all of the leaves start to turn and then you start to burn in my brain

ill try drop my remaining dust collectors over the next few weeks
thnk u to @heyzbee for carrying
lyrics

mæsk
getting tired of this shit, always awake and a mess
all of these problems i think need be adressed
bae if u do it just speak wit ur chest out
ion wan an us if its just us depressed



darkness and me by myself all i fear
well i fear for the rest 
picking up the pieces
but they’re all dripping red
restin in peace is ok if im restn wit u
inside of this death bed

i called her but no answer
only talking to myself 
i question pain but there’s no answer
i just help my fucking self

u can hide u can run but
bae your turn will come 
we all suffocate

double chorus

(main)
oh ur eyes are fully wet
and u won’t wanna forget till u die no
yeh my heart been fading slow
but its alright
now its dark
and i been taking everything to make me high
u just wanna stare, and watch me die in this bleak filled night

(backup)
u won’t take my hand, this not meant to be
leaves still fall from our favourite tree
i might lose but at least ill be free
memories so trapped in this bleak filled night

zbee
welcome to the funeral
everything is better when you don’t know what going on
start to think about life 
right before it flash by 
everything it hurts now right before I die

yeah everything hurts oh my
and look what i’ve done with my life
yeah i know i’m supposed to be at peace
but right now life is the only thing I seek

burn
everything it burns
i see myself in these mirrors
but i’m not the person the i used to be
I'm horrible

fighting back spirits that i’m not supposed to be with
i’m down here but it kinda look like venus 
every time talk now it’s seen as treason 
what i’m i supposed to do when i don’t have a reason 

yeah stuck in the deep end
despite all the fire lowkey it be kinda freezing
everybody hates me just because i’m human 
what i am supposed to do when i don’t have an option

yeah minerals they surround me
yeah in the hell fire county
yeah what am i supposed to do when i’m stuck here 
and everything wants to harm me

rest ft zbee (branwen)

lyrics

can’t even face me this evening when i shut the door and run
baby this feels wrong 
like everything’s undone
i put down the foot, but all that says is that you’ve won
girl it’s not my brain
yeah it’s u toxic on this one

foggy mirror, a long drive
misty fields, and a grey sky
eyes on glass, as it spitsrain
waters wet, the tears u shed were crocodile

i see yellow lines but not th same thats on th road
we’re in different times its spiralling out of control
u dont share my highs and i jus keep that on th low
its getting cold now girl i gotta go (shoutout shizu)

ill jus pack my backs, no intent of coming back home
we were on a path were i thought u couldn’t break this mould
delusion got th best of me, guess i was never told
it was written in the stars but now its more than cold

cold cold yeah its more than cold
ice shards forming on my arms and i cant feel my toes
hope ur somewhere where the logs ablaze or that of coal
ill be sitting in the outlands where its well below

i hope ur happy as u weren’t before
ill say take care while on hardwood floors
dreams of incoming meteors
oh on my chest i can feel the force

this pressures stronger coz of what u said
depressing stronger than ive ever felt
an old mossed statue
but my heart still melts
deep in th dark forest will u find urself

i see yellow lines but not th same thats on th road
we’re in different times its spiralling out of control
u dont share my highs and i jus keep that on th low
its getting cold now girl i gotta go (shoutout shizux2)

ill jus pack my backs, no intent of coming back home
we were on a path were i thought u couldn’t break this mould
delusion got th best of me, guess i was never told
it was written in the stars but now its more than cold

cold (caves)

listen to mæsks music: https://soundcloud.com/maesk337

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161

pekarots yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBVicoij06gb6PA2rapkqFg

