Death

EDM |||

Prod by soloft

1/13/22

Fallin 7

4/25/22

V!83$

Savage

Lmk what y'all think of this, got a couple more in this style coming :)

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Lyrics:

Rest your head on my
Chest and I'll make you forget
Those times when you weren't the
Best you could've been
I know you've been on the edge
Pushed away your regrets
Between your life and your death
You never win

I know that everything will be alright
In my dreams we gaze at the starlight

I know that everything will be alright
Soon we'll melt this snow
I know that I keep you up all night
Wondering when I'll be home 
You know that you'll never see me cry
I only do that alone
In my dreams we gaze at the starlight 
A life we'll never know 

Ooh Ooh
Always after you
If you point that finger then
You'll just prove my point again
Just calm down and come lay within my arms
I think I'll soon regret
The times I let you leave my head
I'll do my best to keep you away from harm


I know that everything will be alright
Soon we'll melt this snow
I know that I keep you up all night
Wondering when I'll be home 
You know that you'll never see me cry
I only do that alone
In my dreams we gaze at the starlight 
A life we'll never know 

I know that everything will be alright
Soon we'll melt this snow
I know that I keep you up all night
Wondering when I'll be home 
You know that you'll never see me cry
I only do that alone
In my dreams we gaze at the starlight 
A life we'll never know

Starlight (Prod. Matthew May)

Hey it’s me I get paranoid from weed
I hate myself so much I think they think the same of me
I think it’s time to be everything I wanna be
A ceiling don’t exist if I compare myself to me

Imma fucking know it all
Talking to myself but I don’t listen
The impossible and the improbable
It’s getting hard to tell the difference

Consumed by my desires
Too tired to be tired
I’d walk into the fire
Just so I could climb higher

I might talk back but I’ll never walk back
I might be mad but it’s better than sad

I don’t like smoking weed but I’ll sell that shit to you
Questioning my own reality I need no help to do
But I do like getting lit shit I’ll take a pill or two
Now I’m looking in the mirror for once I like the view

You fucked me over you won’t admit that you did it
They say you acting so crazy no I didn’t I didn’t
Why don’t you listen?
My love for you is diminished
It’s time to switch like the minutes
I fucking hate you were finished

Imma fucking know it all
Talking to myself but I don’t listen
The impossible and the improbable
It’s getting hard to tell the difference

Consumed by my desires
Too tired to be tired
I’d walk into the fire
Just so I could climb higher

I might talk back but I’ll never walk back
I might be mad but it’s better than sad

I don’t have to go outside I’m too busy living in my mind
There’s a lot of people I don’t like I don’t got the energy to pretend to vibe

I’m the type of attractive that’s both ugly and cute
I got decision dedication with nothing to lose
I’m just another busy brain with nothing to do
You either build up yourself or when you die they say “who is that again?”

Imma fucking know it all
Talking to myself but I don’t listen
The impossible and the improbable
It’s getting hard to tell the difference

Consumed by my desires
Too tired to be tired
I’d walk into the fire
Just so I could climb higher

I might talk back but I’ll never walk back
I might be mad but it’s better than sad

hey it's me (mcx)

Nature's Experiment - Cheater

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Cheater (prod. Soloft)

U lie cuz ur scared of the truth
U follow all ur fucking rules
U don’t know you but I know you
U had ur moment in high school

I got Everybody talking like we used to be homies
Why you the hell you capping I don’t like you, you a ohing
You used to clown me “he got no bitches he so lonely”
Well who’s laughing now ha ur pockets looking lonely

What goes around comes around
You got the first laugh I get last laugh now
U gon look like clown
When I run it up you run it into the ground

When I’m famous or I’m dead you gon try to profit it from it
Ur a selfish opportunist I won’t pretend that I’m above it
I’m bout my cheese like wallace, grummet, this that shit u cannot stomach
How you started from the summit now you rock bottom bummin

Everybody knew me as the tall quiet kid
Now I’ve really grown up Call me mr. flip a brick
I got xanny oxy addy whatchu want I’ll sell you it
But I ain’t popping shit except a bullet out the clip

I got Everybody talking like we used to be homies
Why you the hell you capping I don’t like you, you a phony
You used to clown me “he got no bitches he so lonely”
Well who’s laughing now ha ur pockets looking lonely

