songs i feature in :)

You said I'm your main source of happiness
But we're not together so are you okay ?
I worry about you cuz i know your pain 
Baby , you know we're both feeling drained 

Without you a day feels like a week 
I hope that sometimes you think about me
And fuck I barely wanna eat
I swear I barely wanna do shit 

I don't wanna spam u 
It's just that i miss u
I'm just a lil sad
Why is it that bad ?

Inside i feel like you're getting bored of me 
And  it's okay if u do like everybody
I could be thinking bout a false scenario
Or maybe you will leave me on my own

Usually I get you but now I don't understand u 
You could break me i would never hate u
Say it to me if u love me too
For u there's hella shit that i would do

You said I'm your main source of happiness
But we're not together so are you okay ?
I worry about you cuz i know your pain 
Baby , you know we're both feeling drained 

How many lines will I have to write to feel better ?
I think that maybe I'll just need to talk to you later

En elle j'peux lire les espoirs, les peurs
J'ai qu'une seule vie j'peux pas me louper
J'vais vite j'ai pas le temps pour douter
Et cette souffrance elle commence à dater

J'sais même plus où j'aimerais aller
Sur la route du bonheur j'ai calé
J'peux dévier mais j'peux pas reculer
J'ai failli lâcher, putain j'ai collé

Usually I get you but now I don't understand u 
You could break me i would never hate u
Say it to me if u love me too
For u there's hella shit that i would do

You said I'm your main source of happiness
But we're not together so are you okay ?
I worry about you cuz i know your pain 
Baby , you know we're both feeling drained

are you okay ?

are you okay ? (noxiousnights)

This album wouldn't have been possible with all these beautiful people:
@jolst
@eidolon seeker
@emjaay
@plxce
@cboy
@yokai dreams
@klonic
@splashgvng
@shadow!
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@ninewaters

dont go

dont go(ft. Eidolon Seeker) [prod. Ninewaters]

Sunsets

i know it hurts (reesoo+remghost)

authentic bed squeaks 👍
mix n master: Feelnum

lyrics:
numbers in my head got me feeling numb
lose myself in another one
i dont wanna be alone
i cant stand up on my own

numbers in my head got me feeling numb
i might take another pill to feel some
i dont wanna let you know
im not gonna come back home

Numbers +Feelnum (Frevel & Pekarot)

prod. me

</3

cover by @epiphanyandphotography on ig

[lyrics:]
i cant do this anymore
im falling to the floor
why did u just ignore me?
blood's pouring out my chest
i stopped fighting
im hiding
i try to forget
that we're dying 
it's frightening
that its 'bout to end

i cant do this anymore

Mix by @failure404 & IBleedIcare
Mastering IBleedIcare
Prod @siemspark

Lyrics :

[IBleedIcare]
Spending another day
Trying to be okay
I'm living your lies
Alone to look at the sunrise

I'm here alone can you see the pain I've been screaming
I remember the times where you stole all my feelings
Why did you help my heart to die ?
I thought I saw my future in your eyes


[Epitomeoffailure]
but still we can’t come to a conclusion
i-i hear your words they cause me confusion
you-you-you bet it burns deep and like a poison
yet i’m cold and hollow for the season
you stole my breath away from me
now there’s nothing left to say
i’ll forget any and everything
just to bring you back to me
but i know that day will never come
and knowing that makes my heart come undone
and in the dark i’m all alone staring at a gun
i cant find anyone

I'm here alone can you see the pain I've been screaming
I remember the times where you stole all my feelings
Why did you help my heart to die ?
I thought I saw my future in your eyes

IBleedIcare - Here Alone Ft Epitomeoffailure ( Prod Siem Spark)

Tundra

Tundra [+ Frevel]

prod by ikiso

mix by ikiso & sadtxnshi

mastering by sadtxnshi

lyrics :

chorus

(ikiso)

when you stay by my side

i feel alright again,

at least i think i've tried,

to not become insane,

i remember when we went,

to the place where we met,

now i feel so alone,

sadness breaking my bones,

verse

(sadtxnshi)

im feeling so alone

please dont act so cold to me now

i hope ur free now

baby now im crying everyday

cus i realized ur not the same

that ive known for the past 5 years

i might drown in all my tears

chorus

(ikiso x sadtxnshi)

when you stay by my side

i feel alright again,

at least i think i've tried,

to not become insane,

i remember when we went,

to the place where we met,

now i feel so alone,

sadness breaking my bones,

where we met w/sadtxnshi

@ikisoso <33

prod rinne <3

i know i really fucked up, im just so overwhelmed by everything and i just want u back. i will regret all of this forever. 
im so so sorry.
i never missed anyone that much in my entire life.
from the bottom of my heart, i love u.

