cover art - @pastnight
producer - @thefalseshepherd
background vocals - @itstyfon

lyrics-
i'm not aiming for the top
looking for a place to call my home deserve my spot
even if i never make a penny i'ma write
turn depression into  a message for kids alike

i was down bad hard, suicide i've had enough
decade in the making, i'ma show em what's up
bit my flesh apart, almost blinded myself once
mind was so delusional i'm dangerous, no fun

never said a word but my eyes spoke everything
family in my room crying out, don't know what to think
sister scared to live with me, my dad just wants his son to blink
i agreed to go with them so they could start to fucking breathe

i just wanna leave the scene, thought if i spoke rationally 
i could go home but that didn't mean that actually
i said every chilling thought but did it with a soothing voice
i spoke hella casual, the info made her make her choice

locked inside a room over night they never let me know
but they went and told my fucking family to hit the road
morning time, they transfer me like hannibal, i'm bound and cold
had me in the back of the van pointed at the road

face to face with drivers behind us but they don't fucking know
they couldn't see through the tinted window, where i sat and spoke
tears ran down my face cause i start to dissociate
i'm still like a kid but they're treating me like norman bates

been awhile since i did that shit
nothing really changed but the love i gained, it's intimate
never thought i'd gain anything i'm scared of losing
feelings fucking bittersweet, my thoughts will put me through it

been awhile since i did that shit
nothing really changed but the love i gained, it's intimate
never thought i'd gain anything i'm scared of losing
feelings fucking bittersweet, my thoughts will put me through it

bittersweet
yeah it's bittersweet my thoughts attacking me
i can't deal, i can't deal with this, i fear you're leaving me
i don't got no reason, got no reason, yet i feel this way
feeling fucking petrified, the thought of you just makes my day

bittersweet
yeah it's bittersweet my thoughts attacking me
i can't deal, i can't deal with this, i fear you're leaving me
i don't got no reason, got no reason, yet i feel this way
feeling fucking petrified, the thought of you just makes my day

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THE ONLY ME IS ME. ARE YOU SURE THE ONLY YOU IS YOU?

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dylan xo