/lyrics/

(tearsonmygucci)

i need help like i don't know what I'm supposed to do
sit under an overpass breathing fumes
passing street lights down another avenue
if i gotta die i would rather rot with you

back in april we were fighting just like usual
said you hated me oh so casual
held you tight but then you were gone 
if id known that it would be the last i held on

i see faces looking through the window
thoughts are whirling i just wanna be alone
oh solitude is rare cause i still hear you 
in my room 
lead my to my tomb i can't take it

thought i had convinced myself I'm better of
every morning i was better i was moving on
but i saw you in my dreams and i know that
it's never gone away my heart just went numb

all this pressure gonna make my skull cave in
at the end i hope you know that i still never gave in
it's hard to loosen up my grip 
cause i know I'll slip
without you to hold me back from losing it

(mæsk)

I've got this calming view and now I’m picturing ur face
And u now wanna talk, ok let’s talk about this pain
And now I’m sat beside a tree I’m taking all the shade
If u were here right now I know you'd wash it all away


I’ve got things I’ll never mention but it’s haunting me
Clouds are taking shape I swear that they’re taunting me
My head goes down but, swear I’m no different to all these broken leaves
If u were right now I’d view the world so differently

One more time,
The pressures building and it’s heating up
Wasn’t being honest when I said that I was fine
What’s in the past is deep and buried, I know I can’t do much
I’d be content if I could only see u one more time

(tearsonmygucci)

thought i had convinced myself I'm better of
every morning i was better i was moving on
but i saw you in my dreams and i know that
it's never gone away my heart just went numb

all this pressure gonna make my skull cave in
at the end i hope you know that i still never gave in
it's hard to loosen up my grip cause i know I'll slip
without you here to hold me back from losing it

I never gave up on us - ft. mæsk (Pekarot)

~2300~

LYRICS:
[INTRO]
Take me out of my comatose
Drink some more
Break your trust get high when I want to 
It’s not over yet

[HOOK]
Feeling love sick darling
I’ll treat your body right
Stay on me I’ll fill the bottom line 
Candle light
Soft silhouette
Falling in love got sucked in a lie 
Feeling love sick darling
I’ll treat your body right
Stay on me I’ll fill the bottom line 
Candle light
Soft silhouette
Falling in love got sucked in a lie

[VERSE]
Maybe I’ll see you in another life
You’ll leave I’ll promise it’s the last time 
Can’t rest my eyes I’m scared to even try 
The sacrifice I made for you and I
Hold on
Don’t try to run
I do it all the time
But you don’t want this life
They expect so much of me
But I’m a let down constantly

[PRE CHORUS] 
Stay a while take it in 
Stay a while take it in

[HOOK]
Feeling love sick darling
I’ll treat your body right
Stay on me I’ll fill the bottom line
Candle light
Soft silhouette
Falling in love got sucked in a lie 
Feeling love sick darling
I’ll treat your body right
Stay on me I’ll fill the bottom line 
Candle light
Soft silhouette
Falling in love got sucked in a lie

hearteater w/ skrwd (splashgang)

@taylor

twitter.com/1homesickk
www.instagram.com/1homesickk/

board it up keep it fortified
i been tryna get my money right
lames talkin bout me i aint hold it tight
social suicide, dont have to hide
worth the price
red vein 5am
mitragyna make me doze off
tapped at 5am
led in my gut, windows frostin
deep in the cut candle droppin
prints in the snow see me walkin
cold i been froze up
reap no reward like whats the hold up
ghost in the door when i pull up
can i convince
jus let me go just let me
double tap chug on my back
leather seats all black
223 n thats a wrap`
dark net grab a pack
soon as i let go it pull me back
take a hint its not that
snow fall down turn to soot
bring me bad news
i live on an empty street cause i have to
bridge my life to the clouds if i had to
make sure its not me that you're attached to
candle wax dried on the desk like some past dues
pushed me out the nest into destitute

red vein 5am
mitragyna make me doze off
tapped at 5am
led in my gut, windows frostin
deep in the cut candle droppin
prints in the snow see me walkin

soot (taylor morgan)