What goes around comes around
You got the first laugh I get last laugh now
U gon look like clown
When I run it up you run it into the ground

=lonely (prod. johnnyfriend)

produced by irby and jolst

mixed and mastered by luke seeley (flowers for you)

will you still keep me in mind when he holds you like i did the last time our eyes locked?
miss the way our hands intertwine
i hope i cross your mind in the warm sunshine

seclusion, unwarranted exclusion
can't help but think of what you're doing, but i gotta keep it moving
now the only way to admire is afar cause straits are dire
so i'll just stay at home cause i know youre sick and tired
used to slam with the best, now i jam like the rest
after all your detests i just wish you were on my chest

don't wanna go back to searching for you in everyone, i just wanna be the one you wanna call your only one.
and i know that we said that we were both just having fun, but life without you seems much worse than staring down a loaded gun.
you were the one for me, i let you slip away.
it eats me alive, makes me wanna die. i miss you more every day.
wishing for you on falling stars, still i wonder where you are.
i hope i cross your mind in the warm sunshine.

keep me in mind (prod. irby x jolst)

soda pressed ( so depressed ) // prod. soloft

hook:
did you even notice 

that I 

was grabbed by your poison

i think she know she got a hold onto me

she made me think that the devil gives out miracles 

I thought everything was possible 

but you made sure I seen what’s realistic

verse:
that everything gets old still posted up in grass

you said you not like the but my heart got smashed 

But what if love was visible 

Would you grab it and be invincible 

fuck sex let’s have romance 

but may i 

have the honor 

To have 

This last dance 

hook:
did you even notice 

that I 

was grabbed by your poison

i think she know she got a hold onto me

she made me think that the devil gives out miracles 

I thought everything was possible 

but you made sure I seen what’s realistic

beauty excused your wrongs.

Out November 17th

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lyrics:

swear my stomach been upset
i been dealin with this unrest
too long til the sunset
rather not have any blood shed
she say i'm sick like disease
i blow ur mind with such ease
u ain't never seen nothing like the real me
but it really can't compare to the big screen

had a picture of the 2 of us lighting up my home screen
now you lookin at me like you don't even know me
i got blood on my jeans killing old me
watching old photographs burn slow

fuck you baby girl i'm gonna fly
i been living life like i'm never gonna die
you should change your state of mind
got ur best friend send me texts with the heart eyes

so what if i'm an asshole?
so what if i'm a scumbag baby?
she always calling me a piece of shit but she don't even really know the half of it
so what if i'm an asshole?
so what if i'm a scumbag baby?
she always calling me a piece of shit but she don't even really know the half of it

swear my stomach been upset
i been dealin with this unrest
too long til the sunset
rather not have any blood shed
she say i'm sick like disease
i blow ur mind with such ease
u ain't never seen nothing like the real me
but it really can't compare to the big screen

scumbag (prod. mcx)

Repentance is the only path

Apostles Divination EP out 12.17.21

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Repentance

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Don't U Try

UFO Project - Don't U Try

produced by wisssery and scryer
mixed and mastered by marc orozco

shattered in my mind to fight the feeling
lost in all the cracks of my ceiling
lost in thoughts of the months we were alright
do i cross your mind even sometimes?

will you just call me back?
maybe we can talk about the things i should've said when we were drunk on your couch
how could i forget a moment so perfect?
just wanna be worth it
i'll never be worth it
god damn, don't feel bad about being right now
i dont do shit for the gram, so tell your man pipe down
the days getting longer, i just wanna lie down
see you in everything and that's why i don't go outside now

sometimes (prod. wisssery x scryer)

Adventure Club x Codeko 
Featuring Sarah De Warren
NEVER SURRENDER
Ultra Records 2021.

