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prod by stezzyxl
w/ hvci
w/ xav0id

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lyrics:
every step i take
every song i made
was never close enough to heal the stains around my name
every lie i made
with every smile i faked
was never close enough to heal the wounds inside my veins

i open up, but they just always shut the door
i never speak to anyone like anymore
i lost my friends, and then my heart along the floor
i sweared to myself not to end up like before

3 am in the morning
i can barely sleep tonight
my body is giving me warnings
day by day, my chest is tight
i’ve been though it
i’ll be fine
swear to god i’ll be alright
ive been though it
i’m alright
swear to god ill be all fine

the air so thick
it grabs my throat
and i cannot breathe
something don’t click
brushing off my shoulders
i’ve been here, i do admit
looking at my options
have no choice, but too destroy
melancholy love
melancholy love
i try to avoid

(xavoid - )
quiet glass
worn thin
city hum
low and dim
lines shift under low light
hours fold into night
cold rain on empty streets
shapes dissolve where walls meet
breath slows in vacant air
holding onto something rare

names drift past like quiet streams
tracing edges of my dreams
your voice lingers in the hush
like the last page of a rush
windows hold a silver stain
footsteps fade but leave the pain
each moment bends into a line
folded under time’s design

(hvci - )
i like your style
but it’s a crooked mile
tears stitch awhile
beneath the exile
i like your style
but it’s a crooked mile
tears stitch awhile
beneath the exile

melancholy w/ xav0id & hvci

i'll try to remember

P. nomansland 

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Lyrics~

(Swamp) 

My lifes in a spiral 
And I just can’t seem to catch a break
When I tried this shit the passive way 
they hit me at a faster pace 
It was a massacre up there on that caligo hill
Sends A shiver down your serabelem, signal the chills 

Ok yeah I’m back up on attack, there’s just no foldin us 
Grab that ammo load it up 
It’s gettin kinda quiet on this California western front 
Give it all you can until you can’t and hope the war is almost done 
Shell shocked, you’ve had enough 

There you go, you’re telling yourself that never again 
Will you put you’re life on the edge for something that somebody said 
The battle goes on in your head 
And shurly you’ll face a certain death 
But I guess you love that shit because you never left 

(Enyu)

Loaded chambers caught in a deadlock
choke on me like a tight knot
rewinding all of my future plans
hailing down on me till my heart stop
yeah, but i’m still in it
guess i’m twisted
drawn to where i fucking bled
need some god to grant my wishes
rather than be fucking dead

i scrape my wounds when its dark
a shiver down my extremities
and while the whole world fell apart
i stand upfront with serenity
and when I turn around
the time has come for confession
to learn a beautiful lesson
i’m heading outbound
to fend off my imperfections

(Swamp)

Hopefully when the dust settles I’ll be alright 
All intact and alive 
The only loss being time 
Trying to figure out another way to save myself 
From the war in my head, it’s been a living hell

never ending spiral w/ enyu

Produced and featured by @Sinxi 

Lyrics 

You don't know how to care for yourself
I'm right here
Every day if It helps
Tear your mind outside this rain
Help you move set yourself out the pain

And I know your losing faith
The abuse you endure just to break
Don't share your heart with him
When I love how your closer to me

Oh you don't even need to stay away
And cut my limbs and eat my heart out of my face
And set my eyes above your gaze
I know you`re worth the wait

I don't trust on decisions I have to make
Il lose us
What if my healing starts to fade
You never knew, how long it hurt
To be in love with her

Don't love
My feelings never felt so strange
I feel cursed
Why do I always end the same
I never knew, how long it hurt
To be in love with her
-------------------------------------
(Sinxi)
I'm only human
But it's that u don't get
Tried my best to be near you
Yet your pushing me back
This silence is haunting
Like a movie and it
Doesn't seem to be moving
Cos your holding the brakes
I thought I could understand
This parallel we're heading in
It's hard to resist all the signals u give
And I'm lost in the sense that I'll find some relief
-------------------------------------

Oh you don't even need to stay away
And cut my limbs and eat my heart out of my face
And set my eyes above your gaze
I know you`re worth the wait

I don't trust on decisions I have to make
Il lose us
What if my healing starts to fade
You never knew, how long it hurt
To be in love with her

Don't love
My feelings never felt so strange
I feel cursed
Why do I always end the same
I never knew, how long it hurt
To be in love with her

