i’ll update soon w/ lxst boy’s lyrics. much luv, ty all 4 being here 🖤🖤

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

how he tryna live life when its lost sight what the mission is
felt all bright till dawnbreak, ironically
every light gone, from the flash of nikons to back of the tunnel
only missing hits and remnants of honesty
flood memories drift thru in waves, its futile when numb
aint even get to see a fucking funeral as a son
r.i.p. 2 mom honestly i miss u to death
never fucked w/ change anyway, they couldnt have told me to run
all you fake peace in violence
find me
lying alone inside a home which only i reside
could teach u how 2 move in silence, witness the eyes
snooze buttons barely hit at 2 sumn at nite
the sunken shell of what useless human u used to find
pictures defined by distant moments in a living mind
and different thoughts of faded people from the afterlife
still affecting me to this day but swear to god i tried

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

r.i.p. ft. lxst boy (1080PALE)

u got the coldest heart? thats what u think, u not seen mine

haunted house [ushanka boy]

lyrics 

notes in my
notes in my bag
tell stories of a man who 
had gone too far back
scooping out my brain with her hands
oh its bad
scooping out my eyes with a spoon
its gone bad
in the frontlines
i had seen them ripped apart
on the other side of the tracks i lost my heart
pretty coastlines
pretty soon ill depart
in the midst of it
i try to leave my mark

maybe misheard me when i told you id be back
maybe u deserve the shit im pulling out my bag
i cant say no more to this shit you try to act
i cant take your words to my brain its like some lag

match and a gasoline tank
mask n it covers my face
it takes me a moment to brace
im burning this shit from the fence to the lake
i steady hate how it tastes
still i be killing my brain
the beams fall and crush both ur legs
lie in this mess u had made

notes in my
notes in my bag
tell stories of a man who 
had gone too far back
scooping out my brain with her hands
oh its bad
scooping out my eyes with a spoon
its gone bad
in the frontlines
i had seen them ripped apart
on the other side of the tracks i lost my heart
pretty coastlines
pretty soon ill depart
in the midst of it
i try to leave my mark

the frontlines

the frontlines (tiedforsilver)

Thought I had a better sense of this 
Astigmatism showing images that I don’t think I’ll miss 
At the cross road lamp lights circle in the mist 
What direction can we figure from the list 

Headed straight right through the shadow 
Got a fast pace walk past the gallows
Fortified gate I’m not mistaken 
Better not be me that you’re replacing 
Can I use that match this needs inhaling
I saw you tranced up by this painting
All the details ever striking 
And we hesitate but only slightly 

i didn’t wanna be here in the first place so when you’re ready let’s go
she put big rocks in this blunt i feel my skin turn to stone
so imma be up all night
just perfecting these songs
i’m sorry im late i was just spinning think these pills make me more drunk
i swear its not even fun
love, baby tell me that i am the one
and what’s said is done
swear this denim packed with toxic
i can’t feel my lungs
you should check your phone i think too much
and i miss your touch
please excuse the interruption when i grab the clutch
imma be driving all night

imma drive up that road that we both know too well 
By the back of our hands our palms can sense it when the ridge fell 
I’m keeping two plates on me 
I can’t decide for your eyes sake baby 
I’ll keep it low just like the temperature this morning 
let’s keep on sorting 
this mess could you adorn me 

Headed straight right through the shadow 
Got a fast pace walk past the gallows
Fortified gate I’m not mistaken 
Better not be me that you’re replacing 
Can I use that match this needs inhaling
I saw you tranced up by this painting
All the details ever striking 
And we hesitate but only slightly

lamp light ft. notahero (cl6udy)

Lyrics-

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me 

 I just  can’t escape 
All of the calamity thrown in my face 
Shit I got enough on my plate 
But i eat it up and dont leave non to waste 
And honestly id rather rot in this hell
Than ever step foot inch’s out of my shell
Im comfortable here as if you couldn’t tell 
Now I’m getting tired of repeating myself 

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me

calamity p. wraithontheporch

produced by cxrter & cl6udy
mixed & mastered by backyard beetle
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
seeing faces all around me
i’m just coping in the backseat
bright stars, yeah they gleamin’
tweakin’, i just lost another weekend
everybody living like it’s so easy
then switch up on me saying i don’t got a reason
same coat, four seasons
october my reality, yeah you know i’m breezin’
let me know if i’m a burden
i don’t belong, yeah i’m certain
watching skies fade blue
am i inferior to you?

seven days and i can’t get rest
five calls, now my phone’s dead
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you
ponder all of my setbacks
i’m a needle in a haystack
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you

talking like nobody even knows me
yeah i know that you’ll forget me in the nosebleeds
rhinestone on my ribcage
all this pressure, i’m a lightweight

seven days and i can’t get rest
five calls, now my phone’s dead
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you
ponder all of my setbacks
i’m a needle in a haystack
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you

same coat, four seasons (prod. cxrter x cl6udy)

Shout out halfhearted for working on this with me 🫶🏻

You haven’t seen the worst yet w/ halfhearted

prod dash 

sample from whiplash
lyrics ⬇️
theres not a future thought in my head oh well
well i could tell you what i want next 
but you would yell
yell at me for my best
for secrets that i had kept
then wonder why i aint slept
oh well
think this is something i cant repeat
keep stoopin low
you gonna find me out in a ditch
i dont want you to know
i dont think i dont think i can be seen like this
id rather you go tell everyone im just in an abyss
stuck out in the snow
way too cold so i couldnt flinch oo

think my lil brodie jus hit em a clip
360 y y hit on yo miss
and he doin damage so that you cant stitch
all of the stuff that you wish he aint did
act like my wifi aint runnin so i could just possibly find me some rest
act like this wachu been wantin
honestly please come be my guest

white paint on my whip
all of my vices green
i dont want you to trip
but i dont wanna you to cling
like what do u mean

well its pretty easy if you would just listen just for a minute 
i could tell u how i really have been 
like walkin to finland
thats how the distance feels between us when you get tempted
if i had wishlist you wont get it
ill throw that lil promise over the hedge

hits like a comet covered in ship
if we woulda saw it it would be sick
hints like a comment you wont forget
but we had a problem thats what we missed
covered in star dust under the mist
woulda been harder not to be hit

barley had started when you had dipped
hate you departed think we had skipped
my head been clouded hate to admit
i hope these feelings diminish they cant replenish
you act like a skit but this now a show
like where did u go
if i had a blick then i woulda blown
like you didnt know

and i cant explain how im feelin alone
every night i feel like theres not a phone
no where to reach
nowhere to be
part of me feel like im left out to bleed

finland (dash)

thank you guys for the beat, love all of you deadwood

lyrics
-=-=-=-
I don’t mind
When you don’t find the time
I think I like sometimes 
to be alone
Cause you just twist my words
And you make sure it hurts
I never get hopes up
That you’ll atone

I been back on the pills, shit
I don’t wanna feel this
When the thoughts all flood back
I just kill it
I been up and restless
Hoping for a check in
Praying for a message
Knowing damn well it’ll never come
And I’m not the one
You made sure I knew that
Hearts go flat,
It’s just time that proves that
That's what you said
Misconstrued? 
That’s every word by fucking word

I think everything will turn out for the best. (wraithontheporch x NE'ERDOWELL)

make it now

goin' with the flow

静けさ - shizukesa

alt rap
[Ｔｉｍｅｌｅｓｓ]
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influences: aries, supachefm, 9tails + sewerperson, shinigami, kevin kazi, 49bags, guardin, atlas, noname

r.i.p. ft. lxst boy (1080PALE)

shizukesa.