Never Surrender (With Codeko ft. Sarah De Warren)

lyrics:

Tears will saturate the clay laid
The loose dirt paints me and warms me
Why is it a sad thing baby
Returning to the being who made me
The judgement scares me and I know this
In that flesh suit a vacancy notice appears
Why is it a bad thing baby
Returning to the being who made me
But I am still here im just in ur walls
Feel my blood flow when u check ur pulse
U cannot touch me but we can still talk
If u miss me just play out  this song
If I cant breath I will breath thru you
Can u feel me can u hear me too
I hate when u cry cause It makes me cry
But I will guard you from the afterlife

She saw a ghost when sleeping
Baby I know ur dreaming
But Ive been trying to reach out
And truth is this is the best way I know how
Talking to ghouls and demons
U need to talk to me and
I know its harder when living
I promise I know the feeling

Baby I need you and you need me
But last thing I would want is you here with me in this realm
The clock is busted and lights are out
Surprisingly its so cold in hell
Talk is so cheap
But its comforting to me
So I dont want to wait anymore
I pray that god speaks
To my soul to my being
Stuck in purgatory
I had sinned I was wrong
And now its flipped back onto me
When I had died
With nobody by my side to hold me
Im Mortified
Reaching out towards the light in front of me
If I return
You will feel the pain you placed upon me
In Twenty fold
I promise to make u cry ill make u bleed
Lay me down and let me sleep
I give you my soul to keep
Purple hands and dirty feet
Spirits take control of me
God cant save u from ur fate
I promise u ull be erased
Feed me blood I love the taste
Holy Spirit give me strength

She saw a ghost when sleeping
Baby I know ur dreaming
But Ive been trying to reach out
And truth is this is the best way I know how
Talking to ghouls and demons
U need to talk to me and
I know its harder when living
I promise I know the feeling

words_frm the dying (branwen)

lyrics:

My memory bleeds
For where I could’ve once hoped to be
Glued by ur side
Shedding our grief thru our quality time
Attached at the hip
But life drags the scalpel that cuts at our skin
And tears us apart
These thoughts still assault me when im in the dark im in the dark
But what could I have done differently 
Just Love me again and I’ll never leave
If this is the end why can I still breath
The thought of ur touch manifests in my dreams
And I’m sorry for crying
But I couldn’t help it when deep in this row
With my will power dying
I set aside some to love u so u know
I swear that I’m trying
But I’m bad with this showing u part oh I know
When I feel like I’m flying i’d drop to my death to fall for u once more
Though I won’t stand here too much longer my love
Know I feel things for u that ill never feel for anyone else
And I wish I didn’t
But I swear I mean it
And hurts me knowing its true
My memory bleeds
For where I could’ve once hoped to be
Glued by ur side
Shedding our grief thru ur quality time

ive hollowed (eric godlow)

lyrics:

sewerperson:
And I know u want me but I dont mind
use me and dump me this Friday night
Bite at my body and bleed me dry
Listen to my heart beat out as I die

I made a pact with my well-being 
But I couldn’t keep me from loving u still
The eyes of creation are all seeing 
And if they see me then I’m going to hell
Still what they pour Henny for
We all so blasted I don’t think we need no more
I feel I need a breather quick
My emotions don’t match with this mixed up gin 
Keep going 
I eat that cake then I perform
U cannot smoke this a me blunt
I roll backwoods until I go tree form
Bite on my lip till it comes off
Use me however to get off
Call me whatever u see fit
But after just pick up my pieces

And I know u want me but I dont mind
use me and dump me this Friday night
Bite at my body and bleed me dry
Listen to my heart beat out as I die

guardin:
yeah she's sucking me dry
not in the way that i'd probably like
i was afraid to commit to her patterns
living vicariously through her life
oh
feeling like i
wasn't enough to encompass your eyes
blistering welts like a page off of thrasher
half of the shit that i do isn't wise
torch where those feelings reside
kiss on my neck as i'm gripping your thighs
love isn't cheap when it's riddled with answers
i fall asleep always questioning why
cords tangled up like a dancer
timberwood lake house just south of dubai
you make my heartbeat grow faster
palpitation till it bursts through the sky
pierce through my skin till it's all bone dry
listen to my heart beat out as I die

sewerperson:
And I know u want me but I dont mind
use me and dump me this Friday night
Bite at my body and bleed me dry
Listen to my heart beat out as I die

friday nite fun ft guardin (twentytwo)

produced by soloft and lavendertxwn
mixed and mastered by mvø

I try my best to let go of the things I can’t control
This constant state of finding things to hold to when I fall has gotten worse 
I wasn’t perfect, maybe I deserve it 