CUT MY LIMBS (feat. Sinxi)

prod by icantsleeplol
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lyrics:
the ashtray fills 
i let it sit
smells like you
i won’t admit  
she wears your coat 
it fits her fine  
same cologne 
it smells just as fine  

her laugh still 
cuts through these walls  
sounds too real
then quickly falls  
i turn it down
but not for long  
it’s worse when everything feels wrong  

your cup still sits beside the sink  
i don’t wash it, can’t even think  
you said it’s love
you said it’s love  
guess we’re closer than we think  

she calls me up 
like nothing’s wrong  
then tells me “i heard your latest song”  
she says “it’s good” 
but skipped the part  
where your name bleeds through the art  

you said “we’ll stay friends” i said “maybe”  
both of us knew that was crazy  
now your voice just fills the air  
and i act like i don’t care  

you fade
you fade
you fade
you fade

fade

your shadow crawls from my ceiling
i cant sleep, i just might miss it
hoping i wake myself up
claws unsheathed drag me through mud
permanently all i want
so unhealthy, that i know
claws unsheated rip me to bones
drowning you drown out my soul

hiding myself between pillows and walls
you dont want nothing, no nothing at all
i could have given you all that you want
spending some time with me really that rough ?
hiding my thoughts while my feelings collide
ruin myself, all ambitions will lay
here on the floor next to nothing at all
broken, misused and mistaken for soil

what if i never picked up the phone
what if he never even called at all
i dont know, but i dont care
theres a reason why im still here
what if the tide wasnt so far in
winds a little calmer, so i could swim
or have i sinned ?
what if i never went away with my friends
and i spent the last minutes on a call with him
and i got to say goodbye, and that this is the end
at least id have some fucking closure on this life that i live
and what if he never accpeted any help from the meds
cause his children needed longer and they offered him that
just to leave him no time at all
i know its hard to accept but im falling flat

your shadow crawls from my ceiling
i cant sleep, i just might miss it
hoping i wake myself up
claws unsheathed drag me through mud
permanently all i want
so unhealthy, that i know
claws unsheated rip me to bones
drowning you drown out my soul

hiding myself between pillows and walls
you dont want nothing, no nothing at all
i could have given you all that you want
spending some time with me really that rough ?
hiding my thoughts while my feelings collide
ruin myself, all ambitions will lay
here on the floor next to nothing at all
broken, misused and mistaken for soil

claws

hurt

if theres a reason why im here, its not been shown to me yet
but im still giving out hope, you can tell me why i live
why i escape everything, by the skin of my teeth
why im questioned who i love, but nobody answers me

is there anyone or anything out there?
listening
theres nothing i could want and i dont care, for anything 
this echo runs a long way without you, yet here i am
waiting for the walls to rebound that, youre proud of me

i know you would say it, surely wont hold that against me
its all that ive wanted, youre still my blanket of safety
i feel like an alcoholic, stop holding it against me
i need my fix of poison even if it wont save me

drive me by the forest theres someone out there waiting
ive gotta see his face before my time becomes vacant
somewhere in the fields ive got a personal statement
somewhere in the foliage between trees and pavement

no i cant remember what i was fighting for
ive lost all ambition, i trained so hard for war
just for it to end, its probably for the best
this time i got was wasted, im ready for a rest

i can't remember what i was fighting for

Du fehlst

Track 1 / 100 — «Σιωπή στο Μάρμαρο»

🇬🇷 Ελληνικά

Μια νύχτα πάνω από το Αιγαίο.
Μάρμαρο, σιωπή και σκέψεις που γίνονται ρυθμός.

Αυτό το κομμάτι ανοίγει το ταξίδι ενός project 100 tracks — μια ιστορία για εσωτερική αναδόμηση, πειθαρχία και ήρεμη δύναμη.

Δεν είναι κάθε μάχη θορυβώδης.
Κάποιες νίκες χαράζονται αργά, όπως το μάρμαρο που σμιλεύεται με τον χρόνο.

Genre: Greek Trap  
Style: Trap  
Mood: Night • Aegean • Introspective


🇬🇧 English

A night over the Aegean.
Marble, silence, and thoughts turning into rhythm.

This track opens the journey of a 100-track project — a story about inner rebuilding, discipline, and quiet strength.

Not every battle is loud.
Some victories are carved slowly, like marble shaped by time.

Genre: Greek Trap  
Style: Trap  
Mood: Night • Aegean • Introspective


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Σιωπή στο Μάρμαρο (Track 1 /100)

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i'll try to remember

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