@deadyami @killrattlesnake
probs 1 of my best songs

(me:)
there's blood on my mattress
bathroom cloth is covered in my blood

she stepped on my foot, i couldnt run away
i'm covered in blood...
why do u look so afraid?

if i cut my wrist wld u look at my face..?
i fucked up so many times that i'm a disgrace
i thought u loved me, i did one simple thing

i dropped down,
i'm bleeding,
i'll say goodbye for one last time!

(rattlesnake:)
razors in the classroom
you dont know what you meant to me 
ima bleed out in the bathroom
and post my corpse for you to see 

bitch im cutting everyday 
i dont feel like im okay
i just want you to see me 
want you to need me 
hit a fucking vein 
getting numb to all the pain
blood pouring down my window like the motherfucking rain 

everybody all around me keeps saying im the worst 
my life has just been shitty i feel like i was cursed 
i dont know what to do 
im just rotting in my room

all the lies you said 
i dont know what i should believe 
i gave you all my trust 
but in the end i was just deceived

(me:)
is it right id run right back 2 u if u were gone?
fucked up once, now im the bad guy?
i would do anything to have u right by my side.

she said she dont love me, i js dont understand
theres pills down my throat, didnt go as i planned

loser girl in an incel world w/ rattlesnake

nervous system #patchwerked

born to rot ft. 6chan [wisssery]

mixx @dilutedtoxin

johnny dang on my wrist in the fucking vip 
whole table full of snow turn the club into a freeze 
bad bitches doin lines got em begging on they knees
smokin loud in the back
got me higher than the trees 

throw it back 
throw it back
shawty off a bean now she twerkin on my lap 
i be poppin pills bitch im tweakin off the x 
yeah we rollin deep whole team off the meds

keta in my nose bitch you know we getting crunk 
take another shot everybody getting drunk
its 2007 got the draco in the trunk 
see him talking all that shit ill leave his body fucking slumped 

bitch you know wassup 
tryna steal my swag now his face is in the dust 
poppin all these bottles got it looking like a flood 
glock got a drum make it bark like a mutt
stackin up this paper while you stuck in the mud

who is you we walk him down
all these pussies fucking clowns
always smoking by the pound 
talking shit bitch come around

pour some more i sip bacardi
shawty wild she off the molly 
shoot em up we crash the party 
hunt u down just like safaris

johnny dang on my wrist in the fucking vip 
whole table full of snow turn the club into a freeze 
bad bitches doin lines got em begging on they knees
smokin loud in the back
got me higher than the trees 

throw it back 
throw it back
shawty off a bean now she twerkin on my lap 
i be poppin pills bitch im tweakin off the x 
yeah we rollin deep whole team off the meds

SLUMPED [PROD. RATTLESNAKE]

feat. @6vesta
prod. @shukajinkai @detuning @bakanozenshee
intro @dilutedtoxin

(lyrics)

vesta:
uh. uh, uh, 

not in the back seat
this a front view
only did that 
js bc of u 
only got mad
js bc of u ^_^
i dont wanna see
see right through you
feel like xo
dead zone :/
hit me up on a dead phone
head rot,
dead spot
wanna be me 
bitch i guess not

js dont gaf
goin around
pictures ^_^
ahh
im up now bitch im up now and u see me :3 

x2

rattle:
i would say so many things but in the end im just a coward 
wait until it dies to blow the petals off my flower
watch it go to waste while im running out of luck  
hoping for a change but i couldnt give a fuck

long black hair makes her look just like tomie
angel eyes but her smile feels unholy yh
voice so soft but her words still haunt me
heart so cold but i still wnt her on me :/

u dnt know how much i fell for u
u wont ever know tho because im nevr telling u 
all these songs i write i hope u know that theyre meant for u 
all these songs i write i hope u know that theyre meant for u </3

#BBEWITCH

UNHOLY (FT. VESTA) [PROD. HARUKO + ZENSHEE + SHUKAJINKAI]

instagram.com/r6ttlesnake
instagram.com/lockjaw.wav

cover by:
instagram.com/smoking_flesh_

@snakefangs
@jawlockedshut

[LYRICS]

(LOCKJAW)
WATCH MY FANGS, IMA TURN YOUR WHOLE GANG INTO BLOODSTAINS YH
IMA THROW A WHOLE ARSENAL IN YOUR FUCKFACE YH
THEY ASK ME IF I'LL BLOW, I'LL TELL EM SOMEDAY, I WANT FAME
CURBSTOMP HIS FUCKING BODY TIL THE MOTHERFUCKING GROUND BREAKS, OKAY