prod. poppy ozu

set the clock back
look at the map
wouldnt know where youd be at
havent been texting my friends
i let down everyone, only cause stress
try my best to keep it cool
why does it feel like youre watching my moves
talk shit on the gram but still thinkin we’re cool
dont fuck with the
(shut the fuck up)
tmm on my chest
fuck all the rest
not really tho but maybe a bit
we got this shit by ourselves like a bat out of hell
we do the shit that you dont think will sell
drink on my water and work on my wealth
hit the tim hortons just outside of guelph
not gonna lie man i really need help
i wanna stop talking to myself
does it make sense?
i cannot tell
you drove me into the ground
now im just haunted by all of the sounds
dead in the ditch is how i hope im found
these are the things that i wont say out loud
now i know what goes around comes around
dead on the roof is how i hope im found
now i know what goes around, goes around

i wish there was a rhyme or reason whenever it rolls around the seasons
and all of the leaves start to turn and you start to burn in my brain.

phaedos (prod. poppy ozu)

entirely non-profit.
produced by nilowh
@nilowhbeats

procastinate your life,
you know that you lied.
im staying up tonight
to smoke away 
everything inside my mind
take a shot of novacaine
& bleed out in the same day
you changed
but i didn't
torn apart 
with a tough love ribbon
same day 
different difference
im insane
whats my worth if im not a person?
fuck you and all your lies
i spent a hundred nights sublime
you changed >:(
but i didnt 
torn apart with a tough love ribbon
same day
different difference
im insane

ｂｕｔ， ｉ ｄｉｄｎ＇ｔ．

u changed, but i didn't

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Chosen

lyrics
-and all I ever want, to be
is a train wreck, apology
left for me
is there anything, anything at all!

i just wanna talk a little bit
dream about my arteries, compressing everything
i lost all of my tolerance, is there anything, i need, i need  to see

to be!
awaken, from my dreams
too many disease
i walk down the street

people and everything
we ruin the planet, i mean
were just trying to live, and dream
were all afraid to die, god save us please 

complicated, decision
i mean it
im breathing, in
slow,ly
don't bleed
ur everything

i just need to take another second
and think about what you mean to me
all i ever want to see
the only person i want to be

crying myself to sleep
it was all in 2020, swear it felt just like a dream
to many people, wanna latch on it seems
if you wanna be there, bring value to me

dying in a cave, on the north side, of Saskatchewan, i tried
to be the man, i wanna be, not fortunate, in life
dying in a cave, on the north side, of Saskatchwan, i tried
am i hallow as can be? do you mean anything, to me

people and everything
we ruin the planet, i mean
were just trying to live, and dream
were all afraid to die, god save us please 

complicated, decision
i mean it
im breathing, in
slow,ly
dont bleed
ur everything

Saskatchewan (prod. splashgvng x pekarot)

double xl bape tee
it feel better when it drape me
i know i’m never on time
sorry if i kept u waiting
double c on my cologne 
it’s always blue just like my mood
she not used to hearing no
and so she loves it when im rude

she the reason why i put myself thru hell
i’m the reason why she mad u can’t buy her chanel
way too faded so she taking off my belt
i know “i love u” is just a lie u tell
um i been flying to close to the sun
um sorry baby i know i can’t be the one
um she start catching feelings and i gotta run
i don’t like it when they like me back the chase is fun

She keeps on
Coming back to me
Ignore th signs and jus say yes to all this tragedy
It says a lot ab u if im honest
U see its chronic
But somehow wants to stick around coz of these melodys

She saw 16 bottles
Still I couldnt open up
Goin full throttle
In th backroom & im thrown up
Toxic waste it surrounds us 
How it was growin up
Safest place, it grounds us
But we’re stuck inside th substance 
Its so fucked

she the reason why i put myself thru hell
i’m the reason why she mad u can’t buy her chanel
way too faded so she taking off my belt
i know “i love u” is just a lie u tell
um i been flying to close to the sun
um sorry baby i know i can’t be the one
um she start catching feelings and i gotta run
i don’t like it when they like me back the chase is fun

phaedos (prod. poppy ozu)

skrwd

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