prod secre and prophecy
mixed/mastered by me

Lyrics:

blood drips from my eyes
i still hate our mutual ties
heart beats fast while lines of powder
find their way inside 
i decipher lies
from the look upon your eyes
and i could find my way
but i won’t make on my own
i spill
my heart out on the line
i cry 
more when i can’t decide 
and i wish
that i made up my mind
before i went and 
carved your life from out my time

well you shouldn’t
and for that
i shouldnta stood it
you brought it up
shoulda kept that shit inside
cause how the fuck
you gon wish that i had died 
like i’m not perfect 
but i got an ounce of pride
and i still hold it in my heart
the words you swore were not a lie
but it’s still hard to decipher
i gotta dislodge the knife first 
gotta dislodge the knife first
not really much of a fighter 
and i hold my tongue back
but you jump at the spark of a lighter

_brighter_mood_ (secre x prophecy)

switch it up 
you always say same the shit
and it’s boring 

and i 
think it’s love 
or is it simply just this feelin i’m ignoring

pick me up
i’ve been down
on this floor
i’m probably better off here

and it’s enough 
a simple text from somebody 
i feel better off 

i see red, i see red 
i see cops here 
kicked out the party
i’m the only one that’s lost here
calling u again and again 
ur just toxic 
leave me on read
once again, sleep on concrete

and i’ve been down before
but this is just a whole another level and

i feel rough 
i’ll miss your dog
i guess i’ll see u on the stairway to heaven 

and i guess that’s how it goes (it goes)
when you’re 25 years old (years old) 
and i don’t mind sharing 
i feel dead it’s the weed n these drugs that i’m dependent on 
x2

switch it up 
you always say same the shit
and it’s boring 

and i 
think it’s love 
or is it simply just this feelin i’m ignoring

pick me up
i’ve been down
on this floor
i’m probably better off here

and it’s enough 
a simple text from somebody 
i feel better off

watching sam sulek wbu (branwen + nevrfall)

fazed enough to flinch
yet nothing moved an inch around me
fallen through my skin
due the rate my heart is pounding
all that you have seen
are blurs of this retreat
it's like once you don't exist
the less i want these souls surrounding

i'm slowing
i'm slowing up
for that i know that matter isn't timing
corroding,
i shutter with touch
exiting the bliss; why would it blind me?
unloading,
i'm closing off
the influence could risk what you've been hiding
still hoping
they say that's enough
it's so, sickening

when a dream's shot dead, does it bleed warm fears?
if it were, i can't tell; letting out old air
but the wood won't rot, given unused time
when a room won't talk, spew unto where it lies
laying waste to a place where the core don't scream
yet it shows through a bone and a row of deceit
when the corridors creek, stay and freeze mid-hall
watching hands reach out from the floors and the walls

cold beams down and through this vacant self of sense
(remain yourself now)
feel this rush of hopeless trust and still hold out
(i'm so unwell now)

tossing, turning, 'till i'm worried
constant churning, hunger lurking
false alarms and bridges burning
nothing's working
nothing's working

fazed enough to flinch
yet nothing moved an inch around me
fallen through my skin
due the rate my heart is pounding
all that you have seen
are blurs of this retreat
it's like once you don't exist
the less i want these souls surrounding

(like, don't surround me) (2x)
(they dance around me) (2x)

retreat

produced by cxrter & retz
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
i’m so sick of the notion
they won’t ever understand 
got no things to put hope in
got me hanging by a strand
keep a cabinet open
and a bottle in my hand
found the pressure too potent
now i'm nothing like you planned
thought you wanted devotion
now you want some other man
got me stuck in a ocean
it’s high tide

everybody wanna know what i do
it doesn't matter
when i'm writing
swear it's pulling me through

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed, but i need one more
sorry baby, i know lately i'm an eyesore

yeah we used to want that house with picket fence
now summers almost over and you told me it depends
putting teardrops on my pants 
and now my music my one plan
i don’t wanna walk around it
quit the drama no offense
i’mma 
i’mma be who i'm destined to be
watching people pull me down
but i'm still on my feet
bet you’re looking at now
while i'm living out my dreams
never did it for myself
girl i did it for the weak

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed, but i need one more
sorry baby, i know lately i'm an eyesore

everybody wanna know what i do
it doesn't matter
when i'm writing
swear it's pulling me through
just hoping for some guidance
looking at my scars
on my cheeks and on my eyelids

like girl i feel it in my chest, when the night turns young i can feel it in my head now
why i’m feeling so depressed
but i try to talk about it
and it turns into a mess
i was just a kid now i'm losing all my hope
put a bounty on my head
point your gun and now i'm broke
wrong way wrong turn and now im dead weight
can't kick a habit
i can feel it on my worst days
they keep saying that im perfect
but u knew im never worth it
like i kept lying to ur face
now i'm going back to bed
but its been feeling like my grave

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been  sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed but i need one more
sorry baby i know lately i'm an eyesore

eyesore w/ halfhearted (cxrter x retz)

Verse 
Something about this feels right but I wonder if it’s all in my head 
Chasing a dream I had to have you laying in my bed 

Resting your head upon my chest not tryna get sentimental 
Don’t wanna fuck this up again I know get temperamental 
Trying hard to change my ways and you’ve been influential 
Yeah cuz I was once so empty but with you I feel essential 

Stole my heart kiss my face 
Sold my soul just gave it away 
The best I feel is in your embrace 
You’re my anything and everything you set me straight 

Hook 
Yeah I lost my way 
You led me home 
Yeah I found myself 
Stranded in the cold 

But then you I swear
You made me whole 
You made me whole
You made me whole 

Mackk Verse

Hook 
Yeah I lost my way 
You led me home 
Yeah I found myself 
Stranded in the cold 