The sun coming up is not the same since you left
Yeah, it’s hard to accept that everything I’ve come to love now hurts me
Should’ve never said I was you one and only
And still I try my best to breathe slow
Say you love, I was nervous, so I stared out your window
Never knew someone could make me feel this low
No need to talk, I’ll just go

Tried to make you happy I won’t leave unless you say so
Never wanted me but I was there when you got low
Switch up on the scene I see you act like you don’t know
Don’t care if you’re fake don’t hit me up when you’re solo

And I don’t really have the words to say
The ones to make you stay with me all day
Never thought you’d ever make me feel this way
Just let me go cuz now I can’t stay

no need to talk, i'll just go w/ flowers for you (prod. soloft x lavendertxwn)

lyrics:

I saw the lights on but I knew that no one else was home
Look at the Nikon and check the camera roll and im all alone
Feel the bottle pop spew it out opening to mouth
Im a cyclops when it comes to seeing no one else

I feel ears pop when I take the lift up to the spot
In the function sipping on the ace and rolling pot
Imma punch in even when im geeked im on the clock
Like a pumpkin im lit up and my body start to rot
Im an asshole ok well I know so u can leave
What’s the point though in coming to the function if u cheesed
Im in street clothes but my guys in masks and they dont ski
I dont need throat I just need a girl who proud of me

Ya I won’t fuck u and shit
Cause I won’t cum in this bitch
Medication bunned my dick
There’s no reason I would hit
I been working on my wealth
Please dont hit me up to help
Its the hard way I had learned
Now I keep it to myself
 I feel like I’m tails again
Man I cringe at marketing
Who the fuck gon tell me to post this when u in a cardigan
I’m on tour and poppin shit
30 minutes to feel my brain
I might be myself right now but its gon cause a ton of pain
I know what u dont
Its ok though I could face u tonight
Fuck me and dump me im made for disposal
U love me u hate me I hate how u switch roles
I need a lady who versed in her mental
So far I haven’t found a human that makes me comfortable

I feel ears pop when I take the lift up to the spot
In the function sipping on the ace and rolling pot
Imma punch in even when im geeked im on the clock
Like a pumpkin im lit up and my body start to rot
Im an asshole ok well I know so u can leave
What’s the point though in coming to the function if u cheesed
Im in street clothes but my guys in masks and they dont ski
I dont need throat I just need a girl who proud of me

lights_r on but no1s home (branwen)

lyrics:

Do as u were told and u won’t get hurt
Im a barcode and nothing better
People argue plenty but we dont prosper
We been bending over too long I think my back hurt

What if time
Were to stop
Would all fall down into dust
U were 1 of the 3 I could trust
But this 90 percents not enough
In the eye of the storm
In this lightning parade I am warm
Coming my turn to speak I was gagged
She could wear me and rip off the tags

What ur side in the war
I was blind till they killed innocents
Now we fall once again
And the people turn into text
If u obey
Ur family is safe
But the country’s in shambles
And cannot be saved
So underweight
So divided
We the winners will wait
For the guide of tyrants

What if time
Were to stop
Would all fall down into dust

I won’t wait for day its all ok
I pray to source
To take away all the pain and all the hate
From out my chest and my brain
I need courage just to stay alive
The government feeds me drugs so I can sleep at night
I feel im paying just to stand myself at this point
Wed sell are soul just for block chains and bitcoin
Could u Make it make sense
They gear me to sell myself just so I could afford rent
I cant accept that
Im not a price tag
Im a human
But now I hate that with passion

What if time
Were to stop
Would all fall down into dust
U were 1 of the 3 I could trust
But this 90 percents not enough
In the eye of the storm
In this lightning parade I am warm
Coming my turn to speak I was gagged
She could wear me and rip off the tags

Turn 2 Dust (taylor morgan x brody)

wish I could get back time
wanna exist without you on my mind
I put the blame on myself 
too often I ignored the signs 
Might’ve cared 
sorta there 
why’d you do that? 
now im scared 
cause now I think everyone’s gonna move like you do 
im aware 
I wasn’t perfect, just wanted to show I was worth it. 
to you, I’ll never deserve it.
what a shame that you never wanna take the dive 
Wonder why 
Still want him and I’m not surprised 
Still in love with the way he lied
guess you just don’t want your scars to fade away
Everyday feels like a maze
stay freaking out 
Don’t know what about 
Damn I wish that you had stayed 
Could’ve found a way to be okay
my friends say “give it time” 
just wish you hadnt wasted mine 
For so long, thoughts confined
Always said I was crazy 
But damn I was right
You really didn’t have to do that 
as much as I wanna say “that’s too bad”
I can’t go out without seeing you in everything
and it brings me back 
youve always said forever 
should’ve really just said never
I’ll leave the details out 
just hope that he don’t lose his temper 
still don’t know what to do
still don’t have the slightest clue
jokes on me, I just wanted it to be you

you really didn't have to do that (prod. soloft)

