best of shizukesa. (love you brother)

Keeping Me Sleeping

yaseen

rap shizu

ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴊᴇ ᴀᴍᴀʀᴛᴇ, ᴀʜᴏʀᴀ ᴇꜱᴛᴏʏ ʟʟᴏʀᴀɴᴅᴏ ᴇɴ ᴍɪ ᴀᴜᴛᴏ ☁️

Ｈａｕｎｔｅｄ

The Beat ft. MF DOOM

new ep soon <3

lyrics

stay up, if i go to bed can't bake up
get scared to death imma wake up
break down, i'm a fuck up
babe you look great
makeup, and she out in town
i don't go around, i'm not going out
(i don't go around, i'm not going out)
(i'm not going out)

motivated, 2am by then i'm hella faded
bitch i'm elevated, ion choose to wait
hella shoes to fill, but i got empty plates, and a couple spills, i'm not doing great
losing weight, but i'm keeping pace with the tracks i make
i hope they relate to the shit i say
know the words hit worse, when you see
the weight
feel the power struggle of my sentimental
with a better mental
my new fashion recently blackened
but newsflash i don't interact with no-
woahhhh (yuh), tell me what you need from me
i know i'm bad but i been changing like the leaves, honey
don't even need money
just wanna make my shit and smile and really be something 

𝖕𝖑𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖊 𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖑𝖊𝖙 𝖒𝖊 𝖇𝖊 𝖓𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌

*kill or be killed
by myself i'm the king of this hill
you want me to be dead well then great
come and get me cause i like a thrill
ain't no fixing this shit dr. phil
busy mixing my shit like for real
and i'm sicker than shit need a pill
but i'm sick of this shit, i can't feel*

what (idealism)

luv yall <3
prod. ztope

lyrics
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long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home

all already alone
so it shouldnt make any difference
but why cant u pick up the phone
n why is everyone distant
i speak and its hurt in the tone
i just wanted u to listen
this blunt really got me in thoughts
inside of my mind is a prison

long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home

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nites

FOR JAHLEELE

HURT MONEY 4 EVER

ENJOY



produced by Trip
2022

Pineapple Express

i forget the prods i'm sorry :/ but this is nonprofit and i used 2 dif prods

lyrics:

constantly calling me
honestly, i been a product of problems
arisen from prodigies
flop in my music so often i thought below all them was never an option for me
mixing the vox on a screen
i been missing you calling to me
say she falling for me
i couldn't know what that mean
shawty gon nod to the beat
she just nod to the beat-
woah, slow it down, there you go
if you spit it too fast they lash out at the flow
if you spitting facts, they wont spaz at the show
you got a bag needing cashed for the low

when i pop off
sipping top notch
hop off
this aint hopscotch
"fuck around get notched, no mc,
better stop"
nah
i got plans for yall
dancing around you, flow feast, no tabletop
snow fleece, she take it off

~~beat switch~~

been searching for a better me
n lurking on my tracks
i think they split me like anenome 
to break it down n say im better off a enemy
u better off alone than look along the road ahead of me
woah
burn scars
cigarettes
snowstorm, skin torn
tell me r u living yet
feel like a silhouette 
wit all the effort i put in it just for little checks
couldnt give a shit
imma grind until my timepiece a little drip
audemar the slits
jus a little bit
<3

nod//jus a little bit

Written, Produced, & Mixed By: ICYTWAT

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BLOW IT

from Tin Wooki http://chesterwatson.bandcamp.com/album/tin-wooki

Tin Wooki

Chester Watson - Chinamen Ft. Comme [Prod. Psymun]

snowstorm

𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧<3

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
cant even snap back 2 this snapchat
got 80 ounce in this backpack
making lame shit on this old mac
while my friends out in their pontiac
how are you so contagious
holding back on my anguish
'cardi rocks when im anxious
blood n mud on these pages
she dont talk but her eyes flirt
louis v n that black skirt
pulling up in that chrysler
bloody shirt n my chest hurts