But then you I swear
You made me whole 
You made me whole
You made me whole

Sentimental (prod. mackk)

2023 rap track from the vault

a-list
you niggas aint make lists
i put drugs inside of my body when im anxious
still been faded with pods in stars like shit was racing
pull up w/ the top dropped, been whippin faceless

end with this period
so patient, the zeitgeist
relations friendly, when adhered to limelight
-shit
but now its heated dine ins like mai thai
dinner, single word to hurling spit, on a food nite
every minor problem sever ties till the mood right
all my life walked to fly for times like these
no foo fighter, bridge burning, its rope-noose tied
wanna hang in the moonlight
still kickin it, the jits like wu tang
..clan
niggas hit me wit a open, washed up
..sand it
smooth
ride off wit a flow like bandit-
eating good, rap niggas been famished
give it one track, and he practically vanish
aint took no pics, but i been moving candid
eyes red, no kush i aint rest inna minute
investing my time in sum write lines type shit
no money, a nigga had been motion sickening
still dripping inna show need a boat to dip in
float off in a wave, need no pot to piss in
when all my problems are a lost emission

a-list
you niggas aint make lists
i put drugs inside of my body when im anxious
still been faded with pods in stars like shit was racing
pull up w/ the top dropped, been whippin faceless

vault_anxious

ima smoke til i pass out
you know ima cash cow
why you tryna make me wait
bae i want it all now
sometimes i feel.. wait
sometimes i feel like
sometimes i feel like dying
sometimes i dont feel like trying
sometimes i feel like you lying
oh you say you want somebody else this time im crying
oh you tweaking out
oh you thinking you fucking another nigga 
then you spinning back to me you bugging out
do yk how many hoes i turned down
or all the nights i cried bout you
istg bb rn im burnt out
ik you dont give no damns
you my twin with my heart in ya hand
what we doing i dont understand
follow me baby i got me a plan
i throw the cash in the safe til it jam
if you run up on me i might just
run up on me I might just blam
and yk that i love you can you tell me one time tht u love me
you dont pick up when i call so bb can you call me
hell n back
yk we been thru hell n back
tell me you love me and coming back
the day that you left was like heart attack
you wanna play with my heart then have fun with that
cause the time ticking til i detatch
and i really wish i didnt mean that
they been fw the new shit bbgrl its all u peep the feedback
and i want you but know i dont need that
come and sit on this dick like a bean bag
wait i fucked up i need you i want you i love you
just tell me rn that you coming up
pick up where we left off
ready told you that you special
i dont know how to let go
baby pls i dont wanna let go
got ya voice in my head its an echo
got ya face in my head and its sketched tho
really im trying my best ahh
but you say you wanted less ohh
say you want space ill give you the galaxy
really baby how long are you made at me
im on E you draining my battery

hell n back [p. jaechii]

one take; last "dylan" track<3 luv you

feel attacked when they ask if medication been helping lately;
texting back feel a task, and "i hate it" started sounding lazy, but
half awake, drained, sleep in late, daylight hate me
they like my music that way, may likely keep it
elegy-writing every piece, and keep siphoning feelings
from old lined pages of my mom’s, i’d recycled her meanings
would resurrect her for 1 minute, sum speaking is needed
it’s sum shit to address
like “you really left me alive? i been battling demons”
“so why you allotted freedom? i aint even there to see it”
“i still love you to death”
“and i still cry to your ashes at home, i doubt you even hear it”
“i doubt ur even here”
“see least you get sum sleep now, if only when u rest” 
i’ll wait another year, just had 2 fade that off the chest
“shizukesa” stays afloat until my date of death
create the music until then, but still i’m playing chess
input my suicide note into something second guessed
until i split the wrists and crimson start to coalesce 
until i’m nothing left

sleight of hand, sight of mine sliding skin
midas, my girl's golden touch heal my sin
might as well pray for 1 day that this bliss
should never evaporate, nor up and dip
real shit
that's real shit
shizu

dylan p3 (urban)

still outside…

RHS Mare’s Black Butterfly is a two-sided EP about transformation. Side A spreads its wings with melodic hooks and spacey textures—pain polished into glow. Side B snaps the auto-tune off and lets the pen cut: chest-out delivery, drum-heavy beats, razor detail. A black butterfly symbolizes change through darkness—rare, resilient, and still in motion—and that’s the arc of this project.

Black Butterfly is RHS Mare’s statement of growth—an EP split into two clear worlds.
This is Side A (Wings) no auto, no filter—just breath, bar work, and concrete drums. Mare locks in on detail and hunger, aiming every verse at the ceiling he plans to break.

lyrics:
(yuno)
my luck is like a rabbit
i hop up and yall can't fathom 
why i got it
why you can't get it from me
now all these bitches lookin up like tryna get it from me
don't get it twisted
we all one in the same
don't try to kick it 
i just might go insane
yeah we different 
you ain't cool you a lame
i can soul read ya brain
send you home on a train
cause we worlds apart
i'm a shooting star

(heylog)
i been tryna find my place babe
this aint what a break is
she ask me where my face is
i said "its on my shoulders bitch"
but i didnt wanna say im so disgusting
i havent bathed because my bodys rusting
i didnt mean for u to cry now
im wiping all your tears now
sockets feeling so numb
cause u made me bawl my eyes out
my body slowly hit the ground
im seeing stars theyre all around
no one knows i need saving
dont think that ill be found

yuno & heylog ~ idk what to call this (p.capsctrl)

静けさ - shizukesa

alt rap
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influences: aries, 9tails + sewerperson, shinigami, kevin kazi, 49bags, guardin, atlas, noname

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shizukesa.

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