Name: Cyanide Serenade (prod. Foreign Hype) by SsappyY in I have too many songs
Duration: 2 min 26 s
Description: enjoy this single on my tape. releasing next month.

This makes me weep. From ny eyes... and my dick 

this brings back nostalgia for some reason.. pure gold 🥺

why do i feel this song more than i hear it😞🖤

I have too many songs

Written about starting over and getting your life back on track, avoiding what is a certain death and ultimately, keeping the Ferry Man waiting another day before you cross over.

The Ferry Man

Gustav Ahr's Album

cobain w/ lil tracy (prod. smokeasac)

Thank you for everyone who has supported me and my friends! i will miss you flowars <3

Links-
@guardinmusic
@daddydandy

flowars x guardin x yung van - lavender dreams (Prod. charlie c)

New Wind (prod. by Skev)

i've got a lot to forget
when i write it's like ripping tape from a casette
i can't be filled with something new
won't hold my breath because my face is turning blue
do you think of me like i think of you
would you sing for me cause I sang for you
i don't know what to do when I see her
everyday feel like i'm watching from the bleeders
then i jump to the stage, they pan the frame, i fade away
feeling like i'm stuck in the rerun
walking alone my soul just couldn't clean up

bottom of the lake like me it's fucking dead
keeping fucking secrets hoping i don't see them
why you gotta do me like that

i was star gazing you were my constellation
they fell from the sky and i can not replace them
4am streetlights they look the same
i guess the way you felt was just as fake

i was star gazing you were my constellation
bottled up like lightning bugs I felt like we had made it
but then you let it go, you couldn't let me know
better off unsaid i couldn't it feel it though
i admit it, I was going through the motions
but then you made me feel something close to emotions
i'm a mess i never know what I want
i think i want the money I think I wanna die
wish i could fuck with love
flex seal on the heart cracks
flex hard when I get stacks
if you care about me get back

already said i'm dead just like the lake
please don't revive I don't know how much I can take

(yesterday)
you liar 🤥 
i've been nothin but a reject 
set fire  
to the words that wont be spoken 🔥 
gettin higher
just to drown in my emotions 😞 
i'm tired 😓 

were fallin out of love 
and thats the way its always meant to be
i know i'm so fucked up
do watchu gotta do and leave (if u wanna leave)

if it hurts for a second it'll pass u by
but my life's felt distant since 2005
now i notice how i've slipped into this mess of mine
you've had enough of my shit
i've had enough of this life

spent my nights wishing on these shooting stars
yeah we conquered skylines
in my 4 door

last few words mightve caused a couple scars
this ain't what i want
but i think its for the better to stay far awayyyyyyyyyyy

i was star gazing you were my constellation
they fell from the sky and I can not replace them
4am streetlights they look the same
i guess the way you felt was just as fake

star gazing (ft. yesterday)

sitting on the edge of my bed w/ shyburial

prod. @prodjody <33 
artwork: @niggaara

spotify! https://open.spotify.com/track/7gDr5oFCOZDCMMheiUlb8D?si=NvcMRnsxRWKX2Sve7xllHA

lyrics: 

i keep tripping over everything
that u leave in front of me
oh love i thought we had something better
oh love i thought you'd keep me forever
forever...forever...forever...forever


yeah u fucked me up
but i know u didnt mean it 
now i spend all my time
wishin i could be him 
i dont wanna feel like this
i just wanna dm, you...

i know its not the right thing to do
i know that i need something better
in my life...yeah


i keep tripping over everything
that u leave in front of me
oh love i thought we had something better
oh love i thought you'd keep me forever
forever...forever...forever...forever

doin so much better since u left me all alone

dont wanna forget you
but i guess that is what has to happen now
its the natural course of things
its the natural course of things 

i keep tripping over everything
that u leave in front of me
oh love i thought we had something better
oh love i thought you'd keep me forever
forever...forever...forever...forever

yeah u fucked me up
but i know u didnt mean it 
now i spend all my time
wishin i could be him 
i dont wanna feel like this
i just wanna dm, you...



i know its not the right thing to do
i know that i need something better
in my life...yeah

forever, forever...forever 

(and love i miss you)
(and love i miss you)

love, i miss you

her favorite color (prod. ryder johnson)

enjoy this single on my tape. releasing next month.

Mixed Emotions II

Cyanide Serenade (prod. Foreign Hype)

expectations

[prod. Cobra]

I seen you fall from a distance
I cannot see through horizons
Your mind has left me so lost
On things i cannot translate
Don't ever leave me too
You're the one i cannot lose
The world is cold without you
And you were the only warmth

You left me to die
All alone too
Nowhere in here
By the helix

I know this world too
That is gone through
Fucking madness
On its lifeline

You treat me like a stranger
Left me alone in this way
I don't wanna live like this
You have to break me out
All this time i've lived like this
It never gets me through
A life i cannot live in
Just leaves me with questions

You left me to die
All alone too
Nowhere in here
By the Helix

I know this world too
That is gone through
Fucking madness
On its lifeline

Simulation

Helix

ghost

Fleeing Reality

Fleeing Reality w/Carbxn Based

thank you for listening 
<3
@jolst


 i just wish you were here 
holding me 
cause my thoughts hurt less 
when you lay next to me 
but u don’t care at all
blame it on the alcohol
is there something there that i can’t see 
how the fuck am i supposed to breathe 
like oh
it’s okay if you wanna let go 
i know you probably need a little more 
i just miss when you were close
i know how this shit go
fall apart when it gets cold 
n i start to get feel real low 
know you’ll leave me when it snows 

when it snows 
iced out had to put on a coat 
neck cold but my hearts on froze 
fucked up i can’t do this alone 
baby why u gotta do me like that 
n still ask why my songs so sad 
everyday gotta put on a mask 
happy eyes with a knife in my back 

i say i love you 
“i love you too” 
most days i can’t get enough of u
when you leave i feel it 
it’s hard to deal with 
the crushing weight of this lonely feeling
rain it trickles 
cry a little 
nothings real 
it’s so artificial 
“you’re too brittle”
how i am supposed to feel when you speak in riddles 

i know i’m cold sometimes 
but i could never lie to you
i always say i’m fine 
i really don’t know what to do
i need you a little too much 
i’m scared that i’m never enough 
when you get distant it feels like i probably fucked up
get a little too scared i don’t mean much

snow (prod. jolst)

thank you for listening 
<3
https://soundcloud.com/jolst
https://soundcloud.com/sadboiforever


it hurts me over n over again 
i think something’s wrong with my head
it’s easy to try and pretend 
but sometimes i’d rather be dead
i’m paranoid 
think you hate me 
shedding tears over our polaroids 
expectations on my chest, defenses i employ 

it’s okay, you can tell me i’m wasting your time
you don’t feel like you did and it’s fine 
you don’t miss me, it’s alright 
i get a bag n i spend it real quick 
i got some diamonds they dance on my wrist 
see me n public now they want a pic 
money can’t come much more easy than this 
every night i spent dreaming of shit 
every night i spent waiting for this 
i could lose it all
i don’t wanna fall 
i could pull the trigger 
paint the fucking wall

paranoid (prod. 2001 & jolst)

one take: fake friend

CA / Sad Yet Happy I make music about how i feel and my opinion on the world thank you to all my supporters an fans. sappy_music is my insta sadyethappy is my twitter email is skylerfoulksmusic@gmail.com

Cyanide Serenade (prod. Foreign Hype)

SsappyY

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