i feel hypocritical 
ive been hanging out at bars a lot
its kinda cool but i hate to think about it cause its fucked up
the fact that i actually kinda find it fun
its like a trampoline for when you feel down
i understand the appeal now 
sing along to the songs that you love
and im zoned out 
for right now i guess its what lifes all about 


i give it a week before im over it 
why the fuck am i here?  dont have money to spend
theres a girl looking at me and i need her to fucking stop, honestly. 
i really hope i dont wake up tomorrow 
cause i dont know how much more i can handle of this problem 
i hope you know that im not having fun at all
id rather be anywhere but here now 
where’s my trampoline? 
bitch i feel down
feel it everywhere 
so i dont think i deserve to go anywhere 
everything you said makes sense now
you had your reasons to peace out 
and i get it 
i just really wish that youd never said it

trampoline (prod. pekarot)

prod. poppy ozu



dont worry im not doing better
you have every reason to be bitter
mia ko-35
just wanna make it to terra venture 
dont know you from nowhere my guy 
and i dont give a fuck cause i dont remember 
i need to get my shit together
stack up my bread
leave the rest for later
this shit has never been about flexin on exes
they do themselves the favor 
by running away and being happy 
even if its only for a while
Im like a song they hate on the radio 
They just had to change the dial
dont worry I get it




I am the cause of all this 
I dug my grave so ill lie in it
pulled the trigger and the shit jammed
i should probably try again







everything I got is a blessing 
but my life’s fucking depressing 
And its fucked up
Like an art I lose my focus
i got tea like lipton
whole squad on deck no tipton 
I don’t have patience
Can’t keep getting wasted
Everything ive ever wanted was sitting in front of me
Just to fuck it up again
Put a bullet right  through my head 
Maybe then itll all make sense
Maybe then ill start making checks
Until then ill just hang my head
And hope one day that you understand

psycho_path (prod. poppy ozu)

no one gets inside
produced by @prodlilnightshift




fugitive mindset always on the run 
from everything ive ever done
it isnt fun
living in all your regret
and letting the guilt make you wish you were dead
aint talked to no one in almost a month
shoulda seen this from the jump
down on my luck
sorry just goin through stuff
nothing i do will ever be enough



I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time
Operation overdrive
Get in gear
Speed of light 
Live in the lost galaxy
astro mega suicide 
I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time


Yeah thats great but it could be better 
The effort will never seem to matter 
Move in the shadows
Live like a phantom 
Gets me through the bullshit faster
Every breath ive ever taken has debt behind it 
I can’t deny it   
What stays inside will eat me alive 
Its what I deserve baby 
its justified 

stop bein all up in my ear dawg
what the fuck you want?
talk shit on the squad like im not there
bitch are you dumb? 
i feel like a spy kid the way i fucked up a sore ass thumb
off the judi juice and im seeing red bitch im not the one 

I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time
Operation overdrive
Get in gear
Speed of light 
Live in the lost galaxy
astro mega suicide 
I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time

ih8myself (prod. lil nightshift)

Comin with the kick a motherfucker in the face while youre out tryna save the day shit
The astro mega solar quantum hydrostatic supernova omega shit
Keep a few flows
Got no hoes
just kick it at home
Stay on the low
tryna grow from my past
while smokin on gas
In my moms old Cadillac
On my Luda
You dont know me like that
Saba tucked on my right
Two steps back
Predict all your moves
Im a wallhack
Grass stays cut
Miss me with the chit chat
Switched up so quick
Yeah im big mad
it takes all sorts to make a world
Its not just about the sadness, pain, or hurt
Im just finding my way through the words

