Certain hopelessness it's often where I have found surrender and then that turn to Hope and then certainty

i have so many ideas for what this pertains to but I assume there are many analogies and criss meaning. 

I really need to take some time and dig further into your stuff again. it's a really good man I hope you keep this healthy outlet going. 

@blissfully-unaware: Thank you so much for that Peter. :-) I appreciate your listening and such thoughtful and encouraging comments. Big, big :-)

Love listening to your words.... you have a wonderful voice....!!

Let the red turn to black to white..........perfect

Out on Bandcamp: Rise And Fall EP
https://zeitfaktor.bandcamp.com

Rise And Fall

Recorded June and November 2022,

synthesizers, fretless bass.

Shortcuts to a detour

Digital recording, October 2011 and January 2012.

Rob- vocals, words, music
qsc- guitar, bass, triggerfinger, words, music

(Thoughts from the)kitchen sink

what to wear tonight
while you’re wearing me out
who’s going to fill your diary tomorrow
switch me on
switch me off
I’m not the phone to pick up
I’m not the floor to walk upon

who needs a book these days
as he hit his next bottle
how do you move me in your last movie
switch it on
switch it off
you’re not my answerphone
you’re not the words I long to hear

“what part do I play in your novel” you might say
it’s all up in the air
and I’m not going anywhere
apart from
the kitchen sink

where are you taking this ride
in a borrowed car
how do you wind me through this movie
switch me on
switch me off
I’m not your terror vision
switch me on
switch me off
I’m but a broken mirror

(thoughts from) the kitchensink

I cant deal with these feelings
a whirlwind in my head
The void
I've fallen in
and I cant save myself
I cant hide this madness
paralyses me
shakes me to the core
everything you think you know
you do not know
The void surrounds me
all consuming
and I lost myself
in the blackness of the Abyss
Im alone
and the shadows easily found me
they keep me locked up and hidden
from the rest of the world
Try to fight these demons
but I dont win
The Void
Ive fallen in
I cant save myself
complex mind I battle
the war within
now hate and rage wash over my skin
I paid the price for someone elses sin
The void so empty
dreams turn to dust
my nightmares became reality
cold, in this darkness
my wounds, my afflictions
never heal, never mend
you know me?
you know nothing
I dont even know myself


noone hears me screaming out

The Void

The Void by Melly

Do it to myself
do it to myself
I'm trouble
like to hurt myself
I can do it better than most
nothing you can do to me
nothing you can do that is worse
I can do it better
I can do it better than most
I'm gonna put myself first
if it's pain that you seek
I will make it hurt
I'm not afraid to burn
I'll be digging graves for the both of us
I'll be the lesson you learnt
I know you know
I'm more than enough
I know I'm toxic as fk
and so is my love

Do it to myself
do it to myself
I'm hollow
like to hate myself
I can do it better than most
there's nothing you can do to me
nothing you can do that is worse
go ahead shoot your shot
I can do it better than most

Better than most

Better Than Most By Melly

You know I love you
from the second you caught my eye
you know I want you
dream of you every night
isn't it crazy
how our destinies aligned
I'm not sorry
I always knew you would be mine
how'd you like that?

I know you love me
think about me all the time
but I'm not perfect
I hope you don't mind
isn't it crazy how the stars are all aligned
I know you're dying for it baby
all day all night
so am I

Teddy

Teddy By Melly

Love Amongst the Ruins

Such a pleasure to make music with Miper and Zandra Hortell, together also known as PolarNine!

https://soundcloud.com/miper
https://soundcloud.com/zandra-hortell
https://soundcloud.com/polarnine

Lyrics:
Don´t talk about sex because you are a lady
be careful of what people see when you´re dressing
don´t say something tricky, that is just not done
sit up as straight as a pole because people expect that

do not mention some critics
not part of your business
always kind and polite
that is the point

don´t you dare and shame on you
that is out of place
always kind and polite
that is the point

Instrumental Main-Ideas and Impulses, Backing Vocals: Miper
Backing Vocals: Zandra Hortell
Lyrics,Main Vocals, Arrangement, Mix: E-Noki

Miper & E-Noki ft. Zandra Hortell - You're a Lady

This one‘s dedicated to my aunt who dies at the age of 88 years eight days ago

After A Long Life

all rights belong to Melly Jade x

I wanna know where you go
to escape from this life
and I'd like to open the door to your thoughts
and step inside your mind

where do you go when you're sleeping
why do you leave me
why do you leave me
let me enter your dreams
so you cannot leave me
you cannot leave me

oh lets swap places
just for awhile
oh lets swap places
to know what its like

I wanna know the pattern of you
the maps within your hand
if I could read your blueprint
I'm sure I'd understand

Where do you go when you're sleeping
how can you leave me 
how can you leave me
let me run through your dreams
you will always see me
you will always see me

and I'm jealous of your pillow
and I'm jealous of your sheets
I wish I was the sacred ground
beneath your feet

Where do you go when you're sleeping
is it really peaceful
all those hours dreaming
I know its really blissful
where do you go when you're sleeping
I'd really like to see it for myself
so let me enter your dreams
you and me together noone else

When You're Sleeping By Melly Jade

I want to define one term here, as it has multiple meanings in English and here is used in an even more uncommon sense.  "Wake": the path or course of anything that has passed or preceded (my focus is the wind that is produced by this movement). I hope this makes sense. :-)

Check out what Nocturnal Rose did with this! 

https://soundcloud.com/kiabeniki/end-of-friend-abeni-feat-sintamental?in=sintamental/sets/collaborations-two

Also Kid of Earth
https://soundcloud.com/sintamental/end-of-a-friend-sintamentalinstru-kidofearth

This is the end, my sweet and dearest friend
No more need to pretend
Hide behind self-deception
Behind a lingering sensation
An endless smolder
Let it die
Let it turn cold
For it's warmth has turned to torment
To torture

To nourish the dying 
The hopelessly lost
Is merely prolonging the suffering
Though it feels so good
Being fed
Enabling this

The fading in and out of reality
Can be unbearable
The certainty of hopelessness is better than a false hope
The choice between temporal pleasure, pain
And the extinguishment of emotion once and for all
No one wants to be in this bind
Let us turn our backs and walk away
Let the red turn to black to white
Let the ashes fly in our wake

End Of A Friend

I hope you feel it, I hope you feel yourself...

Lets collaborate! Words are powerful but music takes them to a whole other dimension. I'd really like to combine words and music. Please message me if you would like to work together. I can share works or write new ones based on others' ideas. I invite others to read my works as well. 

 


End Of A Friend

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