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S A I N T S  &  S I N N E R S

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Produced by McX: https://www.youtube.com/c/McXmusik

Stream: 

she got venom in my system
and it's causing me to cower from her
but every time she withdraw
she seem to take all my power with her

2 texts say "i miss u"
but u and him seem to be doin just grand
can't say that i'm not upset
that you and i were only bound by strands

better watch your mouth
cuz u act so nice 
when the suns still up
with your friends in sight
but i can't figure out 
how you sleep at night 
knowing what's become of you and i

oh the pain has withered
but i'm left with blisters
and the rain feels like cinders
falling away
away
drop dead where i stand
my heart turns blizzard
baby saints and sinners
are one and the same

now i'm all alone again
and baby there's a peace in that i can't deny
threw away my phone again
so now u can't reach me not like u gon try

so why
do u constantly pose as an angel
been sent from the sky?
up high
how do u live with yourself knowing all that you are is a lie?

better watch your mouth
cuz u act so nice 
when the suns still up
with your friends in sight
but i can't figure out 
how you sleep at night 
knowing what's become of you and i

oh the pain has withered
but i'm left with blisters
and the rain feels like cinders
falling away
away
drop dead where i stand
my heart turns blizzard
baby saints and sinners
are one and the same

Stream

Saints & Sinners (mcx)

(prod. anticon) 
mixed by : @ninexteen


hook:
my mind is like the matrix 

you made me so fucking sick 

It’s time for your premier

You danced around and you fucking cheered 

“I’m right here by your side”

that’s what she said you left me here you left me 

( oh you left me dying )

You left me dead 

Verse:
you gave me false hope and now my blood boiling 

And my feelings they coming apart they uncoiling 

My mind wreckend 

you like heaven 

Let’s see how fast you fucking make it 

hook:
my mind is like the matrix 

you made me so fucking sick 

It’s time for your premier

You danced around and you fucking cheered 

“I’m right here by your side”

that’s what she said you left me here you left me 

( oh you left me dying )

You left me dead 

Verse:

just burn up 

In hell where you belong 

No I won’t be long 

I talk about the samething in every fucking song 

Because you are the main on that left me alone

cast of affliction

i just wanted to write a love song 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161
master: https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah

heavenly,
i hope you don't mind
formality apology,
i guess it never hurt you to lie
when you took that from me 
i felt nothing 
shaking aside
butchered up the rosary,
i prayed i could die
but you wanted to 
i said i'd be good for you 
shut my mouth for you 
and prayed it'd be over soon

i just wanted to write a love song 
story book ending 
block it all out 
i'm so good at pretending
they said it takes time
but i'm still stuck with the memory

it's probably my fault 
i must've asked for it 
payed for my sins
spilled out blood to the hyms
but i swear i felt heaven when i'm laying with him

i'm fooling myself 
it was never that fun 
it's easy to romanticize 
i fell for that once,
or twice
i'm losing the count of goodbyes
hoping one day i'd be enough in your eyes

where's the love in this 
hate the bruises on my lips
search for betterment 
and comfort in impermanence
you took it out of me 
i gave it all up
cause it's better to feel nothing
than to hurt when it's done

comfort in impermanence (prod. pekarot)

Lyrics:

Now my love is locked inside

(Verse)
Now it’s done will I ever find another one?
With a knife in my back I am holding on
And everything that we once were fighting for
Is burned up, all gone and I’m on the floor

We used to kick it in the summers at my pops place
You made me red velvet cake at my birthday
I still go down to our place and it still hurts
I wonder if you still got my Mayday Parade merch