YEAH, SHARP TEETH, FAGGOT, BETTER RUN
DRACULA, I'LL DRAIN YOUR WHOLE ENERGY FOR MY BLACKENED LUNGS
REARRANGE HIS FACE TIL HE BREAKS, I GOT BLADES AND SEVERAL GUNS
PULL UP TO THE FUNCTION, WHEN I'LL SEE HIS FACE, I'LL BASH AND DUMP


(RATTLESNAKE)
U CAN RUN BUT IM ALWAYS GONNA FIND YOU
BLADE TO YOUR SPINE LITTLE BITCH IM RIGHT BEHIND YOU
BLOOD ON MY HANDS AND THE GUTS ON THE FLOOR 
YOURE ALMOST DEAD BUT IM FIENDING FOR MORE 

FACE PEEL, RAW MEAL, NOW HIS HEADS ON A PLATE 
BODY ON THE MEAT HOOK WATCH HIS FUCKING BONES BREAK
BURN IT UP, BURN IT UP
YEAH ILL BURN YOU ALL DOWN
I CAN ONLY FIND PEACE WHEN I ROT IN THE GROUND 

(RATTLESNAKE + LOCKJAW)
DIG MY GRAVE
SIX FEET LOW
BLOOD RUNS BLACK
DRAG ME BELOW 

WHO THE FUCK TOLD YOU THAT U GON BE SAFE
I CAN'T STOP THE HAUNT UNTIL HIS MOTHERFUCKING KNEES BREAK YH

ROT IN THE GROUND X8

DRACULA (FT. LOCKJAW) [PROD. SHUKAJINKAI + WOKZI + CHS]

CANT STAND US (don’t.Bl1nx diss track)

for a little backstory behind this song, last night, i attended a special needs meetup for the first time. i needed the bathroom when i was there and i noticed that there was a samaritans sign in there with the number... so i took a picture of it and put the number in my notes app as i have been contemplating my life recently. i was thinking about calling them when i got home but instead i decided to make this song about it. sorry for the bad vocals, my voice is still damaged from my suicide attempt on august 25th and i was also crying whilst recording.
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not the birthday song btw, this is js a rough song i recorded so i don't kms lol.
i'm not doing good at all rn. i'll try re-record this at some point! 
idk when, so js have this version for now!
and yes, this one is about TJ... again.
anyways, say happy birthday to me tomorrow bc yall get a song then :P
(prod. neverl0se)
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lyrics:
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but it’s so dark outside and i don’t know why
depression’s arms creep up to me 
and grip my body tight
the walls are cavin’ in 
and my head’s lost my peace of mind
honestly it’s best that i keel over and die
116 123, maybe this life’s been chosen wrong for me
116 123, my calls never get answered so it’s time to leave
116 123, maybe this life’s been chosen wrong for me
116 123, my calls never get answered so it’s time to leave

but it’s so dark outside and i don’t know why
depression’s arms creep up to me 
and grip my body tight
the walls are cavin’ in 
and my head’s lost my peace of mind
honestly it’s best that i keel over and die

you said we’d be forever
now i’m passed out on the floor
i overdosed on sertraline
my guts can’t take no more
“i’ll love you until i die”
i know that that was just a lie
now my pics are on the internet
and you still run zig-zags in my head

but it’s so dark outside and i don’t know why
depression’s arms creep up to me 
and grip my body tight
the walls are cavin’ in 
and my head’s lost my peace of mind
honestly it’s best that i keel over and die
116 123, maybe this life’s been chosen wrong for me
116 123, my calls never get answered so it’s time to leave

116 123 (demo)

hi, my lil bytez!! here is the long awaited birthday/year recap song! it's not great bc my voice is still damaged, however i hope this is at least somewhat listenable LMAO. it was meant to come out last night when it was still my birthday but ts refused to export, and it also just wasn't really finished but now it pretty much is, so yeah i hope yall enjoy! <3
i kinda hate this song but whatever.
(prod. GAXILLIC)
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lyrics:
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i woke up and i’m somehow 15 (wait, really?)
131 thousand years alive and yet i still ain’t clean
never be happy and i’ll never be sober
honestly, i’m fucking glad that this year’s almost over
‘cause 14 was one of the worst years of my life (la-la-la-la-la)
(go on, tell em why!)