I might reach for the sky but inside im an urchin
Why you still lurkin?
Said what you said
So lay in the bed
Just be sure to not make a mess
Live in regret and my stress
And I say that shit with my chest
Miss who I was right before this
Jumping ship. Andy Lawrence
Why do I break everything that I touch?
My whole worlds turned to dust
What used to be used as release is now causing the problem. I need it to stop.
I only process my thoughts in the night rollin through my hometown off of something
Tend to say sorry too much so the sentiments way past redundant

why does the music
always gotta follow the misery?
last chance at affording high fashion
in a brand new whip but i crashed it
man i miss when i wish that i had this
i want to forget the day i made sometimes
maybe stop being a hostage to the long nights
maybe we can go for a night drive
Maybe then you’ll tell me we’ll be alright
i swear the music feels like free therapy the way I be talking
To the window, then to the Walmart, then baby we hittin the target
Pull up on any show best believe I be goin the hardest
I do this shit for the things in my life in which I know I’ll never accomplish
Still on a countdown to self destruction
Eyes stay closed and im lost in the function
Anxiety got everybody like
“Ay skrwd why you sweating so hard? is you rollin or sumn?”
Man I just wanna go back home
Drown out the silence, glued to my phone
Ive become a slave to these four walls
While finding solace in being alone
Swervin the whip like a ship
Takin a sip of my Judi juice
We might dap but I dont fuck with you
Lifes a game
Every time I lose
Just spent a rack on designer shoes
Stayin on top of the p’s and q’s
Got too much to say, you sound like a fan
You aint Lindsay Lohan bitch, get a clue

c2d (prod. soloft)

i do not own the sample used in this beat it's from a commercial @ disney do not sue me pls


My name should be gustavo the way I rock out on this shit 
fueled by nostalgia maybe a couple of other things too when i step in the booth
yeah i still roll with the same crew 
except the ones who left after day 2
im down and out but outside the whole damn time
peep the worn out soles in my shoes
Addicted to it like a habit 
Itchy trigger finger bob saget 
Id give it all just to have it 
There’s a method to the madness 
Dont even know how it happened 
Just saw everything collapse 
no sign of smoke clearing 
I think we both know what happens next



bitch im flexed up 
Keep your tips up 
Work the hill baby
Fucked up 
Got me fucked up 
I been off the henny
Too much on the weekends 
But it depends on
How far I make it down the deep end 
take two steps back 
Do not fuck with your energy 
out of my sights where you need to be 
ptsd gets the best of me so best believe youll get turned to a memory
kill every beat 
if you disagree 
you are dumb as fuck 
and its simply a fact 
Kill every show with a boyband flow 
no need to ask where they do that at

monday wake up get on my grind
try to make it make sense going line by line 
these thoughts creep up and fuck with my vibe without any warning
tuesday comes and im feelin alright
cant really recall what happened last night
check my phone even though you dont hit my line
The loss im still mourning 
Wednesday Thursday stuck in the middle 
On Malcolm, i don’t get the riddle 
Why I still feel like I got played like a fiddle?
The ghost of you is swarming 
Friday night skirtin down 95 
AC full blast yuh we boutta get live 
only thing that can make me feel real fine?
1saturdaymorning

1saturdaymorning

prod. kazba w/ additional percussion by me

Text never sent I get It
You dont wanna talk at all
I dont really blame you tho
Its the reason you always go
Yeah my heads still a mess
Found our playlist again
While youre out there with someone instead
Like a phantom your love for me is in the shadows
Wonder what the deal is when you chose to let go
I hope they do it for you now
Kinda wish I knew what the fuck I was talking about

Like a phantom you only want me from the shadows
Evil or not, you’re still watching me from your castle
But to know me is just too much of a hassle?
I’ll go ahead and pass on the tassel

I just hope youre doin alright
Maybe we can talk at another time
Maybe we can finally lay sumn down
Still tryna take you out to game night
Its a huge bummer that ill never get to
Take you to the spot out in west pines
the window was open for only a moment
Ran til I collapsed, missed the deadline
A buck short
Little too late
Never had a chance in the first place
Now dont get me wrong ill be okay
But still I feel the sting to this day
you said you fell in love with my voice and that there could never be another
I should’ve known not to trust you when you told me to say your name as if it was a number
You was undercover
In my eyes youre Jen
I know you want Alex
But im simply Wes
and im doin my best
We cant go back to the past
What id give just to hear you say my name in that way again
Kinda fucked up we had no conversation
The sword that I yield is now masked as a pen
Ill take the blame though you might disagree
it’s alright. No need to understand

