I see the memories of us stack to the back of my head
I can’t tell what is fact from fiction, I don’t wanna make decisions like this
I’m just stuck in bed like its a prison, lost to sleep, now losing vision
best times I’ve had were with you
 
memories of us stack to the back of my head
I can’t tell what is fact from fiction, I don’t wanna make decisions like this
cus were are you now man
I guess I just miss you
 
so what does this make us now, lingering in this cloud
of choosing where I wanna go and who I want to be
 
but everyone wants something from me, 
they see that I’m just coming up and every day it feels like I’m just I’m loosing more of myself
of pictures of us together, 
losing sense of structure all again
 
brown hair, brown eyes, you say its fine, but I’m not really coping
constant state of high i’m fading, depression wants to say he's here again
maybe I deserve it, maybe I don’t, maybe its karma, maybe its a joke
I don’t really know my options but I feel like I’ve lost hope
 
fading back and forth between reality
maybe its time I just leave
 
have you felt the feeling of shame from your family man
when you just wanna follow your dream and pursue something that’s important to you
cus I know what it’s like to be kicked on the floor
they don’t look at me anymore they just shut the door
 
I’m just a rat, just a vermin,  alone I’m a hermit
living in the back producing my beats
so ill just stay alone,
cus everything I do just ends up hurting you

Frail

twenty-three feeling so hazy,
haven’t been sober in about four months, I’m doing fine
smoking just fat blunts, fucked up its all wrong
I’m just a sad piece of shit but at least I can admit it

loose spirit again, in decisions inside my head
try to make sense why you told me you need to leave again
climbing on the sides of walls with just prescriptions
medicated losing balance, these drugs make me like a living god no

just a manic state, oh, falling down again, hoe,
you don’t wanna know me you should run away
had a few girls but all they do is leave
fuck with me, I don’t need this anymore then you need me

loose, take a few pills drown in the back
you should come here and sink into hell with me
whats this yeah bounce on the track,
I just feel great man, losing all my sense of hope again

why you gotta do that,
you saying all these things but you don’t really fuck with me
you don’t love me like that
trying to burn everything you love about me

Sunk

@thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
flying raijin, thunder god up in your face bruh
feel the blood dribble down your neck, you're in danger
fearing nothing, but i feel the weight just like a anchor
pulling me down  to the bottom like i'm plankton

how they love me now?
guess i'm spitting feugo now
runnin' up in a mclaren got them tinted windows down
check me out, check me out
i've been drippin' for a minute
homeless act, but i'm glad i'm all about that business 

they just think i'm lacking that attention
yeah that might be true
but i'm really lonely, shoved a knife inside the old me
i don't condone any phonies 
what the fuck you want to know me for?
i'm depressed, evil, paranoid, and fucking hella bored

yeah i'm hella bored but i prefer this as my life
otherwise , i would end up on your tv with a knife
or s-k,  murda mother fuckas every single night
dip and dodging the police with thotties hittin' up my line

i would go to school but i don't think that shit could save me
success is not my forte, motha fucka please erase me 
rather see the day where i end up on the pavement 
then see this fucking loser climbing ranks up on the placements

dropped out but i'm ballin' on these bitches 
ain't no college that could ever make me happy
i'll be sad collecting dollars aye
that's some fucking bullshit
i'll be happier with lacerations around my neck
my vision fadin' while i'm fucking masturbatin'

flying raijin, thunder god up in your face bruh
feel the blood dribble down your neck, you're in danger
fearing nothing, but i feel the weight just like a anchor
pulling me down  to the bottom like i'm plankton
x2

Spotify!

danger! (prod. emptyvenom)

DANI ESCO - I DON'T WANNA KNOW (Prod. Platou & Dani Esco)

@thatsawackbeat

lyrics-
message from the wicked
paint a picture of all the travesties
you could suffer from dismissing
every symptom, every thought
every fear, up up in you
worried about our youth
dying young's an fucking epidemic

imagination land
i'm just so fed up with reality
who cares about activities
if i'm allowed to stay asleep
need some fucking energy
dead and drained like constantly
honestly, rejuvenated me
would do this beautifully but 

unload, unload
unload on pedestrians 
were so fucking gentle
but the creatures got a hold of you
screaming for their lives
spirits flee as you go execute
rid the world of all the innocence
that had neglected you

need some one to talk to me
i always feel uncomfortable
but i won't say a fucking word
cause i'll be held responsible
inside my own mind, i'm so brutal i'm
fucking deranged, losing the war
control of my brain, gears are broke
needing replacements
say it again bitch, we are the same
but you're so fucking loathsome
hella broken, lacking patience
mix it with the anger and delusion you've been taming
until the roof pops up on that bullshit you've been saving 

unload, unload
unload on pedestrians 
were so fucking gentle
but the creatures got a hold of you
screaming for their lives
spirits flee as you go execute
rid the world of all the innocence
that had neglected you

let me guess, you convinced 
yourself that no one loves you?
accepted the reality of loneliness
despite you know that you don't wanna
be alone but fuck it all right? 
am i wrong? delusion at it's finest
tortured humans shine the brightest
or they fall, fall, deeper in the muck
heavier the blood, add more damage to the cuts
with no luck, no support
you're gonna end up in the morgue
lacerations to your wrists
pray you're the only one to hit the floor

epidemic (prod. lxw)