cover by lvingvibes

[lyrics:]
--sadtxnshi--
seems like ur happy without me
even tho u know that im drowning
i thought u hate seeing me frowning
seems like ur happy without me
seems like ur happy without me
even tho u know that im drowning
i thought u hate seeing me frowning
seems like ur happy without me


i dont want to go through this
i dont get why u do this 
baby give me one last kiss
before im cutting on my wrist 
u said ur better on ur own
i guess u wont be coming home
i guess ur heart turned into stone
cus ur always fucking cold

so cold 
the girl i know
is fucking dead now
please just come back now
so cold 
the girl i know
is fucking dead now
please just come back now

--ikiso--
i remember when we were walking
now i'm drowning
my love for you is real
but you don't want to see it
crying
falling
feeling like i would die trying

without me w/ikiso (rinne)

prod dreamunion x iof <3

please dont stop loving me :) 

check out @ikisoso shes one of my best friends and i love her a lot and shes talented af :)

[lyrics:]
--sadtxnshi--
its another lonely night
i dont want to be alive
i dont want to get better when you arent by my side
im just wasting time
writing love songs about you 
cant get you out my mind
and im so fucking confused

i want to give you the world
cus you are the girl of my dreams
i would burn, i would bleed for you
please dont reject me
just give me a chance to be
what you need again

--ikiso--
i remember when all things was right,
smiling and laughing everytime when you were there,
losing my mind without you
oh no, nothing's like before

girl of my dreams w/ikiso (dreamunion x iof)

s/o epitomeoffailure and emptychest :))

lyrics
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crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

oh-oh~ 
raining, it's cold
no~
breaking my bones
midnight, in love with the moonlight
fuck a star sign, shawty looking too bright
(oh, oh
oh no, oh no)

epitome:
oh no i think that my heart stopped
when you walked through the door
making my jaw drop to the floor
and when you left that night
i could barely put a fight
with my fucking self
always going through another hell
all alone
on my own
running to a place i can barley call a home
but that’s not new
had my life in hands of someone that i thought i knew
and i had no clue
that i was being used by you
the entire time
but your plans fell through
and in the end i got what’s mine

empty: 
did you really ever get that far?
blacked out in the back of my car, and i love this shit.
i wouldn't trade it for anything,
except maybe living ;/ 
no!!</3
yeah yeah,
this gon be the last time that you ever talk to me, so
i dont have no regrets, no.
yeah yeah yeah,
i know every day counts, and thats why i count em
yeah yeah yeah,
its a pain to wait, its a day away..
and i need something else
and i need a little bit of help
and when your body gives out
don't be sad, no more..
i would never do that to you..
to you.. :(
i love him, but i love me more.
can you stay, tonight?
blame it on me if you have to, just know-
i dont mind.
flying pieces, colliding with you.

shizu:
crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

snow w/ epitomeoffailure & kill breanna (2001)

cutdeep & epitomeoffailure - i didn't deserve this (caps ctrl)

prod. project luna (s/o them<33 amazing prod)

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

drive slow, driving for eternity 
die so, taking time to try n breathe
sidenote, no sleep n  im goin geek
eyes closed, all i see is u n me 

craving for sum remedy 
or something to help w helping me
listen to the melody im 
really about to take my leave
speaking with all the honesty 
nothing could really fw me 
more than seeing you
breaking what's left inside of this shell of me

this life it was forced upon me
just know that i didn’t ask for any of this
the candle light burns dim and slowly
now i must go
before i start to fall to pieces

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

let me rot away.~

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the haunting (ft. casperrr & epitomeoffailure)

I've been manipulated by the baphomet

I've Been Manipulated By The Baphomet w/epitomeoffailure (prod. acey)

REHAB WITH EPITOME + CLOWN 🖤🩶🪽
HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS BANGER ⛓️⛓️
.
(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving 

(Epitomeoffailure)
i’ll bury my head in the sand for the last time
i run in circles again to look behind 
myself cause no one ever seems to have my back
when i’m all alone i self-destruct and that’s a fact

im holding back these tears inside till everything goes black
i swear the songs i make are all just pointless fucking trash
believe me when i say im sorry in every way i lack
promise im trying hard with this music shit but i’m not that fast

they just leave me in the dust 
forget me i wasn’t enough
for them is what im brain tells me
when my bones decay away to eternity 
i’ll be lost just like a fading memory

(Vails + epitome) 
And I don’t wanna leave 
But I have no reason to breathe 
I wish I could believe 
Everything you said to me

(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving

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Rehab (feat. Epitomeoffailure)

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