Like a phantom you only want me from the shadows
Evil or not, you’re still watching me from your castle
But to know me is just too much of a hassle?
I’ll go ahead and pass on the tassel
Like a phantom your love for me is in the shadows
Wonder what the deal is when you chose to let go
I hope they do it for you now
Kinda wish I knew what the fuck I was talking about

phantom (prod. kazba x skrwd)

third eye blind cover
recorded in august 2022
instrumental by king theta
idk dude look up the original

blinded [when i see u] (prod. king theta)

ignored every sign

prod. pekarot

ive become a carbon copy of all of the things that i used to despise
maybe ill feel much better with some conversation and the touch of your skin tonight
jump my bones
bleed me dry
take it all from me i swear its fine
i dont know who i am without our hand’s intertwined 
and the picture i keep is a symbol of time
im way more fucked up than I realized 
shot myself in the foot, i ignored every sign
i pray to god we hit every red light 
cause when moments are fleeting, the now must suffice
maybe we can fall in love again for a night
forgive and forget, I dont care who was right
He might be remembered, but we’ll never die
search for salvation in all your goodbyes

Oh what a shame we became 
Such a fragile broken thing 
Wish we could’ve stayed the same
Oh the pain that it brings
When I think of all the ways that I could’ve seen it coming 
Would’ve fucked up anyways
Still dont know what im running from , so the songs are how I deal with what we’ve become
The glow in your eyes is as bright as the sun and it stays there even when push comes to shove
you mean more to me than you realize 
Girl you color my sky
why the fuck would i lie?
your face is a mainstay inside of my mind
read the texts back in your voice like every time
give me the chance to take you on a drive 
the way that you hold me makes everything fine 
moments so perfect at every red light
and i wish i could feel it at least one more time

red light (prod. pekarot)

i was in marching band once.

prod. skrwd

If we’re being honest I still wonder what youre up to
Heartbeats stay in tempo 8 to 5 on 1-2
All in one take no breaks, call that shit a run through 
Just drop a sign if you want me to hit you up soon
We dont gotta talk at all if you dont want to
Everything about this I wish I could undo
I know it might mean nothing now but I need you to know that  I want u

i want u
i want u
i know i shouldnt but i want to
i want u
i want u
i fucking hate that i want u

in an all black fit
Imma talk my shit
simply tapped in dawg I only make hits
On that make you wanna call your one ex that you never got over to reminisce tip
That one you aint talked to in a while and you dont really know where you stand
No matter if I get the answers or just raise more questions, screwed's what the fuck I am
Wiz tech in my pants like I live out on waverly
zord goin 80 and im feeling wavy
Brain blast on the beat, boy genius
Shorty so bad, zetus lapetus
Imma take you to the Louis store cause I know you got expensive taste
Apple bottom waist
Addicted to all of the ways you was saying my name
Damn what a sh- (hold up)

This is not some shit about being hurt by no girl
The songs come to life in their own little world
Im mostly joking when I say its lore
Cause the truth of it all is completely ignored
stuck in the suburbs, its truly a bore
Almost as much as my life is a chore
Clocks hitting zero so I gotta score
Like a catchy pop song from 02
Id walk a thousand miles just to show you
you are defined by the after and not just by all of the shit that you had to go through
Never exactly where I want to be
Theres a hunger Inside I just cant seem to feed
Oh what a gift it is to be simple
But honest to god I just wanna be free
And even with hope and the promise of living, the sameness and nothing is all its been giving
Ill be alone out in my secret city
Where no matter what happens, you are still with me
drills been in circles and I gotta bust
Fence been up too long, of course theres some rust
Anyone that I knew has left me in the dust
Should take a second to check and adjust

want u

prod. irby x jolst (i added a bitcrusher to one part so prod. me but like not really)

Winter came round one more time 
Outside in my mind but dont leave my house
Take me back to my life in 05
Under trees made of cork always holdin me down
Dont want to cry when I think of the past
I just wanna get my moms Cadillac back 
if we talked just one more Time 
Maybe then ill accept that you’ll never be mine