White Lights Looking Over The Seas
We're In A Dark Place Do You Still Think Of Me
I Know We're Broken Both You And I
We'll Be Fine Come With Me Madame

White Lights Looking Over The Seas
We're In A Dark Place Do You Still Think Of Me
I Know We're Broken Both You And I
We'll Be Fine Come With Me Madame

I Know I Got Things To Improve On
And I Hope You Remember That Love Song We Played

Easier Times That's For Sure
But That Was Last Year Now I Love You More
Take Away My Things I Don't Need Them
But I Need You , You're My Horseshoe

White Lights Looking Over The Seas
We're In A Dark Place Do You Still Think Of Me
I Know We're Broken Both You And I
We'll Be Fine Come With Me Madame
Easier Times That's For Sure
But That Was Last Year Now I Love You More
Take Away My Things I Don't Need Them
But I Need You , You're My Horseshoe

My Spotify

Madame (Prod.Smokerose)

DI$TURBED (prod. Miler)

BAD LUCK ft. sshvdow (prod. POPPA)

@pastnight

lyrics-
snatch your soul like shang tsung
i'm antagonistic, extra witty
fuck a agni kai, i'm zuko
burn your body extra crispy
i know i get sentimental 
on my tracks, but this i'm on
something wicked, don't take pictures
of me, i don't like to front

i will eat your ass out like ted bundy
need my teeth exammed
every single one is fucked up
like i took a ceiling fan to my mouth, as hard as 
donkey dicks dicked down dat lisa ann
you fucking up my mojo boy?
prepare your shit like rack of lamb

craving combat i'm inosuke
boar, but bitch you boring me
i'm spreading seed up on my bitch
like bird feed, can't control the beast
run it up, fuck it i'm nuts
samehada, open yo guts
fucking with me, high key, magazine
will bust through yo head
like an elephant tusk

snatch your soul like shang tsung
i'm antagonistic, extra witty
fuck a agni kai, i'm zuko
burn your body extra crispy
i know i get sentimental 
on my tracks, but this i'm on
something wicked, don't take pictures
of me, i don't like to front

people talk about me, but that's cool
just don't come 'round me
chumming up a shark aquarium
to hold you under water
you're not bout it, always lacking
every thing inciting actions
i can't take you for a threat
retaliation, never happens

look
suicide doors, mimicking shisui
eat my baby out, little stubble never stop me
i don't play around, not a athlete 
still doing laps 'round ya'll like a track meet
it's about time that i finally get mine
yeah been traumatized,
but i'm coming back, hell yeah reanimated, mother fucka
convertible, blow your fucking top back

snatch your soul like shang tsung
i'm antagonistic, extra witty
fuck a agni kai, i'm zuko
burn your body extra crispy
i know i get sentimental 
on my tracks, but this i'm on
something wicked, don't take pictures
of me, i don't like to front

agni kai! (prod. pastnight)

NEVER OPEN UP (Prod. MARS MISSION)

@borsomusic 
mix- @caustyk

lyrics-
get the fruit of labor
rather not, i'm still a lazy bitch
leave for work at 4am
i stumble in, i wanna dip
out, of this fucking place
need my check though, i can't wait
paying rent with verses
is the dream dog, i can't fucking wait

yeah that's dylan rapping, yeah no capping
he's not ment for it. close your mouth you clown 
i'm base set charizard ayo perfect, mint
only problem i got with myself is i don't ever try
even when i went to school i'm absent in a damaged mind

i don't hype up everybody just so i can get it back
everybody wants something from me it seems, i just detach
something about ghosting all my issues, got me blue and black
i can't act like this shit don't affect me like a sneak attack
sleeping way too much i'm drained mentally, no fun
i get tired way too quick, just two hours up and dip
in a, catatonic state get up 8 times, just to pace
go to sleep for 13 hours just to wake up in a daze

get the fruit of labor
rather not, i'm still a lazy bitch
leave for work at 4am
i stumble in, i wanna dip
out, of this fucking place
need my check though, i can't wait
paying rent with verses
is the dream dog, i can't fucking wait

i don't even know what i'm  supposed to do with myself, anymore
i'm passionate about my craft but somehow consciousness a chore
thoughts are tragic, thoughts relentless, thoughts of ending it
thoughts of losing everybody just for fucking emptiness

agni kai! (prod. pastnight)

dylan xo