i dont even know what this is about to be honest its about being an obsessive crusher???

its in the air

made with blood estate @thedissatisfiedyouth :)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0uOoaqcJO2TQDETUjt3IrW?si=beae215544854def

lyrics:
i’ll sit by the lake
and contemplate
if you’ve found someone
to take my place
pockets filled with stones 
i’ll skip one more
beyond return,
it ripples through my soul

my hands are tied up in knots
the warmth i felt is now gone
i haven’t seen anyone 
in months 
i’ll dry my thoughts in the sun
try to forget everyone
my words are never enough
enough


my hands are tied up in knots
but im not worried at all
i lie awake until dawn
til dawn
i’ll dry my thoughts in the sun
try to really be someone
i know my words are enough 
enough

sun lie dry w/ blood estate

lyrics: 

i don’t want to be like you
i just want to take a break from everything
sorry if i waste your time
i’m still learning how to manage mine

i can’t help it if i break down and cry
guess it’s just the way i’m used to getting by

wasting time

Ill be 
right here 
away from 
my fears 

you cant
tell me 
I'm not 
happy 
 
I'm happy

the regret is making me sick

it’s good to know
that you don’t know
that i know everything about you
do you even know what day it is?
you see the way
i see your face
i play all your little games
so don’t make me wait for this

just let me be your valentine
leave it up to me
to make a mess of what isn’t mine
now you cant ask me to be your valentine
if i dont try
to not cross the lines
i just wanna cross your mind
can you be mine?

silence is a virtue
and you’re taking advantage
my dreams will come true
you’re just leaving me stranded
stranded

just let me be your valentine
leave it up to me
to make a mess of what isn’t mine
now you cant ask me to be your valentine
if i dont try
to not cross the lines
i just wanna cross your mind
can you be mine?

can you say
“can you be mine?”
mine

if i don’t try
to not cross the lines
i just wanna cross your mind
can’t you say
“won’t you be mine?”

Valentine's day

waggy

artwork made by @malusmatrona on instagram

i don’t believe it
said you’re tired and leaving
tomorrow you’ll be out of state
for some unknown reason

right in front of my eyes
a perfect picture that time buys
breaks apart uneven
for some untold reason

alternating questions 
not the greatest first impression
it’s not about getting even
except to you for some reason

i listened to your stories
with bleary eyes at four in the morning
we lay our heads and then it’s evening
for some untold reason

reason

Is it selfish
To think of you with me all of the time?
Got a good life
And I don't wanna ruin it if I were to make you mine
My eyes shut
We're in no rush
Count my days
We will be okay
Every time I have to hear your voice
It feels like an obligation and I have no choice
But to want you
Do you love me?
I'm fucking done, this shit's making me crazy
Oh
Make a move, wanna get to know you
There's a world that I wanna show you
Its got black and gold picture frames
Of me and you running away
My eyes shut
We're in no rush
Count my days
We will be okay
Every time I have to hear your voice
It feels like an obligation and I have no choice
But to want you
Do you love me?
I'm fucking done, this shit's making me crazy

getaway (acoustic)

you were my heaven now im living in hell.

Valentine's day

sketchist