waking up and getting blocked 
why does my life have to suck
my body hurts 
my arms r bruised 
fuck this shit im super cursed
u hear those screams 
theyre full of pain
i wish she wasnt just a dream
in my sleep i can escape
in my sleep ill catch a break

	
when will it be my turn
i was doomed from the start
maybe i should stab my heart (2x)


ive fallen victim to myself
at this point i should kms 
the time has come
and i feel dumb
im thinking what have i become
numbness all over me
i just wanna feel something
picking at my scars 
so ill bleed until i see stars 

when will it be my turn
i was doomed from the start
maybe i should stab my heart
maybe i should stab my heart

doomed from the start

NEWTOWN TECH CLUB

Back to my room all alone


The Hyperborean machine elves haunt my oneiric reality

just a guy having a broken music taste
explores a lot of songs to find one
i love you 

wujek, noesis, odihun, desmi, zakuro, fanboy080 and vixen <333


honourable mention to:

i wanna be a jack-o-lantern,
six days after Christmas,
season to season :3,
strawberrykiss,
blehh, 
Loser64,
h4artbrkt,
I wanna be mesmerizing to you,

my other profiles :) :

https://pin.it/36DBJTGA7

but my fluffy little cat helps me get thru

doomed from the start

sillyemo124