(Pre)
I wonder could we ever get it back
I don’t know, no, I don’t know

Would everything be better if we tried?
I don’t know now, fuck if I know now

(Chorus)
And I don’t know where I am now
After all this time, yeah, I've
lost all sort of control that
Well, I thought I had back when

We walked down by the pier where you ended
Everything I thought I believed in
Guess the sun is just as deceiving

And I could never say goodbye
Now my love is locked inside

(Verse)
Now I’ve moved all the way to the other side
I wake up in the morning, got me a life
And yeah, I try to be happy but I’m hella tired
Nowadays I’m just hoping I’mma be alright

You know I still run up to that hilltop
To see the view of the place where we grew up
It’s messed up cus they building like a city
On the fields where we used to kiss, pretty

(Pre)
I wonder could we ever get it back
I don’t know, no, I don’t know

Would everything be better if we tried?
I don’t know now, fuck if I know now

(Chorus)
And I don’t know where I am now
After all this time, yeah, I've
lost all sort of control that
Well, I thought I had back when

We walked down by the pier where you ended
Everything I thought I believed in
Guess the sun is just as deceiving

And I could never say goodbye
Now my love is locked inside

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Locked Inside

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn grey
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

That's why I'm on prescriptions, I'm broken
When it all ends
I don't know where I'm going
When I can't sleep
I just stare at the ceiling
Feeling like I'm sinking
'til the morning
Got a feeling in my chest, I can't fight it
Got a voice in my head, it's not quiet
Feeling sick off the meds, like I'm a patient
And I'm sick in my brain, like I'm infected

Think about her all the time
I can't stop it
Memories in my mind
I can't forget
That's why I'm staying high
To ignore the bullshit
Don't you tell me that you love me
If you don't mean it

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn gray
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

another grave (prod. frevel + thislandis)

Slowed and Reverb version of "ESCAPE (feat. Swiiif)
Shoutout "Harmony" on YouTube for making this

ESCAPE (feat. Swiiif) [slowed + reverb]

lyrics:

If I lay this bitch I know the amermath
She said blow it my mouth and I will digest
Crazy bitches coming over shit get frightening 
I swear im sober baby its just the lighting
Really im high as fuck I pray I packed the vizine
Im so high im like a ufo sighting
I lay that bitch on top my table like a project board
U hate me well get in line Its tickets at the door
Course im fitted up what u think making money for
Prada on my jeans and my halo christian Dior

Grrrr
Grrrr bow
From my doggies car
U just lucky that that comment couldn’t hit my heart
General admission carts
Off this Julio
I press upon my counterpart

Texts on my phone
That I sent go green
I paint these white bitches up with my sunscreen uh huh
Obviously we didn’t work
But every time I glow up she go fucking berserk

Welcome to the church
U’ll be ripped apart neck down
Up until the purge I aint see us being shut down
Once she’s giving birth
We will eat em
In the name of the purge
Purge purge

The Church : Purgepurgepurge (scottysplash)

produced by soloft
mixed and mastered by me

time is a blessing but cursed all the time
what i would give to rewind 
all of the nights where it felt so right 
they hit like a brick every time 
i still hate going outside 
sometimes I wish I was blind 
still choose to ignore it, but never forget it, and yeah I regret it 

tell me right now
tell me right now
is it nice on the other side of this hell?
i know calling at the worst time’s suicide
let me find out and I’ll tell you what it feels like 



i got a problem with spending my money before it deposits
that is an easy one, i have a thousand, don’t know how to solve them 
please do not tell me you love me if you’re always busy
no ring when im calling 
yeah, not gonna lie, a lot of my dreams involve bridges and falling 
i walk around with my anger a lot 
know it’s not healthy, im learning to stop
i been working OT
chasin a check tryna figure it out 
don’t really feel in control of my life 
and that shit don’t sound right 
only my best in the cover of night
kill every beat and I don’t even try 
on my mind in the middle of the night 
wanna die at the thought, can we go for a drive?
catch a vibe, smoke in the sky
nowhere near great but im feeling alright
all out of time
still gotta try
nothing to lose
so here goes the dive

i'll tell you what it feels like (prod. soloft)

lyrics:

