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These are unreleased and all belong to kevin atwater.

the bell tower - kevin atwater 🔔

midwest trauma - kevin atwater

guess who forgot to bring her interface and mic home for thanksgiving? me BUT the apple headphones are always of surprisingly ok quality. also there's a drumset at my house so yay. i might record a bunch of drums now actually and then play stuff over them later
but on with the song eh

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mmMmMmMmmmmmmMM

walk through crate & barrel, flatware presentation
they didn’t aim for me in market segmentation
i feel like piper chapman, pre-incarceration
eternally patient, and answering when the phone rang
oOoOoOo the phone rang

and i’ve known of it since the big bang
the big baaaaaaaaang
the big baaaaaaaaaAaaAAAang
the big bAAaAAAng

i’ve got a cute apartment
and my life is an advertisement
i identify wine subtypes by taste
look in J. Crew and see my boyfriend’s face
yeah it graced ooOOooo the third page

and i’ve known of it since the big bang
the big baaaaaaaaang
the big baaaaaaaaaAaaAAAang
the big bAAaAAAng

and i’ve known of it since the big bang
the big baaaaaaaaang
the big baaaaaaaaaAaaAAAang
the big bAAaAAAng


The Big Bang

took the concept and ran with it
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it’s christmas eve again
well i lied, it’s just the tenth
of the month, let’s burn december down

but in a festive way
we’ll do it with some christmas lights
before the holiday.

i’ve got enough holiday cheer
to burn december down this year
i saw the yule log on TV
that’s what I want christmas time to be. 

it’s christmas day again
well i lied, it’s the eleventh
of the month, let’s burn december down

not in an evil way - 
just like a cute seasonal villain
animated out of clay

i’ve got enough holiday cheer
to burn december down this year
santa claus, my dear,
breed yourself some fireproof reindeer

all i want for christmas isn’t jesus
yeah the kind of son I want
ain’t the son of god, it’s just god damned arson.

the world is up in flames - 
it’s so festive, red’s a christmas color anyway.

i’ve got enough holiday cheer
to burn december down this year
i saw the yule log on TV
that’s what I want christmas time to be. 

Let's Burn December Down

this came out 500% more jazzy than i expected but (makes w sign on forehead) whatever

the story abt the song is in the image


fun fact: the brush drums are me wearing gloves and petting a cardboard box

I'd Follow You All Around The World

it's too late for procrastination i want to eat 500 green tea mochis.


i don’t wanna work on this demo
i don’t wanna sing a voice memo
i don’t want to write a song
or make any art at all

i need a bowl of special k 
and dumb shows and a frozen entree
and right swipes till my fingers bleed
collect a bunch of numbers and meet up with nobody

perfecto like proscecco wine
i wanna die but not tonight
in general just all the time
i think this silence is a sign

i tend to idealize and 
xXx real eyes realize real lies xXx
i want a new reality
where boys like you talk to ogres like me

solo

i wish i was a cool babe
i wish that i never shaved
and wore a choker everyday
i wish i never wore a bra 
and pissed off businessmen running late

but i’m shy and a bitch
simultaneous, regardless
all my memes are either two years late
or way too fucking weird for everybody that i see every day

solo

but i’m too fat for frat parties
and i’m too cute to browse /b/ 
and i stick out a sore-thumb normie
but it’s way too clear that the internet raised me

and i don’t wanna talk at all
i just wanna play into a shitty DAW
and make a new reality
where boys like you will talk to ogres like me

at least non seriously i’ll make a new reality
where boys like you talk to ogres like me

ogres like me ;;;;;;;;;;;;))))))))))

ghost pepper dumb chick please cut the bullshit
I don’t think you need her, tying back your hair
after a carolina reaper dare

she’s up the stairs in tears
and it’ll be a day before the capsaicin sensation disappears
comment and subscribe, 
they’re dodging all the discourse and
whoring pain for likes
i shouldn’t roll my eyes,

hungover dumb chick please cut the bullshit
all you did was drink, and if you’re really sick, well,
we know whose dumb idea it was to buy a needlestick

i’m down the stairs in tears
anxiety from webmd, i see every disease and I feed all of my fears
but listen and applaud,
i’m laughing at my bad choices
and whoring pain for songs
and carolina reaper chick would probably sing along,

Attention distorts us, it’s not bad fortune -
we’re not a kid with cancer in a hospital bed,
we’re a woman genuinely shocked that she broke her spine when she jumped off a bridge

and honestly, fuck that dumb bitch
and fuck all the sympathy on her mental wishlist,
and fuck any idea that she doesn’t deserve this,
and fuck any idea that her spine should be broken less,
because she knew what would happen when she chose to jump off a bridge.


ghost pepper dumb chick

what’s going on this winter?
I’m hanging on to what i’ve got,
and probably throwing all my friends under the bus
but it’ll stop - 

the vehicle rolls slowly,
and acts just like a tease
i’m missing practices and
i feel like coach will fire me

i carol from a dugout in the dirt
five golden rings
and four calling birds, four calling birds
i don’t play anymore but i pretend,
three french hens

she won’t perform it wrong,
she sings the same old songs, with
just an eye for pretty things
she’ll never win five golden rings

i’m missing practices and
I feel like coach will fire me
I’m missing everything but
I’ll probably fade out happily

in a pear tree
and i stopped keeping tallies
so i’m missing everything
I’ll miss missing eventually

i carol from a dugout in the dirt
five golden rings
and four calling birds, four calling birds
i don’t play anymore but i pretend,
three french hens

five golden rings

was gonna actually write this song but the placeholder lyrics were all english words so what the heck

gone n ended

MADE THIS TO MAKE IT i never straight up fuck around on soundcloud anymore get ready for a barrage of covers and fun things maybe

The Big Bang

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