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊. 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

ep w/ bry soon also~ if you've read this far then thank you all sm for all of the support this past year, and just in general if you listen to any of my stuff. it genuinely means the whole world. ily all sm<3

let_down w/ residential. (ushanka boy)

the logs do be mono tee hee

fashionably late
like my passion been proving
a clean slate couldnt save me at the rate we been moving
the trio me myself and i and still i aint be improving
its either patiently waiting, or basically stupid
maybe music aint got much in it 4 me 
lately living the dream
only its in dreams when im snoozing, yet still been losing sleep
yes i dont reach out now but hope they know me truthfully
crucial info never coming out me usually
really never talk much in my new stuff
to pick apart the projects watch em fall apart like "true luv" ..
hit up only homies they gon tell me "bro u too rough"
"made a new track like what you think about it
and what would you change about it"
too tuff
but spliffy got me couch locked
and i aint felt this down to earth since last time that i been grounded
took me back to school days with lunch bags,
iphone in a backpack that's hidden under notepads,
all black with the screen cracked
almost wanna go back
kid still, but i live alone
make a wish tim turner dimmsdale dimmadome
lookin ass white fit on 
and my wrists froze (this is a lie i am broke pls send me money or taco bell)
no more 9 missed calls 
and nightly terrors
terrifying 2 death
plus the heavy weighted trauma overstay in my chest
but if the EMDR dont work i might blow out my head
almost killed myself again, im trying my best
guess that's what happen when u go off the meds

monologue (engless)

i’ll update soon w/ lxst boy’s lyrics. much luv, ty all 4 being here 🖤🖤

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

how he tryna live life when its lost sight what the mission is
felt all bright till dawnbreak, ironically
every light gone, from the flash of nikons to back of the tunnel
only missing hits and remnants of honesty
flood memories drift thru in waves, its futile when numb
aint even get to see a fucking funeral as a son
r.i.p. 2 mom honestly i miss u to death
never fucked w/ change anyway, they couldnt have told me to run
all you fake peace in violence
find me
lying alone inside a home which only i reside
could teach u how 2 move in silence, witness the eyes
snooze buttons barely hit at 2 sumn at nite
the sunken shell of what useless human u used to find
pictures defined by distant moments in a living mind
and different thoughts of faded people from the afterlife
still affecting me to this day but swear to god i tried

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

r.i.p. ft. lxst boy (1080PALE)

another pre-hiatus vault track from over a year ago<33 new stuff when i’m not outta town

i can’t fucking make shit
but i still been rapping like i is
semi auto my feelings they firing like switched
toxic in the scene acidic ph level 6
bitch i wouldn’t stand with nun of u
if even barely sit

not the shit, kid
been hardly even pissed off
still knock em offa list, like EG call em/column niggas tilted
problem solving with a blick
write lines about a line, when we been knowing that im broke 
weeping crying on a phone 
on sum dying all alone shit-
michigan lake from my kidhood, fading to blue
steady searching for these steps, still bigfoot hunting to you
couldn’t follow my path
but hold a glock to my back 
to walk inside of the tracks
tracing blood to my shoes
still the same old boots
and that wall with a patch
over the hole of a past
mirror, see same old you
fuck you mean i aint change
stepping inside of this home, feel like the gun to a range
often causing latent damage for sum profit and gain
still u think all it’s a game 
so i cock that glock to my brain
say pull this trigger n fade
guess im going the same
maybe u still coulda stayed
but look back at the holder n its me in the frame
(like damn)

i can’t fucking make shit
but i still been rapping like i is
semi auto my feelings they firing like switched
toxic in the scene acidic ph level 6
bitch i wouldn’t stand with nun of u
if even barely sit

who r u (engless)

cus the shells size of a L to make a maybach flip. 

skate to it, vibe to it, tell ur mom you love her to it, u can download it. 

bubblegum.

prod. heyzbee & onidtnom

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest 

honestly, i’m struggling, but i don’t think that’s fair to say 
god i feel so selfish every time i write and the say way 
i’ve been feeling recently, i don’t wanna stay the same
this a cry for help but no one cares, i do this day by day
are you listening to me, every word can you repeat?
god it feels like you’re a liar when you say you’re caring please
it’s all upsetting to me, everything you say is cheap 
you just wanna make me feel better but that’s not what i need 

AVXiD:
i been getting worse
everyday i turn
bb can we take it back a little
back to what we were
let my body purge 
let my systems burn
enter in my heart and sew it up cuz it had start to hurt

split my brain into pieces
u know that i need 
im sick of being
who im not 
somehow seeing
somehow breathing
barely bleeding
let it rot

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest

upside down (feat. AVXiD)

shoutout my guy sin

"if i sit down" soon

come home, nomad (feat S.I.N.) [prod stoic]

