

[LYRICS]
Thanks for all that truth you bring
reminding me that I'm a whore
I did not need to remember that any more
Than I already do to keep myself self-aware
And ensure that I am scared
Of everything


B			C#m
I know that you'd never call me a slut,
but I would
		G#m
and that's self-depreciation, but so what?
I said what I could
and took it for granted
that you [could/would] listen
whenever I vented

C#m			  B
Constantly complained and barely even meant it
	A			D
Reading it over, it was clearly egocentric
	A		Bm7
Now I am jealous because you have friends and
I am too nervous to talk to them when
You are around or we're sitting down
To eat out our problems
Now I am losing pounds
Yet drowning in my weight
I already ate enough
I can never make enough
sense of issues I made up
and
I am sinking
You are wading
And I wait for another chance

I know that you'd never call me a slut,
but I would
and that's self-depreciation, but so what?
I said what I could
Never said what I needed, so no one could feed it
Still do not know what 'it' is except that it is lacking
Leaving slack on the rope to keep my jaw open
Sometimes I was hopeless, so I said it loud
so you go in my mouth, now I can't tell you nothing

	Asus2				    C#m
My ground and misaligned teeth were hard to clean
			F#m			G#m	
but now that they are straight, messes are easy to see

Self-Sinking, So What?

Sub-par singer/songwriter, mashup maker, "plays" guitar and keyboard.
I'll eventually publish something, I promise!!

Self-Sinking, So What?

Cecil Arjun