glad to see you're back! your music really resonates with me, I could go on about it forever but i just wanted to leave this quick appreciation comment haha, much love man and thank you, I really mean it <3

if youre not goin then im ready 2 die
i spent two whole years what a waste of my time
no ill never get it back idk why i tried
i dont know why i tried
if youre not goin then im ready 2 die
saw the texts that you sent baby why do u lie
do u love him more than me am i wasting my life
am i wasting my life

why does life get hard to fight thru
i cant lie i cant say that i like u
love once lost 
wanna see what the knife do
all these scars when i was right there beside you
but it dont really matter now
stomachs been so nauseous
fuck that cupid kid he let me down 
shot me with an arrow through the chest in hopes that i would drown 
cause real love feels like concrete while the monsters lightly pull you down

its over
i dont think ill evr be sober
i would ask why you did it i was needing closure
only thing ive evr gotten was a little closer
now its over 
dirty empty bottles in my room im such a loner
meant all of the things i said 
all the things i told her
wish i never met her 
yeah i wish i didnt know her

deadbeat pt. 2 (prod. cobalt) +LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION+

lil neel circa 2021 </3 this song is born from pouring out emotions while doing dabs w/ my ex & her mom in manchester, new hampshire at 3AM

idk where i am [neverland] </3

idk where i am </3

idk where i am [neverland] </3 (prod. dead yami x 5head)

broke as fuck w/ ekeon [prod. heyylotus]

https://linktr.ee/P33_fyb

Mixed and Mastered by my dude Ari!

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* https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbLVd8pLRrQqM6p1NgWJd9g
* https://linktr.ee/AriVegaMusic

Shout out sorrow bringer the GOAT producer!!

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* traktrain.com/sorrow_bringer
* www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ

Go support my man Mel he did all the spoken word <3

* https://twitter.com/melmige_
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Strangers In Common (2020)

Strangers In Common (2020) (prod. sorrow bringer)

lyrics//

ill try my best to be the one
but everytime i just give up
got a finger on the trigger
you’ve been pointing the gun
i just think it’s bout time we quit on this love

cuz i try too hard to make you notice me
it’s not there
can’t force the chemistry 

burn me down 
till i’m just a memory
leave this town
bet nobody remembers me now

but i’m A okay
been on my own since 7th grade
for like 7 days
i been in my mind
and the pain retreats
till it reach my spine

does she love me does she love me not
dropping pedals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage
and i couodnt stop
cuz my hands wouodnt let me

but i hope she’s forgive me 
i don’t wanna talk bout the blood on my backseat
why they running at the mouth
it can never bring me down
they don’t know a thing abt me

mama i’m sorry for how iv been living
the pain in my brain makes
me feel like a villian, i know
i know that i’m cold
iv seen all ur seasons 
i been down this road before

still walking alone
eyes in my skull
full of plaster and bones
making a path 
it’ll lead me back home
i can’t see ur texts cuz the cracks on my phone
if i don’t reply will you leave me alone

19 years bout time that you grow up
waited all night just for anyone to show up
girl you never even showed up

does she love me does she love me not
dropping pedals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage
and i couodnt stop
cuz my hands wouodnt let me

but i hope she’s forgive me 
i don’t wanna cuz the blood on my backseat
get those words out your mouth
bringing me Down,
think i’ll head south

does she love me does she love me not?
dropping petals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage and i couodnt stop cuz my hands wouodnt let me
you’re just mad cuz iv played the part
way from the start
and you’re always decepting

i just try too hard to make you notice me
it’s not there
can’t force the chemistry 
burn me down till i’m just a memory leave this town bet nobody remembers me now

dropping petals in apartment parking lots

(COVER ART BY @htp.dylan)
I don’t wanna stop pretending
But I don’t wanna feel this pain anymore
I know ill hate the fucking ending
But I hate the way that u can just ignore

You know what?
Fuck it and fuck you
I made my bed to lay in
And you stay pretending
Stage lights blind
I cant see you
And it’s better like that

Did a few lines in the back
You talk to me like we ain’t go bad
You’re perfectly fine
Im wasting my time
We’re Better off in our own separate lives

But I’m not sayin I don’t miss you
I don’t wanna fuckin lie
I see the way that he looks at you
Maybe it’s better that you’re not mine

pretending

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: teddyboi (@yoimn3ver)
Cover Art by: xipz
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MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/tAGB4vZ5Q0w?si=nvjx6ku6O-NURyef 
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LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
i been ascending n i dont think i feel real
wander the woods think ill find my soul here

if i get lost then dont come to find me
skinwalker boy i dont need you to find me

nicoteen high, sippin red wine
blood on my knife rotting corpse to my right

too busy daydreamin, too busy daytrippin
liminal space roamin backrooms im still movin