january, febuary, got assaulted like 20 times
took a hundred thousand showers 
and yet i still feel the handprints in my mind
march 27th, a relationship failed 
and i broke up with a guy
who stalked me for months and months on end
and wouldn’t let me lie down

happy fucking birthday to me
surprised i even let myself turn 15
don’t know if i’ll be here next year
dopamine’s ran out and i’m still not set here
it’s my stupid birthday again
doubt i’ll make it up to 16, and let alone the end

so i became a whore on the internet starting from july
dated 4 people, got used by two, on my body, they relied
consent didn’t matter, didn’t care if i was happy
i was a prostitute and nothing more in their eyes
pretty sure my pics got leaked online
but whatever, i don’t care, man, i guess it’s fine
one of them pretty much threatened to rape me
so i threw up and cried, same shit as the daily
now i’m rolling around down the same old holes
haven’t taken my meds ‘cause they don’t help me cope

happy fucking birthday to me
surprised i even let myself turn 15
don’t know if i’ll be here next year
dopamine’s ran out and i’m still not set here
it’s my stupid birthday again
doubt i’ll make it up to 16, and let alone the end

my stupid birthday.

FINALLY MORE SCENECORE!! <3
been waiting to drop this one! 
this is a demo version
final on all plats at some point 
idk when tho :3
girl in the cover art is me!! :)
prod. me!!

lyrics:
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there's really no point in begging you to stay with me
hung up on love and everlasting lust
guess it's just no good for me
can u hop a flight? can i see u tonight?
friends until the end? come be my ride or die
i'll text you in the morning and i'll wake you up with love bites
i'll head up to NYC just to see you shine tonight

i don't know what to say
but i promise you we can make it work some day
maybe you could do what the others never dared to and book the next plane to the UK 
i feel safe through our screens, bet it'd be the same in your arms
you're healing all the molecules of me and my heart
if it wasn't obvious, i really adore ya
but if you find another girl, i'll be happy for ya

there's really no point in begging you to stay with me
hung up on love and everlasting lust
guess it's just no good for me
can u hop a flight? can i see u tonight?
friends until the end? come be my ride or die
i'll text you in the morning and i'll wake you up with love bites
i'll head up to NYC just to see you shine tonight

hey there, my lover
what's it like in new york city?
i'm a thousand miles away
but boy, tonight you look so pretty
yes, you do
times square can't shine as bright as you
i swear it's true, it's true
hey there, my lover
don't you worry about the distance
i'm right here if you get lonely
give this song another listen

stay

Lyrics:
There’s no other option, if I fall then I’ll crawl
Baby I’m out of responses, no I don’t wanna talk
All that trauma we got stay constant, and I know it’s my fault
I gotta keep my head high with, all the drugs in my vault
Crawl, crawl, crawl to my grave
I Crawl, crawl, I pray that I’m saved
All these skeletons I had to bury them
It started to weigh my shoulders way too much
It started getting tough
What have I become went from asking for help
To being so content with being numb
Still, I’m better than my former self
Now I get it though
But it’s too late, it’s been months
And the therapy I get helps me confront
But the trauma ain’t undone
I didn’t do enough
I didn’t show you love
Baby I think it’s better that you run
I fucked another one up
No way will never revert to my old ways
I don’t know how much more I can take
I’m so sick of feeling dismay
There’s no other option, if I fall then I’ll crawl
Baby I’m out of responses, no I don’t wanna talk
All that trauma we got stay constant, and I know it’s my fault
I gotta keep my head high with, all the drugs in my vault
Crawl, crawl, crawl to my grave
I Crawl, crawl, I pray that I’m saved
Tombstones surrounding my body
My shoe soles is cursed and they haunted
It’s too cold, no help and no solace
You got a new phone, but you still cursed with my knowledge 
Better watch who you been walking on
Lets just stop while we ahead and drop it all
All the while, I still try and watch it fall
All the time I spent, the doors tried knocking on
And nobody answered me
I’m in hell, why aren’t you pleased
Can we just finally agree
Man I really beg and plead
There’s no other option, if I fall then I’ll crawl
Baby I’m out of responses, no I don’t wanna talk
All that trauma we got stay constant, and I know it’s my fault
I gotta keep my head high with, all the drugs in my vault
Crawl, crawl, crawl to my grave
I Crawl, crawl, I pray that I’m saved

Produced By: Prod Saint Mike
Vocals Mixed By: @Ominvs
Cover Art: @Ominvs

Tombstones (Prod. Saint Mike)

15 (starting in 2025 imma release a song every year on my birthday, october 4th)
underground artist
feel free to archive <3
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116 123 (demo)

$n8kebytez :3