Bad bitch 
Public say she average
I like them avant garde
I might give her my package
I know u dont care about me
So why do u micro manage
If we settled down that shit would be abandoned
She said pay for tummy tucks
First I need my dick sucked
I know u been broken in
So I keep some condoms
I dont need a newer bitch
They gone internet talk
Its the usual
I just need a quick fuck then I keep it cordial

My boy I think u shitting cause that sound to me like shit talk
We point 38’s at him like we just made him plank walk
We had gave him 7 like its Ronaldo
Im taking supplements right now I feel like Johnny bravo
Heavy rain
I spray my web on her she Mary Jane
All in vain
I wake up to voided stomach pains
Im still the same
I just got accustomed to the drank
To the juice
She hit me high 
Im like who are you

Bad bitch 
Public say she average
I like them avant garde
I might give her my package
I know u dont care about me
So why do u micro manage
If we settled down that shit would be abandoned
She said pay for tummy tucks
First I need my dick sucked
I know u been broken in
So I keep some condoms
I dont need a newer bitch
They gone internet talk
Its the usual
I just need a quick fuck then I keep it cordial

Wraith talk
I Faith walk
Im a demon in this flesh but still I day walk
When my minds frozen over
I just kill something
I take pride in all these bodies I done picked off
Pew pew pew
I used the green dot
I spit regrets while this beat knocks
I have sympathy for lives lost
Still I eat on ones that just dropped
I did u dirty from ur grave spot
iPicked u cleaned and then I dipped off
I pour this four up now im Chris bosh
Blood on my face she told me oh my gosh

Credit Cardfraud (eric Godlow X Scottysplash)

ON ALL PLATFORMS NOW
original song: https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/shotgun-sheela-eric-godlow
listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zd7TMRBbWdw
cover by : twitter.com/sleepgangjp

lyrics:
shotgun sheela made no new friends
and the new town folk dont take to well
to her late night runs got two gold guns
gonna take my soul throw me down that well
she said i dont care for a no good cheat
so she shot him down in the middle of the street
got a death wish if u coming at me
and she put a full clip in between his teeth

so hold my light in the long wheat field
i could smell flesh rot over that hill
shotgun sheela might have got to brave
dragging penny blood trails to her broke down base
i take my foot to her rust brown gate
put my 38 special to her pale white face
any last words fore i see her brain
and she looked my way and began to sing

ohhhhh
ohhhhh

i know now why they dont get close
we should all be fine if we play our roles
in a 5 man team with a firearm each
wanna see her pay i wanna see her bleed
wait inside till i give my sound
then we light her up and we shoot her down
in a voice too loud under sweat caked brows
if we play our parts itll all work out

some men speak of a black eyed beast
in the shape of a woman living way out east
where the grass dont grow so the cows dont eat
and birds too big and they dont have beaks
and the men that sleep well they dont have dreams
cause the men that sleep do it six feet deep
in a shade born land even god cant see
so the folks dont pray and the priest dont some men speak of a black eyed beast
in the shape of a woman living way out east
where the grass dont grow so the cows dont eat
and birds too big and they dont have beaks
and the men that sleep well they dont have dreams
cause the men that sleep do it six feet deep
in a shade born land even god cant see
so the folks dont pray and the priest dont preach

ohhhhh
ohhhhh
ohhhhh
ohhhhh

shot gun sheela made no new friends
and the new town folk dont take to well
to her late night runs got two gold guns
gonna take my soul throw me down that well
she said i dont care for a no good cheat
so she shot him down in the middle of the street
got a death wish if u coming at me
and she put a full clip in between his teeth

some men speak of a black eyed beast
in the shape of a woman living way out east
where the grass dont grow so the cows dont eat
and birds too big and they dont have beaks
and the men that sleep well they dont have dreams
cause the men that sleep do it six feet deep
in a shade born land even god cant see
so the folks dont pray and the priest dont preach
he said i know now why they dont get close
we should all be fine if we play our roles
in a 5 man team with a firearm each
wanna see her pay i wanna see her bleed
wait inside till i give my sound
then we light her up and we shoot her down
in a voice too loud under sweat caked brows
if we play our parts itll all work out

sewerperson x eric godlow - shotgun sheela (wstdtime remix)

the shining (prod. swaine x eric godlow)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i hate to say i forced myself thinking that you were sweet
but ur a monster, didn't know that you were a freak
lock me out from you and throw away the keys
i won't let you get any closer to me
put my hand on her leg and feel the ridges and scars
i feel afraid you might bury my body under tarp
so dig a grave for 2 people and make sure it is large
you're coming with, i won't die alone or we could restart