Never been good at goodbyes 
Mostly cause I obsess over moments in time
She was never good with replies but kept me on my toes 
Cause she had someone else on her mind
I pray to god I never have to go back to that parking lot out in Fullerton 
I will do anything to ensure I never feel the way I felt that day again
How many times have I lost it? 
My yellow umbrellas in somebody else’s apartment 
Wherever they choose to end up seems to be where my heart is 
There was just something to you
I like my French horns in blue
Dc shorty light ice on u 
why you always-


The pain is so real dude you dont understand 
Wish I was stopping the show making bands 
Whippin in barns out on farms 
I wear the fear on my arm as a scar to remind me to never go far
Swervin the hardest in rocket league cars
off of my ass out on pines boulevard 
owe it to mvo, down from the start 
Pringles on deck in the car
ive felt the spark in my eye out on sideview drive way more than a few times 
Bitter thoughts when I think of all the time I spent thinking we’d get the time right 
I cant fall asleep to silence so I guess the tv will act as my nightlight 
yeah i still bump our playlist
when I see your name, fall apart every time

Winter came round one more time 
Outside in my mind but dont leave my house
Take me back to my life in 05
Under trees made of cork always holdin me down
Dont want to cry when I think of the past
I just wanna get my moms Cadillac back 
if we talked just one more Time 
Maybe then ill accept that you’ll never be mine

leave my house (prod. irby x jolst)

breakdown [ftsk cover]

with arms outstretched [rilo kiley cover]

Victim ft. skrwd (prod. jolst x pekarot)

idk if its carpal tunnel but my fingers movin like spock 
thank you for calling but unfortunately im off the clock
ay yo squidward youre a hater, its not a boulder its a rock
bought like three packs a month ago where tf are all my socks? 
this aint no youtube but be sure to like, comment, and subscribe 
found twenty bucks on the ground last week, that shit was a vibe
bro oat milk costs extra for like the tenth fucking time
got the two biscuit special call that shit niv and guy
bianca pulled up with the chicken noodle soup but none for yall
hit the bag for twenty minutes then rip a selfie, bryce hall
yeah she bad but her breath stinks best believe i stay soft 
how you know that you a cat person when youve only met like three dogs?
stakes is high in philly get the cheddar like im bob
dont venmo me to buy you a vape go get a job
can someone explain to me why we call the bathroom the john?
yeah i barely speak spanish but i fw reggaeton 
How can  you use so many big words but still be a fuckin dunce?
Ive changed up my opinion on coleslaw I cant front 
You have no room to talk shit if your chin lookin like Gaston 
On my Hipster bitch from 2012 shit rockin em toms 
Whip and naenae  all day day then go home and Lele pons 
Your pokemon cards are not worth shit man
Hardcore pawn 
Every opps ass is grass and I been mowing the lawn 
You did not snort no coke dude that shit was parmesan

skrwd- dunce! (prod. stereokiddie)

yeah. 

prod. alexmilano

Whether in back of an uber or getting too loud in my best friends car 
Still I look up at the stars 
Wondering where you are 
Still feel you close even though youve become so far 
A chip on my shoulder, the ghost on my back
11:47 out in miramar 


Fresh air 
Fresh kicks 
In an all black fit 
Stacking my money and minding my business 
Taco Tuesday too much dip on your chip 
Running in circles but there’s been no fitness 
Hell yeah im my only witness 
Darkness surrounds getting worse every minute 
Impossible is the name of the mission 
But that will not fuck with my vision 
I still go back to the place we were in 
Every detail can recall how it went 
Said it was love with some secret resentment 
Still cant make sense of the remnants 
Hindsight told me you were right, got a problem with finishing things that I started 
Lost  what was left of myself sunken deep in the floorboards of our old apartment

Only time I feel alive is when the songs bring me back to the places I don’t wanna go 
There are some days I still feel like a hostage 
But shut the fuck up and keep playing my role 
though silent now  I can still hear your screams the guilt from it all could still swallow me whole 
there isn’t much left to do besides 
barrel down the throat 
pull the trigger 
fucking choke 
Too afraid of the reset 
Dont even try to set my goals 
Ill go through the motions again and hope by tomorrow my eyes just stay closed 
This is a letter and I guess a goodbye, sorrow wasn’t sweet when I parted 
What I would give to go back to the comfort and safety of that old apartment

New tracks tagged #skrwd