Game Day Prod. Malice

lyrics-
Notice what im telling you 
I just want to fall with you 
Wherever you go ill follow you  x2

Open ur eyes n tell me what u see 
Take a deep breath of that smoke I need 
Wherever you go im following 
I could be 
just like your fucking shadow baby 
And everything you do 
It fucking drives me crazy 
Who knew a girl like you could be so amazing 
You can come wit me to all sorts of places

shadow baby

https://inneroceanrecords.bandcamp.com/album/monk-leaving

machine gun funk

2023 rap track from the vault

a-list
you niggas aint make lists
i put drugs inside of my body when im anxious
still been faded with pods in stars like shit was racing
pull up w/ the top dropped, been whippin faceless

end with this period
so patient, the zeitgeist
relations friendly, when adhered to limelight
-shit
but now its heated dine ins like mai thai
dinner, single word to hurling spit, on a food nite
every minor problem sever ties till the mood right
all my life walked to fly for times like these
no foo fighter, bridge burning, its rope-noose tied
wanna hang in the moonlight
still kickin it, the jits like wu tang
..clan
niggas hit me wit a open, washed up
..sand it
smooth
ride off wit a flow like bandit-
eating good, rap niggas been famished
give it one track, and he practically vanish
aint took no pics, but i been moving candid
eyes red, no kush i aint rest inna minute
investing my time in sum write lines type shit
no money, a nigga had been motion sickening
still dripping inna show need a boat to dip in
float off in a wave, need no pot to piss in
when all my problems are a lost emission

a-list
you niggas aint make lists
i put drugs inside of my body when im anxious
still been faded with pods in stars like shit was racing
pull up w/ the top dropped, been whippin faceless

vault_anxious

i can't find the prod :( if anybody knows his name plz lmk

shoutout @melmige

when i step out the rental house i’m feeling fifa w/ my kicks
adolescent, my fits
heard you got a new man, why you staying on my dick
stand on this shit
on sum “u could do much better if u wasn’t such a bish”
..that’s why shizu doesn’t miss

see our contrast stark like it’s ironman
ur heated up like Bluestar; i’m the fucking fireman
it’s funeral season all black on my attire
hit the track in one evening spent a minute in retirement
mr rock how flows Will slap a nosey nigga
chrome could blow a nigga top clean
he dug/doug deep and then, now his dome is dimmer/dimma
fairly odd problem solver make u wish a turner w/ you
but bigger picture jus me, yet six figured
when ur money counter’s black screen w/ no balance
this no challenge
hurl spit, his word salad
it’s songwriting line-of-fire and ice ballads

(be sincere for once i promise it won’t hurt you
post-ironic posturing i promise it’s a clear view
i got on your intention it’s embarrassing you consider yourself sinister
a minute in the mirror got u cracking under pressure)

spent some time in a rut
spent a couple hundred keeping hunger barred out enough
spent a couple dozen months pulling myself out the mud
spent a ton of fucking energy keeping air in my lungs
suffocating off the apathy i’d kill for your complaints
the suffered casualties have left me battled scarred in disarray
hard and weathered by reality my dreams been going gray
desaturated by mentalities developed in the fray
but i’m aware of where i’m fine
me and shizu hit piano licks like elton 89
the sacrifices will be worth it
artificer with my words
twist phonetics to the rhythm i could spit until it burns i can’t stop
what’s the alternative if i do
i’ve exhausted any option beyond entry level food and service
fuck if that’s my future fuck if i don’t make a move
and flip the script and kick off i’m mister tech deck im off
grimey spitting vitriol on non-profit beat rips
sliding with philosophy, horosha does the drum kicks
match the tempo that my heart is beating cuz i live for this
and if you don't, don't fuck with me i promise we are not friends

fire//ice (ft. melmige)

1st day in da hurtmoney cribbbb back in La

prod. trip , mastered by trip and gerald cerda

for Tim. RIP

silver lake story

LET YOU DOWN

A few pieces from my travels laid out for me to reflect on. 

[ sol x lvna x estrxllas ] 

1. windmills /// prod. fvo rta 

2. steam /// prod. .smuv x Made in M 

3. turquoise (interlude) /// prod. sabata 

4. 7% /// prod. CorYayo

map$ (prelude)

静けさ - shizukesa

alt rap
[Ｔｉｍｅｌｅｓｓ]
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influences: aries, supachefm, 9tails + sewerperson, shinigami, kevin kazi, 49bags, guardin, atlas, noname