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non epunk/incelcore playlist

winter suicide (acoustic demo)

2 AM another night
kept awake by fluorescent lights
my slow decay broadcasted live
through snapshots of a cold and empty life

basking in the RGB
while snowfall coats late Autumn Leaves
find my way out eventually
to empty roads and cold concrete

the city streets dont teem with life like they used to
and when we speak we never speak like we used to
please speak like you used to speak to me

theres nothing left but awkward "how have you been"
"see you again sometime"
no one left to partake in gas station drinks
link cable battles while parking lot loitering

Link Cable

trolling myself :p

Slowbrain

waking up and getting blocked 
why does my life have to suck
my body hurts 
my arms r bruised 
fuck this shit im super cursed
u hear those screams 
theyre full of pain
i wish she wasnt just a dream
in my sleep i can escape
in my sleep ill catch a break

	
when will it be my turn
i was doomed from the start
maybe i should stab my heart (2x)


ive fallen victim to myself
at this point i should kms 
the time has come
and i feel dumb
im thinking what have i become
numbness all over me
i just wanna feel something
picking at my scars 
so ill bleed until i see stars 

when will it be my turn
i was doomed from the start
maybe i should stab my heart
maybe i should stab my heart

doomed from the start

I know I can't keep in key 
But at least you keep my heart in beat
I thought I'd sing you a tune
Cause everything's a little less shit with you

So know I'll be there for you on time
If you be my metronome
You keep me on beat I won't lose my rhythm 
I'll be there for you on time
If you just be my metronome
I'll be there for you tonight, tonight

Come and take me in your arms
Move along to your favourite song
Something bout this moment feels so right
Come and dance with me under the moonlight

So know I'll be there for you on time
If you be my metronome
You keep me on beat I won't lose my rhythm 
I'll be there for you on time
If you just be my metronome
I'll be there for you tonight, tonight

Metronome

ill find her
even if im legless
or ill lose faith in love
or ill get sick to death
i wanna love you i want what u have
i guess i don know
end my life end my life end my life
kill myself kill myself myself

i'll find her

rly should've mixed and shit but w/e demo i guess

my friends hate me and the feeling is mutual

nothing but spanish christian pop stations istg. on the off chance there's a rock station somewhere, it's all soft and classic rock. read about how glass beach formed cuz the not-j members heard casio dad on a local station. where is that station im moving there right now.

doomed from the start

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