[Bridge]
i feel
like im one with
you

[Verse 2]
you dont wanna feel the same way
i can see that in your worried gaze

if you get hurt then im the one to blame
if i hurt you then aim for my brain

cuz i dont wanna mess this up
but i always tend to fuck shit up

i tend to hide away when times get tough
it dont mean i hate you, i just had enough

[Bridge]
i feel
like im one with
you

[Verse 3]
she say she like me cuz i dont talk to no one
thats just anxiety but i dont fuck with no one

keep my mouth shut cuz i dont want attention
yeah i kinda miss u but i dont wanna face that

yeah i dont wanna face that
nah i dont wanna face that

Ascending [+ MUSIC VIDEO]

this was actually the first song i made since by the lake , enjoy :)

LYRICS

Deep inside the swamp
I done turn to rot
Really it’s my fault
I’m accepting what I got
Really I’m obsessed
With the things that I am not 
I could’ve flood the earth
If the tears never stopped 

My fingers getting burnt
I might turn to ash 
All I see around me is the 
Sight of what’s passed
There’s no signs of life
I think the reapers come at last 
Spare me just this once
Or take me just as fast 

I cannot change what’s been done 
Lead me to the place I’m from 
I will follow you right home 
I’ve been here for way too long 

Deep inside the swamp
I done turn to rot
Really it’s my fault
I’m accepting what I got
Really I’m obsessed
With the things that I am not 
I could’ve flood the earth
If the tears never stopped 

My fingers getting burnt
I might turn to ash 
All I see around me is the 
Sight of what’s passed
There’s no signs of life
I think the reapers come at last 
Spare me just this once
Or take me just as fast

swamp (prod. avxid)

produced by @irby & @pekarot
featuring @betweentheveinsandi

lyrics:

@lottaheart:
feeling trapped in my head, going crazy
call your phone wishing you get home safely
cause it's dark and a little bit rainy
but you only hit me up to say you hate me
[x2]

call your phone and you'll ignore it
probably found somebody else who's more important

@betweentheveinsandi:
I've been on my own for a bit now
steady on my shit, think im waiting for a come down
i been in this headspace lately
you'd prolly call me crazy
good times come around and then they kick you in your white teeth
i cant remember why i miss you in the first place
its less bout you and maybe more about the time frame
im sure you grown, i know
i been and done it too
and when i say im missing you
im just saying i miss our room

@lottaheart:
feeling trapped in my head, going crazy
call your phone wishing you get home safely
cause it's dark and a little bit rainy
but you only hit me up to say you hate me
[x3]

call your phone and you'll ignore it
probably found somebody else who's more important

get home safely w/ betweentheveinsandi [irby x pekarot]

credits: 
feat @wastinng
“you make me super nauseous, maybe cause youre so obnoxious” bar idea from @sadboyylucky (rip angel ily)

lyrics:

(cuts)

told you that i like the pain
you said that im just insane
yet you play along with me
and you throw me down on my knees

i got poison inside my lungs
pull up with a loaded gun
thats the way that this shit comes
i know how to make this fun

i got poison inside my lungs
and i cant even cough it up
you were lying about the drugs
jus been letting it build up

“youre living in delusion” 
says the one that in confusion
you just cause mass destruction
youre on drugs while at the “function"

you were stumbling all night long
this is where you dont belong 
you said you dont like the noise and
you keep saying
that my drink is poison

said i just kill the vibe
you made me fucking cry
you make me super nauseous 
maybe cos youre so obnoxious 

i got poison inside my lungs
pull up with a loaded gun
thats the way that this shit comes
i know how to make this fun

i got poison inside my lungs
and i cant even cough it up
you were lying about the drugs
jus been letting it build up

(wastinng)

make a way 
before i end up in the grave
i pack a bowl and smoke it down
i drift into my stoner ways
and all these petty rappers fake 
id rather chill and smoke with bae
im losing all this memory 
its distant now but can relate,
you mixing drugs 
i make a wave
i break ya down
just like a game
and smoke you up
like the ones you love
im never wearing BAPE for fame
my distance just a crueler fate
id rather lose it all to hate
but baby, i aint one to shame
im just a wizard getting paid
merely covered in the paste
only fits i care to waste 
im really folding i cant wait
until ive changed a lot of ways
until youve reached that final day
im better tell me that im hating
showed up just to play my tracks
repeat until im steady aging wastinng

(cuts)

i got poison inside my lungs
pull up with a loaded gun
thats the way that this shit comes
i know how to make this fun

i got poison inside my lungs
and i cant even cough it up
you were lying about the drugs
jus been letting it build up

poison w/ wastinng (eskimos)

all over (prod. splashgvang)

hi. 

collateral (prod. Trill Skeleton) OUT NOW <3

swamp (prod. avxid)

sickboy

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