i'm not gonna bother you anymore
pulling my collar, pulling out thorns
it was an honor climbing aboard
somebody watch her out on the floor
i'm not gonna bother you ever again
pulling my collar right back where it is
i tried my hardest to help you get fixed
wasn't for long until you relapsed

say does your father know you been out
if i was him you'd have curfew, no doubt
i just want you safe getting back to the house
cause nowadays it's brutal all around
don't hold on 
to my hand
just let go now
find a man
don't look back
not a glance
as i'm crushed by
an avalanche
don't know why you'd say that
you're gonna get pay back
looking at a photo could you possibly get phased at
drinking at a club
i thought you were done
she said, "i stayed away"
but bro it's been a month
i don't wanna hate
i just never drink
you could say i'm boring all you want but i'm not phased
i don't make excuses
i simply do not do it
don't wanna see my life fall into a ruin

i'm not gonna bother you anymore
pulling my collar, pulling out thorns
it was an honor climbing aboard
somebody watch her out on the floor
i'm not gonna bother you ever again
pulling my collar right back where it is
i tried my hardest to help you get fixed
wasn't for long until you relapsed

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repeat

----lyrics----
this boy's got me going insane
if im dead inside baby you're the one to blame
its such a shame that we ended like this
I fucked it all up before it even started
now im sat here brokenhearted
I guess home is where the heart is
you know I've been heartless
I wanna be alone
I wanna turn off my phone 
I just wanna go home
and get stoned but
you're the reason that im here
and now I wanna disappear
waiting three months for you
to make a motherfucking move
now you don't know what you do
or what you put me through
its sad, but it's true
I'll always be here for you
I'll always be here for you

boy you're making me look so dumb
now tell me where did it all go wrong
someone tell me what the fuck is love
cuz' I don't ever get none
I often feel so numb
believe me baby
im going crazy
people love to hate me
now no one can save me
how can you sleep at night
leave me high and dry
when you know that shit aint right
yeah you know that shit aint right
but theres nothing I can do
ima leave it up to you
you found someone new
it'll always be you
it'll always be you
it's always been you

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one to blame (prod. CottonmoutH)

(made in 2020)

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🎵 ~lyrics~ 🎵

intro(sendflowrs💐)
its not me, its all you 
smoked my last blunt, now im in a bad mood
now i pass it to the front, breaking hearts in the backseat 
way  too drunk, fuck a car, call a  taxi  

verse 1 (sendflowrs💐)
its not me, its all you 
smoked my last blunt, now im in a bad mood
and i pass it to the front, breaking hearts in the backseat 
way  too drunk, fuck a car, call a  taxi
and i said its not me, its all you 
smoked my last blunt, now im in a bad mood
now i pass it to the front, breaking hearts in the backseat 
way  too drunk, fuck a car, call a  taxi
way too drunk, i dont even drink 
lying on the floor, baby i cant even think
and youre way too fun, i jus wanna link
body check my heart, my chest is scarred like a rink
and youre way too drunk, you dont even drink 
lying on the floor baby  you  cant even think
and im way too fun, you just wanna link
body check ur heart, ur  chest is scarred like a rink

verse 2 (whywewish✨)
im fucked up, off of your love 
honestly baby, wont you tell me what you want
babygirl aint  no one even coming close to us 
but you broke my heart it wasnt love it was lust
break me down, and take my  soul, bitch im sick of this, oh its getting old
i hope you regret, all the lies you told, singing songs in the rain girl its way too cold 
its not me, oh its all you, youre fucked up baby wont you stop the booze
im too high, i cant see, too much smoke in my lungs i cant breathe
i dont know how to stop this pain, babygirl im going insane  
i  cant get you  outta my brain, cause on my heart you left a stain
if i told you bout my life, you would wanna cry 
cause theyre making fucking trends  out my disorders inside 
im medication numb, i cant feel my fuckin spine
my eyes will stay red til the day  that i die, 
til the day that i die.
medication numb i cant feel my fuckin spine
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thank you for listening! <3

you really didn't have to do that (prod. soloft)

skrwd