whycantyou

i love the cure
Won't you please let me go
These words lie inside they hurt me so
And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what I want to do
I'm not the kind that needs to tell you
Just what you want me to

I saw you this morning
I thought that you might like to know
I received your message in full a few days ago
I understood every word that is said
And now that I've actually heard it
You're going to regret

And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what you want me to
You're not the kind that needs to tell me
About the birds and the bees

Do you find this happens all the time
Crucial point one day becomes a crime
And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what I want to do
I'm not the kind that needs to tell you

[Repeated]
I've lost you

age of consent

art by erika de luna
a love song

you are dressed in all my clothes
sucks to see them go
but you wear them better
please keep them im fine
its cold around this time
but you radiate heat and even light
its not as quite the sight
as looking in your eyes
its true you know
i adore you so

lucille

when youre lonely i will be your soul
our hearts linked together thru these phones
funny what was once untold
is now what i always want to know
dont know what i would do if i was stuck on my own

lucille

smells,
and sounds,
and visions all around
i know the walls can speak,
but they chose to never try it out,
and ur soft bright soul
is memory heavy
and your memories
are for remembering
this.

and it hurts
and it burns
and it flirts with my heart
let me learn
from myself.
and im waiting,
please dont forget me.
im not forgetting you
nothing else to do
but remember
you
and your

curly curly hair
deep deep eyes
loveable sensibility
youre paintings are alive.
the rhythm of your voice,
impeccable pizza choice.
honesty and modesty
the need for patience.
i finally learned that.

i need you, i really need you.
i need the real you.
my heart can see blue.
my heart can see blue
my heart can see you
my heart can feel you
my heart can see skies
in second lives,
sunsets and trees on mountain sides
my mind can write
write out the stars
this place is yours
and you are me
and we are you
 a family
i want to be
with you at the end,
in the end.

curly curly hair.
deep deep eyes.
loveable sensibility,
you’re paintings are alive,
and you painted my heart,
on the walls of yours
and i knew from the start.
because i could tell.
how you felt,
how you felt
when i saw ur eyes, and you looked at mine.
i saw you feel it, too
didnt you.?

didnt you feel it, too.

Heavyy

kim kelly is a bitch to me
she took my pride and lunch money
but what goes around comes around
and now her boyfriend's finger is stuck in karen's mouth
but he's the one or so she says
but does he really mean well? i wouldnt make a bet

cut school for drugs and parties
im tired of these freaks
all your time goes in the pipe
as if you want to ruin your life
its sad to see but worse to know
not all of your friends were made for sideshow

kim kelly

spent too long gazing at these lights
smears of purple and green impair my sight
knew it wouldnt be long before it arrived
my anxious monologues fill the night
questions to myself hard to answer
introspective thoughts with no candor
pollen always makes my head hurt
mirror image starts to distort

why cant i just be someone immune
natures pain it takes a toll on you

ive been sad for ten weeks straight
i wish i did not have to wait
for life to move at such slow rates
i cant help but feel desolate

my mind and i go toe to toe
cause i cant know whats not been shown
i tend to not go with the flow
scared to get caught in undertows

allergies

i took a walk in the park
but i got bored
i took a moment to breathe
what am i outside for
i hate this place
it all wants me dead
cant help but make a face
my skin is turning red
just what i dread
how long will i be this young
i stay up late
i burn my tongue
i dont wanna pay my bills
ill walk the world
ill live off thrills
life on the outside

art by @rikpld on social media

on the outside

nothing

the album is here
art by erika deluna @rikpld on social media
production, recording, and backup vocals on "Getting Sentimental" provided by @JOHNNASCUS
all other production, recording, writing, and performances by yours truly

age of consent

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